sorry not rly sorry

anonymous asked:

whn john showed the finnpoe pic what did he say?

ok so like, I don’t fully remember what he had said bc I’m dumb and was too shook, but his manager/producer (I cant remember what he said he was) brought out The Picture and said something like “lets talk about this” and John grabbed it and I cant remember what he said when he grabbed it (I’m sorry I’m not the best person to explain what happened omkjgdah) but I think he said “people want them to be in a relationship” and then he mentioned talking about it w/ Oscar and he said “I think Oscar agrees”

these two are such soulmates I stg

also pls watch dennou coil its some tight shit and the kids are such good characters

I unfortunately don’t have any friends so I have no one to talk to about this and thus, find myself having to use Tumblr as a place to vent. Sorry y'all.

my soon to be ex-husband is a very emotionally manipulative and abusive person. he’s a user and he’s an alcoholic who does not want to change. when I told him I wanted a divorce, he told me a laundry list of really awful things of what he did behind my back during our marriage and how he felt about me. normally I would say he was just lashing out but realistically, I feel like I saw his true colors in that moment. as much as I’ve tried to disregard those terrible things and the ongoing list of other awful things he said/did during our marriage, I have found myself very beaten and broken today. I have spent most of the day crying and I feel like a disgusting person for even feeling a sense of loss over such a terrible man.

and yet here I am, lonely as all hell, constantly having to remind myself I made the right decision so I don’t feel tempted to try to take it all back. It’s such a shame what a grip another person can have on you because of your insecurities. I’m not quite sure yet who I hate more: him for taking advantage of me for so long or myself for allowing it.

        hey i know this is kind of out of the blue but paranoia’s acting up again so i think i’ll just say that if i ever make any of you uncomfortable by any means, you’re perfectly fine to let me know. i know i can be a bit intense and over-affectionate with some of you and i just wanted to say that i don’t really have a good filter regarding how much is appropriate for a friend. but! i can control it if i’m told to lay off a bit ─ so if you ever have an issue regarding me being too much or anything, i promise i can change that for the sake of your comfort.

@cloudsnbubbles curse u for tagging me!!1! jk jk these are fun

rules: put your music on shuffle (im gonna use my playlist here), list the first 9 songs and your favourite lyrics from each, then tag 10 other people to participate

okay so im not rly a lyrics person, i tend to concentrate more on the melody but i’ll try

1. Bubblegum Bitch - Marina and the Diamonds

  Don’t care if you think I’m dumb,
I don’t care at all.
Candy bear, sweetie pie, wanna be adored.
I’m the girl you’d die for.

2. Not Gonna Get Us - t.A.T.u

My love for you, always forever
Just you and me, all else is nothing
Not going back, not going back there

3. Vivica - Jack Off Jill

She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she’s invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable…

4. Star No Star - Jack Off Jill

I don’t know what to believe
Sew up the sore make it fake

5. Lost in Hollywood - System of a Down

They take you,
And make you,
They look at you in disgusting ways,
You should have never trusted Hollywood.

6. Sono Chi no Sadame -  Hiroaki “TOMMY” Tominaga (JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure)

The sun leads those who seek the path of glory 
Demanding a sacrifice from all who pursue their ambition

7. ACUTE - Kurousa-P feat. Vocaloid

Something like “I want you to have eyes only for me,”
there’s no possible way for me to just say it out loud.

8. White Robe - t.A.T.u

Sun is painted in the corner
But it’s never getting warmer
All the lies they keep on selling
But you never check the spelling

9. Unhappy Refrain - wowaka feat. Vocaloid

An upside-down girl, an adulterated world

aand the poor unlucky souls i tag are:
@imouto-zeppeli @teereckt @oyasumiseki @leon-scotts @beneficar @carverrhawkee @actualjohnnytopside @quantacos @merlins-fancy-beard @sudenkuu

i want to emphasise how much i love adventure time for how GROSS it allows its female characters to be we always see finn and jake doing yucky bodily stuff but for once it extends to the other sex! like marceline is this really cool demon vampire queen, described as ‘sexy’ by other characters, who we also see picking her nose (and wiping her snot on the settee), not washing her hands after using the loo, digging bugs out of her belly button, and actually being drawn as the ugly shapeshifting monster she occasionally is instead of being prim and proper all of the time. there’s a muscle princess and a slime princess and raggedy princess and they’re all in-depth characters who independently rule their own kingdoms despite not being ladylike at all bubblegum is a real fucking sociopathic dick half the time who gets way too caught up in her goals and puts literal lives on the line in order to get what she wants it’s just nice to see girls normalised as actual humans for once. or vampires/bubblegum/slime. whatever.