Listen, outside of being stupidly enthusiastic and loud on the surface, I am a very timid, self-conscious person in real life. I’m embarrassed by liking the things that I do because people in my life regularly remind me that it’s weird to be “so into” things. But my mom has never been that way. When she heard me watching anime for the first time, she said “Oh, that’s cool. It’s like Sailor Moon when you were younger but actually in Japanese!” And left me to it. She walked in my room one day and suddenly there were posters lining my walls and I was at my desk playing with a nendoroid, and she just smiled. She went on a trip and brought me back a shirt that was of a Japanese brand and said “because I know you love Japan now!” When I told her I wanted to learn Japanese she smiled and said “You should do it! Then we can go there some day!” And today I let her know that I’ll be gone next weekend for Anime Expo, which I have only told to one other person because I know I’m going to get crap for it, and she said “That’s awesome, I hope you have fun!” I was so taken aback by her support, so I thanked her and she told me “I think it’s great that you have things you are so passionate about. You make friends and it makes you happy. That’s a good thing.”
Mom, you’ll never read this. But your support means more than you will ever understand. I hope when I have children some day I can be just as enthusiastic and supportive about their interests as you have been to me. Thank you. I love you.
… … GUESS WHO’S FINISHED HER EXAMS (NOT ACTUALLY FEELING LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE, TOO), IS DONE WITH EDUCATION, IS NOW FREE AS A BIRD FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS AT LEAST, AND JUST GOT TO VOTE 3 YEARS EARLY BC 18?
THIS GIRL, GUYS.
DEATHBYEXAMSMIDNIGHTCINDERELLA IS BACK.
And, basically, I just wanted to say a few things.
I’m immensely sorry for my inactivity during exams. I know I’ve missed being on here for Giles’ EA, for the most part, the cupcake collection event, and pretty much the whole masquerade event. I’m so sad that I missed being here for the latter, since I just loved it so much, and had so much funny shit to say about it but couldn’t because I was so wrapped up with exams, exhaustion and a motivational crisis.
Thank you so much to all the people on here, just in general, as well as to those in particular who sent luck my way for exams. I love all of you so much and really appreciate the support; it means the world to me!
I’ve got lots, and lots, and lots of writing to do. Basically, I’ve tried to write in-between revision and exams, but I haven’t been able to complete any asks that I’ve got, request and non-request. So, here’s the stuff that I had to do anyway and will hopefully get around to soon:
Louis x Reader/MC
Louis x Injured!Reader/MC
Nico x Reader/MC
Sid x Pregnant!Reader/MC
The ask from a lovely anon about the nail-art available at the con going on; I’ll answer that very shortly, darling!
But, here’s the stuff I’ve also been working on in the background when I was procrastinating or trying to resolve intense mental conflicts between my future and my happiness *sobsob*:
Hell’s Gates (Reverse Harem): Vampire!MidnightCinderella x Fem!Reader with darker-than-normal suitors, Rayvis, vampirism and none of that lovely-polite-vampire nonsense. This one’s going to be quite a bit darker and less lovey-dovey, trust me ;)
Intra-Hearts (Reverse Harem) Epilogue: Some reverse-harem goodness between the MC and all the guys. Shameless fanservice and a lot more… hot stuff than the main story ;))))) basically just venting out some… exam frustration~
Intra-Hearts (Reverse Harem) Prologue: When the boys realised they loved the reader
Intra-Hearts (Reverse-Harem) Prologue: When the reader’s father was killed and the immediate aftermath, basic loads of hurt/comfort with all the boys and lots of emotional stuff
So, lots of stuff is in the works! It’ll take a while to finish anything as a result, but I’m hoping I’ll have some fresh content up soon. Bare with me a little longer, people!
(THANK FUCK FOR THE OP FOR PUTTING THIS GIF UP BC IT’S FAB, AND THANK FUCK FOR TUMBLR JUST LETTING ME USE IT AND HAVING PERFECTION ON MY BLOG XD)
This is actually not centred around that ^^^, but basically, I’m going to buy the hell out of that game when it arrives in two (?) days’ time, and I will likely want to sit and scream over it, so I’m thinking about creating another Tumblr for Otome other than MidCin; namely Otome Romance Novels (because those boys have my heart even if Cybird’s basically forgotten they exist) and Ikemen Sengoku.
What do we think? I just know I’m going to end up sobbing over beautiful seyuus and vampires and UGHHGGSESKEFSLGLS DEM BOIS HAVE GOT ME ALREADY-
Så… (Guess who’s been hammering Norwegian in her barely-existent free time~)
In conclusion, I’m back, and I’m ready as hell for Albert, Ikemen Sengoku, Rayvis (I’m hoping and guessing he’s coming soon???), and eventually the addition of voices in MidCin (another hopeful wish, but I’m confident it’s coming!) Now, I’m just praying I’ll be able to get an ICT apprenticeship and get some money rolling in, so then I can otome my way through life even more than I am now.
It’s going to be a good year, guys.
Jeg elsker dere alle! Jeg er glad for å være tilbake!
hi!! so TODAYS PROM DAY!!!!!!! today i have my one and only prom [cries] and im absolutely terrified!!! im like…. really really scared. everything is so stressful and bc im doing my
makeup myself im even MORE scared!!! anyway thats not the point.
ive been tagged in a few things overnight but i wont be able to reblog them or do them until tomorrow because ill be busy getting ready allll day so dont think im ignoring them!! i will do them i promise!!!
i also dont know if im gunna post pictures. i’d like to but im really scared and idk if anyone wants to see them??? ajdkfoe if i look decent i might but i doubt that will happen heheh.
but yeah basically PROM IS TODAY IM SCARED AND IMMA TAG SOME MUTUALS JUST SO THEY KNOW IM NOT IGNORING THEM ALL DAY AND THERES A REASON ILL BE INACTIVE FOR MOST OF THE DAY!!!!!!! @rockerchic93@jiminsarroz@chocoulat@pokshi@namkwan@girlsday@softyfor-sweaterpaws@pastel–woozi@kpoplord2002@kangsmolbean@yeonjwng@1iwoo
Are you ever just casually reading about the types and having a good time when suddenly you read something sad about own of your friends’ type and you go “wait my friend does that?” and you’re suddenly really sad about it and you just really want to hug them?
Because I just read something really sad about my friends type and now I really want to hug them
songs: - momentz by gorillaz - surfin by kid cudi - dive in by kyko - now or never by halsey
- last train to paradise - kdrew - rock it for me by caravan palace - doubt it by kyle - new dorp new york by sbtrkt - hurricane by lord huron - through the valley by shawn james
facts: - my favorite colour is green - im 5′4 - i play overwatch way too much - i’ve never been to a concert - when i was younger i was obsessed with eating cauliflower - i’ve always wanted to write a book - i love to draw - im a very regretful person - i don’t know my country’s national anthem - i get these bursts of wanting to pursue different careers all the time then get sad that i can’t
u guys!!nn’! my new roommate responded to me I’m so happy !!! 🤧😭💕🎉 i was prayin she wouldn’t ignore me like my first roommate assignment nd she didn’t!! 😭👏🏻🤧 she actually responded nd sounds super nice!! 💖💓 i hope she likes me,, i m just so….,,,me😰i hope we become friends at least!!!
If I’ve “contributed nothing but stress” to you by sending a whopping four messages over a span of two months because you’ve been harassing my friends, it’s probably because you’re legitimately shitty people that know you’re in the wrong, and can’t handle being exposed. You are literally the ones that are “toxic” here.
(And, by the way, you can stop acting like I’ve ever even acknowledged Mod Shay’s existence prior to yesterday, after hearing about how she stalked a minor. I’m pretty sure you have me confused with someone else. I only regret not screencapping when at least three of your mods were sending me incredibly rude private messages, even after I told them flat-out to stop. But, no–they insisted on me being “wrong”, and trying to “correct” me, which–yes–is manipulative as hell, especially after the person has explicitly stated that your presence isn’t welcome. It’s disgusting that you’re trying to portray yourselves as the “victims” here)