what she says: im fine
what she means: turns out today wasn’t an amazing day after all, this isn’t going to be an amazing week or an amazing year cause…cause why would it be? oh i know because there’s zoe and all my hope is pinned on zoe who i don’t even know and who doesn’t know me but, you know, maybe if i did, maybe if i could just talk to her then maybe…maybe then nothing would be different at all. i wish everything was different. i wish that anything i said mattered to anyone. i mean, face it, would anyone even notice if i just disappeared tomorrow?