sorry person but I've been getting too many of these messages

my mouth tastes like booze and bad decisions (Tuckington, AU, NSFW mentioned, 1.7k)

i’m sick as fuck, here’s some unedited fluff. take it and leave me here to die.

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It takes Washington a good minute of lazy wakefulness, crushed under the gentle weight of layers of blankets and pleasant fading dreams, to realize he’s not alone in bed. A few seconds after that, and a deep inhale of sheets that smell like sex and unfamiliar detergent, and he realizes it’s not even his own bed.

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anonymous asked:

(1/6) as a kl shipper, i wanna say from the bottom of my heart: thank you thank you thank you. so many times i've wanted to shout stuff like "why do yall hate k/eith so much" and "you guys never cared abt s/hiro or a/llura, let alone s/hallura" and "why do you want so bad for this writer/artist to be a p/dophile godDAMN" like, holy shit. u beautiful salty jem of a pearl at the bottom of this tumultuous fandom ocean. -

- (2/6) even your blog title is golden, bc it feels like so many people are so deluded, trying to make a ship, something you’re supposed to sit back and enjoy, into a sort of spiteful activist bullshit-filled “movement” like what??? and telling folks to unfollow if they ship s/haladin bc they’re “cleaning out they’re blog”, like, fuck off??? sorry but here’s a salt-filled rant and i don’t know where else to put it so here! -

- (3/6) side note, i’m rly trying to get across to you that i’m NOT being sarcastic abt how much i want you to keep doing your thing, bc now they’re trying to tackle RACISM. in grosser and grosser ways every day! calling some of the only asian rep i see in media “white-passing” and saying that l/ance can’t have a last name that isn’t 1000% authentically cuban, whatever that means, buncha hypocritical racists. i have never been so angry and ashamed of a fandom. -

- (4/6) it’s gotten to the point where i, someone who ships kl and NOT sk (just my personal tastes), am rly happy to see any sk on my dash bc that poster must have been so brave! to post something as simple as sk hugging or smooching or whateverthefuck, i don’t care! you do you! fuck all these nasty haters, THEY’RE the toxic ones who just want someone to hate! yall deserve props! -

- (5/6) also, my compliments to the chef regarding that pining k/eith theory, it’s So Good, like i ghostwrote it somehow. the whole “projecting onto l/ance” thing (which is being done to a painful degree, i can testify) tries so hard to remove or overvalidate his flaws that it’s laughable. making lance into an insecure martyr angst-sponge hybrid with no agency and no room for personal growth, it’s sooo bad. -

- (6/6) and villainizing everyone else! reminds me of that jaden smith tweet: “when i die, then you will realize” shit he wrote when he was like 14. transparent af, like we get it, you’re insecure. and sometimes i WANT to hop aboard the black paladin lance train, but it’s always this idealized version of him that’s almost unrecognizable, and it’s at the expense of better black paladin candidates. goddamn ok, that was all my salt for the time being! much love, thank you and goodnight!

This is one of those asks that I’d love to keep in my inbox forever, but I’ve spent the last three days trying to come up with a response because you deserve one.

I think we’re all aware that tumblr is an explictly shitty place when it comes to “activism”. There’s this black-white-mentality that anything and anyone needs to be put in a box based on whether they agree with someone’s world views. Everything needs to conform to a specific label too, fiction is only allowed to be healthy, you condone what you enjoy etc., and the #1 argument by people on this site, also widely used by antis, is “Think about the children” but also “Expect everyone else to take care of you”.

People actively go into tags of pairings they hate and then yell about how triggered they are. Really? I’ve been repeatedly told to kill myself because I liked something they didn’t (and I’m talking about my 99.5% discourse-free main blog, not this one where I passively seek out conflict). You either conform to the popular way of thinking (shipping, in this case) or you’re irredeemable trash and a threat to the public. Any shit you get over having your own opinion will be justified because you deserve to be punished for thinking on your own. Tumblr mentality is the modern equivalent to medieval politics.

Fandom always has a terrible side - I know - but the Vo/tron fandom has become a place where people tear each other down rather than block the content they don’t want to see. Converting people to one’s own thinking has becume such an essential part of “activism” to the point where people forming their own opinions and learning about an issue on their own pose a threat.

In the Vo/tron fandom you see this toxic mentality with K/ance, rabid L/ance stans, anti Sha/adins and so on. You said everything I’ve been trying to say since I made this blog, and it saddens me that people can only safely voice their opinions and concerns when hidden behind the Anon feature.

Fandom isn’t always fun, but the Voltron fandom has become a place where people are too scared of posting their art or speaking up because they’ll legit receive death threats over liking a fictional ship. I don’t know if I’m doing a good job at pushing back against the anti side or if I’m just making it worse at this point. But salt, spite and messages like yours keep me going. 

gay-for-sailor-neptune  asked:

Hi, I don't know if you got my message I know you probably get so many. I just wanted to know if this was weird of me to do.. I often wear long sleeve or short sleeve shirts just enough to cover one of my tattoos that I get questioned on all the time? I've even had people on here or customers where I work at asking to take pictures of this tattoo so they can take it into shops.. and yes I do post my tattoos. And yes everyone has the Disney castle but this means something to me.

Hey, i wear long sleeves almost all year. I have two really light weight full length cardigans from uniqlo that I LIVE for all summer long. niiice and breezy, without any sunburn.
Honestly, if someone asked to take a picture of one of my tattoos I would probably say no. Not on some high and mighty shit, but honestly i’m just not into it. 
One time at my old coffee shop a man, a business cool guy sort of man, you might know the type. They’re always real, like, apple savvy, you know? Well, anyway. He orders, and then he goes, “Hey, how much did your sleeve cost?” and in the same tone that I took his order in, you know, light, phone-call voice, I said, “oh, i’m sorry, that’s personal.” 
and he took off his sunglasses (or i made that up, but still) and he said, “Excuse me?” and just kindly I said, “It’s just a personal subject to me–would you like a printed receipt?”
and he spit back, “No! I don’t want anything from you!” then he waited to me to give him his coffee, since I was the only one at the booth, lol. 
but yo, what i’m trying to say is, strangers aren’t entitled to your body, and by the way this man reacted, I feel like I may have been the first person to tell him no in his entire life. 
and I wasn’t wrong, and you’re not wrong to say no too. If if makes you feel weird, then you don’t have to justify your reason. I could post a million pictures of my tattoo online, it doesn’t mean that I don’t have a right to privacy. ESPECIALLY at work. 

Birthday Wishes (m)

Word Count: 6,309

Warning: Taehyung Smut

“Fucking great.”

You throw the card you’d been reading down onto the round metal table before you, glancing over it once more. The picture on the front is that of a city, the name written in italic in the top right corner. She hadn’t even tried to personalize the picture for you, nor the letter that is nothing more than a bad excuse.

“Do you want another cup o’ coffee?”

You raise your head up to the server, and answer his question with a nod accompanied by a bitter smile. “Yeah.”

He looks at you with a square smile, then takes your empty cup.

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anonymous asked:

I've been posting my art on tumblr for quite a few months now and each piece is only getting a handful of notes even though i have plenty of followers. what can i do to get my art more noticed? i love your drawing style, thank you for being a big inspiration xx

thank you for the compliment<3……I hope whatever I’m about to say here won’t seem too harsh, because it’s going to be a bit of a rant, not even directed at you specifically, so please don’t take it personally. 

I get so many messages similar to this one, like “how to get popular”, “how to get good”, “how to get more notes/followers” etc etc… Pretty much every artist I talk to gets those. The questions are different asked by different people yet there is one common thing, TIME. How to get popular quickly, how to get good and quickly, how to get noticed but right away..I’m sorry, but it only makes me think about how lazy and impatient people actually are.

And it’s kind of annoying. Because people see you, and where you are at this point, and they want all of it. What they don’t see though, is all the years before this current point. They just disregard it and think there’s some secret miraculous solution to all of their problems.

Few months after you started a blog (even if it’s quite a few) isn’t a lot. It’s so little, actually, if you take that period of time on the general amount of time you spent drawing. Say, even how much of simple improvement might happen in only few months, if you have been drawing for, 4 years for example? The difference won’t be too drastic if you compare the improvement in these few months to the times when you only started.

Tumblr has it’s quirks, but mostly the amount of notes or followers, or whatever, depends on the quality of art? The better art you make, the more recognition you get. Ideally, at least. Fandoms add to it, but it’s not the most important thing.

Even having ~plenty of followers~ won’t margin ensure you with many notes. You still have to make good content, regardless. 

To get more notes? Work hard. If recognition is important to you (and it is important, I can’t deny), do your best for people to notice you. This whole burning “see me see me see me” actually helps to improve, and improvement helps to achieve your goal.

Obviously I have never seen your art, but I don’t think there is such thing for the artist as thinking you are good enough. We always want more, we are incredibly greedy creatures, but for that we should accept the simple fact that for whatever we want if its to be noticed, or to get notes, or to GET GOOD, we should work. and work. and work.

There won’t be an easy way.

I've debated doing this for a while now

But, after receiving so many messages and asks asking for advice on this or that, I think the best I can offer you all is a story. And whatever lessons, or knowledge or whatever you want to take from it…is yours. I hope in some way it helps you.


All I ask, is that you do not reblog. A lot of you tend to reblog my stuff before reading it lol so if you accidentally do well…try and delete it. I know regardless this story is still out there but just for my own tiny comfort, no reblogs. I’m not gonna go into every single detail of my life. As that’s not something you guys need in your heads, but I’ll explain the gist of it.


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My parents divorced when I was 9, they argued a lot when I was a kid, and my dad did drink often. I’m assuming because of everything piling on. The reasons behind their divorce are their own and I won’t share them because that’s their personal history, not mine to tell. Needless to say, I was expecting it. Even at a young age I just knew something wouldn’t last. I grew more closed off, and my brother grew more rebellious. As children do during these times.

I learned I had to grow up fast, because custody battles suck, and being a teenager and growing up through all that is tiring. Parents, even if their heart is in the right place sometimes, can guilt trip. It’s a horrible feeling, and you love them both so you try and figure out what to do but you’re also a kid and that’s not your responsibility to carry. That’s my background. I developed mild anxieties from it, but nothing awful.


Then I graduated high school, and started college and thought ‘yay new beginning’. I met some wonderful people and even my best friend there. But, I also met the boy that would cause me such pain that taking my own life actually seemed plausible to me.

I was 19, young, and even though I know I’m a smart person, when you’re young it’s inevitable that you’ll be naive sometimes.

This boy, I had him for a class, and he started talking to me. I never had any romantic experience before, and he was cute so I liked him. But, my own insecurities kept me from dating him that whole semester. Next semester came and I had him for the next level course and long story short he wore me down and we started dating. At this time, I lived by myself in an apartment off campus. An hour away from my parents. Within weeks of dating him, he changed from the sweet guy I met, to a controlling, angry, cruel person. I found out he had a girlfriend back home when I confronted him all he had to say was “yeah.” As if I asked him the time of day. My naive self decided to stay with him still. I wish I could give a good reason, but I can’t. I just did.

A few days later he would take my virginity by force, in an awful way. Even writing this now feels weird. But, it’s what happened. And the only thing that made me cope, was that I told myself at least I knew him. Sick as it sounds, it was the only thing that somewhat helped me deal with it. Because I need that one thing, to keep me grounded and keep me sane. And he would continue to take by force the entire time we were together. Our relationship got worse, threats, verbal abuse, physical. And this entire time, I didn’t tell anyone. Not even my friends. I turned to absolutely no one and the only reason why, was because I was ashamed.

Ashamed that someone as strong and mature as me could allow myself to let this happen. I blamed me. And I didn’t want anyone to know about it. Because in my head they would be disappointed in me, and I thought that was something I couldn’t handle. I stayed with him for 4 months. And the only happiness I take from that, is I was strong enough to leave after such a short time. There are many who stay in abusive relationships because they’re frightened, rightly so.

I didn’t tell anyone about him, until 3 years later. Because at that point I had no choice. I went in a binge, I was taking pills I shouldn’t have been taking, I was depressed, anxious, and insomnia just took over. Everything felt uncontrollable for me. But, years later and I still couldn’t tell my parents why. My boyfriend at the time tried to help, but it was too much for him. And I don’t blame him at all for leaving. I do blame him for other dumb shit, but not this. Sorry…trying to throw in some humor.

Right..so, my life felt empty then. And I was mad at myself for so many things, and when I actually tried to get help, the psychiatrists just stared at me, then wrote down a prescription. Pills weren’t what I wanted or needed, I felt like no one could help me, and as against suicide as I am, I actually contemplated it a few times because what else was there. Then I broke down, and told my mom after a visit to the psychiatrist. She was angry (justified in my opinion) mainly at him, but also because I never asked for help. And it hurt her to know that while she was only an hour away, her daughter was being hurt and she couldn’t do anything about it. I’ll stop there. But, I want you all to think about some things.

When tragic things happen, they can’t be prevented. They’re going to happen, and how we deal with them is our choice. We get to decide. Life is unfortunately not fair to us all, and that’s okay. We live and learn that way. I want you to remember that people can certainly effect us, but they can’t get the final say on who we choose to become. And they can only hurt you as much as you let them. I chose not to let what he did to me continue to cause me pain in my life. I had a life to live, and he wasn’t going to take control of that. I could move on, and I could be happy. Taking my life, thinking of that now just makes me want to cry because all you have to do is look at the faces of the ones you love, your pets, family, friends, whoever. I can’t begin to imagine seeing them in pain.

Just know, that no matter how strong you are, no matter how smart, that does not make us immune to bad things. We can all suffer harsh moments in our lives. Rich, poor, it doesn’t matter. But, that doesn’t mean we have to suffer it everyday. Things can and do get better. You just have to give it a chance.

If any of you ever need to talk, I’m here, and I’ll certainly be as honest about anything.


Thanks for listening.

And many of you are still growing, hell we all are, but don’t ever feel like you’re alone. I’m not your parent, or even your best friend, but if you need to vent by all means, go ahead. That’s what I’m here for. I won’t vent to you because I’m an adult and my problems are not meant to be dealt with by youngin’s lol but regardless, I’m here.

anonymous asked:

I've been having a really rough time accepting myself lately. I was doing fine, but then my mom started saying the Bible says the point of marriage is to have kids and I thought it was to form a loving relationship and now she's just pushing this really heteronormative "be fruitful and multiply" idea on me and I'm really affected by it? what are your thoughts? (also i really appreciated the good Friday worship that was posted here! it was great and I loved it!)

Hey there, dear. I’m sorry your mom’s heteronormative message is getting you down.

If I had to name one thing as the “point” of marriage, I would say relationship. There’s the relationship between the spouses involved, and in many (but not all!) marriages there’s also the relationship between parent and child; and then, there is the impact of those spousal/parental relationships on relationships with 1) other people and 2) God. 

Margaret Farley is a Catholic nun who has a book called Just Love in which she offers a framework for “moral” sexual relationships. See this post for a list of Farley’s seven points for a just, or ethical, relationship. I personally think the framework can be used both for marriages that involve sex and those that do not, because the framework is all about how the relationship between two (or a few) people relates them to their wider community and to God. Whether or not married partners have children, marriage is a way of relating to each other that impacts the rest of their relationships – together, they grow in faith and should work to direct the fruits of their relationship. 

Okay, back to the Bible. In a way, I do agree with your mom that the Bible depicts “marriage” as involving an expectation to have kids – because everyone did have kids (or attempted to) back then. A lot of contextual factors go into that, including: the high mortality rate that necessitated people having as many children as they could to sustain the population and to produce enough people to work the family’s land; and the belief in the Hebrew scriptures (Old Testament) that one lives on through one’s children, rather than there being a solidified idea of an afterlife. In our modern day, there is no such threat of underpopulation, and as Christians, we believe our life continues after death through Jesus – not through our offspring. 

The directive to “be fruitful and multiply” that God makes to Adam and Eve in Genesis is often used to claim that God wants each and every one of us to have children. But this directive can also be interpreted as one made to humanity as a whole, rather than to individuals – the human race is directed to multiply, but that can happen without every individual reproducing. Moreover, we can be fruitful in so many more ways than having children. Many of our Jewish siblings today also interpret the directive to “be fruitful and multiply” in this way – that we do not all need to reproduce to fulfill it, and that at the moment we are more at risk of overpopulation of the world. 

I’ll also lift up the circumstance of many figures in the Bible who are depicted as being infertile. Many do end up having children through divine intervention (Sarah, Hannah, Elizabeth, and so on), but the fact that there are people who physically cannot have children shows that we can’t possibly all be expected to have children! 

And I’ll close my talk of the Bible with the first “marriage” in the Bible, that of Adam and Eve, which goes to your idea that marriage’s “point” is a loving relationship. (Note that I put marriage in quotations because Hebrew scriptures do not contain the concept of marriage that we do – see this post for more on that.) Eve is created as a helpmate for Adam – and we can assume that Adam is her helpmate too. (The Hebrew word used for helpmate, ezer, is interesting in that it is not gendered – there’s no implication that Adam’s helpmate had to be a woman.) So again, we see the coupling of the two as a relationship, in which they become “one flesh” – marriage is about relationship, how we join together and support one another, and how we use the relationship to bear good fruit, whether that be in the form of children or else in serving God and our community in other ways.

See this post for a lot more on biblical “marriage” and the like, in the context of sex in marriage and asexuality. It also provides links to discussions of early marriages in Christianity in the first few centuries CE, many of which were celibate marriage – no sex and therefore no children involved, and they were considered very holy!! You might wander through our whole marriage tag and find more useful stuff.

Sorry this post is long and sort of all over the place, but I hope it helps you! Long story short, you do not need to have children in marriage. Follow where God is calling you – we are all called down unique paths, they don’t all need to follow one heteronormative mold. Peace <3

minzzis  asked:

Hi~ Can I just say that I love that you ship hunhan and your blog is hilarious, omfg I feel like I've been spamming the like button on every post xD (sorry) What's your fav hunhan moment?? (You're more than welcome to make a list) ^^

^w^ amagyaaad, so flattered >///< I’m glad you like my blog <3 you are now my new favourite person haha <3

Thank you soooooo much!! <3 You’re such a sweetheart *heehee*

and oh my god there are literally SO MANY hunhan moments, if I made a list of all of them it would probably take up a mile worth of Tumblr feed :P

A few of my favourites though would beeeeee….

- That one time Sehun got in line to get LuHan’s autograph

-Basically every moment in the Idol Star Olympics 

-THE BUBBLE TEA <3

-Sehun’s message to LuHan (too cute though, literally can not even)

-That time Sehun was busy saying goodbye to LuHan and bumped into a stranger (my god, feels)

-That time HunHan got caught standing really close together by a load of camera press…literally, it’s just like

Sehun: LuHannieee, come walk with meeee

LuHan: lol kk bae <3

Sehun: *holds onto the side of LuHan’s arm* mine…yehet

LuHan: *Stops dead* holy shit the press are here.

Sehun: *Steps away from LuHan* *pulls on his shirt* …nothing to see here

LuHan: *awkwardawkwardawkward*

-That time Sehun forgot to come up when he was bowing because…LuHan

-HunHan confetti fight (literally the cutest)

-The time LuHan got Sehun to switch vans *asdfghjkl*

-That time LuHan fanboyed over Sehun

-Just pretty much every time Sehun talks about LuHan

-THIS.

-And of course…

WHO IS THIS DAHYE??

haha *fanboys* meeeeep

Thanks again for your lovely message <3 It seriously made my day >w< It’s nice to see there are actually people who like my blog amongst all those ‘hunhan-hater anons’ who be like “DELETE THIS NOW, YOU DESPICABLE HUMAN BEING”

But yeah, thank you <3 I love you bruh *blows a kiss*

anonymous asked:

What do you think about the information on IMDb saying the season 12 finale is about Mac, Dennis, and Charlie going to pride? There's no title or source for it yet. I really hope it's fake. I've been a fan of the show since season 3 and I hate seeing so many people on here taking the show too seriously and turning it into some big political statement when it's just a comedy

Here’s the thing: the show is extremely, overtly, outwardly, very political. Yes, it’s just a comedy. But it’s also running amok with political and social commentary and satire.

I say this next sentence not trying to one up you, or diminish you or anyone else as a fan, but rather help illustrate my points and experiences. I’ve been watching the show since season 1 (2005), I’ve had the twitter account since 2009, and I’ve been a part of this account since 2010 (and slowly ended up being the only person on it). Seasons 1 & 2 were very outwardly political, not hiding it, not masking it behind satire. Well, in a way it was because it was obvious that the joke is these people are horrible and the real people behind the show don’t feel this way, but it has become more layered over the years. And I have found that people who became fans in those seasons were either super into the politics and intelligence of the show or thought that they were making fun of them liberal elites #MakeAmericaGreatAgain etc. And as a girl fan I was too young to get it (I was just shy of 15 when it premiered), or would never understand the show because it’s for dudes and I’m a chick. People who ahve become fans in the middle seasons, when it was more silly or otherwise layered with the commentary and not as obvious hate when it is political. It has since circled back and become more intentionally obviously political, and I’ve been seeing a lot of hate from the dudebros/Trumpistas, or if they’re real dumb saying “yeah give it to them liberals!” etc. (clearly not knowing what satire is or how the writers/creators really feel, or able to look at anything beyond face value). The cycles have gone as the creators have grown as people and creators. They’ve gone from young, single, & childless to middle aged people, married with kids. Priorities and ideas and thoughts have changed and grown and ways to convey messages and stories have changed and grown with them. Middle season fans have hated hte last two seasons (12 not included), and OG fans have never been happier with the last two seasons. On the whole, I’m not saying it’s an absolute rule, because it’s a long running show younger people are discovering it, older people are tuning in to what their kids are watching, or people are just simply wanting to check out the show that’s been on this long against so many odds. I have a friend who has known me for like 5 years and I JUST got her to finally watch it. And that’s amazing to me.

My problem with people is not so much they turn it into a big political statement, because again the whole show is nothing but political statements, they read a lot of things out of nothing. Fan theories and expectations and speculations are super fun. I get it. I do it. But I don’t say a character is ace when nothing in his history or the writers room have ever hinted to it. I don’t say a character is gay or bi because I misinterpret “looks” and “glances” that just naturally happen between 1) actors not doing anything 2) super close friends that have been friends since before the show started 3) people who genuinely love and respect and trust each other as people and as actors to be in the moment. I respect when the writers present me with an episode that goes against with what I thought about a character, because it’s their person and they know that person better than me. I don’t look at the hiring of a lesbian director as a way to hint to fans that this episode is all about gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay, but rather an inclusion of two voices of directors the show has not had the previous 11 seasons: 1) woman 2) LGBT+. I don’t present my speculations as fact. I don’t pretend to know more when I don’t. I also think people, like a lot of hardcore fans do, read and watch a lot about the actors so they know their positions and beliefs, and while yes it influences the show and shows their beliefs satire and comedy, people think there’s more going on when there’s not. Sometimes if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck and looks like a duck…. it’s a fucking duck, not an undercover  rabbit that only true fans of the animal kingdom could ever understand and read between the lines.

As far as the season 12 finale goes, I’m not in a position to speculate. And by that I mean I know what’s happening. And I have since June when they filmed the fucking thing. Some people somehow already figured out it’s called Dennis’ Double Life though, so I’ll offer that much up.
No, I’m not telling you anything else. You don’t have to believe me; tbh I probably wouldn’t if I was on the other side of this just seeing some random no name person claim to know things without proof.
But again…. people believe what they want to believe. About me, about the show, about a plot, about a picture, about a phrase, about a title.
But I will say that I cried on set about it, should anyone want to take a stab at those speculations.

(sorry I don’t feel like proofreading this or writing more, my brain is fried; I’ve had a long day at work and am still getting over being sick)

anonymous asked:

I've been rp'ing on tumblr for about four years now, but recently I've been seeing people roleplaying in the form I see you do (by using your own gifs w/ others & such) and I was wondering how that works? Like how do you approach people to do it? I'm so sorry if this doesn't make sense omg.

ooc: It makes total sense, please don’t worry. If I’m completely honest with you I discussed this ask the other day with Ash @wallyscags-patronus and we both know how you feel, because that was the exact same boat we were in. I’ve taken a few days to answer this because I wanted to give you what would be a real answer from me. It’s so easy to tell you to just do it, just make the blog & follow a bunch of people. Send them messages, make friends and just ask. But that wouldn’t be something I could do so I won’t advise you to do it.

In all honesty if this is something you want to get into I do think it’s something fun and completely different from literate roleplaying. The pace is much slower, I won’t lie, but you need the time to create something you’re proud of. 

Make the blog, follow users you know you’re interested in. Don’t follow too many, personally I got a little overwhelmed when I did that, so just dip your toes in. Don’t just start asking people to do threads with you, not because you’ll be new and people won’t be interested but so you can understand your abilities. Which characters can you dress up as? Which characters are you comfortable playing? Logically you need to get a grasp on how you work; will you be able to do multiple characters a night? Will you be able to edit and post different threads for different people? Or are you going to be happier starting with one character and exploring them exclusively? There’s no limits or expectations to this other than just make sure you’re having fun whilst doing it.

Do a couple of testing threads with yourself, get a feel for the pace you want to set yourself and get used to the new skills you’re going to have to learn in order to roleplay this way. Once you’re comfortable with that, then start reaching out with ideas to collaborate with others. There’s so many people in the community and so many will be more than thrilled to roleplay with you.

I know a little while ago Relic @lifeasamarauder answered a similar style ask with a breakdown of how to actually go about making the gifs used, so I’ve linked that here for you too. 

Hoped this helped, anon! My ask box is always open <3

- Jess

Hiiiiiiii, Awa here ✲゚。.(✿╹◡╹)ノ☆.。₀:*゚✲゚*:₀。 

Are you guys surprised to see me ? No? I know its been a reaaaaaaaaaaaaallllly looooooong time since I was last  here. Missed me? (maybe not lol

Okay, so straight to the point. Because its a special day, I decided to make my 2nd follow forever, and this will also be my FAREWELL POST T_T. For those who noticed, I’ve been inactive for quite some times. After giving it so much thought, I’ve made up my mind that it is time to say goodbye. I would like to use this opportunity  to officially says my farewell to all my beautiful friends and followers here who have been with me all this time. I will no longer making gifs and post anything on my tumblr but I do come here once in a while to check out exo’s news, activities and stuff, and check my messages, but that’s it. HOWEVER I will not deactivate my blog.This blog is too special to me and I have tooooooo many wonderful memories here, and I want keep them forever ❤ . 

I want to thank all of you guys (my 5k> followers  ❤ ) for giving me such a memorable memories that I will never, ever forget. I met awesome people, made new friends, share my happiness, my stories and i got to share my love for exo with all of you. I never for a moment imagined that my blog would received so much love (my blog is just a trash T_T i dont deserve you guys). Im overwhelmed that I still gained new followers despite my inactiveness. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you for bringing me so much happiness. I really enjoyed every moment I get to spend with all of you here. And I want to apologize if I have ever hurt anyone’s feeling. Please know that I've never intended to do so. You guys are all truly wonderful and I wish you all the best in anything you do. Stay awesome and keep loving exo.

Bold - mutuals

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@kaixing-unicorn ⋆ @khaenine ⋆ @kkomadyo @kmexoplanet @krisinsanity ⋆ @ky-ngsoo ⋆ @kyungporn ⋆ @kyungsmoothhh @kyungsoophilia @kyungsoostrash ⋆ @kyunqdae ⋆ @kyunseu ⋆ @kyuongi @kyvngsoo ⋆ @laygacy ⋆ @laygion ⋆ @laymerence @lobbu-lobbu ⋆ @love-yixing @luharem ⋆ @luhtella ⋆ @luludeery ⋆ @manoban @meiren-menglu ⋆ @minynqii ⋆ @missdyoo @mongdo ⋆ @oh-la-lay ⋆ @oh-luhans ⋆ @oohsehun-ah

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@parkchny ⋆ @parkdobw ⋆ @parknamja ⋆ @pcyoung @porkdo-bi ⋆ @pseudosoo @purpleuhan ⋆ @qtyxng @roughbaek ⋆ @sehun-perfection @sehunality ⋆ @sehv-n ⋆ @senfinity ⋆ @sexing-in-the-rain ⋆ @sexualityixing ⋆ @singforsoo @spooky-sexual-ksoo ⋆ @squishykyunggie ⋆ @teethrich ⋆ @tendersoo ⋆ @thekingsoo @tinypcy ⋆ @transbaek  ⋆  @twerking-chansoo ⋆ @twitchyeol 

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@universyeol @v-dyo ⋆ @welcome-to-url-too-long ⋆  @whatuneedmp3@wuyifanxing ⋆ @yixingofficial ⋆ @yixingology ⋆ @yixingsmonster

🌷This is a SPECIAL SHOUTOUT to my amazing, beautiful, wonderful, fabulous, lovely friends that i met here on tumblr. Goshh i dont deserve you guys T.T You always make me feel special🌷

💗 Tidbit @qtyxng​ is kinda the first one to talk to me and im really thankful for that. Thank you for noticing me. I had fun time talking to you especially. I really admire your love for Yixing. And I am honored to have you as my friend.

💗 Beste @besternatexo​​ we share the same love for chansoo omg please know that i am grateful  to finally found someone i can talk about chansoo with. I really like talking to you, and i miss you so much. Thank you for willing to listen to me and talk to me, being so nice to me and put up with my crazy rant absurd problems. ily

💗  Ahreum @dyominos​ senpaiiii who is the kindest and the sweetest. Thank you for willing to be my friend Ahreum. You are one of the earliest blog  that i followed  (because your blog is perfect! (goals!!)) , and  you are one of my earliest follower. Talking to you always brings me a lot of joy and I will never forget that. Im lucky to know you. <3

💗 Tiff @chancasso​​ who is a really nice and lovely person, and very friendly too! Thank you  Tiff for treating me so well, and be so kind to me when Im just being weird. And you love chansoo too yeayyy!

💗 Phoenix @kyungsmoothhh​​ my squishy friend Phoenix. Thank you for everything. You always know how to make me smile. Glad that we can share our love for kyungsoo together. I happy to have you in my life

💗 Aly @pseudosoo​ gosh i remember that we used to talked to each other almost everyday and our messages are always so long because we talk about everything hahha. Thank you for putting up with my nonsense crazy rambling. 

💗 Lucy @dohkyungcutie​​ cutie Lucy. I’ve only known you for a short amount of time but I had such a great time talking to you. You are funny, and kind and crazy (in a good way). Thank you for not getting bored talking to me XD 

💗  Karla @exo-is-life-and-love​ who always says nice things to me and always makes my day with sweet messages. ;A; thank you x100.  You are such an adorable person 

💗 Ri @chansoo-ie​ another chansoo trash yeayyy! I really enjoyed talking to you. Thank you for putting up with me all this time

💗 Hana @v-dyo​ also senpaiiiii aka kyungsoo trash! we dont talk much to each other but Im still thankful to you for being nice to me and willing to talk to me. 

💗  Ngan @banhsoo​​ who have a beautiful soul. Although we only talked for a few times, but i felt greatful that you have time to talk to someone like me. You are generous and thoughtful, amazing and so fun to talk to. And we share the same love for coffee omg! maybe we can be coffee buddies like xiumin and luhan XD

💗 Freya @dattebaekyo , Purse @spooky-sexual-ksoo, Karina @exo-planet-luhan@chanyeolonew,  thank you for spending your time talking to me and baring with me when Im just an awkward, and  boring  person haha. It really means a lot. You guys are awesome!

Goshh i have soooo many things to say tbh, but I really don’t know how to express my feelings and thoughts and put them into words. Im sorry that Im not good at keeping in touch. But even though we dont talk to each other anymore, I still think about you guys from time to time. I love you guys so much. And I’ll miss you!!

p.s: If you are included in my friend list, but does not feel the same way, I apologize ;; Just ignore it

p.p.s: I am deeply sorry if I have missed anyone out. If we have talked before, but dont remember you, please let me know so I can express my gratitude to you guys, and include you in my friend list okay. 

So….i think that is all I wanted to say. Once again, a big THANK YOU to everyone here who have showered me with lost of love and  given me a beautiful memories to be remembered. Goodbye…

-AWA

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry if this has been answered before but i've been questioning whether or not I have avpd but I'm a little confused on something. Do people with avpd avoid people for a certain reason? Because almost everyone with avpd I've seen says they avoid people because they think everyone hates them(which is also true for me)but a lot of the time it's also just because I don't feel like it, like I have no motivation to talk or interact with anyone and I almost never want too.(1)

I’d rather just ignore everything by staying on the internet/daydreaming/drawing/doing anything else to distract me, but then I also feel horrible for ignoring all my texts and messages. I’m bad at explaining things and I’m starting to ramble but the point is, do people with advp feel like avoiding people for almost no reason?

The basis behind Avoidant Personality Disorder is a fear of rejection or humiliation. So, yes, people with AvPD use avoidance coping because they think everyone hates them, and they withdraw as a preemptive measure against the rejection they think will inevitably happen for this reason. But I don’t think this excludes avoidant behaviour in the form of a lack of motivation.

I think an avoidant could withdraw out of both their fear and a lack of motivation because a disordered brain will give you many reasons as to why you should avoid others. Another example of this that’s pretty common with AvPD would be how some avoidants develop severe phobias that give them excuses or rational reason to withdraw. 

You have to remember that personality disorder behaviour isn’t the same thing as the behaviour of an anxiety disorder. Personality disorder behaviour is a build-up of learned behaviours and not a circumstantial reaction. It might be easier if I explain it like this…

Personality disorders are ego-syntonic. This means that the behaviours are congruent to a person’s concept of self. An ego-dystonic state means the behaviours are not. To simplify this more, this basically means that someone in an ego-dystonic state knows something is wrong because their behaviours are causing a conflict in what they consider their normal state. But someone in an ego-syntonic state may not see anything wrong with their behaviour because their behaviour works with how they see themselves.

So people with personality disorders will develop thoughts and behaviours that are disordered but may not always come across to them as disordered. It’s why many people with AvPD come across as aloof rather than shy, for example. It’s a learned behaviour that doesn’t seem abnormal to an avoidant but is actually a way for them to become unapproachable. 

These are all defense mechanisms. With the social aversion you’re describing, in someone with AvPD, it could be a way to rationalize your behaviour to yourself or others… Instead of saying, “I’m avoiding people out of fear” which is easy for people to see as problematic and criticize, you can say, “Well, people just tire me out, so I keep to myself.”

This isn’t to say every single person without motivation for social interaction has AvPD! Everyone experiences social exhaustion to an extent and it can overlap into other disorders, but with AvPD specifically, this is how it works and I think it’s common for an avoidant to feel too tired to interact with others. You also have to consider that with how common AvPD is comorbid with depressive disorders, there could be depression-related exhaustion there, too.

I know that I experience what you’re describing… Usually in social situations, I come across as distant and withdrawn and polite. I often feel exhausted or no motivation to interact with others. People are loud and tiring and I’d rather be alone, so I don’t put myself in social situations preemptively.

I think that’s the difference, I don’t know. I don’t have anxiety attacks about other people because I’ve built up so many walls and defense mechanisms without fully realizing it. So one of the results of this is that I don’t put myself in a position where people can get close to me in the first place… So I don’t have anything to get scared about. 

I hope that all makes sense! Take care of yourself.

- Shinji

anonymous asked:

Hello! Sorry if you're sick/done talking about this, but I was browsing some TWD related tags and came across some stuff about chandra75? Or something? I think I've seen her around but never followed her. What exactly happened? Did she do something bad? I'm just seeing drama shizz everywhere and I'm confused lol. Feel free to ignore if you want, but anyway, have a great day :)

Hi there! It’s fine! You don’t need to apologize for this message. I never mind receiving messages or answering questions (especially today- I’m snowed in!)

Chandra75, a Tumblr user who most just refer to as Chandra, is a major Daryl Dixon/Norman Reedus fan- which would be fine in itself- but she’s also a notorious sexist, racist, ageist and overall mean-spirited human being who goes above and beyond to intimidate, humiliate, and interfere with the lives of other Walking Dead fans who don’t agree with her opinions on the show, it’s story, or it’s characters. She also despises Carol and Melissa McBride (who portrays Carol,) and continually perpetuates rumors and lies in an attempt to gain a following of fans who have yet to be exposed to how horrible she truly is and get them to to her bidding- i.e. cyber-bullying people she doesn’t like.

I was exposed to Chandra during the break between the end of season four and the beginning of season five, when she infiltrated every possible Walking Dead-related tag on Tumblr (which I check frequently, being a fan and all,) and other forms of social media to spread rumors about filming (specifically that Emily Kinney was to become a major player on the show and was thus carted to and from set in limos with tinted windows/Apache helicopters/what have you, Daryl and Beth were going to have a romance for the ages, Carol was going to die, etc.) and otherwise openly hate on the character of Carol and supporters of the pairing of Daryl/Carol (“Caryl”) for multiple reasons- mostly because of her infatuation with Norman Reedus and the subsequent ease of being able to self-insert herself into the position of Beth in whatever alternate reality/fan-fiction she was writing/dreaming up.

When Beth was killed in the mid-season finale, Chandra proceeded to try and cover her tracks by throwing those who has believed her lies and propaganda as truth under the bus- so much, in fact- that she referred to many of them as “crazy” when they were heartbroken over the death of the character.

When people were (rightfully) creeped out, dared to call her out on her inaccuracies/back-peddling, or disagree with her- she would get her cronies to harass them. She would use personal information against them (like bringing up their children or their families in a threatening manner,) and on a couple of separate occasions- attempted to get people in trouble at their jobs. She’s a lunatic, to say the least- and I hope Norman Reedus, who from what I’ve heard has been made aware of her behavior- is as horrified as the rest of us.

That’s actually the shortened version of events that I’ve personally witnessed myself, but I’m sure there’s plenty of things I’ve missed or unintentionally left out that other people can fill in for you! Long story short- avoid her at all costs, don’t take anything she says seriously- and please, please, please don’t let her ruin “The Walking Dead” tags on here for you. I promise you, the rest of this fandom is lovely!

You have a great day, too! I hope this helped!

Third Wheel? - Bobby (iKON)

REQUESTED BY ANON:  hi ! can i have a angsty fluff scenario of when ikon is being featured in a show and bobby mentioned something about missing his girlfriend, then they show him a clip of the girlfriend in an interview saying something like ’ how can i tell him i miss him when he has so many other things to worry about than me ’ and they surprise him by the girlfriend showing up after the clip and its a teary reunion ? hahaha sorry if its long and confusing.

MEMBER:Bobby // Kim Jiwon (iKON)

GENRE: angst + fluff?

AUTHOR’S NOTE: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG, also I’ve put everything said in the interview in italic so I hope it’s easier to read(?)

“Video, cue!”

The PD secretly signalled his crew members to play your interview footage as a part of the surprise event you and the staff put together for Bobby.

“Hello, my name is _______”

The sound of your voice startled a few members of the guests and the audience, it alarmed everybody in the studio, especially your boyfriend, Bobby. Being the only one who recognised the voice, he turned around to the monitor at the speed of light, his eyes were fully focused on the video.

“Nice to meet you, ______”

The interviewer started off with a friendly greet.

“Nice to meet you too”

Your shy smile put a little grin on Bobby’s face.

“Shall we start? Ok, a while ago, your relationship with Bobby was announced to the public, can you recall some of the reactions that you received?”

“Yes. I remember I received a lot of support, especially from iKON fans. I was very worried about how people would take the news, mostly the fans. I was actually prepared to face the negativity but unexpectedly, a lot of people were very supportive towards our relationship and sent us a lot of congratulating messages which made me feel very thankful.”

“You must feel very lucky, _____”

“I do. I already feel lucky to have Bobby as a boyfriend but to receive this much support? Wow, I never expected it. I can’t believe how blessed I am.”

You looked straight at the camera to express your thankful heart.

“Thank you so much for your support.”

You did a 90 degrees bow to fully show your gratitude. Your action made Bobby smile from ear-to-ear.

The interview carried on and the questions became more personal as the numbers ascended.

“______, I heard you haven’t seen Bobby for a few years, is that correct?”

“Yes, it has been a while since we met face-to-face. It was ever since the last time he visited the States.”

“Do you miss him?”

The question clenched your heart, it left you frozen for a few seconds.

“Of course, I miss him a lot. I miss him so much that I started to see him wherever I go, I've mistaken strangers for Bobby several times. My old room mate told me that I called out his name in my sleep many times too…sometimes I would wake up in the middle of night and cry to myself because when I open my eyes, he isn't there…”

Tears uncontrollably rushed down you face, you turned away and tried to calm your aching heart.

“I’m sorry.” You apologised.

“_____, are you okay?”

“Yes…it’s my first time sharing this story, so…”

You attempted to wash away the pain on your face with a half smile.

“We can take a little break if you’d like”

The interviewer kindly suggested.

“No, I’m ok. Um…where was I? um…right, I have never told anyone about this before. I didn’t want anybody to know, especially Bobby. I didn’t want him to know how much I missed him. I felt like if he knew, he’d worry and I would become a distraction. I was afraid I’d be the third wheel between him and his dream. He was so busy running towards his dream, how could I have told him when he already had so much worries? I couldn’t let him know.”

Your confession brought the studio to silence, everyone was moved by the depth of your love for Bobby. Unlike the others, more than feeling touched, Bobby felt sorrow engulfing the joy that was overtaking him during the start.

“Your love for Bobby sure is amazing, ______”

The interviewer commented.

“Lastly, would you like to say a few words to Bobby?

“Yes. Jiwon-ah, long time no see. First of all, congratulations on your debut, you’ve worked hard, I’m super proud of you. How have you been? I hope you’ve been well. Everyone here is doing great so don’t worry and focus on your work, ok? I hope you are taking care of yourself well, please stay healthy. I hope to see you again soon; I’ll run through time to get you baby, please wait for a moment. Your reference to Bobby’s rap put a shy, proud smile on his face.

“Jiwon-ah, wait…”

The video was cut off, the suddenly-turned-black screen sent the studio to confusion; it was the perfect timing for you to make your entrance.

You stepped onto the stage with a familiar melody playing in the background, your appearance had everyone shot up from their seats and greeted you with a round of applause. You walked towards Bobby who was facing away with his face buried in his hands, he had given up on holding in the oceans that were overflowing in his eyes. You stopped in front of Bobby.

-Jiwon-ah, it’s been a long time. I missed you.

It took less than a second for Bobby to spring out of his seat and pull you into his tight embrace. The reunion flooded the studio with tears.

    Long time no see
    How have you been
    You’ve waited for so long
    I won’t go anywhere, baby don’t worry

The melody was an extra pinch of sugar that added sweetness to the memorable moment. Not long after, the PD shouted “cut” to indicate the end of filming. Bobby let go of you, only to get even closer, he lifted up your chin, wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you into a teary kiss.

[aegikon]

anonymous asked:

I've never really been a Taylor swift fan but I don't get why everyone thinks she's this big deal. My sister thinks she's the devil because there's something about her that makes no sense. I also saw an article that's said she basically publicly shamed/guilted Apple because after you called apple out publicly what are they supposed to do but go along with what you say? It wasn't necessarily by choice. Plus people are poor, I'm not gonna waste money on music when there are more important things

i think this message is disagreeing with what taylor is doing, right??? sorry it’s a little unclear but either way she’s just kind of a bad person in general tbh… like yeah she does something nice for the occasional fan and she does donate to charity but it’s clearly all a ruse so people refer to her as someone who is very generous and such. apple is starting this thing called ‘apple music’ and basically people who sign up get a 3 month free trial, right?? and apparently during this time the musicians don’t get paid for it anyways taylor wrote them a public letter claiming that she is doing this because struggling musicians and bands don’t get paid for this 3 month free trial right?? and you know why she wrote the letter publicly? you know why she said it’s because it’s unfair on struggling musicians and bands? because she’s money hungry and incredibly greedy. if she went to apple privately, the press would’ve found out and called her out on her shit but now because she made it publicly and blamed her greed on ‘’’struggling musicians’’’ she thinks ppl can’t see her being a literal scrooge. like she doesn’t put her music on youtube, unless it’s of course accompanied by music videos WHICH HELP PROMOTE HER MUSIC, she pulled her music from spotify because her fans can listen to it for free and god FORBID THAT’S ALLOWED AND SHE DOESN’T GET MONEY FOR IT, HOW DARE PEOPLE TRY TO DO THAT! and now this shit?? just because she won’t get paid for THREE months?? not for a year, not forever. FOR THREE FUCKING MONTHS. let me tell you something, struggling musicians and bands do not give a shit about not getting paid for three months because let’s be honest if you are a fucking struggling artist most people won’t know who you are so you won’t get many sales. struggling artists will more than likely be happy about the exposure. honestly, this girl doesn’t care about her fans or about making music that makes people happy. let’s be honest here, if that was her goal she wouldn’t try to sue her own fans for making lyric videos on youtube with her music. she wouldn’t sending threatening letters to FANS who make merchandise with her lyrics/name and make no profit from it. she wouldn’t pull her music from spotify. like let’s talk about fans who simply cannot afford to pay $10 for an album, they have no way of listening to her music but that’s not her problem right?? you’re not her fan unless you’re paying her and anybody who says otherwise is too far up her ass to see the truth but anyways, that’s none of my bussiness.

soulrach  asked:

Hi, I was reading your wing!kink recs, and I was wondering if you've read "The Shadow At My Window" by Zombiecat >> archiveofourown [.] org/works/971269 It starts kinda Peter Pan-ish but it develops its own and a little darker plot, it also has oil!kink and bottom!Dean if you're interested. And "Flight" by NorthernSparrow >> archiveofourown [.] org/works/1749230 is the best wing!fic I've ever read, the details about angel wings are precious, definitely a must read (along with its prequel).

Hi there! First of all, sorry for cramming this answer for this long time. There were so many wing fic asks at the same time that we decided to put this one and all the other wing kink asks together and not to answer them all separately. And since there had just been one wing fic post, we didn’t wanna publish another one right after that. You know, even if we love wing fics, there might be some people who want to read other kind of fics, too. 

Anyway, back to your ask. Or message, more like, because this time you’re reccing something for us. We’ve read those two fics you spoke about and you can find our comments if you keep scrolling down. Thank you for reccing those. It’s always nice when people suggest fics for us to read. It’s actually very hard to try to find specific fics by browsing AO3 and all the other pages, so this helps a lot.

For all the other wing kinks people who have sent us asks about that subject: keep scrolling down. Here’s another post with a lot of wings. Hope you’ll enjoy these! – Admin J


Title: The Shadow At My Window

Author: Zombiecat

Rating: Explicit

Words: 141,620 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin J’s notes: I can’t believe I’ve forgot to rec this one earlier. It’s a very good fic and thanks to your message I re-read it and now I cannot forget to rec it! Damn it! Anyway, the fic is very, very good, so everyone who are into dirty things with wings (or wings in general), pick this one up!

Summary: As a fledgling angel, Castiel is not allowed to interact with humanity. He should be strictly observing and concentrating on learning to be a warrior of Heaven. Even so, he cannot seem to stop himself from visiting the human boy that leaves his window open at night. At first, it’s only to get a glimpse of their world.. but all that changes the night he saves the boy’s life.

( Read here )


Title: Flight

Author: NorthernSparrow

Rating: Explicit

Words: 319,744 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin J’s notes: You’re definitely right about this being a very good wing!kink fic, though my first prize still goes to Angel’s Wild. Honestly, people, you all should give this one a chance, even if you don’t like wing!kink that much.

Summary: Sequel to Forgotten. A/U from mid season 9. Castiel is human and wounded, and Dean and Sam need to get his grace back - and his wings. Things do not go as intended and Cas faces a difficult road. Long case fic with strong emphasis on Team Free Will friendship/family bonds. Will get serious and angsty and lonely. ALERT: There will be two versions of this fic, Destiel and platonic. This version (Flight) is the Destiel version. Slow build and mostly pre-Destiel. The platonic version will be called Broken and will be posted later.

( Read here )


Title: Crazy Stupid Love

Author: Castiel_For_King

Rating: Not Rated

Words: 32,477 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: So maybe I was wrong about the whole canon verse fics… This is probably the best thing I’ve read in a while and now I’ve opened a door to a whole new world of fics that I’ve ignored for the past few years! This is bottom Cas at his best!

Admin J’s notes: Ha! I told you so.

Summary: Castiel is struggling with the onset of human emotions brought on by the fact that he spends so much time in the company of humans. Shockingly, it is Dean that helps him through it…until Cas confesses something that sends Dean running behind emotional walls. But after a run in with a necromancer, the trio decides a little R&R in Rufus’s cabin will do them some good.

In which Dean and Cas spend a lot of time getting to know each other in front of the fire place.

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Title: Excite

Author: perpetuallycaffeinated

Rating: Explicit

Words: 3,332 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Cas is one smooth talker here! Lol I can’t with this one :’D

Admin J’s notes: While reading Dean’s birthday fics I started to think that Sam’s life is pretty hard with Dean and Cas. The poor guy is soon back in the mental hospital.

Summary: “Sam Winchester, I am going to carnally worship your brother whether you are in this room or not.”

( Read here )


Title: Collateral Wing Damage

Author: apocalypsecat

Rating: Mature

Words: 3,533 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Not my personal favorite, but seems like alot of people liked this so I don’t want to go on a rant-fest about it :’D

Summary: “I can see your damn wings Cas, okay?!” He heard a sharp intake of breath behind him.

“I… I didn’t think this would happen.”

“That what would happen?” Dean asked, swivelling back to face Cas.

Castiel is wounded from the battle in heaven and asks Dean to help him. What starts as a helping hand turns into a lot more.

( Read here )


Title: hardcorewings.com

Author: CloudyJenn

Rating: Explicit

Words: 17,000 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: This is my kind of porn XD I get my kicks from reading fanfics but this, this I wouldn’t mind watching… especially if Cas was there performing! Just saying…

Admin J’s notes: It’s not that long ago when me and Admin A talked about how much we need to get a porn channel with only Destiel porn. You know why. I would pay for that channel.

Summary: When Castiel loses his job, he resorts to making wing fetish videos to make cash. Dean really likes them.

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Title: Ache

Author: HigherMagic

Rating: Explicit

Words: 5,000 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Winged Dean isn’t really my favorite thing in the world but here it just works for me and I might need to go browse through winged Dean tag again :’D

Admin J’s notes: It bothers me that no one tells me why Dean has wings!

Summary: Dean’s recently gotten wings and Castiel helps him deal with them and exactly what he’s saying when he uses them.

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Title: All That Is And Used To Be

Author: Misachan

Rating: Explicit

Words: 26,993 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: At first I wasn’t sure what to make of this fic but once I finished the story, all the loose ends came together in an amazingly unexpected way. The combination of AU and canon setting was so well done and the characters were spot on!

Summary: Dean never even knew anyone was living in the old estate outside of town until its mysterious occupant contracts his shop for a very specific job: a custom piano bench with grooves cut into the back. He finds Castiel and his terms to be eccentric with a capital E but the money is too good to turn down and anyway, Dean can’t help indulging his curiosity about the guy and his secretive, isolated life.

There are secrets that will not stay hidden and stories that refuse to be forgotten. Especially when they happen to involve Dean Winchester and the angel Castiel.

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And hey, if you want more wing fics, check out our wing!kink tag in HERE.

CUZOFRP DOES A GUIDE : how to indie

yoyoyoyo Chloe up in here just trying to give a little guide for those of you dying to get into indie! Now, let me take a second to DISCLAIM: if you have no RPed at all, this guide will probably not be very helpful. I can do another guide on the basics, but this will be explaining the differences to indie and an rpg (which, I’m gonna be honest, there aren’t a lot). 

I’ve done indie rp about 3 years, and haven’t for a few months so sorry if things aren’t completely up to date with trends. But FIRST NOTE: trends change so fast in indie.

If you have questions, concerns, or like something further explained, please feel free to come to me! Now let’s get to it!

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anonymous asked:

Hello! I've always been bad at asking this kind of stuff, so I'm just going to jump right in. I want to start doing commissions, however I'm not sure how to go about it! Like, I don't know how to price stuff, or even go about it really. Thanks in advance, even if you don't answer this! ^^ (Love your art btw, you're a huge inspiration to me.)

Thanks for the kind words! :D 

so Commissions are a funny thing and prices depend on how much you feel like your art is worth. Remember that the person that is paying you for a commission isn’t just paying for the art, they are paying for the hard work and time that you spent doing the piece to, so even if your client doesn’t like it, make sure there is no refunds! and be sure that they pay you FIRST, before you even start drawing. I’ve talked to so many artists that have gotten scammed, giving the commission to their client and never getting paid. If you run into someone who doesn’t want to pay first before seeing anything, tell them it’s a safety precaution, and that you cannot start the commission until paid, and if they continue to protest, then do not accept the commission, they might be trying to get a free piece of artwork.

Most people start off with like a sketch for 5 dollars, and like a drawing for 15 or so, maybe like 30 plus if it’s a full color ink work or something. it depends on what you are doing and the level your art is at. 

Also, just be aware that you might not get a single commission for a while. I’ve talked to many newer artists that feel like they are doing something wrong, or maybe their prices are too high because they don’t get a commission in the first few weeks, but in reality it’s normal. Infact, you’re lucky if you get a small commission every few months. It doesn’t mean you’re art is bad, it doesn’t mean your prices are unfair, and it doesn’t mean you’re doing something wrong, that’s normal, and it will be for a long time until you start to get your name out there more. Sometimes I wouldn’t get a commission for 6 months when I was younger and didn’t have a name on the internet, so it’s ok. 

However, even though your commissions won’t be seen by many, it’s still a big step to getting your name out there as an artist. you have to put yourself out there in order to start being seen and this is a way to start, so even if you do’t get any bites in a long time, or at all, keep sending that message out because eventually one day you will get a bite, and maybe lucky to do a big commission for someone, such as for a game, or book cover, or something. so start right away! :D

Make sure to make your guidlines clear, and a great way to pay for commissions is through patreon, or paypal, (I do paypal) it’s the safest way to do money/business for an individual online, and I’ve been using paypal for 4 years and have never run into an issue before. 

If you want to see my commissions page and use it sort of as a guid line to make your own, feel free to use it as a template, and feel free to copy and paste some by bullets if you want. 

http://www.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-385787731

(as a heads up I am NOT taking commissions right now. sorry guys!)