THIS ANON REQUESTED THIS AND I A SEUNGCHEOL BIASED WAS BASICALLY
KILLING MYSELF TOO. OMG SO OKAY. It took me a lot of guts before i
posted this just so you know guys I am so NERVOUS mainly bcsI don’t want
to ruin this blog reputation for writing good goods (shameless may it
seem but i am a fan of the admins too so lol hahahaha) I’M SO SORRY
BECAUSE THIS IS REALLY SHITTY AND this is just my second time posting a
scenario (and it’s mah baby seungcheol again lol) and and and fck really
i’m just really nervous and rlly not confident abt this so anw.
was scrolling through the request box and I saw this and was feeling
angst-y that night so why not try is what i thought. this is really
short tho. (I’M SORRY) I wanted to post something as a thank you for you
guys heh we love you~
Thanks to Admin Kate for editing this one and adding a lot of those dramatic shts that i really can’t express.Thank you btch love u ♥
And also the [words like these] are lyrics from I.O.I’s Downpour, credits yes.
so here you go~~ i’m sorry for the grammar mistakes and my shtty writings.
Warnings: contains death and shitty writing..
“I’m sick of this Cheol.” You stare at him with damp eyes, biting
your lips to restrain the salty tears from falling, you had already
rehearsed a lot of times and successfully handled your emotions right,
but the actual thing was a lot worse than what you had expected.
“No, no, Y/N please.” He begs, holding your hands tightly as
he quietly sobs in your lap. You can’t help but feel your heart squeeze
in pain. It was so hard to see him in this state but you needed to, as
much as you want to not see him hurting, this was the only way now. He needs to let you go. He has to, or it’ll be even more harder for you to leave.
“Stop crying.” You cooed, reaching out your hand to wipe away
his tears, smiling widely at him to cheer him up, silently taking his
features all in. Ah, this is man I love.
He took your hand, staring at it longingly before he kissed the back
of it, eyes shit as he breathed you in, he chokes on his tears, your
vision became blurry at the sight. It was and always will be his
favorite thing to do, kissing the back of your hand while looking at you
getting all red and flustered was one of those things he loved about
you. He loved the fact he had that effect on you. He treated you like a
princess, he gave you everything but with the way things were now, you
just didn’t deserve any of it.
“I’m tired Cheollie, can you sing me a song?” You propped
yourself back under the sheets, just like those days when you have a bad
day, his singing will always turn it upside down.
He tried to smile at you, and composed himself for the last time, he
sniffs quietly, but resumes to clear is throat, almost too painfully.
You’ll miss him so much. You’ll miss his lovely almond eyes that
always seem to take you to a newfound galaxy. Every day was an endless
I wish things wouldn’t end this way, if I
knew I was going to be erased from this world then I would’ve never
have dreamed of meeting you. But, I’m glad I did. You made me happy, you
made me feel loved. The world didn’t seem so cruel the minute I laid my
eyes on you.
[Please stay, I can’t be alone without you, yet.]
The beautiful words and tunes that always would always leave his
pretty lips, he had your whole heart in his hands, the whole world.
[I keep yearning for you.]
You’ll miss loving him, you’ll miss every bit of him, you’ll miss the
gummy smile that always shined so bright, you’ll miss his kisses.
You’ll miss everything about him.
[I will never lose our many happy memories in the rain…]
I won’t forget the day we first met, I won’t
forget the day we made amends, the day you told me you loved me, will never be
forgotten. I’ll continue to love you even afterlife.
With one last look, one last smile, and one last breath you finally said goodbye.
[Goodbye to us.]
The second you close your eyes, he felt his whole world crumble down. No, please no.
don’t take away the most important person in my life, don’t take her
away, I love her. Why are you doing this to me? God, answer me. Why?
The heart monitor fell flat, and the tears just kept on coming.
He held your limp body in his arms as he held on to you tightly, sobbing loudly he hid no embarrassment.
The nurses stood and watched quietly, things like this were frequent. They knew he still needed some time.
“Y/N, no..” he sniffed, “Baby, please. Wake up.” He
cried and cried. As he pulled your body closer, a sheer white paper came
tumbling down from the sheets, in which he looked at curiously, he
cautiously picked it up and when he saw the familiar handwriting, his
stomach flipped. He hastily read the paper, his heart dropping as he
read every word.
I hope you don’t regret falling in love with me, because falling
in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened in my whole
life. Didn’t I tell you that you’d be the only one I’d love ‘til my last
breath? I kept my promise.
hello yes hI tbh i dont really know what to call this i guess its a follow forever even tho i havent reached any goals and probably never will haha but cause its my bday and im feeling nice its just a lil list of people i love and i wish who would love me back and also friends and people i used to talk to or talked once and just love u know so yeah if u are here u are loved and a big part of my life and in my head we are all friends and i love you and hope u had a nice day okay yes ! (btw sorry for this shitty edit made by me heheh)
imma start with my babies (a.k.a friends)(even if we dont talk anymore if we did at some point we are still friends okay)(at least in my head..)