You were Namjoon’s guilty little pleasure.
Warning: Very mature content.
the first time in a very
Namjoon didn’t have to fake his smile. It came too naturally that
he found himself randomly grinning at everything and nothing. Even
the boys were suspicious of him and his sudden energy.
He couldn’t wait to go back home knowing you would be waiting for him. It was a promise, a gift, for working hard, which he did. Namjoon didn’t waste another second after the fan-meeting was done, he didn’t even say a proper goodbye, before jolting out.
Other people might deem him a fool, which is why he kept your relationship a secret. It was definitely not taboo but, with his kind of job, it could become a weakness. Neither of you wanted that.
That didn’t stop it from being insanely hard, trying to juggle both his career and personal life without having to give up one for the other. Namjoon was trying and for that you were understanding. As long as he didn’t leave you waiting for too long, you would always be there, that was the promise. And, so far, neither of you broke it.
On the ride back, Namjoon couldn’t help but scroll through the pictures he took, pictures you didn’t know he took, that kept him going while he was away.
Unlocking the door, the dorm was quiet. He knew the boys wouldn’t be coming home any time soon which meant more prolonged alone time with you. He took off his shoes before slowly stepping into the house.
He could already see you in the kitchen, oblivious to his presence. A smile crept onto his face once again and he took a moment just to admire the beauty that he was lucky to call his. It was always the best moment of his day, when he first sees you. It still feels like the first time he fell in love with the taste of you.
Quietly, he stepped around the dinner table to slowly reach for you. You fit perfectly in his grip, something he always loved. No matter what anyone said, or hardships along the way, the feeling of you against his skin always managed to soothe and calm his nerves.
It was just perfect. He was alone, no one to disturb his moment,
“ I have you now ” Namjoon whispered ever so gently, ever so quietly, grabbing you. He waited for you to say something to react but you did nothing. It made him want you more.
His lips just a breath away, his fingers tight around you, he closed in the distance and bit slowly.
“ Such a beautiful apple ” Namjoon breathed out in relief, finally in ecstasy.
Namjoon was a hungry apple man, but now, he was a happy apple man.
Look, if I fooled you twice with this shit, you only have yourself to blame.
Also, can you tell that I’ve low-key given up on life?