sorryforthelongpost

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The hardest thing I’d ever do
Is say goodbye and walk slowly away from you
But I’ll do it
And after all this time I shared with you
It seems unfair to leave with nothing more than blank stares
But I’ll do it
If it’s for the best then I wish you well
If it helps to say our life was a living hell
Well then do it
Then do it
Then do it

Don’t you ever forget about me
When you toss and turn in your sleep
I hope it’s because you can’t stop thinking about
The reasons why you close your eyes
I haunt your dreams at night
So you can’t stop thinking about me
Don’t stop thinking about me

Do you really think you could see this through
Put on a smile and wear it for someone new
Don’t you do it
‘Cause I know I’m not the easiest one to love
But every ounce I had
I invest in you
But no one said love’s not for taking chances

So don’t you ever forget about me
When you toss and turn in your sleep
I hope it’s because you can’t stop thinking about
The reasons why you close your eyes
I haunt your dreams at night
And so you can’t stop thinking about me (can’t stop thinking about me)

Will you take me back in the morning
If I promise to never act this way again
Oh Oh
'Cause I’m so bad at being lonely
But I don’t know how (don’t know how)
I don’t know how

So don’t you ever forget about me
Don’t you ever forget about me
Don’t you ever forget about me
When you toss and turn in your sleep
I hope it’s because you can’t stop thinking about
The reasons why you close your eyes
I haunt your dreams at night
It’s so you can’t stop thinking about me (don’t stop thinking about me)
Just close your eyes
And fall asleep tonight

#sws #sleepingwithsirens #fulllyrics #sorryforthelongpost #me

I hope that a lot of these kids out there today learn that you don’t have to know what you want to do with the rest of your life straight out of college. If you need to take a year off so you can think then do that. Don’t spend thousands of dollars on an education right out of the gate. You’ll just end up spending more money on mindless bullshit. Take a year. Work. See what it’s like to be an adult. Because that’s what they won’t teach you. They won’t teach you how to pay bills or pay for college all at the same time. They won’t tell you that you’ll have to budget everything you do so that you can have a roof over your head. So my advice, as I’ve said probably 4 times now, if you don’t know what you would like to do with the rest of your life, it’s okay. Take a year. Think. Work. And plan. Don’t mindlessly go to college and spend years wasting money changing majors because someone tells you “you’ll be behind” that’s bullshit. Figure out what you want to do and do it. Just a little rant. Sorry. Hope this gets to at least one kid that’s graduating this year.

One year apart. A year ago today I was free out of a toxic relationship. I was lost and my self esteem was at an all time low. I promised myself that a year from that point I would turn my life around. I discovered powerbuilding in November and it changed my whole perspective. Instead of chasing a chiseled six pack and big biceps, I chased numbers. I constantly strive to be stronger and get bigger because that physical strength helps to build my mental strength. Now that it’s a year later I can’t say that everything is what I planned, but now I’m more comfortable with who I am and have a lovely lady in England who is coming to visit soon. If you have a success stories like this, please share. If you want to start and make a change, then don’t wait any longer. #sorryforthelongpost #justreflectingonhowfarivecome #thisisntevenmyfinalform

To all the beautiful people in these pictures, I have you to thank for getting me where I am. Thank you to my mom and @_xoevelyn_ for being the best family a girl could ever ask for. You guys are my guiding light and I’m so blessed to have you both. To my big and sib, you guys are the only ones who can make me cry. I don’t think I’d be the person I am today if it wasn’t for your support and your love. To my little marbles, we’ve had our ups and downs but at the end of the day we can always put it past us and come out stronger. You’re so sweet and so thoughtful. You know just what to say to cheer me up. Thank you. To my best friend, Jess, you’re my person. You know me better than anyone else on this planet and I’m so blessed to have you in my life. You’re my soulmate. Thank you to everyone for all that you’ve done for me. No amount of words could describe how appreciative I am of you all 💜❤️💜❤️ #SorryForTheLongPost #IGraduated #GiveMeABreak #FIUGrad

The Pieces Come Together

I’ve been thinking a lot about a certain thing, particularly, with someone (one of my friends). I mean, I’ve been talking to my friend about this whole roller coaster of a relationship, and I think I’ve finally gotten the pieces sorted out together.

1. Drifting

I feel like you (and by you, I mean you as a person complete with characteristics, personality, likes and dislikes, the whole shibang) are changing.  There’s a reason why I’ve said before that I feel like we’re just really good friends, and nothing more- and that’s because you’ve lost touch. When I look at this at a wider perspective, even from your side instead of mine, I see that there’s little to no effort. I mean yes, you’ve come to me on days when you don’t have class, and that’s sweet and all, but that’s the extent of your efforts. With me, even if I have the most complicated limitations, I try my best to exert romance. I’ve sent you long sweet messages, arranged a picnic where I labored over the stove just to personally cook you your favorite food, texted you whenever I could because I wanted to talk to you, but even then, you only come back with the same sweet messages that, at first, seemed so romantic, but now feel like nothing more but a recitation.

2. Trying

You try too hard to be someone you’re not. You’re perfectly fine the way you are, but when you’re out with our friends (all the time btw, without me), you turn into someone who tries too hard to be cool. It’s scary and maybe offensive even to call you this, but it’s true, and I’ve had my friend confirm it as well- you’re becoming a social climber, trying so hard to be indifferent and hipster.

3. Forgetting

I feel forgotten; and no matter how many times you tell me that you never forget me when you’re out drinking or “chilling”, I know you have. Because truth is, you’ve prioritized your friends… our friends over me. When you’re out, you stop texting. You were never like that before.I mean, no matter where you were, what you were doing, you would always text me, but now , it’s become you who asks in a fit of rage 
“Why do you always want to text me?!”

…. I don’t know, maybe it’s because I’m your girlfriend?

4. Jealousy

We had that previous issue about you having a “small crush that will go away anyway” on one of my closest friends. It hurt me like hell, I’m not gonna lie. For some reason, illogical or not, the fact that it was one of my best friends made it even more painful probably because it felt like betrayal. And no matter how small you say your feelings were or maybe even are, I know they were stronger than you said they were. And even if you say you don’t want anything with her (and I know you don’t want anything with her, don’t worry), I still hurt over it.

Whenever you “chill” with your friends, and I’m finally chilling with you, there’s one thing you always do- you isolate me. There’s you and our friends together, and then there’s me, sitting to the side trying to join in. And the thing is, you just let me be, you don’t stay with me or help me join in at all. I mean sure, you’re sitting next to me and you occasionally put your head on my shoulder, but that’s the extent of your sweetness and effort.

5. Pictures

Going back to you and my friend (and I love my friend so much and definitely do not hold anything against her in any way) -  whenever you guys are together in a group, once again, chilling, I noticed that you always put yourself near her. Whether you know it or not, it’s always the two of you interacting with each other while I’m left to the side with no choice but to just let it be because I feel like I have no right to feeling this sad about it. You always position her in different angles asking her to pose to take pictures of her. And okay, most of the time, it’s her, but a lot of the time, it’s her and our friends too. You take pictures of everyone.. everyone but me. When it comes to me, I have to ask you to do it, and when you do do it, you act as if it’s a burden.. and it hurts, cuz I feel like I’m just forcing you to do something you don’t want to do. But the thing is, you always do that one thing willingly and excitingly with other people, but when it comes to me, you act like you were coerced into it. Like you’re sick of it. This brings us back to jealousy and putting your friends first before me.

6. Nothing Wrong

There’s nothing wrong with prioritizing your friends before me I guess, but it’s come to a point where I’ve been left out…. by you. I feel unwanted.

7. Sweet

You’re sweet towards me, that’s true. And even romantic (through text majority of the time because you refuse to show genuine affection towards me in public…. and in front of our friends [and by genuine, I mean in a serious way, not in a you try to be funny in front of our friends to make them laugh through your weird act of affection kind of way]) but the thing is, your romantic acts are mostly limited to texting sweet things- the SAME sweet things you’ve been texting me since we’ve gotten together. 

“you’re my forever”

“I love you”

“I love you more”

“I want to marry you”

“you and me forever”

I love hearing these things but sometimes I wonder if there’s more to you than just these proclamations.

8. Embarrasment

You’ve embarrassed me a number of times. I’m letting everything I feel out. You’ve called me a famewhore, made fun of me in front of our friends just so you can look and sound hilarious to make them laugh, you’ve aired out dirty laundry and complained to everyone about me being angry because “she’s on her period again”. Do you even see how rude you’ve become? Even if it’s for fun? Even if your offensive jokes are just jokes, that doesn’t make it okay. It’s done at the expense of someone elses reputation or being. It hurts. Yes, you may be able to make everyone laugh, but you hurt someone else in the process. Someone who you should be careful and loving about whether she’s with you or not- me. I’m not someone you make fun of just so you can look cool and funny in front of your friends. I’m not someone you can just offend, and hurt then think that even if I get mad, we’ll be okay anyway in the future because we’re together so I’ll forgive you anyway. I’m not someone you can, should, or are able to take advantage of. And that’s what you’ve been doing- you’ve been taking advantage of me and my care and love for you.

9. Bringing Everything Back

You’re probably wondering why I’ve put all of our past issues in one post after it’s been finished. The reason is, all of these issues haven’t changed or been dealt with and it’s been turning into something else leaving me a jealous and hurt mess.You say I over react but I’m not. You just don’t want to listen to me when I tell you how much your actions have affected me.

|MsMaryMax|

I’ve had epilepsy since I was 8. Even though I don’t have grand mal seizures all the time, it still is a serious condition, that’s prevented me from having a job, driving and going out during the day because I have photo sensitivity epilepsy which means the sunlight and any lighting can cause me to have petit mal seizures. Which are smaller but they happen all the time. That’s why I forget a lot of things all the time. So take the time to share this and spread the word. #sorryforthelongpost #insightintomylife #invisibleillnesses #epilepsyawareness #rant #mystory

Okay so most of you might think that I have been posting loads of selfies lately and it might even be quite annoying to some. If you notice, I have stopped posting pictures of myself a few months back as I gained so much weight, have been jobless for a while, and didn’t feel good about myself anymore. But I have now gained the confidence I once thought would never come back since I finally have a job and I have also started working out again. I am certainly not aiming to have the perfect features, height and body structure but what’s important is I’m starting to believe in myself again. This is just the beginning. And with that, I want to end this post with one of my favorite quotes:
“You are but a product of your thoughts, what you think, you become. -Gandhi” 😊 #loveyourselffirst #selfie #sorryforthelongpost #quotes #selfconfidence #notanarcissist

Okay, repost.. Now I’m 2 days late. Happy Anniversary, my love! It was a tough year for us being the complete opposite that we are, we found it hard to adjust to each other’s perspectives and flaws. It has been one heck of a crazy roller coaster ride. 365 days and I do not regret a single thing. If there’s anything I learned is that I have to give things some time. I learned how not to be too self-centered but at the same time know how to value myself. I also learned that I shouldn’t change you because you should be willing to change yourself. I learned not to judge nor nag you because I can only motivate and support you. I learned to better my understanding. I learned to give you space because I shouldn’t love with suffocation, I have to let you be you but at the same time letting you know that you have to grow and work with me too. I learned how to complain when I’m hurt without being a bitch. I learned how to scream when I know you’re wrong and being stubborn but at the same time reminding you that I appreciate the good things you do and has done for me, but even after I swore to have mastered and learned these things, I know that I will continue to be human and have my faults but I only hope that you acknowledge the effort I make with all that I might and best that I can. Nevertheless, with the changes we have made I can truly say that I am happy and proud to be where we are now. I know things won’t get close to perfect, but through time I am only hoping for the best. As long as we are both trying with our 100%, staying loyal only to one another and being happy and grateful to be with each other then I am here to stay. Just know that as long as I’m here you’ll never have to face the world alone, I love you! #Simp #081512 #SorryForTheLongPost #ExpressingMyLove

So tonight I received the ASGC Arts, Languages & Communication & was nominated for the Theatre Arts award & won the Disvion Honor Award in this category…I’m so blessed to have had so many amazing opportunities that’s I’ve had in these last four years & wouldn’t have been done without the amazing support of the theatre department teachers. I have no words to describe the love & admiration & most importantly inspiration you all have given me & for that I thank you. Yes I may be behind a bit, but in the end it was all worth it & know for sure theatre is where I’m meant to be ❤️😭🎭 #theatrearts #techtheatremajor #grossmontcollege #collegestudent #awards #sorryforthelongpost #stagemanagement

Bands I saw in 2013, in order.
  • Nico Vega
  • Atlas Genius
  • Imagine Dragons
  • Mother Mother
  • Imagine Dragons
  • Gemini Club
  • Panic! At the Disco
  • Hellogoodbye
  • Metric
  • Paramore
  • NoNoNo
  • Ms Mr
  • Portugal the Man
  • Panic! At the Disco
  • Grouplove
  • Alt-J
  • Fouls
  • Queens of the Stone Age
  • Thirty Seconds to Mars

Despite all the bad shit that happened to me this year, I can’t complain.

p.s If the band is bolded they headlined for that concert and the non-bolded bands opened up for them. 

now for my favorite pictures I took at these concerts. (pls dont steal they’re shitty photos anyways)

My feelings towards X-mas right now. I honestly don’t see the point in celebrating it anymore. It seems stupid &pointless when I don’t know what the fuck I believe in. I’m not a grinch or anything, I’ve just lost interest in playing along with society & it’s beliefs that I myself don’t believe in. Besides, all Christmas is to some people is getting presents & shit. #falloutboy #fob #yuleshootyoureeyeout #xmas #merrychristmas #icouldcareless #merp #whatsthepoint #sorryforthelongpost

I am my own person

Let me do what I want, we aren’t together so don’t tell me what I should and shouldn’t do. I have to bring you around cause my parents think we are together and you live with us at the moment and when I leave they expect you to come so I let you tag along mainly cause I don’t want you to be out on the streets cause I honestly know ou don’t have anywhere else to live. Just stop trying to make things better or work between us, you’ve fucked up in our relationship multiple times and I tried to forgive you but it’s just not possible with the types of thins you’ve done. Leave me alone. Fuck.

Even if we never see each other again, and never speak to each other again, I just want you to know that I love you. I loved you from the first time I talked to you and I will still love you for the rest of my life probably, but don’t worry. I’m smart enough to realize you’ll never feel the same way about me and Honestly I will never be okay with that.

HEY FRIENDS! I’m selling these super rad #pie #tshirts, message me for details!

I’m sure you may be wondering what “pieth” and “mezpie” means, so to make a long story a bit shorter, @elishalindsey decided with her friends one day that there should be a way to modify a word to signify that you have less than one of it (antipluralization). You can pluralize “pie” and say “pies” if you have more than one pie, but you should also be able to do the same if you have less than the whole pie, i.e., a slice of pie or a pie with missing slices. So she decided that adding ‘th’ to the end of a word (think of fractions- a fourth or a fifth) would mean that you have less than a whole pie, or, a “pieth”
So I said, well, how could you signify the complete absence of pie? I thought maybe you could add 'meh’ (like you would say 'meh’ in disregards to something) to the beginning of of the word, or that 'mez’ would sound even better, so you could say “mezpie” to say that there is no pie.
Anyway, I drew this silly graphic to illustrate this and we decided that it deserved its own tshirt, so, well, I put it on a tshirt.
#theend

Also I’ll be making many many more shirts like these so if you would like to support that, you should totally buy one of my super rad #tees.
#clothing #shop #buy #sell #plz #sorryforthelongpost #andallthehastags #srry #notsorry

Ok listen.

I love all of you guys. I really do. I know that I’m nowhere near popular, and that I don’t have many followers at all, but I want all of you to know that all of you are amazing. I’m 7 away from my next 100 and I’m going to do a really huge promo once I reach it to thank all of you for helping me. So just a shout out to all of my awesome followers out there. Thank you soooo much! <3 

First day as Thomasian/Artlet on bullets | July 07,2014

  • Woke up as early as I could, not sure of the exact time but that was in between of 4:30 and 5:00.
  • Done preparing myself physically and mentally at exactly 6:00, arrived in UST at  6:15 (or something).
  • Waited for my block mates to show up for about 30 mins huhu and I looked like a little lonely girl making awkward gestures at least I found a place to make tambay( conyo poop).
  • Entered classroom at 7:00 something, then introduced ourselves and I did the lamest introduction ever plus I eve stuttered pft. 
  • ang SABAW at KORNICK ng facilitators namin hahahahaha, they’re seniors of the same course, which is by the way I’m taking up political science as my degree program.
  • Did little talking for two reasons, firstly because I was observing first, collecting informations, then scheming evil plans mwahahah, no scratch that hahaha second, because I had this natural talent of making the atmosphere around me heavy, yes awkward ako sobra. Nevermind the first reason young second lang tlga yung totoo harhar.
  • Started the campus tour, had 8 stations to stop at. First station - the sole of both my feet started hurting so did my legs. Four more stations -  I can finally feel the fatigue that I’ve never experience since training in tracks way back in the second year of highschool, I’m not exaggerating huhuhu. Last 2-  I was probably the world most famished person at that time and my sole started bleeding(tight shoes and damn why did I ever picked shoes with heels(hell in reality).
  • FINALLY THE LAST ONE . This was the worst part, I can’t feel my legs, sweat dripping all over my body, and can hear the tigers in my stomach growling(pun intended huhu tawa na kayo please).
  •  Helluva campus tour done! Took my P.E. uniform with my block mate then bid farewell. 
  • and finally the moment we’ve all been waiting for ( what I’ve been waiting for). FOOD. REST. AIR-CONDITIONER. I felt so blessed at that time because in spite of all the bad things that I’ve simultaneously experienced , I SURVIVED! AND I WILL STILL SURVIVE HAHAHAHAHA.
  • Went home, while dragging my left leg looking retarded and stressed than ever before. -.-
My Book Year

My year in books

So I’m doing a quick inventory of all the books I read last 2012, according to the date I finished them:

January

  • The Messenger by Daniel Silva
  • The Magician’s Elephant by Kate DiCamillo
  • The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane by Kate DiCamillo
  • Panic Zone by Rick Mofina
  • The Summons by John Grisham
  • The Testament by John Grisham

February

  • The Tiger Rising by Kate DiCamillo
  • Because of Winn-Dixie by Kate DiCamillo

March

  • The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger
  • Headwind by John Nance
  • The Last Dickens by Matthew Pearl
  • Inheritance by Christopher Paolini
  • Ang Mga Kaibigan Ni Mama Susan by Bob Ong
  • Lumayo Ka Nga Sa Akin by Bob Ong

April

  • Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

May

  • The Pelican Brief by John Grisham
  • The Sands of Time by Sidney Sheldon

July

  • Star Girl by Jerry Spinelli
  • The Giver by Lois Lowry

August

  • It’s Not That Complicated: Bakit Hindi pa Sasakupin ng mga Alien ang Daigdig sa 2012 by Eros Atalia
  • The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
  • The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
  • Fifty Shades of Gray by EL James  

October

  • Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan
  • The Tales of Beedle the Bard by JK Rowling
  • Why We Broke Up by Daniel Handler
  • The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien

November

  • A Game of Thrones by George RR Martin
  • Life of Pi by Yann Martel
  • A Pocket Full of Rye by Agatha Christie
  • Nick And Norah’s Infinite Playlist by David Levithan and Rachel Cohn

So all in all I read 31 books last year, just a single book more than my reading goal this year. So what does it tell about my year 2012?

Fact: Books are a huge part of my life. They helped in shaping who I am today, which is not much, and I’m sure that without books I won’t have much value just by being myself.

Which is why it should come as a surprise if a month has gone by without me reading or finishing a single book. Or if I read just one or two books. On normal months I can read four 300 page novels, three if the going really gets tough.

The books I read tell more than just the stories within their pages, they also tell the story of my life.

You will notice that January and March had been good reading months for me. I finished six books on each month, but there was a dry spell in February, where I only read two books- and both are just children’s book at that! 

That’s because I started reading The Messenger, one of the books I finished in January, last December 2011. Kate DiCamillo’s books were children’s books and so they were short and easy to finish. However, for January, three of them are legit 300 page novels- Panic Zone, The Summons, and The Testament. So I could say that January was a normal month, I read just a tinny bit more.That month was my nesting period with Sykes- and so I wasn’t stressed out with the demands of work yet.

February I finally hit the floor “live” meaning that I’ll be already working the same as everybody else. Even though I was on day shift, the volume of calls was still high so I can’t read while at work, and by the time I get home I’ll be so tired and stressed out that I wouldn’t want to read anymore.

March was a good one, because I was given a schedule that starts just before noon and finishes early evening. There weren’t a lot of calls then so I had time to read while at work. Bob Ong’s books weren’t really long so I read and finished them at home, but Inheritance was a fairly long one so I read it at work too.

April was, well, a month of heartbreak for me, so I read just one book. Plus I was transferred to another team, so I was given a different schedule -graveyard shift- so aside from being heartbroken I was also being hammered at work. Oh sorrow.

So May I read two books, but you will notice that I didn’t read any book at all last June. By May I still worked night shift, so I really didn’t have time to read, but also, that was when my Team Leader pulled me aside for a one on one coaching session and gently broke the news that I wasn’t to be confirmed for regularization because of my poor performance. I didn’t take the news hard because really, I was burned out from work and was already looking for a way out.

And so my June was spent job hunting. If I found a job sooner then I would’ve read a book or two for June, but finding a job, especially with my history with my previous company, wasn’t that easy. Plus there was news that broke my heart that month.

So July I was just getting back on track - I just started with work but then.. It was another month of heartbreak for me. So two short books only.

August I can say that things were going back to normal. Even though I worked on night shift there weren’t that much calls in the evening so I can read in the office. And since I was just again adjusting to my newly-employed status, I wasn’t really able to read at home.

And then come September I took another job, aside from the one that I already have, and my schedule got crazy I didn’t have the time to read anymore. I slept on my full time job and my learning curve for my part time job was almost flat-lining it’s embarrassing. So that’s another book-less month for me.

October I gathered the courage to quit my part time job and just focus all my energies on my full time job, which proved to be a wise and safe decision. I started to get back to my life, and my reading, again. I finished four books and started another one, A Game of Thrones, which I finished in November. I finished 3 more books in November, and started A Clash of Kings.

By December I was still reading A Clash of Kings. I didn’t want to read anything else until I finish it, but sometimes I didn’t feel like reading. It was already January when I finished it. I must say, the books in George RR Martin’s A Song of Ice and Fire series are reeeaaally loooooong they will consume all your time. If I didn’t read those two books I would have read five or seven more books in their place.

And so that’s it. My 2012 in books. It’s been filled with bumps and potholes, highs and lows, but all in all it’s still been a good reading year for me. I just hope 2013 will be even better.

How I feel...

Some people can’t watch Hollywood Heights on television anyways…so what’s the big deal about watching it early(the views online still count, and if any of the people online are like me, they watch it multiple times:P) Also, as long as everyone is respectful and no one posts spoilers or they post under a read more thing…it’s not hurting those who don’t want to watch AT ALL! Lets stop the silly fighting and moaning and just get back to being the awesome fandom we are.

June 13, 2013

They say you find happiness when you stop looking for it, and he certainly came into my life at an unexpected time. Our story began the day I closed my chapter on highschool & all the pathetic drama/exs/past that came with it. I wasn’t expecting to do much to celebrate my graduation except for dinner with the family, until my cousin called, inviting me to a grad party in Mira Mesa. When I entered the party, I knew NO ONE. The night was overly alright aside from the fun I was having reconnecting with my cousin and couple of friends. It wasn’t until I settled down at the the firepit that I realized there was this cute guy staring at me rather intensely from the other side. I mistakenly (at the time) took this as a form of “mad-dogging” , thinking this stranger didn’t like my presence here or it wasn’t really me he was gazing at. A few times I tried to stare back at him, hoping to make him realize that I was aware of his unwanted attention and make him stop. However, he just continued to stare back, until it was my eyes that were forced to retreat. As the party started to die down, the group that was sitting around the fire began to just talk; answering the general questions: Where are you from? What college are you going to? What year are you? It was here that I found out that he was just starting his junior year in HS! Now as much as it doesn’t bother me now, it threw me off back then. But it wasn’t a dislike,more of a growing curiosity. When it began to get cold out on the porch, the group decided to go back into the house to watch movies. When we began to pick movies, the stranger came up to me, thinking that he was going to talk to me, I turned and opened with a smile only to be rejected by a face that was looking down at the movies beside me. I got hopeless that this stranger would ever satisfy my curiosity as the night was ending and he only went back to his staring. 

It wasn’t until a couple days later that I received a text from my cousin telling me about a secret admirer I had at that party that I would open the doors to the  Best 7 months of my life. For a long time I wasn’t sure if I was ever going to find complete acceptance for who I was or just keep putting on a facade but with him I can truly be myself and know that I will always be supported. I didn’t need or look for him, but I’m sure glad as hell that we stumbled upon each other. I know I never tell you enough but thank you so much, Austin K. Leuangpaseuth