sorry just feels

No more ship requests

No more ship requests for a bit. I’m sorry, but after some recent negative remarks I don’t want to do more stuff that people might interpret as filthy. I try really hard to make my art ambiguous so as not to trigger people, but they seem to force themselves to see only the bad in it. 

          i’m  deleting  most  ,  if  not  all  drafts  ,  &  cleaning  my  page  .  so  like  this  for  a  starter  !  &  if  we’ve  written  many  times  before  ,  i’ll  just  im  you  to  plot  something  nice  out  <3

anonymous asked:

Hi! So I was just going through your blog and saw the post where Ace described his sexuality by his previous hookups. Being demisexual means you don't feel any sexual attraction at all until you've established a deep relationship with someone. I don't know if I misunderstood or there was something else but Ace having sex with someone he doesn't feel attraction towards feels kinda odd, doesn't it? Being ace myself I don't understand sex very well so I might have missed smth you tried to say

(in all honesty, I’m not quite sure what to label myself as, if I’m Ace or Hetero or Demi, so I’m not fully sure on the whole sexual attraction thing myself either)

In my head, Ace went out there, and he found people appealing, and he had sex and it felt good. But it wasn’t something he’d really go out there and chase. Like I can go out on a bike ride; it’d be fun but it’s not something I’d actively seek to do, even if I do occasionally feel good afterwards. 

I have no idea if that made any sense at all and I feel like I’m coming down with something, so eh.

I think with sexuality, sometimes it’s just something people know, sometimes it’s something you need to experiment with in order to figure it out, and sometimes you just don’t care enough about to label yourself as; you are what you are after all. (Or maybe it’s just me with that last bit, who knows?)


I tried

i only did one of pidge cause im not quite sure how to edit her as a boy? i mean, shes already kinda done that herself so i was kinda thinking if she was a boy who had to disguise himself as a girl maybe??idk sry


some self indulgent yooran for my deprived self

I haven’t animated in so long??

One thing about chronic illnesses that people really don’t seem to understand is that rest doesn’t make it better, at best it can slow down how bad you feel at that time or help it feel a bit more bearable but it’ll get worse if it wants to whether you’re resting or not

Sometimes you’ll be forced to rest because you can’t do anything else, but that doesn’t mean resting makes it better. When you’re chronically ill, you don’t get better, and rest definitely doesn’t leave you feeling refreshed and full of energy

If your whole body hurts and it’s painful to move then you have to rest but it’s horrible doing that the whole time, I know you’re supposed to rest when you’re sick but actually a lot of spoonies I’ve talked to hate it and would love to be able to be more active but we can’t - the last thing we want to do is spend more time at home in bed on our own

Resting doesn’t make anything better for me, it just helps to stop it being worse - everything can still hurt if I don’t do anything and I’d be happier if I could go out, even if that would hurt much more

haha wow