sorry for it's crappiness it's my first time doing this!! d:

smowkie  asked:

"#also i am thirsty for some ballerina!Stiles #like secret dancer Stiles that nobody except scott knew he practice twice a week" I mean, I dont think anyone would mind if you wrote a fic or a headcanon about it... just saying. ;) ♥ (ilu and I've missed you, but i hope you had a great time and that you're doing well despite the world being horrible and people like trump & pence existing)

Here my dear :) I tried! This was written really fast during the night, so I’m sorry for the crappy quality. Hope you enjoy this little headcanon anyway :D

Originally posted by englishballetandtea

Originally posted by redfar

(Thank you to the great Sergei Polunin, who will always be the perfect dancer!Stiles to me. You can find one of his video here. Enjoy :p)


There was a black and white picture at his nana’s house, small and slightly crooked, lost in an old frame. Stiles was only a kid when his grandmother took it off the piano to show to him for the first time.  
The girl inside the picture was tiny, thin, with dark hair severely pulled back in a tight bun. Her face was turned to the side, her arms held high over her head in a graceful arch. She was wearing a tutu but the other details of her silhouette were blurred into yellow hues by the years.

Fascinated, Stiles sat near his nana and listened to stories of her youth in Russia. Of cold winters and women with warm blood and laughter. Of the peaceful studio with its dark wood and unending mirrors, and of the beautiful girls and boys that worked there every day to turn their bodies into art.
His nana kept getting more pictures out of old books, clips of newspapers in an unknown language or beautifully lit shots of dancers on stage. In the photographs, she was only a young girl, frail and beautiful and flying with the grace of a bird.

That’s how it all started.

In his nana’s living room, with her standing tall and proud on her old, damaged feet. At seventy years, she still looked tiny and weak, but she spun him around the room without effort, her feet quick and light. Her white hair floated and her smile was the most beautiful thing Stiles had ever seen.
On the sofa, his dad was clumsily trying to hum some classic melody, all eagerness and no rhythm. His mom laughed at them all and clapped, her enthusiasm and happiness intoxicating the room.

At five years old, Stiles bought his first ballet shoes. They were tiny, shiny and pink, and they didn’t make a sound when he walked shyly into Ms Muller’s dance studio. The wood in the room was bright and glossy, and light spilled all over the floor from gigantic windows. They were only seven other kids in the room, and all of them were girls.

Stiles didn’t care.

Ms Muller’s hands were strict and demanding, never treating them like the children they were, but her voice was warm and full of compliments. The weeks passed, and while Stiles started to tame his body into the foundations of grace, his brain stopped trying so hard to pull him in every direction at once.

In the studio, in the middle of the terse French words, the glittering music and the soft sounds of slippers on wood, Stiles discovered for the first time what peace felt like.
 

At seven, he swirled on the playground, arms held high in the air like his nana’s pictures. A kid pushed him hard into the mud with a sneer before calling his other friends to laugh at him.
From there on, Stiles decided to keep his love for ballet and his school life separate.
 
Scott was the only point of intersection. From the first moment they met, Scott was sincerely interested. He came to many of Stiles’ practices, sitting quietly in a corner of the studio and looking at them with big, brilliant eyes. Ms Muller often tried to convince him to join but Scott always refused, blushing and babbling excuses about his asthma.
The girls still got him to dance with them sometimes, dragging him along to join them in silly warming exercises. Scott once received Ms Muller’s congratulations on his fourth position and Scott had beamed at midair for three days straight.
 
Then, Stiles’ mom left them after months of terror and tears.
And Stiles danced.
 
He danced in the studio, in the dirt of the forest, between the suffocating walls of his room.
He danced for hours, pushing, bending his body.
He twirled fast enough to keep the world spinning, jumped high enough to keep breathing, learned to bow low enough to keep from breaking.
At night, his feet bled, his knees screamed in constant pain and his body turned into one big hurt.

But his mind was blank and he was able to sleep.
 
He didn’t dare ask for more.


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mafeea  asked:

i've been scrolling through your blog, and it's amazing; but i was just wondering, do you know of any non-au cherik epics? I'm talking on the level of "Us" by Pangea kind of epic: incredibly well-written, canon, believable characters, etc? Not necessarily super duper long, but a good story with a good plot? Sorry to be so picky; it's just most of the good cherik fics are fluffy/au/short, and i'd like something longer and deeper! Thanks!

Aloha! :D Thanks for enjoying our work (and our tastes) Oh MAN, where do I even BEGIN. There are SO MANY good fics that deal with canon/duringcanon/postcanon! I can GO ON AND ON about all the super amazing cherik fics! ANYWAY!

What Not To Expect When You’re Not Expecting It by thehoyden [NC17, Cherik, Mpreg]

“I wasn’t hiding it from you. Honestly, I didn’t know for certain until yesterday, which I think we can agree was bad timing and not the sort of thing one springs before the heat of battle,” Charles says earnestly.

Sub Rosa by tahariel [NC17, Cherik, Post XMFC]

Post-movie. In Charles Xavier’s garden almanac, there is a special entry each November for when Erik comes home. And some seeds need to go through fire before they can grow.

This Is the First Day of My Life by waketosleep [PG, Cherik, Post XMFC]

Life for Charles has become very confusing, but it continues nevertheless.

lay down beside me (so still and so soft) by C_Gracewood [NC17, Cherik, XMFC Retold]

A different take on the events of the film.

Time to Grow by zarah5 [PG13, Cherik, Canon]

In which you’ll find chess dates which aren’t dates (or maybe Charles is wrong about that). — Based on First Class, this turns (slightly) AU during the beach scene.

A Summer Day So Late In Coming by helens78 [G, Cherik, Post-Canon]

Fifty years after they fell in love, Erik comes to Charles with a proposal that rocks Charles’s world.

A Logical Progression by cloudyjenn [PG13, Cherik, Mpreg, Post-Canon]

Erik and Charles were only together once before doubt and fear ground their romance to a halt. But once was apparently all it took. Now Charles is dealing with a pretty crappy secondary mutation, a brand new career teaching mini-mutants and a stubbornly overprotective Erik. This is the story of how Charles and Erik got from Point A to Point B and what they collected along the way.

[ Did I miss your favourite? Please submit or fanmail it to us!]

Today’s old ask:

Hi, do you know of any fics where Charles tries to commit suicide (but doesn’t succeed) and Erik is there to help him? Can be set in any AU, as long as its Erik/Charles.

boyfriend! jimin

this is kinda long and i still have more to say… wtf… kinda wanna make this a series?? idk tho.. tell me tho ^_^

- so in the beginning of the relationship… he’d be so shy.. n he’d ramble and mumble a lot.. and u’re like when is he gonna stop?? even tho u r intently listening to his story where he accidentally spilled his ramyun all over himself in front of a buch of ppl.. smh

- and he kinda really reaLLy wants to kiss you in a non creepy way like he just really likes u and wants to show it u kno.. he doesn’t really mind if it’s just your cheek or ur forehead even.. but he’s like… are we smth? does she like me or is she playing??

- on ur first date he took u to see a movie and the movie really sucked but the both of u had a good time anyway because the cinema was empty so you both ran up the two aisles and tried to catch each other 

- he did manage to catch u and he accidentally-on-purpose wrapped his arms around u from behind and sorta pulled you closer.. and the both of u just stood there for like 2 mins.. waiting for someone to make a move.. but the both of u are too shy so u pull away and he looked really sad but u pecked him on the cheek when he sent you home.. and he had such a huge grin on his face :-)

- but… jimin kinda wants more… but he keeps doubting himself….

- so one time he asked yoongi to third wheel the both of u and yoongi’s like “wow.. u guys haven’t even kissed? jimin wtf step up ur game”

- and jimin just splutters and he’s like “what?? we have kissed lots of times here look i’ll do it now”

-  and he kisses you and its really intense and almost too deep for a first kiss but the both of u really like it and jimin’s like “wow that felt so nice” and he just keeps kissing u in front of yoongi 

- yoongi looks like he wants to d i e so he just says “my work here is done” and just leaves lol 

- if it wasn’t for yoongi the both of u probably would’ve never kissed so thank him.. god bless

- so after that he gets really touchy and he’s the type of guy that rubs your back when you hug.. and he’d play with your hair while you’re just lying down on his lap using ur phone.. and it’d be a habit for him to just nuzzle ur shoulder

- he’s so cheesy like he’d get the both of u couple items even tho he knows u hate them n think its sorta tacky… but he goes out of his way to get them so u wear them for his sake..

- one time he got the both of u matching undies with little puppies on them..

- he’s the type of person to google pick up lines and use them on you

- “hey, if u were a vegetable you’d be a cutecu-”

- “jimin shut ur mouth”

- half awake smiles in the morning and husky voiced good mornings awrgghh

- taehyung and jungkook would always make puking noises when jimin kisses you in front of them.. he’d either whoop both of their asses or he’d blush and b really shy after that there is no in between

- when u come home sometimes he’d have a whole meal ready for the both of u and he’d claim that he cooked it but rlly it was jin doing everything.. all jimin did was chop the carrots 

- most of the time the both of u would stay in just so he gets to rest more, so u just make some ramyun or order food and stay up late watching really crappy variety shows

- sometimes jimin would just b like “baby feel my abs” and you’re forced to… i mean it feels good n they r def there.. but he’s gonna get all cocky after this… so u just act like its no big deal

- one time the both of u dressed up as bunnies for halloween and he got pouty bc he said u looked cuter than him..

- “i should’ve dressed up like a cow again”

- that night the both of u got rlly sugar high and also a bit drunk and the next morning you guys find a whole lot of rlly derpy selfies on your phones… double chins.. duck faces.. bunny teeth….. u r slightly embarrassed to say this but there were selfies of the both of u kissing… jimin made it his lock screen on his phone aw

- whenever he’s on tour he’d facetime you as much as possible although taehyung would be interrupting him

- “jimin couldn’t stop talking about u tell him to shut up” and jungkook would be like “yea!!” in the background and hoseok would b like “omg y/n he was moaning ur name when he fell asleep in the plane!!!” and jimin would just end the facetime call right away and text u “its not true… i think.. i mean idk how to control my thoughts when im asleep im sorry” 

- there’d always be a lot of late night pillow talk where one of u just fall asleep and you can always tell when he’s about to fall asleep like he starts mumbling things and you can’t make out what he’s saying and he starts blinking rlly slowly… it’s cute

- the both of u love putting on face masks and scaring the other members… mainly hoseok tho… but still… other members

- the both of u just love each other very much and you never get bored of each other

- like you guys are genuinely happy that you get to see each other the first thing in the morning (sometimes when jimin’s drooling u take a pic for blackmail)

boyfriend! jimin

- so in the beginning of the relationship… he’d be so shy.. n he’d ramble and mumble a lot.. and u’re like when is he gonna stop?? even tho u r intently listening to his story where he accidentally spilled his ramyun all over himself in front of a buch of ppl.. smh
- and he kinda really reaLLy wants to kiss you in a non creepy way like he just really likes u and wants to show it u kno.. he doesn’t really mind if it’s just your cheek or ur forehead even.. but he’s like… are we smth? does she like me or is she playing??
- on ur first date he took u to see a movie and the movie really sucked but the both of u had a good time anyway because the cinema was empty so you both ran up the two aisles and tried to catch each other
- he did manage to catch u and he accidentally-on-purpose wrapped his arms around u from behind and sorta pulled you closer.. and the both of u just stood there for like 2 mins.. waiting for someone to make a move.. but the both of u are too shy so u pull away and he looked really sad but u pecked him on the cheek when he sent you home.. and he had such a huge grin on his face :-)
- but… jimin kinda wants more… but he keeps doubting himself….
- so one time he asked yoongi to third wheel the both of u and yoongi’s like “wow.. u guys haven’t even kissed? jimin wtf step up ur game”
- and jimin just splutters and he’s like “what?? we have kissed lots of times here look i’ll do it now”
- and he kisses you and its really intense and almost too deep for a first kiss but the both of u really like it and jimin’s like “wow that felt so nice” and he just keeps kissing u in front of yoongi
- yoongi looks like he wants to d i e so he just says “my work here is done” and just leaves lol
- if it wasn’t for yoongi the both of u probably would’ve never kissed so thank him.. god bless
- so after that he gets really touchy and he’s the type of guy that rubs your back when you hug.. and he’d play with your hair while you’re just lying down on his lap using ur phone.. and it’d be a habit for him to just nuzzle ur shoulder
- going out for a date?? be prepared for holding his sweaty palms because this boy will not let go of u!!!
- and the amount of back hugs is unreal!! (and butt grabbing) he’d just rest his chin on the top of your head and wrap the both of his arms around ur waist
- he’s so cheesy like he’d get the both of u couple items even tho he knows u hate them n think its sorta tacky… but he goes out of his way to get them so u wear them for his sake..
- one time he got the both of u matching undies with little puppies on them..
- he’s the type of person to google pick up lines and use them on you
- “hey, if u were a vegetable you’d be a cutecu-”
- “jimin shut ur mouth”
- half awake smiles in the morning and husky voiced good mornings awrgghh
- taehyung and jungkook would always make puking noises when jimin kisses you in front of them.. he’d either whoop both of their asses or he’d blush and b really shy after that there is no in between
- he loves lOVES LOVES wearing oversized hoodies so he can hug u from behind and bam!!! a hoodie that fits two (sort of)
- when u come home sometimes he’d have a whole meal ready for the both of u and he’d claim that he cooked it but rlly it was jin doing everything.. all jimin did was chop the carrots
- most of the time the both of u would stay at home just so he gets to rest more, so u just make some ramyun or order food and stay up late watching really crappy variety shows
- jimin brings you to practice sometimes which isn’t a problem at all cause you get along really well with the rest of the boys
- he gets really jealous when you compliment one of the boys like you’ll say “namjoon!! your dancing has really improved!!” and jimin would be like “what abt me” and all the boys would boo him
- but during the walk home u told him he looked the best out of everyone when he danced because you know he’s a fragile lil bear and that he gets insecure pretty easily so u r there for him constantly!! you’re his cheerleader n that’s really cute
- jungkook & tae third wheel occasionally.. most of the time they mock what the both of you do and groan at the excessive amount of pda
- you hardly watch music shows together (unless he’s promoting) because he gets jealous of the other boy bands you fangirl over
- “you should only be calling ME oppa!!!”
- “why are you voting for them i thought you liked me better”
- sometimes jimin would just b like “baby feel my abs” and you’re forced to… i mean it feels good n they r def there.. but he’s gonna get all cocky after this… so u just act like its no big deal
- your first time doing the dirty with him would get an a+ if it was a school project
- everything just flowed really well although u bumped your heads once or twice but the both of u would just look into each other’s eyes and laugh it off and he took kinda long to unclasp ur bra and you were like “jimin do you want me to do it” and he says “no no!!! i can do it just give me a sec i think it’s stuck lol!!”
- you were really shocked at how dominant he gets in bed… he’s so firm but so sweet at the same time and the amount of hickeys he gave u????
- “jagiya im sorry but ur neck….” he’d say the next morning and you’d just glare at him?? boyy if it wasn’t for him you wouldn’t have to use a tube of concealer on your neCK but it’s all good tho the both of u like it low key
- his kisses r so !!!!! yes!!!!!!! that is how u feel!! u pretend u hate them but inside !!!! fireworks n rainbows !!!! especially when he does this weird tongue thing it’s hard to explain but it feels rlly nice
- there was this time where someone asked him how many kids he wants in the future and he smirked at u and said “as many as possible”
- one time the both of u dressed up as bunnies for halloween and he got pouty bc he said u looked cuter than him..
- “i should’ve dressed up like a cow again”
- that night the both of u got rlly sugar high and also a bit drunk and the next morning you guys find a whole lot of rlly derpy selfies on your phones… double chins.. duck faces.. bunny teeth….. u r slightly embarrassed to say this but there were selfies of the both of u kissing… jimin made it his lock screen on his phone aw
- whenever he’s on tour he’d facetime you as much as possible although taehyung would be interrupting him
- “jimin couldn’t stop talking about u tell him to shut up” taehyung would laugh and hoseok would b like “y/n he was moaning ur name when he fell asleep in the plane!!!” and jungkook would make things even more embarrassing by saying "yea it sounded like you guys were RLLY getting it on!!” jimin would just end the facetime call right away and text u “its not true! babe u trust me right!! i did not have a dirty dream about us doing stuff… ok maybe i did but i can’t control my thoughts when im asleep im sorry i love u”
- there’d always be a lot of late night pillow talk where one of u just fall asleep and you can always tell when he’s about to fall asleep because he starts mumbling things and you can’t make out what he’s saying and he starts blinking rlly slowly… it’s cute
- the both of u love putting on face masks and scaring the other members… mainly hoseok tho… but still… other members
- convenience store dates are your go-tos because a) it’s cheap b) the both of u love those lunch sets they have in those plastic boxes c) there’s a convenience store in like every block so???? convenient indeed
- you guys hardly ever argue but there was this one time where you had a rlly big argument and it sucked so badly
- it was about some dumb dating rumour which blew up and you just wanna forget every single detail!!
- but jimin gave u some space and he came the next day and he was about to cry and he just loves u so so much and how could he let such a precious being just slip out of his hands…
- but ANYWAYS!!! the both of u r just head over heels in love with each other it’s kinda gross but it’s mostly endearing and it’s adorable
- the both of u r like little puppies that do nothing but cuddle n sleep
- :-)

Fic: Several texts later (1/2)

Pairing/Characters: KageHina + brief mentions of Tanaka being Tanaka
Word-count: 1.463
Genre: super extreme rad fluff + lots of comfort (lt’s like a big poofy blanket)
Summary: Hinata knows what to do when he gets frightened - call for his scarier boyfriend to scare the bad things away.

Warning: very VERY brief mention of suicide. Does not involve any main characters and/or any other existing characters from the series. (it’s not even a relevant detail of the story but I decided to put up a warning, just in case. Stay safe and I love you all u v u)
This idea came to my head after I was convinced by some friends to watch a scary movie….. aT NIGHT….. and um let’s say it wasn’t great because I hate scary movies and yEAH. Don’t do it, kids. Hey, at least I got a fic idea! This is my first kagehina fic, i just love these dorks so much. I -might- have overused the word ‘dumbass’ but I just cannot imagine Kageyama not using it every five seconds when talking to Hinata. Weird ways of showing affection, I guess. This has a second part that I will be writing and posting soon. Hope you guys enjoy!

(for immersion purposes - this is Kageyama’s ringtone for Hinata, chosen by Tanaka. Thanks, Tanaka-san.)

Confusion hit Kageyama as he blinked his way out of sleep, wondering why his cellphone was blasting Always next to his pillow, and why he was at his bed at all, instead of running after velociraptors with Hinata while being chased by a giant moth-

Oh. Right. A dream. Probably.

(He was pretty sure velociraptors weren’t real, at least not anymore.)

The music was probably Tanaka’s doing. Since Kageyama started dating Hinata, he’d always find a way to grab Kageyama’s cellphone and change Hinata’s ringtone to the most embarrassing, Hinata-unrelated songs he could think of, and Kageyama never noticed It until it was too late (“It’s Whitney Houston! Whitney Houston!, Tanaka yelled the last time Kageyama caught him changing his ringtone to some dramatic, cheesy english song).

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