Hey I know this post is small, and likely not substantial, but.
I did and said some stuff a while back (a bit more than a month ago, if you are involved you know what happened) that I really regret and want to apologize for, to anyone who was hurt or otherwise affected by my actions.
Some of the things I did were plain inconsiderate, and some of them were flat-out racist. I’m admitting that here and now. Examples of this include allowing someone to attempt suicide baiting, treating people in a dehumanizing way by acting as if they were not autonomous thinkers or capable of identifying racism, and continuing to argue when I should have just listened. I’m extremely sorry for the shitty things I did, and for contributing to the detriment of the stability of the situatuon.
I know one post doesn’t change much, or that this may seem insincere, but I am not asking for forgiveness or any sort of redemption. I just want to deeply apologize to those people involved and publically recognize that those things I did were wrong.
Since im posting random stuff, there’s some doods i made out of gay headcanons The first one is them being gay Second’s both nerds after a night with Red being drunk (Choco recordered the whole thing and they’re showing the videos, nothing major, just Red pole dancing, flirting and passing out)
sure, maybe yesterday i had a little too much to drink and i took a look at my life and felt like athena was whispering, “oh, you poor child. what have you done?”
maybe i have some cuts and scrapes that still haven’t healed, maybe my heart is still bruised and so i cringe when i place it into your waiting palms. maybe i’m breathing a little ragged because i swallowed all the mirrors in my house so i wouldn’t stare at my reflection and try to rip my skin from its bones anymore.
i have a crooked grin but smiles aren’t meant for perfection. my knuckles are bloody and raw from attacking the concrete cage i have built around myself, but today, i broke a hole and i saw daylight for the first time. and guess what?
Here’s the thing. It’s not like this shirt was a one off. He’s been communicating with his shirts for a long time now. And he’s clearly aware of fandom chatter. So please tell me WHY he would wear a shirt with a glowing neon rose on it when he KNOWS exactly how it will be interpreted.