Fair Haven Patch Notes: Update 3.17 - leprechauns have been removed from the program - all mentions of the ‘leprechaun event’ have been removed from holographic memory and databases - programmers promise to do better research ahead of adding malicious creatures to public holoprograms
I had another panic attack today. Most of the time I can’t tell when or where they’re going to strike. Even after early ten years of having them, I am still learning to navigate all of the curveballs my body will throw at me.
Today, I was working with one of my best friends on a very small job site (construction). He knows about my panic attacks and is actually the best (besides my father) at spotting them.
I am almost as overwhelmed by the fact that I’m having them in public as I am with the attack itself. Mostly, I experience the crying and shaking and what-have-you. But. Every so often, I go nearly catatonic. My mother is still convinced I have a seizure disorder. (I’m not so sure.)
Today was total catatonia. He said I was ‘unresponsive’ for nearly ten minutes. It. Felt. Like. Years. My knight in shining work boots quite literally swept me off my feet and simply moved me to a dim, quiet, and remote location. Slowly talking me back to the surface.
I felt loved, cherished, cared for. This inspired me to write. I know it may be OOC. It was either Mulder/Scully or Janeway/Chakotay. Voyager won out this time. Sorry. Anyway. For anyone who wants to know, this is what it feels like to lose your body for a little while. At least for me.
(Some kvetching, some oversharing, some meandering)
Today’s MM will be posted in the late afternoon, I suspect. Feeling sick today so I am catching up on sleep. Gonna try to make a concerted effort to get back on schedule this weekend, but I also wanted to say a few words on what’s been going on in my life.
“Human flesh against human flesh. We’re the same. We share the same history, the same heritage, the same lives. We’re tied together beyond any untying. Man or woman, it makes no difference. We’re human. We couldn’t escape from each other if we wanted to. That’s how you do it, Lieutenant. By remembering who and what you are. A bit of flesh and blood afloat in a universe without end. The only thing that’s truly yours is the rest of humanity. That’s where our duty lies.”
-James T. Kirk (”Who Mourns For Adonias?”)
Gene Roddenberry’s Star Trek (Sept 8, 1966-Sept 8, 2016)
Hi I love your work just wondering if you could do a Katniss and Peeta first time fic .
I haven’t visited the whole non-AU Everlark universe in a while, so I’m a bit rusty! But anyway, I hope you enjoy fluffy and awkward smut, because that’s literally all this is.
Bon voyage, you hooligans.
(Sorry for any typos. I may or may not be on NyQuil at the moment.)
“Peeta, I think we should have sex.” She brings the water glass in her hands to her lips. “Oh, and can we have white sauce instead of red sauce with the pasta?”
I accidentally drop the serrated spoon into the pot, my eyes bugging out at her. She’s propped up on the counter beside the stove, her legs swinging out over the edge as she keeps me company in the kitchen.
I can’t help but gawk at her sudden declaration.
“I mean, if you’re really attached to the marinara, I guess we can stick to that. I’m just in the mood for white sauce.”
I’m not sure which is more appalling: that Katniss wants to randomly hand over her virginity after nearly two whole years of safeguarding it as aggressively as a dragon’s hoard, or that she mentioned it in the same sentence as pasta sauce.
The girl’s always been full of surprises, but this has reached an entirely new realm of unpredictability.
I just rewatched Equinox. Damn. That’s painful to watch. I hate seeing KJ coming unglued like that. But I love seeing Chakotay step up and be the partner she needs during that time. He saved her. Maybe not physically. But he did save her soul, her morality.
And damn Kate Mulgrew is incredible in that episode. I mean she’s incredible in all of them but especially Equinox.
Drabble Prompt: Anonymous asked - Hi I love your work just wondering if you could do a Katniss and Peeta first time fic.
I haven’t visited the whole non-AU Everlark universe in a while, so I’m a bit rusty! But anyway, I hope you enjoy fluffy and awkward smut, because that’s literally all this is. Bon voyage, you hooligans. (Sorry for any typos. I may or may not be on NyQuil at the moment.)
Hello Everyone! Welcome to the Star Trek Book Club!
I set up this blog so that people could hang out together and chat about star trek books. This blog covers all series and universes. As long as it’s Star Trek we’re ready to read it!
Each month we have a spotlight book we’ll be reading though. I’ll be posting discussion questions and related content throughout the month. And taking submissions from people. Near the end of each month we’ll all come together in a chatroom and discuss the book, our opinions and theories. How it relates to the wider universe, etc.
I’ll be announcing the first book soon! I just wanted to make this post to let everyone know that this is getting started. Lets get excited!