Hey guys! I thought I could give you a small update on my life and why I haven’t posted original content on a while (no that no one cares, but okey)
Edit: this turn to be longer that I thought, I’m sorry!! (The tumblr app doesn’t have the read more option, sorry!!)
So, this year has been kind of a killer. At the begging of the year I decided to change my college career to something totally different, so I had to take all new classes. Luckily I’m doing pretty good, I only have two finals left and if I pass them I officially end first year, so *crossing fingers*.
Saddly my laptop and desk computer both broke ant the begging of the year so I have been living with my dad’s notebook (which is quite slow) and my phone. At the moment I don’t earn enough on my job to buy a new computer and even though I have been searching a lot and I have had some job interviews, I haven’t hear back yet.
Apart from that some interesting AND time demanding things have happened: my sister sweet 15 (which we organized and cook for with my family), my mum burning her arm with boiling water (meaning that me and my dad had to take care of everything in the house for 4 months, she is doing better now), and the remodelation of my house (I still have like half of my things on boxes because we are still remodeling)
And the most important thing: as some of you know from my post on “mental health day” I have struggled with depression, anxiety and eating disorders since I was 12; I’m lucky enough to have been out of medication and psychiatric treatment since April 2016. I’m still doing therapy BUT tbh I’m doing better than I ever was (I’m quoting Taylor swift, fucking sue me) I still have my things, but I learnt that I’m only human; and to tell the truth, I can’t remember a moment where I was more in peace and in love with myself, how normal I feel. This year I have grow so much as a person, and I’m thankful.
My point with this post: this year has been crazy and busy and hard, but the big picture is beautiful *but* haven’t let me much time to do edits, in special cause I don’t have my own computer
But I want to let everyone know that I’m not giving up on this blog (it actually turned 3 years this September, how crazy is that?!). I want to personally thank everyone who is still following me and those who started to follow this year! To those who reblog and like everything I post a and to those who send nice messages, you are the best part of this 💕
Anyway, this blog is my baby and I love it so much, I promise that I will try to be more active during the next 3 months and if the odds are on my favour I will get a new job and buy a new computer to make edits faster *crossing fingers*
Thank you so much for reading all this random stuff, lots of love to you 💜