sorry i just give up

theroyalwitch  asked:

“My only fear is that I might awaken in my bed destined to live a common life once again.”

There was something about gathering your closest friends and sitting them down around a campfire in the middle of no where. It brought out the deep questions and the even deeper answers.

“What’s your biggest fear?” Was asked.

Jayley watched as Lafeyette fiddled with the ring on her finger, twisting it as she mulled over her answer with a great intensity. No one wanted to answer it. Who would? They all knew they were wolves here. Weakness was not so easily shown to people known to be simply awful.

Lafeyette was the first to answer though, proving once again to be the bravest of them all in all her softness, “My only fear is that I might awaken in my bed destined to live a common life once again.”

That memory rang clear in Jayley’s head as she drowned in the scent of burning flesh and the cries of agony. It was so simple yet so distinct. Jayley would never forget it, and for some reason it was at the forefront of her mind right now.

They weren’t the marrying type. That’s what they’ve always said, insisting through tight smiles and awkward fidgeting. 

So it came to no one’s surprise that the heartbeat after they whispered “I do.”, they gathered their things and friends, and took off to a land where everything was new. Not just their married life. Amidst long chocobo cart rides, meeting interesting people and submerging themselves in a completely different culture, they found comfort. Or at least Jayley did.

There was no comfort to be found in this very moment, though. Not as they stood in a field of flames and death, caught up in the midst of a war they never belonged to. The memory of them all gathered around a campfire, sharing stories and comfortable silence was distant among the bloodshed they now found themselves up to their knees in. She longed to return to that like a child longs for the biggest sweet in the shop.

She could see it in Lafeyette’s eyes as the woman frantically packed a gaping wound in the man on the ground before her. She was trying to piece together the exact mistake that lead them to this point. Later, Jayley would recall the memory and decide that Lafeyette was gorgeous when covered in the blood of others. If there was a later to speak of, that is. For now, the encroaching warriors with weapons held at the ready drew her attention. A slow exhale escape her as she grasped her own blades, placing herself between them and the working doctor. 

“Jayley, no. We… we have to go. We should go.” Lafeyette speaks quickly and only half-heartedly as she continues to triage the man before her.

“Ifs we leaves nows, ya won’ts stops lookin’s backs fors him.” Her tail flicked towards the man Lafeyette tended to, “Finish. I’lls holds thems offs.”


Jayley cast a glance over her shoulder, a toothy grin splitting her face, “Ya shoulds haves knowns nothin’s woulds be ordinarys whens ya marrieds me. We ares the uncommon, Princess. We don’ts do wha’ we shoulds. This is ours life. We gots this. Nows be quicks abouts its.”

Jayley always did love the feel of blades clashing together.


i see the the “draw pearl (with ears??) at 4am when you wanna draw but don’t know what to draw” door is still jammed wide open

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Real love ft. @echoarts‘s Bill design.

I wish that no one cared and moved on easily with their lives if I died but I know my death would affect people so I can’t be so selfish and take my own life so I wish that something would make me die already …


I’ve been in an One Piece mood lately…so glad Dressrosa is over, so glad T.T

anonymous asked:

give me the cutest picture of taemin.

I think the cutest pic of taemin doesn’t actually exist since no camera lens could ever hope to capture the amount of cuteness I’m sure he exhales in person by just being and hey I’m not saying this is the one but

this is the one. a baby holding a baby is there anything more pure? no? no. however, honorable mentions do include:

  • Georgi: Let me give you some advice. 1, Do not call Yakov grandpa. 2, Do not call Viktor grandpa. Under any circumstances. Ever. Yakov will make your life miserable and Viktor will pretend to be your grandparent for a month, if not longer.
  • Yuri: Wait...You once called Viktor 'grandpa'?
  • Mila: He called him 'grandma', actually. It was great.

@violetjersey that’s a lovely one! Should preface this by saying I’m not much more knowledgeable about the solar system than Sherlock is though…eh, I’ll make it work lol! Ok here goes…

Sherlock gazed to his right, mesmerized by the way her lips moved rapidly and eyes shone as she explained the particulars of the way the planets moved around the…the sun? Well, it didn’t matter much. Her mouth slowed a bit so he quickly stepped in again with a prompt.

“And what about that one?” he asked softly, pointing upward so she could follow his gaze.

“Oh right, that’s Pluto.” She smiled at him and laughed as she went on. “You see, some years ago a controversy began when…”

Sherlock fell back into his trance of watching her rattle off every bit of information she could offer. After a few moments, he reached over and threaded their fingers together, which made her stop short and give him a shy smile.

“Go on,” he whispered. “I’m listening.”

What Molly didn’t quite realize yet was that Sherlock was listening to something far deeper than facts about the solar system. In this peaceful setting, he could finally hear the truth which had been hidden away for so long. All of a sudden…it was deafeningly clear. 

So…..I saw my Human Zero Au going around and well…I’ve heard your cries and now I have answered.

I don’t particularly remember if I had a whole idea going on with this but you all seemed to like it haha and so I tried to keep the over all design and concept the same, even though my own style has developed quite a bit since then.
I’ll try to get X drawn in sometime.

This version of Zero is around 16-20yrs
In have a different design for him as he gets older. I have a lot of MMX Aus….but I like suck at being organized about these things so I’ll try to poke some fun into old and new ones.

DC Legends of Tomorrow post. Spoilers this way.

Dude. What did you think was going to happen after you non stop make fun of and distrust a dude that was willing to die for you over and over again??

Like seriously. Did you all forget that it was Mick who was arm deep in the bomb trigger at the Vantage Point before Snart, just so Ray didn’t die??

And Sara. You girl, where the hell did your compassion go?? You were an assassin, and probably killed more people than Mick did. Because ultimately, he was a thief. I mean yeah, an arsonist, but a thief at his core.

And Stein. What a dickhead. Let me not get started. All I wanted to say in this case is that he told you that he was seeing Snart. He showed you the proof on his effing cheek, but then suddenly you gonna do him like that?? What the eff?!?! How messed up, man. No respect to you, dude. None.

I personally liked Amaya, up until the end. And good for you, Ray Palmer, for remembering that this guy saved your life and gave you his partner’s cold gun. And realizing how much of jerk and hypocrites you all were being.

Also, kind of sick of the whole Mick is stupid gig. Obviously he isnt.

Which is probably the perfect transition for my prediction for the episode next week based on the promos.

What if Mick infiltrated the Legion of Doom to get in on whatever they were planning so he could fix it. Maybe when he touched the spear of destiny he wished to remember the previous, real reality so he could find someone on the team to fix it. And it kinda makes sense that it ends up being Nate.

Hear me out. All the other members of the team had at some point dealt with the members of the legion. So obviously, the Legion is focusing on them, Nate is barely on their radar. It also circles back to the premiere of the season where is it Nate and Mick who find and reunite the rest of the legends.

Anywho, this is just a theory that will probably not be true. But it’s fun to speculate.

Also. #mickrorydeservesbetter… and a hug. Or a billion. I mean, he hears his parents with the spear for christ sakes. Obviously that means he regrets what happened. And that if he could he would change it. Not such a psychopathic arsonist now is he??

Love to hear your thoughts??

I don’t feel pretty. But none of my 43k followers have any idea what I look like. I still don’t show my face but this should be good enough for now. I’m wishing you all good luck for this year. And I hope that those who are struggling are able to start a refresh. Honestly the start of the new year was shit for me. And I don’t feel motivated to get myself under control. It was ruined for me before it even began..
Though I hope this year treats you well. I love you