can people please please please stop harassing me and bringing up stuff that has happened in the past? i am trying so hard to be a better person. i really really am. but its hard when people keep throwing in my face past mistakes ive made. i know ive made a lot of mistakes and done some questionable things, but im sorry. i really really am. ive made multiple apology posts on my personal @theoriginalcrybaby. i dont want to hurt anyone anymore. i just want to run my blog in peace and not be bombarded by hateful comments everywhere i turn. i feel like sometimes people forget that there is an actual person behind this blog. i am human. i have feelings. i get upset when people keep saying all this bad stuff to me/about me when i have apologized so many times. i’m sorry about what i did in the past. i know it was bad, it was wrong, and i own up to that and i want to change now, im trying to change. im trying to be better. but please can we leave the past in the past and move forward? is that too much to ask?
edit: someone expressed this post might sound guilt trippy or me begging for sympathy. im not. i just want to move forward and live in the present and not focus on my past anymore and i hope others can do the same.