i never, ever thought another man could love me. not like this. i was convinced for years that being trans meant that i was unloveable and undesirable.
but you know that post that goes, “all i want is a partner who is way out of my league but thinks that i’m way out of their league and we’ll live together in perfect confused harmony with a dog”?
trans dudes who like dudes, especially if you’re young and feeling real hopeless–don’t worry, it’ll happen. you CAN find a man who loves you–gross, mushy, sappy love–who’ll nurse you through your surgeries, cook dinner with you four or five times a week, whose body meshes just right against yours… who, years on, still stuns you with your shared vulnerability and trust, with his laugh, with how you can see the freckles in his eyes when your faces are pressed together; with how your skittish pulse slows in his arms, or that when you’re both half-asleep, he’ll press a kiss between your shoulderblades and pull you closer to him…
tl;dr: being a gay trans man doesn’t doom you to a life without love. hang in there.
What the fuck. Someone grabbed Dan’s crotch while he was high fiving people last night at the L.A. NSP show and Dan laughed it off but woo boy that isn’t alright.
We’ve always been a mostly sane fandom of people but I’ve been to a ton of concerts and watched band members get clothes ripped and their belts taken off and stolen, and their dicks rubbed. Fuck, I even remember that a very young girl forced a kiss on a lead singer when he went to take a pic with her.
Please, please don’t let that start happening with Dan. Don’t ruin the NSP shows for other fans because you’re beinga creepy fuck. Dan shouldn’t have to laugh off or joke off being inappropriately touched.
In which, early on both Yurio and Otabek miss their boyfriend each other, but possibly feel too awkward to admit their enthusiasm about seeing one other again. ;v; (Both trips worked out fine in the end haha///)
I feel like I digressed from the prompt a bit though
@blairtrabbit: they would find some amazon civilization blairtrabbit: johnny would almost get them killed Me: like Me: immediately blairtrabbit: like jack would see the giant women step out of the bushes his eyes would get really big
and he would side eye johnny and shake his head slowly
blairtrabbit: but it would be to late Me: hahahaa oh my god blairtrabbit: johnny would have his mouth open taking a deep breath
blairtrabbit: then the very next shot blairtrabbit: them in a cage over a fire
Me: “I do not know why you continue to behave this way toward women when I suck your dick every night, Johnny,” Jack says
but in a more PG way
blairtrabbit: johnny just has his head in his hands