sorry friend i tried

grandquesy  asked:

So you DO do ask who knew Anyways I have another one for you can you do one where Hanzo and Mccree are riding horses together plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz

Oh geez this has been in my box for a couple of months and I’m sorry this took so long oTL.  And yes I do take mini requests but as I stated before it takes a while for me to get to them in most cases. oTL

I tried drawing them on horses and I could not make it work I’M SORRY!! But I remembered one of McCree’s data mined lines about a hover horse so…hopefully this’ll make up for it? 。゚(*´~`)゚。

Thank you for the request tho!

“I’m a cowboy. On a hover horse I ride” 
-Jesse McCree

From Vanoss’s Video when Marcel couldn’t hit him xD Sorry if the background looks bad… TvT

calliopecookiejar  asked:

Hi! I love your blog. I'm new to the SPN tumblr fandom. I've been watching from afar. Do you know of some good SPN blogs to follow? Thank you so much. 💜

hey thank you! and welcome to the fandom :) 

here’s some of my favorites that are usually mostly spn related:

i missed a lot of people but feel free to head over to my blog roll to find more people ♥

anonymous asked:

!! I love how you write jelaous Jaehee!! RFA reacting to an overly affectionate friend of MC who has a crush on them and oversteps boundaries? Kisses on the cheek, long hugs. How would they deal with them? (omg that was long winded im so sorry)

I tried very hard this one.


  • nugget likes your friends and they like him
  • well except for that one friend you have with an impressive bracelet collection
  • they’re always sitting REALLY close to you or wrap their arm around yours or keeps giving you new bracelets
    • to the point you have a whole drawer dedicated to bracelets
  • despite his gullibility to Seven’s pranks, this does not go over his head
  • his jealous levels are too high
    • they even tried to DENY it right to his face
    • but those long lustful stares to his s/o is not acceptable!
  • almost each encounter with your friend, he smiles and acts normal but his eyes are like daggers
  • but one day 
  • one fucking day
  • you were just sitting talking with another friend while Yoosung and your friend was on each side of you
  • he glanced over to see your friend lean their head on you and nuzzle their face in your shoulder
    • for once you were kind of like uh what are you doing
  • you have NEVER seen death in your precious nugget’s eyes before
  • he doesn’t say anything or do anything actually
  • just stares
    • sends a telepathic message to them
    • I wonder how valuable your fingers are to you…
  • but when the group gets up and heads back to the sitting area
  • nugget insists you sit on his lap
  • uh ok
  • you do as he requested confused
  • as you were talking with your other friends,
  • your friend sat across from you and Yoosung
  • and this nugget was actually smirking


  • your friend is actually very polite 
  • Jaehee approves of all your friends but this one just rubbed her the wrong way
  • they call you almost every day about nothing
  • and they just give you these just ‘cause presents all the time
  • when valentine’s day came around, your precious gelato had everything planned out to a T
  • but just as you two were about to leave, someone knocked on your door
  • Jaehee went to go answer it while you were getting your coat from the closet
  • it was your friend with a bouquet of roses in their hand and they asked for you
  • gelato was starting to get a little frustrated
  • before she could say anything, you came in the doorway also confused
  • “Hey…um…MC, can we talk?”
  •  Jaehee just KNEW what they were about to say so just interrupted
    • “If you have something to tell MC, please tell them later. Now is not the time.”
  • you kind of wanted to say something back to Jaehee but this was kind of a shitty time 
  • you tell them that now was not the time and to come back tomorrow
  • you two had a very wonderful Valentine’s Day and Jaehee woke up early that morning to make breakfast for you
  • your friend came knocking at your door again 
  • this time she’s ready for it
  • Says something on the lines of “I know you have feelings for them. But they’re with me. Please respect that they’re in a relationship.”
  • because they’re polite they just nod and agree to not interfere
  • out of gratitude, she sends them away with a short stack of pancakes


  • this marshmallow is freaking jealous of all your friends that are a little overly affectionate towards you
    • if you hug one of your friends for longer than 5 seconds he requests you give him longer hug
  •  oh but one of your friends LOVES to give you such long hugs
  • he just glares at them until they stop
  • at first he thought they were just being creepy 
  • but then he heard from one of your other chums that they actually like you a lot!
  • marshmallow is NOT happy to hear this NOT ONE BIT
  • he compensates by giving you a nice warm hug before your friend does
  • one time your friend managed to slip in a hug and this marshmallow saw their hand slide down to your lower back
  • FIRST Zen talks about this to you
    • he’s uncomfortable with the whole situation and your friend
  • and after you kind of agree he talks to your friend
  • kind of feels bad a bit because your friend has had a crush on you way before the two of you had met 
    • and Zen just kind of came into the picture
    • all magnificent and perfect
    • your friend never stood a chance
  • as angry as he is about this inappropriate behavior, he tries to be easy on your friend


  • it didn’t take a rocket scientist to see that your friend you knew since high school had a huge crush on you
  • even the donut can see it
  • but he tries not to pay too much mind to it because he knew you were with him and were content
  • it wasn’t like your friend was a bad person either
  • they even told Jumin just to sort of clear the air
  • the conversation was actually quite tame and both parties were mature and understanding
  • but your friend was starting to get a little out of line
  • they would playfully hold your hand or touch your face
  • it made the donut all flustered
    • how dare they
  • then shit hit the fan so quick when your friend just staring at you as you were talking
  • Jumin was shaking his head
    • hoe don’t do it dON’T DO IT
  • then your friend gave you a peck on the lips 
  • you were taken aback and very confused
  • you awkwardly look to Jumin because yeah he was standing RIGHT there
  • he stood there staring at your friend
    • but it wasn’t just any stare
    • it was the stare of utter inimical anger
    • slowly seething
    • holy shit you’ve never seen him like this before
  • honestly it’s his first instinct to fire someone when they anger him this much, but your friend wasn’t working for him
  • so he just removed you from the situation while maintaining eye contact with your friend


  • you were so glad Seven got along well with your friends and vice versa
    • so many nightly hangouts ^^
  • but one of your shy smol friends had this huge crush on you
    • they liked to show it through lots of hugs or quick kisses on the cheek
  • you never really paid no mind to it you just thought they were naturally a touchy-feely person
  • but Seven was very uncomfortable with it
  • VERY
  • made the poor jellybean feel so insecure
  • at first he devised an elaborate master plan, Ocean’s 11 style to expose your friend for the true monster they are
    • but they were cleaner than a fresh pair of underwear
    • if anything it was incriminating they didn’t have ANY dirt on them
  • darn!
  • always turned away if your friend gave you a quick cheek kiss
  • eventually one day he thought enough was enough
  • when you and your friend was saying goodbye
  • Seven made sure to say goodbye first and planted a big smooch on your friend
  • O-O
  • your friend was shook
  • you were confused at first but it was pretty funny so you ended up laughing until you got a big smooch planted on your face
  • after that anytime your friend was going in for a cheek kiss, Seven would step in, prepared to give them a wet smooch if need be
  • eventually they stopped with that nonsense

Mima: Do you have a LINE account?
Miyuki: Huh? Ah, you mean that you want to exchange our LINE, right?
Mima: Yes.
Miyuki: Actually, i don’t have a LINE account. So do you want my number instead?
Mima: Yes, please.
Miyuki: Alright then, give me your phone~
Miyuki: Here you go.
Miyuki: Next time you want to ask someone’s LINE account, don’t give them the death glare, okay?
Mima: …What do you mean?
Miyuki: Nothing.

This one to all my ‘friends’.

I’m not a backup friend, 

You can’t come to me when you have no one else.

I’m not an entertainment for when you’re bored,

And then left all alone after you’ve made up with your horde.

I’d rather be alone,

Stuck up in this hole,

Than have you as my friend,

because all this needs to end.

- at least i tried. // i write poems #1 // P & C


On the sixth day of christmas my true love gave to me

(a) six foot tall russian

five volleyballsfour seijou darlings, three ugly sweaters, two stupid volleybirbs & the greatest brotp

((pls click thru bc bonus is hard to read otherwise ))

anonymous asked:

something fluffy with kinjou please!!

Kinjou rolled his shoulders back with a satisfied sigh, setting aside his needle and thread at last. He had ended up a bit hunched over despite his best intents not to, but it was worth it, seeing his vision come to life beneath his fingers.

“Kinjou?” They popped their head into the room, a line of concern between their brows. “Have you seen–oh?” His partner looked with interest at the pile of fabric in his lap.

His lips twitched upward at their loss of focus. “Have I seen…?” he prompted them.

“I put my phone down and now I can’t find it.” They stepped into the room, coming up behind him and comfortably draping themself over his shoulders; it pulled on his muscles, even as the warmth of their body soothed him.

“I can call it for you, if you want,” he offered, tipping his head back a little. They hummed softly, reaching up an obliging hand and rubbing it over the fuzz of his freshly trimmed hair. 

“That’d be nice. Isn’t that my jacket? The one that got wrecked last week?”

“It is.” So far, Kinjou was pleased with how it was turning out, but there was still some details to complete still.

“You didn’t have to go this far. I mean, it was probably time to get a new jacket anyway…”

“It’s your lucky jacket, of course I would fix it. And now,” Kinjou sat up out of reach of their arms and shook the jacket out, holding it up so they could see where he had seamlessly repaired the rips and had started adding little embroidered details of his own. “It’s good as new. Or will be, once I’ve finished.”

They laughed a little, dropping an idle kiss on his temple and taking the jacket to inspect it closer themself.

“It’s better than new, Kinjou. It’s amazing. You’re amazing.”

“I’m glad you approve.”

“Who wouldn’t? Although you’re lucky I think snakes are cute.” They traced the edge of the tiny green snake he had positioned on the inside of the collar. He didn’t try to hide his smile as he watched them, taking his glasses off to wipe them clean.

“As I recall, you used to be afraid of them. What was it you called them? Legless devils from the seventh circle of hell?”

“Shut up, you nerd.” They set aside the jacket at last and frowned at him. Well, he thought it was a frown. Kinjou slid his glasses back on–yes, definitely a frown, but a mock one.

“Demoted from ‘amazing’ to ‘nerd’ in ten seconds,” he mused. Kinjou stood slowly and moved towards them, something warm in his chest when they settled without argument into the embrace he offered. “That must be some kind of record.”

“You should write a book,” they replied dryly. “Or is it a prize you’re aiming for, Kinjou?”

All he did was smile. After all, what did he need prizes for when he had them? Nothing could ever make him happier.

Part Two 

Paralyzed (Grayson x Reader)


Requested: Nope, just an idea I’ve been having for a while.

Summary: You, Ethan and Grayson grew up together. You were very close to both of them but you were closer to Grayson causing deeper feelings to arise, it became harder and harder to control those feelings especially since he keeps coming for girl advice to you.

Word count: 1453

Warnings: Sad, all over the place.

(A/N) : I haven’t written anything in a very long time so my writing is pretty rusty, I apologies for that.

Growing up with two very sporty and energetic boys was hard at times, especially since you weren’t a very sporty person. Ethan and Grayson have always tried to get you into sports and they succeeded as you played a variety of sports with them when you guys were younger.

School was hard, people were making fun of you for hanging out with them, they often teased you saying that you were dating both of them. Mean words were thrown at you and they defended you every time. Ethan was better at keeping his cool and he was only throwing words back at the bullies, you couldn’t say the same about Grayson. He was the one getting more physical when guys were starting to really bother you and some of them touching you without consent.

You understood the reasons as to why they left but they left you alone to fend for yourself. With time, you grew immune to the insults and started defending yourself when the guys or girls were starting to get physical. You owed it to Grayson and Ethan for teaching you how to do so. Having two masculine influences growing up was starting to become an advantage.

When they decided to move to Los Angeles it was one of the most devastating moments in your life. You were so mad at them that you didn’t even help them pack and you didn’t even say goodbye.

“Gray, we have to go. We need to arrive in time at the airport to get trough security, we waited long enough. She isn’t coming.” Ethan tried to make Grayson get in the car as he was standing on the front porch of your house.

You were in your room, tears streaming down your face as you peaked from the window of your bedroom. You were afraid that the moment you hugged him, you weren’t going to be able to pull apart. Not only did they left you by yourself in school but they were going to leave you for good. Visiting during summer wasn’t enough and it wasn’t the same.

The day they left wasn’t the most devastating moment, it was a close second. The most devastating moment is happening right now.

You were in Grayson’s room, on his bed to be precise. You were staring at him as he was running his hand trough his hair in agitation. He was rambling to you about this girl he saw on Instagram. That girl was gorgeous, you couldn’t deny it. No one could. He’s been talking about her for about a week.

You tried to push the strong feelings that you had developed for Grayson but you couldn’t anymore. It was killing you inside, seeing him look at girls that he meets, a certain way. The way his eyes sparkle, the way he bites his lip eyeing the girl up and down. His face becoming flushed, he begins stuttering. You were seeing those reactions for those others girls.

With you he was his normal self, you know all of his emotions, form angry, to sad, to happy, to goofy. You have never experienced the flushed Grayson though. Now, you have, for another girl.

“Should I message her? No, that would be too weird. I mean, what do I say?” He has been rambling on and on.

“How about you text her a hey, Gray? Don’t you think that would be a good start for a conversation?” You asked him as you placed your hand on his shoulder, in order to ease his nerves.

You were very good at masking your emotions, at pretending that everything was fine.

“You’re right. I’m such an idiot for getting so worked up.” He chuckles as he wraps his arm around your waist giving your hip a little squeeze as he places a gentle peck on your cheek.

“What would I do that you, Y/N?” He asks with his big, mesmerizing smile.

You have him a weak one in return, the one you thought resembled a grimace.

That night, you had difficulty sleeping, it was becoming harder and harder to control your emotions. It’s been so long since you discovered that you were falling for him. How could you not? He’s the nicest guy you ever met, besides Ethan of course they were both very similar in that way.

Grayson could change your bad mood with just a simple smile, he had that kind of a big power on you. It was becoming too hard for you, being so close to him and not act upon your feelings.

Not seeing him that often was suppose to help and it did in a way. When you weren’t around him, you had the illusion that your feelings subsided but once you come and see him again, staying with him for three months of vacation. It’s a lot and the departure destroys you.

The night before the day you were supposed to return home in New Jersey, your feelings were all over the place, it was becoming too much for you. You couldn’t control your breathing, your mind was in a very dark place and you couldn’t escape all the bad thoughts. You had to tell him.

You, Ethan and Grayson came home after being out, you were distant the whole night.

“Okay, Y/N, you need to tell me what’s going on. I’m here, I’m always here to listen and you know that. Did the fans we saw earlier say anything bad to you? If they did you need to tell me.” Grayson pressured as he crouched in front of you as you were sitting on the edge of the bed.

You shook your head with a frown. “No, they didn’t say anything bad. They were really nice actually. It’s just…something that has been on my mind for a really long time and I don’t know how to say it. I’m say it, actually.”

Grayson’s worried expression changed to a confused one. You were scared? You’ve never been scared to tell him anything before.

“I..” You stopped as you had to take a deep breath, your heart was pounding. You squeezed your eyes shut. You had to do this, it was hurting you too much.

“I can’t come visit anymore.” You blurred out quickly. Your eyes opened wide as you stare at him, that wasn’t how you planed to tell him.

His eyebrows scrunched, his mouth was parted as he stared at you.

“Wha-what? What do you mean you can’t visit anymore? Are you guys having money troubles? Because I told you before, we’d be happy to pay for your ticket, we said that since the beginning-”

“No! Grayson, it’s not money problems. I just can’t be around you anymore.” You interrupted him, getting up as you started pacing around the room.

You couldn’t look at him, you couldn’t see his hurt expression after you said that. Grayson didn’t get were that was coming from. What did you mean by that? What did he do wrong?

“Did I do something wrong?” He asks, his voice quiet and wary.

You quickly shook your head and stopped pacing, you were facing him now, his eyes were filled with sadness.

“No, you’re doing everything right and that’s the problem.” You said, your voice beginning to shake as tears were welling up into your eyes.

“I can’t be around you anymore without wanted to hold your hand or kiss you. I can’t watch you fall for other girls. I can’t be the best friend. I’m sorry, Grayson. I tried, trust me. I really tried to bury these feelings away. Our friendship means so much to me but for a while now, all it does is hurt me.” You finally let it all out, tears were running down your cheeks. Your vision was so blurry that you could only see his figure. The lump in your throat made it hard for you to finish your sentences.

Grayson was speechless, he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. How did he not see that his best friend was hurting. How did he not see that he was the cause of her suffering. He slowly made his way towards he and wrapped his arms around her, letting her cry into his chest. He was holding her shaking body to him, holding back his own tears.

“I’m sorry.” He apologized quietly. What was he apologizing for? Was he sorry for not noticing? For not return her feelings? Or both?

The day of her flight, she said her goodbyes to both of them. She couldn’t look Grayson in the eyes, the guilt that was in them made her heart ache, her heart has suffered too much already.

(A/N) : Well that was pretty crappy, I’m sorry like I said my writing is pretty rusty. Leave some feedback, is you want and if you guys have any requests I’ll be happy to hear them out! Thank you for reading !

(Not my gif, credits to whoever made it!)

I felt bad about the rushed doodles from yesterday from this post because these are super cute fusions/versions and I wanted to properly draw them out. Also Amber!zawa!

Yo guys! @kawaiijohn​, @c-jay321​ & @sevi007​ XD

Tagged by @jiwoongel​ thank you<3!!! (ᵔᴥᵔ) 

A. Always post the rules. Answer the questions then write 11 new ones.

B. Tag 11 ppl and link them to the post. Tell the person who tagged you that you’ve answered their questions.

1. Top 5 girl crushes
Park Eun bin, Seulgi, Jihyo, Momo, Lee Sung Kyung 
2. top 5 boy crushes
Jaehyun, Wonpil, Jinyoung, Kai, Suga
3. Favourite songs at the moment?
Let me out (Gorillaz), Knock Kock (Twice), Put your records on (cover by Day6), Gondry (Hyukoh)
4. A song that you could listen forever?
In the middle of love by Temperature of saying “Hi”
5. Favourite girl group and bias?
Red velvet –> Seulgi
6. Favourite boy group and bias?
Nct –> Jaehyun
7. Favourite mv?
The 7th sense by NCT U
8. Favourite album?
Demon days by Gorilaz
9. How did you get into kpop?
a friend…(who showed me videos, but i guess the internet had quite a part in it too)
10. First bias?
Min Yoongi
11. A song that means a lot to you and why?
In the middle of love by Temperature of saying “Hi” (again lol), because its in Age of Youth and for some reason its the one song I can’t ever stop listening to and it makes me think of AoY in a beautiful way and i love it^^

My questions: 
1. Favorite group(s)?
2. Who’s your Bias(s)?
3. Fav hair color on bias?
4. Favorite aesthetic mv?
5. Favorite mv in general?
6. What group got you into kpop?
7. What group do you wish to see live?
8. Do you have a favorite era for your fav group? 
9. Worst bias wrecker?
10. Girl group you think deserves more love?
11. Boy group you think deserves more love?

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Somebody Catch My Breath

SPN Prompt Challenge | blissfulcastiel
Prompt: Flowers
Pairings: Destiel
Word count: 6k
Tags: Hospital au, kid fic, friends to lovers, angst, fluff

Castiel hates this place.

Most other eight year olds might be envious that he can watch TV all day and not have to go to school, but he despises every minute of it. He hates being too weak to walk around or do much anything but lay in this hospital bed all day, wondering how an innocent doctor’s visit for pneumonia spiraled into this – progressively becoming a permanent fixture of this hospital. He’s beginning to worry he might never get to go home. Not clean, that is.

Dr. Winchester’s confident Castiel’s on the road to recovery, but then why is he still sick? It’s been two weeks since his surgery, six since he started chemo, so why isn’t he showing any signs of improvement? Why aren’t his cell counts improving? Why can’t he ever take deeper breaths than the shallow ones he’s limited to now? The doctors may be optimistic, but Castiel’s not. How can you be when your body’s trying to kill itself?

“Stop glaring at your Jell-O and eat it already or I will,” Gabriel teases next to him.

Castiel glares at him. “Then eat it. I’m not hungry.”

Gabriel rolls his eyes. “You have to eat, Cassie. You’ve barely touched your dinner and breakfast.”

“It all taste like metal. It’s disgusting,” he wheezes, sparing enough energy to push away his tray of untouched food for emphasis.

Gabriel sighs. “I’m gonna have to tell Mary you’ve been making me lie for you if you don’t at least try.”

Castiel’s eyes widen. “Gabriel, please don’t. They’ll stick a tube in me or something.”

His brother leans over to push his food tray closer. “Then eat. I’m serious, Castiel. I’ll tell them.”

“Tell who what?” A feminine voice asks, making both Castiel and Gabriel jump. The friendly face that Castiel’s come to know too well approaches him, flipping through his chart and writing down his vitals from the ever beeping monitor beside him.

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