sorry really not sorry right now

anonymous asked:

Mr robot isnt one of your fav tv show?

now that i think about it, i guess it’s the characters that intrigue me rather than the show itself? like the character writing is good, but it’s very heavy and tends to move slowly & i kind of had a hard time following the hacking-centric plotlines. so although the performances are fun to watch, i’m just not a dramas kind of guy

Life’s going pretty okay, probably in a way I never expected it to be before, but it must be because I finally learned to stop taking things for granted. it really changes your perspective when you start appreciating the little things. I’d say I feel really happy but…. I don’t know if this is me being greedy because despite me feeling comfortable I… still wish it was better than this. I want more. My life is okay but it could be even more better??? will it get to be better??? I don’t know. I hate to say this but I guess only time can tell.

I’m very sorry, I don’t know if we’ll have many, if any, gifs from the Mexico secret show tonight. Watching the videos right now is making me feel sick and as some of you know, my co-admin Ericka is dealing with the attacks on Marawi in her country. (She’s safe by the way, Marawi isn’t close to where she lives). 

There’s been too much going on these last 24 hours, I really can’t bring myself to watch the videos from the concert. Thank you for your patience, we should be back on track very soon. 

- Joely Olivia 

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I’ve been drawing for maybe four hours and I personally think my arm looks awesome ^-^ Hope you guys like it a little too! I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much, I got really really drained from all the moving stuff and thinking about things and aaaaa right now all I can do is talk a little, draw, and watch youtube :/ sorry. As soon as I get a little better I’ll try my best to reblog more amazing art :) but for now I need to relax and rest. So I hope maybe this makes up for it a little but probably not :)) so oh well! I hope everyone has a really nice day!!!

anonymous asked:

I appreciate you telling ppl about the whole webcam thing but as somebody who has heavy paranoia, i would of appreciated some sort of warning since it has just sent me into a really bad panic attack and now im fucking terrified. maybe put a warning so others dont have to see it and panic as well.

I’m sorry to hear that! I didn’t think it needed a paranoia warning as it isn’t paranoia; it’s not a hypothetical situation. This happens and people have a right to know about it. It’s been widely reported in the news for some time. I’m sorry that it caused such a visceral reaction for you, but unfortunately I can’t predict what aspects of my regular content will cause such a reaction.

I talk about a wide variety of things like this and I have done for over a year now. I frequently cover topics such as espionage, internet privacy, tech security, and exposed government spying/data storing. This isn’t a new thing for me and I simply cannot tag everything as I don’t know what might affect people (and indeed, this is the first time it’s come up). I assume if you haven’t noticed this content before then it’s possible you’re a new follower, and if that’s the case then perhaps it might be better for your health for you to not follow this blog – especially right now, as I have a lot of follow up questions and will likely be talking about this (and other potentially worrying topics) for the rest of the day. Stay safe!

narwhals-are-unicorns-of-the-sea  asked:

Hiya! Can I get some US!sans fluff with an S/O who is super smol? Thank you very much!

I’m sorry this took me a while and it’s not to my best ability to be honest. I’ve been dealing with some stuff right now that is getting me out of whack. I also have been having a bit of writer's block, so once again I’m sorry if you don’t like it. But thank you for the ask! It’s really cute. When things get a bit better maybe I’ll write a little one-shot based on this! :)

He loves to cuddle with you as much as he can! You’re just so smol! He’s actually really happy he found someone as small/smaller than him who isn’t 12 years of age or under.

He always helps you when your height gets in the way, but only if you let him. He knows you’re fully capable of taking care of yourself. You are is Datemate after all!

When you’re out and about he makes sure to always hold your hand. With so many people around you could get trampled! He feels the need have physical contact with you most of the time. He can sorta see why his brother is always babying him now.  

multicolouredfairylights  asked:

i'm kinda scared my ex is gonna move on and leave me forever like... i don't now, it's so stupid, but i still want to be her friend yet she never replies to me and i feel like no girl is ever gonna want me again?? it's just really hard, i think i'm going to relapse into my stupid depression again but i'm trying really hard to be happy and i just... i'm so sorry to annoy you, gopher. i just feel like i'm worthless right now. sorry

Sweetpea you are far from worthless. Your ex might be moving for reasons beyond her control and that’s entirely not your fault at all. She might just be moving because her family is and I know it’s tough but it sounds like she’s just isolating herself further and further.. I don’t know what it is she’s going through but it isn’t fair to you that she’s just leaving you hanging like this.. You care about her so much and I’m sorry she has other things going on rn. I love you and things will get better. Girls will love you again silly, tons of girls love you as we speak. Heck, if I wasn’t a boy, I’d probably love the shit outta you as a girl too ahahha. I mean I still love the shit outta you but you know.. I know you’re into girls so ye. Anyways, you know my inbox is ALWAYS open for you honey, please don’t feel bad! xo

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persona 5 wallpapers - requested by anon

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…what are you looking at? 

They are just two noodle cats after all

Inspired by this cute post by @nickutriedI love your nick and every time i see it on tumblr I think nicku tried and nicku succeeded bless you

I’m angry. I have been, for weeks now.

I didn’t want to make a post or say anything because I don’t think enough people will notice or care. But fuck that, because I’ve got something to say.

I’m a fanfic writer for Haikyuu, I’ve been one for over a year; going on two. I’ve written 50 fics for this fandom, and I’ve been posting one fic or chapter update every week since the beginning of this year.

I write because I love writing, because I have a lot of ideas, and because I love the characters. I post my work because I think other people might enjoy my work, too.

But I’m also sick of it.

I’m sick of spending all my free time on writing only to get ten notes max on my fics on tumblr. Which, you know - it might just be that people don’t like my work. But it’s not just me.
I’ve participated in events, and if you look at the pages for any fandom-related project that includes artists and writers, I can assure you that you’ll always find the same thing: art with over a thousand notes per pic, and fics with less than twenty.

Don’t get me wrong. I love the art that people are creating in the fandom, just as much as the next person. I buy every zine I can get my hands on. I commission artists when I can.

Recently, I commissioned a writer. I didn’t even know that was a thing until a couple months ago, and even then, I’ve seen writers offer 1k words or more for as little as 3$. Are you fucking kidding me. I paid 25$ for 4k and I wish I could have tipped more.

I guess what I’m saying is that I’m done with this.

I’ve been thinking every single day for the last three weeks that I want to just say I’m not going to be writing anymore. Because I’ve got no more energy for this. I’ve got enough other shit going on, and constantly being angry about how writers are treated is not helping, and it’s not something I can turn off. Every day I’ve been thinking “you should just go. For your sake. Stop this shit.”

I can’t do that. When I finally reached that point, and made the decision today that I’d stop, I’m done, I’m out - I immediately felt AWFUL. I love writing, and I love the friends I’ve made through it. I get really sweet and supportive comments sometimes. I feel like my work has maybe impacted a handful of people.

But I hate this. I hate the way the fandom treats us. I hate getting 1k hits and 2 comments. I hate getting 20 notes, only one of which is a reblog. Who’s going to see my work? No one. I hate it, and I don’t know what to do about it.

I guess that’s all. Expect a new fic from me next week, as always. Because as much as I hate it, I can’t leave. But I’m done pretending I’m not angry. Because I am.

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Favorite relationships: Isak og Eskild
Where are you ↵
on my way home
I’m coming.

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Hey guys..
So I got kicked out of my home for good today, one for coming out and two bc I spoke my mind. So I left and I’m thankful that I can stay over at a good friend’s home for the night.
I will probably be on and off of here bc I have a lot happening right now. Im really sorry but I might be late to answer any vent asks or messages. ;;
I don’t really know if I can do commissions right now, I’m really sorry, but I really do need some support.
You guys know I’m really shy and dont like to ask for stuff, but my Paypal is azeeminshan@gmail.com and my patreon is Patreon.com/Azeem.
I would really, really appreciate it if my followers could share this. I have a pretty decent following but, it would really matter right now.
Thank you so much guys for everything you’ve done for me up to this point. I really want to start enjoying life and I hope I can get everything sorted out.

“I still remember your first haircut…”