sorry about my face though lol

anonymous asked:

hey can you share with us your daily skincare & make up routine? thanks in advance! :)

i don’t have any special routine that i follow, since i’m a lazy preson :p but here you go.

Morning Skin Care:

- cleansing (just with water)

- moisturizer (Cosrx Honey Overnight Mask) *i put only a little

- sunscreen (skin aqua gel sunscreen) *if needed

Make Up:

- face (Etude House AC Clean Up BB Mild Cushion)

- lip (Innisfree Honey Cera Lip Balm)

- lip (Peripera Peri’s Ink Velvet no. 5 or no. 12)

- face (The Face Shop Bare Skin Mineral Cover Powder) *i want to change to compact powder, but still don’t know which one is better between The Face Shop Oil Control Pact or Skinfood Peach Sake Pore Pact, let me know about your opinion! :)

Night Skin Care:

- cleansing (Innisfree Green Tea Cleansing Foam)

- toner (Cosrx AHA/BHA Clarifying Toner)

- moisturizer (Cosrx Honey Overnight Mask)

- mask (Jeju Volcanic Lava Peel Off Clay Nose Mask) *i do this whenever i feel like it, so i don’t do this too often because my skin is rather sensitive.

and that’s all. see, i do the minimum of skincare and make up, sorry to disappoint you though lol

—–Mirai-san, do you want to ask something to your senpai-tachi?

Mirai: “Eeto, eeto… I think in Seramyu, everyone is quickly understanding their own roles. Of course, I think it’s the same with the other stageplays, but I want to know how to pour yourself that much into the role.”

Fujioka (Sayaka): “That’s, the first thing you need to do is to love your character.”

Mirai: “Ah..!”

Ishii (Mikako): “I’m agree. And, surprisingly, everyone has something close to the characters. Sometimes I think "it’s really like their characters” like their balance to each other, their roles. Like Sayaka-chan, when Shuu-chan gets lovey-dovey with the other girls, she always gets jealous. It looks like Michiru confided in Setsuna “Ne, ne, Mikako, Shuu-san…”“.

Shiotsuki (Shuu): "Like it’s already a usual thing, she complains about it right on my face.” (lol)

Everyone: (laughing)

Shiotsuki: “Even though I’m spoiling you that much~”

Ishii: “I said it too to Sayaka-chan "Doesn’t she already love you that much?” (lol)

Shiotsuki: “Yes, yes. But this person here told me that it’s not enough.”

Fujioka: “This time, since my rivals are increasing again… Mou, I am so busy watching you!”

(From the Enter Stage Interview)

(I’m sorry if there are mistakes because both of the languages are not my mother tongue. Feel free to correct me!)

I wanted to participate to  #TonyswithThomas (thank you @thatsthat24​) because I love to sing and Broadway’s songs too and it’s just so nice to see everyone sharing their performance :)   So here we go////////

This is a short version of Not while I’m around from Sweeney Todd & a cappela, I always loved this song, and I think that those days, it’s important to protect the people we care about <3

Also forgive my face and my super french accent *die of embarrassment*

anonymous asked:

can i get some headcanons for how the paladins and allura may react to their s/o having a panic attack (crying and trouble breathing) because of constant harassment from peers? im handling my panic attack but im been getting hate messages insulting my face and art a lot and some imagines would be nice to see! i love your blog by the way ❤️

a/n: omg ;; i’m so sorry people are horrible enough to actually insult you on things you can’t even control, but they should go judge their own art before they talk mess about someone elses lol. anyways, i hope you’re feeling better and i know it may be hard, but ignore the haters ;; clearly you have more to do with your life than they do. thanks for that, though! ♡


  • when shiro first notices you’re having a panic attack, he himself begins to feel a little restless because he’s not sure he’s good enough to help you out
    • of course though, he’ll still try to assist you
  • however, he’ll make sure that he himself is calm because that’s a necessary
    • even though he may seem calm on the outside he may or may not be calm on the inside…
    • he’ll eventually get a hang of it though if it happens more than once
  • he’ll try to soothe you with his words, but no worries he won’t be too artificially soothing
    • he’ll just be simple and to the point, maybe even giving you some pats if that seems to help
  • after it’s over expect a ton of cuddles because honestly he was so scared
  • while you two are getting the cuddles out of your system he’ll low key be asking questions about these people… he just wants to talk with them.


  • honestly keith will probably try to fight whoever these people are that are harassing you
    • i don’t mean fight as in a funny and cute term, but i mean it seriously, like he loves you so much he can’t even express how bad he wants to hurt them on your behalf
  • if you thought his temper was bad before just wait until he really sees how these people have made you
    • sure this will get you a ton of kisses and cuddles but while he’s doing all of that he’s totally trying to plot these peoples’ deaths
  • even though he may be raging on the inside, he’ll still try his best to help you through this little panic attack by telling you to count slowly from one to ten… etc
  • you mean a lot to him so he’ll really be using anything he can think of that’s reasonable to help you get over the panic attack, making sure to pay you a bunch of cuddles and kisses after


  • poor hunk honestly once you begin to have a panic attack, i could definitely see him begin to panic as well
    • once he realizes that he’s just dragging both of you into a hole by panicking as well, he’ll definitely get his stuff together and try to help
  • he’ll drop everything and immediately take you away so he can attempt at calming you down
    • he never knew he had it in him but now he’s great at comforting you in times like this
    • it’s almost as if he read a manual?
  • this situation really puts in perspective how much he loves you by his reaction to everything, this even shocks him when he really puts into perspective his feelings
  • now he’s more aware of the signs if it’s to happen again, he wants to help prevent it from happening or help you recover faster


  • lance honestly will be very confused when it happens, he just wants to know who did what and why everything’s happening and who he has to scrap with in order to get your revenge for you
  • after he’s done being confused and really realizes the true context of the situation he’ll finally scurry to your side and attempt to make everything better
    • he honestly doesn’t know how exactly to go about things but he’ll try his best, at least!
  • expect a lot of pats, pets and hugs because he has zero experience in this, even though the other paladins don’t as well, he just doesn’t know how to try…
  • don’t worry though, he’ll definitely take good care of you after it happens since he’s kind of lacking in the ‘in the moment’ area
    • he’ll probably be a bit more clingy than usual tbh


  • pidge would probably blow it out of proportion, assuming it’s something much worse than it actually is
    • instead of a panic attack she probably thinks it’s like… i don’t know a heart attack?
    • like at least she’s being careful and caring!?
  • even though at first she thinks it’s something completely different and much worse, she still remains calm and tries pulling you away from everyone to talk you through things
    • this is when she realizes it’s a panic attack and she’ll begin to help you with the best of her abilities
  • once she realizes that your panic attack was drawn from people being rude to you, she won’t sugar coat anything and probably just begin to ramble rude nonsense about the people, a bit of advice on how to go about them thrown in with it
  • very much like pidge she would do some research about panic attacks to see how she would be able to help if they were to happen again


  • allura would automatically understand what’s going on and rush to your side in order to help
    • even though she’s not experienced with panic attacks she still can infer as to what she’s supposed to be doing in order to help you
  • again, like in previous hc’s, spacemom!allura is now in full effect and she’s trying to multitask the best she can between getting others to indirectly help and helping you as well.
  • after she’s gotten you from your panic attack she’s asking you questions while she’s still trying to comfort you with cuddles and occasional kisses
    • “has this happened before?”
    • “who are those people?”
  • basically she then begins to get very protective over you
    • you’re hers and she’s going to make sure you’re okay

14. by a fire

im so sorry for the wait im just pretty bad at managing time and i didnt want to half ass it so here it is at last!! tumblr keeps eating quality so that makes me sad but i tried to fix it ;; click for better quality

request from here

anonymous asked:

Can you talk about the pros and the cons of Olivia Hussey's Juliet? She is my favourite Juliet, but I would like to see a more critical review of her portrayal for once!

Ah! I’m really happy that you asked this because I’m hopelessly in love with Franco Zeffirelli’s movie and I could talk about Olivia Hussey’s acting all day long.

The first thing I would like to remark is the context in which the movie was made. In many ways, it is a mirror of the youth movements of the 60s, and the trope of idealism versus violence, dreaming versus fighting, is one of the main characteristics of the movie. The fights are really violent (the opening brawl, for instance, was filmed in a more aggressive way than usual, as it fatally has Capulets and Montagues murdering each other and women screaming with their children in their arms), and it presents Romeo and Juliet’s love as an innocent, harmless force as opposed to the cultural violence that surrounds them. Olivia Hussey underscored how excellently the movie had harmonized with the ideals of her generation. And, indeed, you could say it is an ode to sexual freedom, peace, and the power of youth. You can see that in the way Zeffirelli filmed the bedroom scene, with Juliet lying naked after consummating a marriage she arranged herself.

Zeffirelli seemed to be particularly interested in her character:

The central idea is that of a puppeteer, Destiny, who handles all the characters. They are all puppets on a stage and no one is fully responsible. The whole tragedy is permeated with the idea of fate. There is nothing to do. Juliet is the only valuable opposition to it

So he decided to exploit the transgression of Juliet’s acts, and I will always be grateful to him for giving us such a powerful, intrepid Juliet. He was also one of the first directors to cast teenagers to play the lovers. Precisely, physically speaking I consider Olivia to be really suitable for the role. The innocence and tenderness of childhood she conveys wonderfully, but once she gets to express herself you find that her eyes denote such intelligence, her voice such fortitude, that you couldn’t possibly dismiss her as a dumb kid. (To be honest, I can’t fathom how it is possible to distort the play to the point that people think the word “dumb” befits Juliet and Romeo.) She transmits so much expressiveness with those piercing, inquisitive eyes and her loud, firm voice. See how monotonous she sounds when she lies to the Nurse, but how fierce her voice is during the “O bid me leap…” speech in the cell. She is a Juliet that does something else apart from blushing and smiling tenderly—she is also restless, frustrated, even rude in some parts. She doesn’t limit herself to simply reciting her lines in a monotonous tone, but rather she inserts so much depth and energy in every single word that she succeeds in constructing a complex Juliet—Olivia handled the duality of her character really well. Sometimes she cries fearfully on the floor as she implores her parents to listen to her and sometimes she contemptuously yells at her mother that she won’t marry Paris “by Saint Peter’s Church and Peter too.”

To me, Olivia portrayed Juliet as a young girl who is too alive to contain herself—as if the world weren’t big enough for her. One of the things that amazes me about her acting is the way she uses her body to transmit her indefatigable energy. She shows a great command of herself. For instance, I noticed that she spends a huge amount of time running. We find her running the first time we see her, she leaves the scene running after her conversation with her mother, she arrives at the ball running, she comes in and out of her balcony running repeatedly, she arrives in the church running again, and hurriedly crosses herself before running again toward Romeo with her arms wide open. I could go on. (But interestingly, during Paris and Friar Lawrence’s brief conversation in the cell, she comes in running as well, but once she spots Paris she stops suddenly and starts walking instead, as if she were attempting to behave more correctly, faking to be a more restrained and therefore acceptable woman. She does this as well when she runs to her mother’s bedroom and stops abruptly before Lady Capulet can see her.) With this restlessness and her resolute nature, she transgresses the tediousness of her society—she is simply too in love with life itself to confine herself to inaction. It makes perfect sense to hear her describe herself as “a boundless sea” when you hear her exhilarated laughter. 

And then she denotes so much determination and self-condifence. Olivia takes advantage of every single line to portray Juliet as an independent, strong-minded young girl. “But trust me, gentleman, I’ll prove more true / Than those that have more cunning to be strange.” She sounds so angry when she says that. More than swearing her love to Romeo, she looks like she is threatening him not to fool her. (He actually even nods nervously there and it’s hilarious.) And her face is priceless when he tries to swear his love by the moon. She tells him off. She is so resolute and skeptical throughout the whole balcony scene, it’s wonderful. I invite you to watch that scene again, paying attention to her facial expressions.

Another scene I think is worth commenting is 2.5, when the Nurse delivers Romeo’s news to her. I like to compare her acting here with that of other actresses playing Juliet. In this scene, her impatience is usually portrayed more like an inoffensive, sweet frustration. She is still adorable even when she is irritated. However, Olivia’s Juliet does not even try to palliate her impatience. When she goes down the stairs and notices that the Nurse is not yet come, she boldly places her needlework on the table as she goes on ranting about how disgusted she is by old people. When the Nurse finally arrives with Peter, Juliet basically puts her hands on her waist impatiently and kicks him out after giving him a quite exasperated look. She then even takes away an apple that the Nurse was holding in her teeth and clenches her fists. But when she finally gets her Nurse to tell her what she wants, she euphorically bursts into laughter and thus leaves the scene running enthusiastically. I find this much more entertaining than, say, Rebecca Saire’s acting, who was only slightly impatient in comparison with Olivia’s liveliness.

The movie is replete with moments like that. I still can’t get over the way she looks at her own cousin when she turns around (screencaps here), or the fact that she doesn’t even look at Paris when he kisses her hand and says farewell before leaving the ball. Moreover, the camera tends to focus on her emotions. The first kiss is filmed in a way that only allows you to contemplate Juliet’s face and all the different emotions she goes through. There is that long kissing sequence in the balcony scene where you can only see her face as well. And in the last scene, the first hint that she is still alive comes from her hand. The camera focuses entirely on it as she begins to move her fingers slowly, but all of a sudden she clenches her fist with strength and resolution. The camera then follows her hand as it reaches her face, and those wide, alert eyes open again. Those are just a few examples, but the movie is full of close-ups of her intelligent eyes.

The main flaw of Olivia’s Juliet, however, is the same flaw of the whole movie: too many lines were cut out (more than half of the play!). Certainly they skipped some of her wittiest moments, such as the part where she deceives her mother, or the “gallop apace” speech, in which she so explicitly poeticizes sex. Although its absence is partly compensated, in my opinion, by the more than evident sexual agency she shows throughout the movie. She actively looks for Romeo at the ball, and even when he touches her hand for the first time, the camera shoots her eyes closing in ecstasy. She grabs his shoulders in their second kiss, and even holds his face in her hands and kisses him as he stays still in the balcony scene.

Another thing I dislike is her reaction to Tybalt’s death. The way she criticizes Romeo is wonderfully acted again—really vigorous and enraged. But it stops there. The last thing she says is, “But wherefore, villain, didst thou kill my cousin?” In the play she goes on trying to find out what must have really happened between Romeo and Tybalt, and she comes to her own conclusions. However, in the movie, we just see her bash Romeo and then we don’t see her again until the next morning, when she is happily sleeping by his side. It sort of weakens the character, because Juliet doesn’t forgive him entirely until she decides it couldn’t had been his fault.

And, of course, there is the potion speech missing. It is actually the soliloquy she chose for her audition, but Zeffirelli decided to cut it out because he feared it would alter the balance between Romeo and Juliet in terms of their importance to the plot: “If she does this potion speech, she’ll get all the attention. The film won’t be Romeo and Juliet—it will be ‘Did you see Olivia Hussey in that scene?”

But I think Olivia’s Juliet is excellently paired up with Leonard’s Romeo—the angriest Juliet comes with the softest Romeo. It is as though Thought and Dream intertwined. While Juliet speaks with a very potent, determined voice, Leonard’s Romeo has more of a whispering, soft tone. (We literally see him sighing with his eyes closed against some pretty flowers.) This duality of their personalities is tangible in the very way they are introduced in the movie. Romeo’s entrance is accompanied by a dreamy, tender song as he appears smiling at a flower that he is holding in his hands; Juliet, on the contrary, shows up running while a much more energetic song is playing (from around 1:03 on). It goes on like that for the rest of the movie and it culminates with their last words. Romeo raises the venom with tears streaming down his face as he slowly whispers, “here’s to my love”. (It! Breaks! My! Heart!) Juliet, however, roars her last words, and even half smiles at the dagger for a moment as she commands it to “rust” in her.

So what I love about her is her strength and her ability to denote so much expressiveness with her body. If only I could watch her perform all the missing lines. She did so much with the little she was given, it’s wonderful. We need more Juliets like this—Juliets who express themselves so freely and fearlessly.

How Would BTS Cuddle?

@twopulse asked: how bts would cuddle with their s/o?             

Thanks for this request, and sorry for the wait~ I was gonna do most of my requests when I came out with part 8 of cosa nostra, but I needed a bit of a breather from it at the moment lol -Spice

Rap Monster:

Originally posted by yourpinkpill

Originally posted by sensualkisses

Namoon is definitely the type to get more cuddly as the night gets later and later. Yet it wouldn’t just be all cuddles though, but would actually be more or less his time to open up to you completely about anything and everything. He’d want to hold you but in a position where he could see your face so he could talk to you properly.


Originally posted by bwiseoks

Originally posted by sensualquotes

He’s a pretty affectionate person, so he would probably just plop himself down on/next to you if he craves you attention. Cuddling with Jin would be the cutest experience ever until he begins to goof off and tell dad jokes the entire time.


Originally posted by frostbittensuga

Originally posted by tilldeathdousart

Cuddling? More like entangling limbs as both of you sleep. When he’s awake he might try to act like a tough guy, but he always caves to your cuddling demands pretty easily. Especially because he gets to sleep more haha


Originally posted by yourpinkpill

Originally posted by pleasingpics

Another cuddle monster enters the fray! It doesn’t matter what you’re doing, he’s going to grab onto one part of your body and not let go until he’s fulfilled his attention quota for the day…which is limitless to be honest so good luck ever getting him off of you not that you’d want to.


Originally posted by 4cyphers

Originally posted by sensualkisses

Cuddling with Taehyung would likely just end up just pure horseplay. It would start out simple enough with his arm around your body, but he’d get the sudden urge to poke or tickle you until you both were breathless.


Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

Originally posted by admireforever

Cuddling is, in Jimin’s mind, the perfect time to admire your looks. Cuddling sessions with him is just pure body worship with him endlessly showering you with complements.


Originally posted by bangsihyuks

Originally posted by lovershub

Jungkook loves cuddling, but it’s hard for him to resist the urge to kiss you or initiate something else. If you’re just wanting to cuddle he’ll back off and complain about how cute you are.

Metallica Meet N Greet London 22nd Oct 2017.

Hi guys. 

So as promised, i thought i would write about my meet n greet experience plus tell you all how the gig went! It was of course, amazing. What i thought i would do, is to write about the meet n greet in this post and do a separate one for the actual gig as other wise it’s gonna be as long as War and Peace lol. 

Please bear with me re any spelling mistakes etc, i am shattered (i had less than 4 hours sleep because i was buzzing so much afterwards!) but i wanted to get it all written down whilst it’s still fresh in my mind. 

So after a fairly easy drive and train ride down to london, we (My long suffering husband and I) arrived at our hotel 35 minutes early before check in at 2pm. My email from the met club stated i had to be at the designated meeting area at the 02 arena by 3pm, any later, you won’t be let in!

I was anxious to get checked in so i could get the tube to the 02, so as soon as it hit 2pm i was at the desk. Checked in, we quickly dumped our overnight stuff in the room, me double checking i had my id, my items to be signed, my phone and very importantly the concert tickets!

The tube only took us 10 minutes, so we arrived around 2.20pm. As we were coming out of North Greenwich train station, i snapped this picture of the Service information board. 

We arrived outside the 02 arena, as it was still early and the merch shop was right in front of us, we decided it would be sensible to go and buy some stuff now rather than face the long ass queues later, especially as i didn’t know how long the meet n greet was going to be. 

Merch purchased, we headed to the meeting point, where there were two other people also standing, me tentatively asking “Are you here for the meet and greet?” 


“Oh good, we’re in the right place!”

We stood around for the next 20 minutes chatting amongst each other, more and more people joining us, all asking the same “Are you all for the meet and greet” question. 

Then 3 people from the Met Club came along, checked our id and concert tickets against their list of names and we were then issued our wristbands. 

We were taken into the main entrance hall and told “if you need to use the toilet, do it now, you might be standing around for several hours”. Once everyone arrived back from the toilet, we were taken around to the side of the arena and went through some doors taking us to the back stage area. At this point, we had to empty all our pockets, have our bags searched and then be patted down for security purposes. 

We then walked along a little further, right behind where all the seating is in the arena and stood along a wall waiting before we were allowed through any further. As you walked along, you could see all the tour cases with the Metallica logo on it all stacked up. The met club reps were all really nice and chatty to us whilst we waited. Whilst waiting, we heard the guys sound checking which was amazing. The drums were vibrating more my body so much! Then were heard the guitars and then the unmistakable sound of James singing a few lines into the microphone. We were all looking at each other, like Fuck! That’s Hetfield singing less than 30 metres away from us!

Finally after waiting around 30 minutes, we were moved into another corridor, double doors on my right, a black curtain on the left, so essentially we had a small contained area. We were asked to line up on opposite sides of the corridor and were informed about the rules. 

1st Rule - You don’t talk about the rules!

Just joking, they didn’t say that, it was just general stuff about waiting for the guys to come to you, having your camera ready, only 2 items to be signed etc etc. 

At this point, i was still feeling quite chilled about the whole thing!

Then walked in Rob. 

He went to the opposite wall to where i was standing which meant i then ended up being the 2nd from last person to meet him.  At this point i looked at the guy next to me and we both just laughed nervously. Rob makes his way around us, about halfway around, Lars then walks in! Toothpick in mouth of course!

Rob eventually gets to me. I quickly hand my phone over to one of the reps and shake Rob’s hand. Feeling a tad trembly, i say hello and asked him how he was. He said he was feeling great and asked how i was. “Yeah, i’m good thank you”. 

I didn’t plan to ask the guys any specific questions as i thought i would just say what came to me at the time rather than stressing over what to say and knowing me, getting myself all tongue tied. 

I asked Rob if he was looking forward to playing tonight in london and he said he was very much looking forward to it. I then asked him to sign my RTL vinyl and my husband’s MOP t shirt. Had my photo taken and we shook hands again and i told him that it was lovely to meet him and good luck for tonight. Rob thanked me and said it was lovely to meet me too and he moved on to the guy next to me. Rob really is a lovely guy and i’m slightly annoyed that i didn’t realise it was his birthday the next day as otherwise i would have wished him a happy birthday, but never mind. 

So next up was Lars. Lars was the one i was most nervous to meet for some reason!But actually having met Rob and seeing Lars go round all the others, i felt fine by the time he got to me. 

We shook hands and i asked how he was. he said he was doing good and then he asked where i was from (he asked everyone where they were from). I told him i was originally from Essex but was now living in Cambridge. At this point, he then points to a couple of the others on the opposite wall and then says “Oh, we have someone else from Essex here and this guy is from Cambridge too!” Lars then asked if we knew each other or lived near each other, resulting in this quite funny 3 way conversation between us about whereabouts we lived and Lars asking how near our respective villages were to each other. 

Lars signed my RTL vinyl and i told him how it was my favourite Metallica record. I then asked him to sign my husband’s shirt and said that he was waiting outside and that i had to mention him because he was the one who introduced me to Metallica. Lars smiled and said “Well tell him i said Hi!”.

We had our photo taken (several actually, the guy taking the photos took a few whilst i was talking to Lars which was nice) and i have to say, he smelt amazing! I don’t know what fragrance he wears, but he smelt so good! We shook hands again and i said it was lovely to meet him and good luck for tonight and he held my hand and nodded his head and said “and you”. 

I really don’t understand how people call Lars an asshole because he is the sweetest guy! You can tell he really enjoys meeting the fans and wants to get to know a little bit about us, he is 100% a genuine lovely man. 

Lars finished up with us all and said thanks for coming before disappearing behind the black curtain. 

(Lars pointing to the guy from cambridge!)

Now we were all waiting for who would come through next. I knew it would probably be Kirk, but of course, i couldn’t help but hope that James who maybe decide to attend. 

We then heard more music being played further down the corridor for about 20 minutes, so whether that was maybe the guys in the tuning room? Not sure as couldn’t really recognise any of the songs being played so in hindsight it may have been the support act tuning up. 

Then in came Kirk with a big “Heyyyyy!” and a big smile on his face. He is absolutely beautiful to look at in real life (not that he isn’t in photos, but you get my meaning.). 

Kirk came to my side of the wall first, so i was 2nd in line to meet him. 

Kirk came to me, big smile on his face. Shook his hand (his hands were slightly sweaty bless! So maybe he had been playing just before coming to us?  and asked him how he was. He told me he was feeling good and not as jetlagged as he thought he would be! We laughed and i said well that’s always good. Again i asked if he was looking forward to playing tonight and he said he was. Kirk seemed in a really good mood actually which was really nice to see, he genuinely appeared excited to be back in the UK. He signed my items and we took a picture (a hug from kirk is amazing by the way as you will see by my face in the picture!) and shook hands again and again said “Really lovely to meet you Kirk” and he said “and you, see you out there”. 

Kirk is really lovely and as i said he is stunning! Really jovial, nice guy. 

Kirk made his way around everyone else and then as went to disappear behind the black curtain, he said bye and he’ll see us all out there. 

(Please excuse my loony grin!)

With baited breath, we could all see we were wondering if our luck was in and would James come along, but unfortuanetly no, one of the club reps informed us that the meet n greet was over and to gather all our stuff and we would be shown back out. 

Never mind, i totally respect James’ reasons (whatever they are) to not attend (probably good from my point of view because i genuinely think i would have been lost for words, or blubbed! Neither is good!). 

We gathered out stuff and made our way back out the way we came. I called my husband and met him outside Starbucks and gave him a hug before telling him “Lars says Hi by the way!”

I just want to say, that despite being one of the biggest bands in the world, they are all humble, genuine, lovely guys. No egos, no thinking they are better than us, just really down to earth people, who obviously enjoy meeting their fans. I will defend them to my death the next time i hear someone say they don’t care about the fans, only money, because i genuinely don’t think that is the case at all. 

So thank you Metallica and thank you to the Met Club for giving fans this amazing opportunity. Something to tell my kids about one day. Yep, Mum was cool once!

Now to just find frames to frame it all!

Thanks to you guys for reading! I’m sorry it’s long (equal apologies for my face too lol), but i hoped you enjoyed reading about my experience, words can’t describe how happy i am. 

I will write up about the gig in a separate post. 

Tagging all those who liked my post about wanting to read about my experience.

@darthvadors @flyinghetfield

@666nightprowler @meanandinfectious @only-one-who-waits @acoolaworld @metalliocalypse @134679852456 @dgrace29 @stinkywrinkles @oceanmachine

@cnmkng @alestiaa @krkhmt @dance-little-tin-goddess-dance @magnifying–glass

anonymous asked:

OMG 69 and 75 hahaha

69. “We are not going to steal someone’s dog.”

75. “Do you ever follow directions?”

LOL amazing combo. This one sucked though sorry about that. Hope you like it anyway!!


“Shawn,” I whispered, tugging on his shirt, “Who’s party is this again?”

Shawn whipped around to face me, the beer in his hand sloshing over the side of the cup and onto his hand, dripping to the floor as he grinned. His cheeks were red and flushed, his hair fluffy, his eyes a little hazy. “What? I can’t remember.” he laughed, “Why?”

I shrugged, not wanting to tell him that I was bored out of my mind. Shawn was the only person I knew at the party, and I felt annoying clinging to him all night, but the only other alternative was to sit by myself on the couch. Shawn was too drunk to care if I was being annoying anyway, and he was having fun introducing me to all his Pickering friends from high school, showing me off and wiggling his eyebrows every time he said girlfriend. It was cute, really.

“Come on, there’s someone I want you to meet.” he said, finding my hand and sending me a sloppy grin before guiding me through the crowd. We stopped by the back door, where no lights were on and nobody was.

“Shawn? What are we doing here?” I asked, laughing a little.

“Making out. Just kidding, unless you want to. I wanted to introduce you to Stanley. I thought you guys might get along.” he said, crouching down. Through the darkness I finally noticed the dog snoozing on the front mat. I laughed at Shawn’s drunken state and crouched beside him, petting the big, shaggy black dog.

“He’s adorable. Don’t pet him, Shawn, you’re allergic.” I reminded him, pulling Shawn’s hand away as he reached for the dog. Shawn pouted.

“So? It’s not my fault I’m allergic. I love dogs! My mom would never let me get one.” he complained. I rolled my eyes.

“That’s because you wouldn’t stop sneezing, you idiot.” I reminded him, scratching Stanley behind the ear. Shawn gasped suddenly, and I turned to him in confusion.

“I wish we could take Stanley home. He’s so cute, look at him.” Shawn cooed, reaching out to pet Stanley again before I swatted his hand away.

We are not going to steal someone’s dog, Shawn.” I said, rolling my eyes. Shawn rolled his eyes.

“I wasn’t going to.” he grumbled,  “Let’s get out of here. Parties aren’t your thing anyway, let’s just go watch a movie at home, yeah?” he said, changing the subject as he tried to pet Stanley again. I hit his hand away and stood up.

“You like parties though.” I said, wiping the dog hair from my hands. Shawn stood too, looking longingly down at Stanley before shrugging at me.

“I like you more.” he grinned, kissing my forehead. “Could you go grab my jacket? I wanna say bye to some people before we leave.” he said. I hummed and nodded, pushing my way through the crowd to the front door and sifting through the pile of jackets before finding Shawn’s. Turning back to find Shawn in the crowd, I spotted him down by the back hallway where we just were, with Stanley in his arms.

“Shawn!” I called, making my way over to him. As soon as he spotted me, his eyes widened and he gently put Stanley down, patting his bum in an attempt to make him move along, “Do you ever follow directions? Go wash your hands, Shawn.”

Hands in the Garden - part one

Her tone is soft, comforting, and Ryuji feels awfully cold when she pulls away.

Ryuann snippets set before, during and after P5. Rating may go up.

Seventeen – Shibuya

They surprise her with karaoke for her birthday and she can feel her heart burning and glowing with joy at the sight of all her friends gathered to celebrate with her. They bought cheap cans of beer for the occasion and managed to sneak them in and there’s so many people in the karaoke bar tonight, it’s almost hard to breathe.

Haru and Makoto made the most out of their booth, decorating it with big shiny balloons in shades of pink, white and red, all tied with golden ribbons. They hanged a large banner that sparkles, wishing her a happy birthday. People passing by their booth can’t help but stare a little longer, observing the odd mismatched group of teenagers laughing and celebrating. Normally this much attention would make her feel uneasy, but as she clinks her can against Shiho’s, her cheeks are flushed with nothing but happiness.

“I can’t believe you got Shiho to come!” she squeals happily as she sets her beer down on the table. Squeezing her best friend in her arms, she beams with delight at her friends.

“Ryuji is the one that got in touch with me!” Shiho exclaims, nodding in his direction.

Ann turns to look at her friend, and he gives her a sincere smile, holding his beer in one hand and waving at her lazily with the other. “Thanks,” she says, arms letting go of her friend. “It means a lot.”

He nods and hums at her, taking a swig of his beer. His smile mesmerizes her and she stares at him longer than she wants to. He’s quick enough to notice and raises a brow at her in curiosity before being elbowed in the side by Yusuke. The boy has a perplexed look on his face as he points at his can of beer. She vaguely hears him ask his friend Sup? before forcing herself to look away.

- - -

“Oh, I uh… I didn’t see you there!”

They’re outside, a little farther away from the bar and they can hear the muffled sounds of people laughing and singing inside. Cars are passing and a few people are hanging by the door to smoke.

He’s sitting by the curb and stands up when he sees her, shoving his cellphone in his pocket. His calmness is noticeable. He walks up to her with a smile. “Having fun?” he asks, and she can hear all the kindness of his heart in his voice.

She beams at him. “Absolutely. Just wanted some air. It’s getting pretty heated in there…” She rubs the sweat off her forehead with the back of her hand. “Also Shiho thinks Yusuke is weird.”

“No shit,” he chuckles. “We all thought that at some point.”

They walk together in comfortable silence, shoulders grazing almost instinctively, before reaching the street corner. With alcohol happily breaking the ice, they’re both staring at each other now, eyes taking each other in, aware it’s become quieter than when they were closer to the bar. She is all shades of yellow and black in the flickering streetlights and it’s almost surreal.

She’ breaks the silence first. “I’m glad you came.”

His cheeks redden ever so slightly but he recovers quickly, rubbing his neck. “You knew I’d be there, Ann.”

“Yeah but I still mean it. We’ve been spending so much time together lately… and you got Shiho to be there too.” There’s so many things she wants to say and she feels like her heart is dancing madly inside her chest.

He doesn’t say anything. Instead he inches closer towards her, pressing his lips into a thin line. They gravitate towards each other, shyly and hesitantly but it’s almost natural at the same time. There’s yearning, (there’s so much yearning) and Ann feels her cheeks redden as she speaks.

“You all mean the world to me… but you…” She looks away from him, trying to find her words. She tugs at her pigtails anxiously. “I feel like you’re much more than that, Ryuji and it’s weird because I just keep wondering if maybe…” her voice trails off, too embarrassed to continue. She wraps her arms around herself protectively before looking at him with a dismissive smile . “Just forget it.”

Her heart is racing when he cups her face in his hands.

“Huh…?” Ann’s voice is quiet despite the surprise. The shock on her face softens quickly. He smells like beer and she knows she does too. He presses his forehead against hers and rubs his thumb against her cheek, the tenderness of his actions comforting and making her heart tremble. His movements are so gentle, it’s almost hard to believe they are coming from him.

“It’s okay.” He says, and it’s oddly soothing. “I figured it out already.”

She places a hand on his chest and in this moment, he’s there, he’s solid and they stand there for a moment, breathing each other in, their bodies inches apart. Living. This is real.

He pulls his head back for her to see a small grin on his face. Their eyes meet and she smiles hesitantly, as if her heart isn’t just about to burst. She follows his gaze as they drop to her pink lips and she can tell he’s ready, and he’s not joking.

He closes the distance between them, pressing his lips against hers tenderly, one hand caressing the back of her neck, the other pulling her closer to him. They’re both new to this, clutching to each other, ignoring their shyness and self-consciousness and just being sincere. They’re leaving their goofiness behind, the silly jokes they make whenever they’re too close and just give in to their feelings, give in to a kiss they’ve both been wanting for so long.

When they finally break the kiss, he smiles against her lips and places his hands on her waist. His voice is barely a whisper when he speaks once more, sending a small shiver down her spine.

“Happy birthday, Ann.”

Sixteen – Texting somewhere on the Ginza Line

Ryuji: Hey, you busy?

Ann: No, I’m on the subway home

Ann: What’s up?

Ryuji: Listen, about earlier… I’m sorry for what I said in front of Akira

Ann: Huh?

Ann: Oh nvm

Ann: It’s okay.

Ryuji: Are you sure? I’ve been feeling like a dick ever since

Ann: Did you mean it? Do you really think I’m trying to be something I’m not?

Ryuji: You caught me off guard…

Ann: Ok?

Ryuji: You know I’m happy to help you whenever. You don’t need to offer a date in return… It just felt forced is all, Ann.

Ann: Maybe you’re right

Ryuji: And besides, if I wanted to go on a date with you, I’d win it fair and square :D

Ann: … -_- See ya tomorrow

Ryuji: Lol, sorry. You did well today, though. You’ll be in shape in no time!

Ann: I feel like my legs are about to fall off

Ryuji: That’s a good sign!

Ann: Suuuure. I guess.

Ryuji: I gotta go help my mom with dinner now. I’ll talk to you tomorrow!

Ann: Laters!

Fifteen – Shujin Academy

“I heard he punched Kamoshida-sensei in the face!”

She’s waiting by the school gates for Shiho, browsing through her phone.

“Mhm! Apparently Kamoshida-sensei brought up his dad during track practice and he lost it!”

The sun is shining but it’s a chilly morning, and she wishes her friend would just get here already.

“Poor sensei!! So that’s what happened! Sakamoto-kun is exactly like his father then! Although to be honest… seeing sensei with that bandage under his eye afterwards made him look really sexy!”

“I know right!”

She buries her nose deeper into her scarf, shooting a death glare at the two girls coming through the gates, giggling about Kamoshida. They return the gesture, muttering under their breaths haughtily together, something about taking better care of him if it were up to them.

She sighs before shoving her hands in the pockets of her sweater, shivering slightly. Come on, Shiho…

She sees the crutches before noticing who they belong to. Her eyes widen when she sees him, the cast around his leg and the permanent mix of anger and shame inked onto his face. Around him, people are whispering and giggling as they pass him by. His eyes are downcast when he reaches the gate and she has to step in his way to stop him.

He furrows a brow, annoyed. “What, Takamaki?”

A pause. Her breath catches in her throat. What is she doing? They haven’t spoken since middle school.

“I… Um…” She knows people are staring, and Ryuji’s eyes especially are burning a hole into her soul. She clears her throat and tosses her hair behind her shoulders. “Do you need help going up the stairs?”

Time stops. Her ears are burning.

“Ugh, I don’t need this…” He runs a hand through his dark hair angrily and shakes his head. “You feel bad ‘cause your boyfriend did this or something?”

Her eyes widen at his accusing tone. The words echo in her mind, clutching at her heart and bringing her back in the moment. She steps aside, allowing him to pass, looking down at her hands. He doesn’t hesitate, tightening his grip around his crutches and walking past her as fast as they allow him to.

What came over her to want to help him at all? They haven’t spoken to each other in months, going their separate ways when high school started since they were in different classes and truthfully, they weren’t even that close to begin with. They shared a few laughs here and there back then, but it had been easy to cut ties, especially when he was so dedicated to the track team.

Her heart tightens at the thought, the sudden recollection that the whole club disbanded after the incident making her grit her teeth. How could he associate her with such a disgusting human being? If only he knew the reason why she was giving Kamoshida a bit of her time…

Her mind’s in a swirl of anger and self-righteousness as she spins on her heels and makes her way to the stairs, reaching Ryuji in the space of a heartbeat. Their shoulders barely touching, she leans in close to his ear, just enough for him to hear her speak in a low voice.

“Don’t act like you know me,” she says this in the most neutral tone she can muster, but even she can hear the challenge and threat in her voice. “Because you don’t.”

And with that, she leaves his side, ignoring the looks of students gaping at them and pushing the school’s front doors open with a bit too much frustration. She feels her phone vibrate in her pocket when she opens up her locker and forgets all about Ryuji when she sees Shiho’s message.

I can’t make it to school today, bad injury from yesterday’s practice.

Her stomach drops and her insides burn as she rereads the message over and over, tears threatening to blur her vision. Grabbing her books quickly, she proceeds to slam her locker shut and wipe her eyes with the back of her hand. The rush of anger takes over her once more as she stomps on the floor violently, curling her fists into balls.

“Ugh! That fucking bastard!”

Sixteen – Hawaii, Akira and Mishima’s hotel room


“Are you asleep?”



“…No, Ryuji.”

There’s movements in the darkness, a light grunt as he sits up and leans back on his palms.

“I can’t fall asleep.”

“Mm.” She rolls onto her back and stares at the silver moonlight reflecting off the ceiling. Rubbing her eyes tiredly, she lets a sigh escape her lips. “I can’t either.“

Their voices are barely audible, like crystalline murmurs in the night.

“Hey, do you ever wonder what’s going to happen to us in a few years?”

“You mean like when we become adults?”

He stays silent for a moment, as if he’s letting her question linger in the air above them.

“I guess so.”

She gently pushes her covers to the side and crawls to the foot of the bed quietly, careful not to wake up Akira and Mishima sleeping soundly in the room with them. She lies down on her stomach and crosses her legs, a small smile forming on her lips as he shuffles closer to her bed and rests his back against the end of the mattress. Drawing lazy patterns on the sheets with her fingers, she considers his question in silence. The sound of her fingers moving against the soft fabric is strangely soothing to him, and he allows himself to close his eyes for the space of a heartbeat

She takes a deep breath before speaking. “Well… I hope we’ll all still be friends.”

He lets out a small chuckle before twisting his head back slightly to look at her. “I don’t think I can imagine a future where we all grow apart from each other.”

She gives him a firm nod before addressing the new feeling of uncertainty bubbling in her chest. “Are you worried about the future too?” Her voice is small, timid, as if she’s worried he’ll simply laugh it off or make fun of her for being afraid. It’s like she knows that deep down, this is a question he doesn’t like answering, that this is something he likes to brush off and cast aside with a joke and a silly forced smile.

He surprises her with a sigh that resonates deep within her, the kind of heavy sigh she’d make when she feels tiredness all the way to her bones.

“I guess I’m more worried about becoming like all these shitty people we fix in Mementos… or like my father.”

With a start, he feels her arms drape around his shoulders before she squeezes him tightly. His cheeks are flushed when he places a hand over her arm, patting it lightly in confusion and slight embarrassment. There’s so much warmth coming from Ann, it’s almost tangible and his skin is burning everywhere it touches hers.

“You’ll never be like them.” She says this quietly, her face buried in the crook of his neck and it’s like something is letting go of its grip around his heart for a moment. Her tone is soft, comforting, and Ryuji feels awfully cold when she pulls away. “That’s just not who you’re going to be.”

Her rush of emotions surprises her just as much as him, but when she ruffles his hair playfully in an attempt to lighten the moment, she realizes the truthfulness of her words and that she meant every part of it. Heartbeat steadying and no longer hammering away in her chest, she sits up and takes a deep breath before giving him a cheeky grin. “Besides, I’ll be there to keep you in check.”

He chuckles quietly, staring at the darkness before them. Minutes pass before he speaks again, breaking the silence in a soft voice. “You’re going to be amazing, Ann.”

Her cheeks begin to burn as she gives him a questioning look. “Why would you say that?”

He turns to look at her once more, this time turning his full body around, his brown eyes meeting her blue ones with kindness and determination. “I mean it. I know you. I know how great you are and what you can do.” He pauses and flashes her a smile. “I know you always put your mind to it when there’s something you really want.”

She doesn’t know what to do except smile a bashful smile and scratch the back of her neck. He returns the gesture, grinning sheepishly at her before looking at the jet black sky through the window. There’s a soft breeze ruffling through the palm trees and it’s like there’s not a soul in sight.

He turns to look at her and he’s surprised to see her observing him so intently, as if she’s trying to figure something out about him, her blue eyes focused and concentrated and he’s about to tell her to knock it off before Mishima grunts in his sleep and they’re both stifling a laugh.

“I guess we should try to sleep.” He’s back under his sheets now, staring at the ceiling, a soft smile hanging on his lips.

She nods before lying back down and resting her head on her pillow. “Yeah, have a goodnight.”

They stay silent longer this time, eyes fluttering shut and breathing in deeply almost as if they were in sync, both trying to ignore the soft flush of their cheeks and how warm they felt. He’s painfully aware that his heart is racing faster than he’d like it too but he just embraces it anyways.

“Yeah, I’m not worried about you at all, Ann.”

so this is it! let me know what you guys think, i fell in love with those two!

(me: I don’t really feel good about Hibiki’s dad and how they handled the situation/him in GX

also me: -imagines funny/cute interactions between the two since this child finally has her dad back-

I just want her to be happy, and she’s happier now with that weight off her shoulders I’m sure, so I can’t/shouldn’t complain at all.)

Star Trek Discovery 1x07 Magic to Make the Sanest Man Go Mad

I have just seen episode 7 of Star Trek Discovery and I need to talk about it.

Magic to Make the Sanest Man Go Mad was probably the trekiest episode of Discovery so far. I enjoyed watching it a lot for that very reason. Rainn Wilson as Harry Mudd was amazing, the perfect mix of evil and funny, and Jason Isaacs is on his way of becoming my favourite Captain (though, let’s face it, that will always be Janeway, sorry Lorca). I never knew how much I wanted a Captain to respond with “I don’t give a damn.” until now. *lol*

I also liked that Stamets got to be the one who saved the day. Granted, he needed help, but without him and his little genetics experiment, the crew of the Discovery would now be rotting in Klingon prison cells. That said, we also finally saw the crew working together as a team, which is something I had hoped to see more of.

We also saw Michael and Ash’s relationship develop. I’m not quite sure what to think about that. I don’t really ship them, but it might get interesting down the line.

Speaking of ships, I’m still very much on the Lorca/Cornwell bandwagon. So while I think that this episode is one of the (if not THE) best episode, yet, I’m a bit disappointed that they have not mentioned Cornwell. I really need to know what happened to her, like, yesterday! Since they are having a party on board the Discovery it doesn’t look like they are on a rescue mission. As a Cornwell fangirl, I have to say, it’s slightly disappointing. Though, I guess it could have been worse. At least she hasn’t been killed off on (or worse, off) screen yet.

Anyway, Jayne Brook will be on After Trek next week, so hopefully we’ll get a bit more information on Cornwell’s and Lorca’s past. I can’t wait for it to be Monday again!

anonymous asked:

I like your theory about Savitar keeping Iris alive for himself. *conspiracy theory time* Do you think it's possible that future Iris is alive too? Future Savitar could have hid her somewhere she'd never be found, even after being trapped in the speed force... I know HR is alive but Savitar could have easily got a time remnant then, but changed his plans once HR offered up himself.

Thanks, I like it too! :P Annnnnd this is some nightmare fuel another anon gave me, but yes, it’s possible. I don’t think we’ll ever learn that onscreen, but it’s interesting to think about. Savitar only remembers Iris’ death from Barry’s perspective, right? So if Savitar had something up his sleeve to keep Iris alive, Time Remnant wouldn’t know about it and is flying blind in that regard.

Given that the Star Trek episode, The Enemy Within, was mentioned do you think that Sav!Barry intended to use HR’s device to infiltrate the team and pretend to be Barry?

I do think that could’ve been part of his plan, yes. He’s obsessed with Barry despite thinking he wants to be a god, and he said when he was done Barry would be abandoned and forgotten.

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Tour Fight (Michael Imagine)

A/n: I sense some angsttt lol sorry not sorry. Hope you like it. Send in some requests please! Love you guys ❤️

TRIGGER: Some swearing

Pairing: Michael + Y/n

What the fuck.

No seriously though what the fuck.

Why would he say something like that. And behind my back. Really Michael. You don’t even have the guts to say it to my face. Mature.

I have been working with my boyfriend of 2 years and his band as a crew member for about 6 months now. I took a gap year so that I could spend some time earning money and if that means I could be with my boyfriend, I’ll take it. Now don’t get me wrong. I love it. I love being with Michael and spending time with him especially because of the long distance we have to go through for months at a time.

But sometimes we can get on each other’s nerves. Some things he spits out at me are said without thought and some things I say back can be harsh to say the least. But at the end of the day, I know that we’re in love and something as petty as a few fights isn’t going to get in the way of what we have together.

But this just pissed me off.

I was backstage setting up the speakers when I heard the boys coming my way. I decided to hide behind the curtain so I could scare Michael. He’s done it so many times to me this is the least I could do.

I hid behind the curtain waiting for him to come but as soon as I heard my name I retreated back a step. I know eavesdropping is bad but I’m human. We’re all curious, right?

“I just don’t know guys.” Michael spoke. “She’s been acting really clingy lately and I know it’s just because she’s happy to be with me but it’s getting too much. I need my space too.” The boys muttered something in response but I couldn’t think about that right now.

Clingy? Are you serious. Not once have I ever been called that. I would like to think I’m a pretty decent girlfriend when it comes to space but this is just giving me second thoughts…

Last year, I saw Michael like twice every 3 months. Our schedules are just so different but despite university and work, I still managed to fly out to wherever he was just so I could see him. Can you blame me for wanting to be with my boyfriend who I rarely get to see anyway?

Fine. If space is what he wants. Then that’s what he’ll get.

I waited until I heard their footsteps disappear down the hall and slowly made my way out of the curtain. I’m not going to lie. This sucks. It hurts he would say that. I mean at least not say it behind my back right? Say it to my face instead of the boy’s. But whatever. I’ll give him what he wants.


Since this morning I have not said more than two words to Michael. He could tell something was up but decided to keep quiet thinking I would step up and just tell him. But he should know me by now. I’m stubborn as fuck.

The show was about to start soon and I was talking to some of the other crew members when I saw that flash of blue hair coming my way. I looked back and continued my conversation until I felt someone hold my wrist.

“Hey.” He whispered quietly. “We need to talk.”

I pretended I didn’t hear him but he started pulling me away.

“Michael.” I hissed. “I’m talking right now can’t you see?”

He furrowed his eyebrows and I could see a flash of annoyance cross his eyes before he said, “Sorry fellas but I really need to talk to this one so if you don’t mind.”

“Mike I-” But I couldn’t finish my sentence because I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and lift me over his shoulder walking back to what my guess was the dressing room.

“Really Michael. Why are you such a child. Put me down right now.” I determinedly said but of course he wouldn’t listen.

“You think I haven’t noticed. You haven’t spoken to me all day and I want to know what’s up.” He replied back.

We stopped outside the dressing room and he put me down on the table lingering in the hallway. He came in between my legs and rested his hands on my thighs.

I avoided his gaze and tried looking anywhere but him.

“Baby.” He softly said. “Talk to me.”

“Oh I’m sorry.” I replied with sarcasm clear in my voice. “I just wanted to give you space.”

I saw the realization hit him as I looked up into his eyes. “Fuck.” He whispered looking up at the ceiling.

“Now if you don’t mind, I have some work to do.” I got up, well attempted to but his hands held my waist in place preventing me from moving any further.

“Stop. Just listen to me for a second sweetheart.” He tried looking in my eyes but I was too pissed off. He finally got fed up and tilted my chin up to face him. “I’m so sorry baby. I was just really stressed out today and I let my mouth get the better of me.” He genuinely looked apologetic but I wasn’t going to forgive him that easily.

“You know Mike.” I started, “I thought I was a pretty good girlfriend when it came to the whole clingy thing. But after you said that, and might I say behind my back, I felt hurt.”

I saw him look down ashamed but continued, “If you thought I was being clingy you could have just told me you know! I would have backed off. I was just so excited and happy that I got the chance to actually get to be with you on tour but you just made me feel so insecure that I had to avoid you the whole day.”

“Okay stop.” He finally spoke. “I never meant to make you feel like that baby. I fuckin promise you that. I love having you here okay? You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” He gently started rubbing the side of my thighs in a soothing manner trying to get me to calm down and listen to him.

“The tour has just been stressing me out and I never meant to take it out on you. You are not clingy. Hell I’m probably more clingy than you!” He laughed gently.

I smiled up at him finally relaxing and wrapping my arms around his torso pulling him closer to me. I visibly saw his whole demeanor relax as I laid my head on his chest.

“I missed you so much today, you know.” He whispered, gently stroking my hair.

“I missed you too.” I replied back smiling into his chest. “Even though we’ve been in the same building for the last 5 hours.”

He laughed, “Never thought I’d say this but I actually like hearing you talk.”

I slapped his arm and looked back at him. “I love you.” I said looking into his eyes.

“I love you so much more you don’t even know.” He leaned down and pressed his lips against mine in a soft, soothing kiss that I could never get tired of.

He leaned back slightly but I reached up and pecked his lips again, feeling him smiling. “Now hurry, you’ve got a show to do.”

“Fuck right.” We started making our way towards the stage until he pulled me to a stop in front of him.

“I’ll miss you.” He spoke, lips brushing against mine.

“Jesus, you’re so corny.” I smiled against his lips. “Now go!” I shoved him away but not without him pecking my lips one last time.

“Kill it on stage babe.” I whispered our pre show saying we always said before he got on stage.

“Just for you.” He smiled back.

I need to get myself together. Starting from today, no more days off from school (I managed to get out of bed this morning and went to school). No more isolating myself, no more locking my emotions away and talk about them instead (though I wish I found it easy to talk about my feelings with someone face to face ;; that’s why I tend to message people how I’m feeling).

I just hope I can keep this up lol

So...about being your boyfriend...( Jace Lightwood/Wayland Imagine Drabble)

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Fandom: Shadowhunters

Pairing: Jace Lightwood/Wayland x Reader




Imagine yourself and Jace in a long distance relationship, you counting down each day until you will get to see Jace for the first time.

Warnings: -

Words: 964


SURPRISE AGAIN :D Yes still on hiatus but here is a short jace drabble for you because why not

Also sorry for any mistakes, English isn’t my first language lol. Fandoms I write about (x), my ask box (x), my collection of stories (x) and

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Since going off to college in another state you and your brother Simon had made nightly face timing your tradition . Not seeing your brother was a real bother to you , typical for twins your bond was really strong . Even though you were only 4 minutes younger he treated you like the little sister he had to protect . You didn’t mind though .

Hiding his transition into a vampire from you ? Impossible .

During one of your visits you had noticed all the weird habits , eventually confronting Simon . That day you had been introduced to the Shadow World, well technically at least . You knew Clary of course , her being a Shadowhunter was a real shocker to you . You had also heard about the Lightwoods and a guy named Jace who had captured Clary’s interest at first before she had turned to Simon . Finally !

Naturally , being on your twin brothers side , you automatically disliked Jace .

That was until the day Simon left his face time open and a blonde , quite handsome guy had stepped in front of the camera. Jace was by far not as awful as you thought and after 30 minutes of watching him struggling with human technologies you were fascinated . And luckily for you he was too .

“I have no idea how you and Simon share the same last name.” Jace had said one night after several weeks of face timing regularly . You had laughed and rolled your eyes before you replied : “ You’re a jackass, Wayland.” But what a cute ass he was .

Somewhere along the lines you both had fallen for each other , or at least you did . You weren’t too sure about Jace but judging by Simons annoyed comments about the blonde Shadowhunter being a ‘love sick puppy’ and his threats to stay away from his sister pretty much summed up your relationship . You had a thing . Verbally you weren’t dating . But technically you were . It was strange . It was exciting . But there was nothing you wanted more than to actually meet him . Luckily you would be in just about 30 minutes.

From the day you had informed him about you coming home for summer break you had counted the days until the minute you would be able to feel his arms around you . And now , finally , with Simon coming running towards you it was time.

“Sissy!” You were enveloped into a tight , bone crushing hug from your brother that made you laugh . “Simon! It’s so good to see you again.” You hoped you weren’t looking too tired from your travel . Only dressed in tight black leggings and a oversized shirt topped with a leather jacket made you feel a little underdressed when you eyed the gorgeous brunette called Isabelle behind Simon . God , your messy bun was so out of place . “It’s so great to have another woman here you have no idea.”, Izzy welcomed you with a warm smile before your eyes caught the sight of a tall figure you were very familiar with . Could a person be any more attractive in real life ?

Jace was walking down the stairs when his eyes caught yours, making him freeze before a huge grin grazed his lips .

You imagined it to be awkward , believing to be blushing and stumbling over words but the reality was way more satisfying . As soon as he had caught your eyes Jace jumped down the stairs, taking three large steps before you felt yourself getting lifted into air , strong arms around you . “Jace!”,you laughed taking in all the new experiences . His smell , the feel of his body… “Y/N!” You heard your brother clear his throat but Clary shushed him , not that either of you cared . You wrapped your arms around his torso enjoying his hands on your back before he cradled your face . “Are you tired?”,his voice was low but soft and it made you chuckle. “Do I look that awful?” “No not at all.”,he winked before his eyes shifted over to our brother and his friends watching you . “C'mon.”, Clary smiled at you before she tried to distract your brother to give you both a little time.

“This looks so much more modern than I imagined.”, you said while you followed Jace through the the institute . “How come Simon is allowed here?” Jace sighed before he rolled his eyes. “Magnus and Simon seem to have certain rights.” Noticing your question he smiled before he replied : “Alec’s …boyfriend I guess.” You raised an eyebrow grinning . “You guess ? Either he is or he’s not .” Jace opened the door to his room before he closed it behind you . “Well what about me then ?”

Your eyes roamed the obvious male influenced room , his question startling you. “Huh?” He grinned , winding his fingers into your hair after opening up your bun . “Well apparently one is a boyfriend or one is not . Am I ?” You shook your head confused , chuckling . “Either I am way more sleepy than I thought or you’re just making no sense.”

“You’re adorable.”

His thumb rubbed over one of your cheekbones , making you blush . “You’re even more beautiful in person , you know .”, he murmured making you smile . “You’re too . Attractive I mean.” He chuckled . “Was that a compliment , Lewis?” “Maybe, Wayland.” His eyes focused on your lips , softly biting on his own himself.

“So…about being your boyfriend…”

sorry-ionlydrinkmilk  asked:

Hello :) Could I pretty please get a written BTS ship? I'm actually kind, friendly, down to earth and also clumsy. I well have the mind of 19+ lol I cannot live without talking and really love taking care of others. Good adviser. Yet, there is a time I need someone to hear me pour out about anything and give me courage. My goal is to have a big family. Love running, dancing and advanturous things even though I'd rather choose to lay down all day lol Thank you so much for your effort.

Hi there, @sorry-ionlydrinkmilk! Based on your description, I see you as someone who is passionate and hard working. Thus, I totally ship you with JIMIN! You love taking care of others, but there are times when you feel like you’re shouldering everyone’s worries by yourself. This is something that both you and Jimin face, and I can see you both taking care of each other. Both of you are like batteries because you help others recharge. I can see you both being there for each other and gaining strength from each other’s support. You and Jimin would be a couple that consistently gives and is surrounded by love.

Month of Spreads: Days 2-4

So I love how on day 1 of October, I’m all like “yea!! I’m gonna do this challenge and stay committed to doing this for the whole month for once!” and literally the next day, I flake until day 25 LOL. I’m so sorry @tarotprose! o3o

Day 2: Tell Me Something Good About the Difficult Situation I’m Facing

For this spread, I chose The Chrysalis Tarot because of its tendency to relay positive and uplifting messages, even for “bad news cards.” It’s also the deck I use to communicate with my spirit companions, so I’m not surprised at all that they came through for me in this reading. xD

The Watcher: Please do not ever feel as though you’re bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders alone. Know that you are being watched by many individuals who care deeply about you and they monitor your wellbeing to ensure no direct harm is done. For now, they are simply waiting until you’ve gone through the experiences and have learned the lessons necessary from those pains, and will always be a hand reach away as they guide you in spirit.  

Three of Stones: The culmination of knowledge learned and efforts put forth has produced a very favorable situation that will show itself soon. There is a great potential for achieving mastery in a skill and the lessons you are learning now will gear you towards the right mindset needed to excel in it.

The Acrobat: Once you overcome these hurdles, it’ll be a roller coaster ride of adventure and fun. Many opportunities for learning are on the way, and it’ll be a time where you’ll need to elegantly balance yourself between all of the fresh new perspectives that will be presented to you soon. It’ll be a prime transitional period for you that will elevate your spiritual practices to new heights, so there is definitely something to look forward to in the coming future.

Day 3: My Personal Development

For this spread, I decided to use the Ostara Tarot because it’s based on the transitional changes of life and I figured that it’d be helpful in determining how I can develop myself.

1. How can I develop more self-acceptance in my life?

4 of Chalices: Embrace your differences and the parts of yourself that you deem as your “shadow traits.” At the moment, you reject the parts of you that are “broken” or “tainted” with too much negativity, but turning a blind eye to these pieces of yourself and suppressing their pain will only hurt and inhibit you from living freely. To develop more self-acceptance, you must gather the courage to open your eyes, heart, and mind so that you can see these aspects eye-to-eye and heal by fully re-integrating them back into your core. Disowning these lost pieces will only lead to you losing more and more of yourself as time goes by, until most of your soul is stuck in the past. You do not have to be ashamed of these pieces any longer, for they are all a part of you and your experiences here thus far.

2. How can I develop more clarity in my life?

Knight of Wands: Actively seek knowledge and the answers to even the most mundane of questions. You’ll find that even the simplest questions can lead to the deepest answers. Additionally, allow your heart to indulge in activities it’s passionate about, even if it means following a sudden tug towards something. You’ll find that in doing so, your answers will become crystal clear.  

3. How can I develop more academic focus in my life?

10 of Wands: You’ve reached a point in your life where a lot of the hurdles and stresses that plagued you are behind you now. You must persevere with your studies and focus on planning for the long-term. Your future and its path will be set as long as you continue to strive towards your passions.

Reversed Page of Swords: You are also in a situation where you’ve got a lot on your plate and your focus is therefore being spread thin. Prioritize and choose the main goals you’d like to put your energy into. Don’t allow miscellaneous tasks distract you from your main goals.

Day 4: The Intuitive Reading

For this reading, I chose the word “blockage,” so all of the cards in this spread are in regards to the severe mind’s eye blockage I’m going through right now in response to all of the spiritual events that have been happening to me recently.

Impressions of each card:

  • Page of Swords:
    • Swift movement and progress. 
    • Determination and drive towards a goal.
    • Fennec fox is adapted to this terrain (has taken a lot of time to evolve and reach this point)
    • Moving quickly, but carefully (sneakily)
    • Dunes in the background connote shifty environments– a situation that is in a raher unknown realm and one that is unfamiliar to the average person. 
      • Despite the harsh and very specific terrain, I can tell the man is prepared (via clothing + weapon) for the journey ahead.
    • Overall Impression: The path to clearing this blockage will not be an easy joruney to embark or even see the end to, but if you’re going into it prepared and willing to battle the challenges you’ll find, you will be successful in your endeavors. 
  • 8 of Pentacles:
    • Refinery. Working hard in the scalding heat to perfect a talisman with intricate symbols.
    • Several tools lay beside the owl to show its mastery in different techniques to create the final products (its end goal).
    • Owl is a symbol of wisdom, knowledge, and in this case, craftsmanship.
    • Despite the setbacks of being a bird (having flammable feathers and needing to use feet to hold tools), the owl creates such beautiful pieces of work through determination and skill.
    • Overall impression: Utilizing a variety of techniques to forge a solution for this goal, as well as taking the time out of your day to practice releasing this blockage despite the adversities will eventually yield great results as long as you continue working toward this goal.
  • Reversed 4 of Chalices:
    • Accepting help from others and different perspectives, views, or techniques to do the same thing.
    • Not being afraid to delve into the unfamiliar.
    • Releasing the psychological chains that keep you from stepping outside of your comfort zone.
    • Willingness to accept new ideas.
    • Upside down cloth looks like a rainbow.
    • Overall impression: You must open yourself to new ideas, and experiences instead of living in fear of the unknown. You mustn’t reject working with things you are unfamiliar with if you want to continue growing on your path. There will be great harmony and success if you open yourself up to learning new trades of your craft.
    • Death:
      • Oh boy (this card has meant a lot of things for me these past few months)
      • Plants regrowing from the skull to symbolize a rebirth of sorts.
      • Different kinds of drawing styles for the same hands and plants being overlaid on each other — different planes of existence. Overlaying looks like elevation?
      • These hands have a role in facilitating this change.
      • Vulture is the bird associated with carnage and recycling carcasses. The vulture itself is being recycled.
      • The surroundings make this seem to be in a deep and dark place, but there’s light coming out of the skull where rebirth is happening most.
      • Overall Impression: You will need to undergo a rebirth of yourself, your soul, that will transcend several planes. Unblocking your mind’s eye will initiate a new path in your life as you delve deeper into your psyche and what makes you, you. Your life has been built up to this moment where you must take the next step and move towards learning about your past in a way that you had not imagined you would have before. While this may be an unknown realm for you to dive into, it will be for your benefit to pursue this, as there will be a great gaining of wisdom and knowledge once your journey is over.

    Impressions of all cards

    • There seems to be a common orange-brown + darker blue color scheme. This means that I’m going to be journeying back to my roots and pursuing an unknown path that will be deep within myself, but there will be light at the end of this tunnel — an enlightenment of some sorts.
    • There is no similarity in terms of suit or arcana in this spread. Perhaps this means that I must take a varied approach to address this issue and that a lot of techniques will be learned along this journey that I may not be aware of just yet.

    nje-hene  asked:

    Hey Ivory!Just wanted to let you know Extra Cheese made me feel so much better after reading it now!I've had a rough couple of days with my grandpa severely sick and now I was literally smiling and laughing.Thank you for making me feel better. I always love your work. Also this kinda hit home with the vomitting in the sink part lol I loved it! P. S i think I saw a post of yours a few days ago about changing your URL after halloween to something else but I can't remember it. Care to let me know?

    I am really sorry to hear about your Grandpa, honey. I wish and hope for his good health. Though I am glad to hear that my story could at least put a smile on your face – you deserve all of that happiness and laughter!! Thank you so much for reading ♡ And I completely relate to the vomiting in the sink too, I feel like that is a general experience for many people hahah.

    My new URL will be vankoya as of the 1st of November!!

    prove it

    Summary: where oc feels unloved and jaebum is emotionally constipated

    Word count: 2017

    Pairing: Jaebum X OC

    Warning(s): angstttt, and painfulllll :(, lapslock

    A/N: this is a drabble turned long. OTL i didn’t expect to type this much for this drabble but yeah, this is what happens when you’re too involved in the story. and im sorry about the flow of this story (in fact, all of my stories). i realized that my person narrative (is that what it’s called lol) is not consistent throughout. sometimes it’s the oc’s pov, but halfway it will switch to a third person pov and then suddenly to jb’s pov lol. i’m sorry about the inconsistency in all of my stories. i just write what i feel tbh. i put my hardwork for my stories even though i don’t receive anything from it OTL 

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