anonymous asked:

can I have a scenario with Soonyoung where the reader is feeling extremely down concerning family circumstances and she goes to his place to get away for a bit after an argument and he distracts her with his stupidity/cuteness, maaaaaaybe a tad bit of nsfw (im trash pls) but mostly fluffy TT

Here you go, anon! I hope you like it, there is also slight smut like you asked but not an awful lot >.< Hope you feel better soon~

baby don’t cry.
Hoshi x reader
genre: angst, fluff, comforting boyfriend, slight smut, cute af

You were sat outside your boyfriend’s apartment, holding your phone tightly as you looked around. Your eyes burned with tears as you remembered the argument with your family, something that resulted in you walking out of your house.

Now you were waiting in the cold November night, wondering if you should call Soonyoung and ask if you could stay with him for the night. You hesitated, but you weren’t sure why you were holding back.

You finally gathered up the courage to give him a call, and he had picked up on the first ring.

“Babe? What’s up, it’s really late.” His voice was laced with worry as he spoke, and as steadily as you could, you said, “I walked out… Can I come to yours?”

Soonyoung sounded like he was getting his keys together, offering to come and pick you up.

“I’m already outside, Soonyoung.”
“What? In the cold? How long have you-” He stuttered. “Let yourself in, okay? You should have just come home instead of waiting…”

You felt bad that he sounded so concerned, but you agreed and walked through the entrance of the building.

Once the lift got up to the seventeenth floor, you turned right and went down the hallway to your boyfriend’s flat.

The door was open, and you entered slowly. Soonyoung had appeared from the living room, pulling on a jumper.

“Oh, no, what happened?” He rushed up to you just as you started to cry softly. Soonyoung pulled you into a hug, holding you close as you weeped into his chest.

“I hate my family. They’re treating me like shit and they don’t understand.” You shook your head as he shushed your crying, hugging you tightly and trying to make you feel better.

“Hey, babe, listen. Save your tears, those people aren’t worth it.” Soonyoung was glaring at the floor, he knew how your family was and every time you had an argument with them, you were always the one that suffered from it and he was annoyed at them for being this way.

“Come on. I’ve got your favourite ice cream in the freezer.” Soonyoung grinned.

“I’m freezing to death, dumbass, how am I going to eat cold ice cream?” You raised a brow as you nudged his stomach, making your way to the kitchen.

“There’s the snarky girl I fell for.” Soonyoung smirked. “Though I did like you better when you call me by my name instead.”
“Dork. I always call you by your name.” You both set the ice cream out on the counter to let it melt a little bit.

“Yes… If my name is Idiot, Dumbass, Little Bitch-” Soonyoung began to count the names off his fingers, and you rolled your eyes at him.

“That’s cause you act like one most of the time.” You placed your hands on your hips, looking at him incredulously. “Dont deny it.”
“You love it when I’m dumb, don’t deny it. It makes you laugh.” Soonyoung stuck his tongue out.

“Uh huh, right.” You nodded, leaning against the counter. “I totally love it.”

Soonyoung turned towards you, his arms on either side of you on the counter as he looked down at you.
“You love a lot of things about me, babygirl.” He chuckled, his voice low and soft as he spoke. “Can’t deny that, right?”
“Oh God, we are dating, Soonyoung, it would be an issue if I didn’t.” You snorted, looking up at him with a grin. You were feeling a lot better now, this boy definitely knew how to lighten your mood.

“Babe… I know you’re a little slow, but I’m trying to kiss you here.” Soonyoung arched his brows as he smirked. “A little kiss always made me feel better.”

You chuckled, allowing him to kiss you softly, his lips meeting yours and melting together like chocolate. His hands moved down to your waist, gripping onto your shirt as he let out a small moan.

“Soonyoung…” You whispered as he pulled off your shirt and let it drop to the floor.

“My name sounds the best when you say it. Breathless, heavy, needy…” He pulled you closer, kissing you deeper and making you whimper as your fingers twisted in his jumper.

“Hey, shall we go to my room? It’s a lot warmer, we can get some sleep even without our clothes on.” Soonyoung laughed breathlessly, his thumbs rubbing circles on your hips in a way that was both comforting and enticing.

“We’re not going to get any sleep, babe.” You said softly, hiding your face in his jumper. Laughter rumbled through his chest, before he lifted your face to kiss you again. You whined into his mouth, until you both parted, both panting softly and staring into each other’s eyes longingly.

Soonyoung lifted you off your feet and carried you to the bedroom, the chocolate ice cream long forgotten.

Home Run (M)

Anonymous said to oppamansae:

“I still cannot get baseball jungkook damn that was amazingly HOT ! God damn ! Baseball jungkook X Cheerleader Reader ?! <3 Smutttttttttt~~~~~ with a fluff ? XD - ok im still imagining baseball player jungkook *heart eyes*”

Yeah as shitty as the title is, I can’t think of anything else. BUT YES HERE YOU GO BEAUTIFUL ANON. BASEBALL PLAYER ROOKIE JUNGKOOKIE. 2,036 Words

Pairing: Baseball player! Jeon Jungkook x Cheerleader! Reader

Genre: Fluff, Smut, Baseballer au!

Warnings: (slight)fingering, riding, JEON JUNGKOOK

Originally posted by mayfifolle

“And Jeon Jungkook is getting ready to take the next ball. One more home run, and this came is over. All the plates are empty – will he be able to make it?”

The entire arena cheered his name along with the cheerleading squad which belonged to the team containing the star baseball players of Korea, BTS. Not only were their visuals amazing, but they were all-stars, especially the main batsmen, Jeon Jungkook. 

“Takada Naoki is getting ready to bowl, and–” There was a thunderous ‘bang’ which irrupted from the bat of the brunet. “Amazing hit!!”

The crowd went wild as the player immediately dashed off the home plate. You cheered from your stage along with your group of girls – maybe you weren’t the main cheerleader, but you tried your best, kicking and waving your white and blue pom-poms from your position on the side.

“Jungkook! Jungkook!” 

The entire stadium chanted as he made it to third base, the Japanese team finally getting the ball, ready to pass it to the keeper. All the cheering stopped for a moment as soon as the ball was in the air, breaths being held in anticipation. The male soon slipped into home base as the ball was caught, the referee bringing the whistle to his lips.

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hopeless fountain kingdom sentence starters


  • ❝ civil blood makes civil hands unclean. ❞
  • ❝ i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country. ❞
  • ❝ hands so bloody, tastes like honey. ❞
  • ❝ i’m finding it hard to leave ❞


  • ❝ i find myself alone at night unless i’m having sex. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t let him touch me anymore. ❞
  • ❝ i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored. ❞
  • ❝ i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors. ❞
  • ❝ please don’t go away ❞
  • ❝ it’s too late. ❞
  • ❝ i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything. ❞
  • ❝ i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything. ❞


  • ❝ i know where to lay. ❞
  • ❝ i know what to say. ❞
  • ❝ it’s all the same. ❞
  • ❝ i know how to play. ❞
  • ❝ if i keep my eyes closed he looks just like you. ❞
  • ❝ he’ll never stay, they never do. ❞
  • ❝ if i keep my eyes closed he feels just like you. ❞
  • ❝ you’ve been replaced. ❞
  • ❝ i’m face to face with someone new. ❞
  • ❝ tell me where i went wrong. ❞
  • ❝ tell me how to move on. ❞
  • ❝ he don’t realize that i’m thinking about you. ❞


  • ❝ no time for wishful thinking. ❞
  • ❝ i can put up one good fight. ❞
  • ❝ i can put on a show. ❞
  • ❝ don’t you see what you’re finding? ❞
  • ❝ this is heaven in hiding. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t have no time for conversation. ❞


  • ❝ i’m still alone in my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i know you’re dying to meet me. ❞
  • ❝ baby, as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did. ❞


  • ❝ i don’t wanna fight right now. ❞
  • ❝ we’re running out of time. ❞
  • ❝ i’m calling it a night. ❞
  • ❝ trying to talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me. ❞
  • ❝ i want you to love me now or never. ❞


  • ❝ i’ve missed your calls for months it seems. ❞
  • ❝ i still know your birthday. ❞
  • ❝ sorry that i can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me. ❞
  • ❝ sorry i could be so blind, didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind. ❞
  • ❝ i run away when things are good. ❞
  • ❝ it seems i broke your heart. ❞
  • ❝ someone will love you, but someone isn’t me. ❞


  • ❝ there’s a place where love conquers all. ❞
  • ❝ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ❞
  • ❝ she begs to be loved. ❞


  • ❝ breakfast is cold. ❞
  • ❝ i’m watching you choke down the words that you said. ❞
  • ❝ i get the message you wish i was dead. ❞
  • ❝ if you don’t love me no more, then lie. ❞


  • ❝ i’m about four minutes from a heart attack. ❞
  • ❝ i think you make me a maniac. ❞
  • ❝ damn, if these walls could talk. ❞
  • ❝ shit is crazy, right? ❞
  • ❝ that ain’t your baby no more. ❞


  • ❝ he’s calling me a bitch again. ❞
  • ❝ i believe that we’re meant to be. ❞
  • ❝ jealousy got the best of me. ❞
  • ❝ i always make the same mistakes. ❞
  • ❝ i’m bad at love, but you can’t blame me for trying. ❞


  • ❝ i don’t give a damn what you say to me. ❞
  • ❝ i’m moving on. ❞
  • ❝ motherfucker, don’t play with me. ❞


  • ❝ she doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore. ❞
  • ❝ she doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore. ❞
  • ❝ we’re not lovers, we’re just strangers. ❞
  • ❝ she doesn’t call me on the phone anymore. ❞
  • ❝ i must’ve crossed a line. ❞
  • ❝ i must’ve lost my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i miss the mornings with you laying in my bed. ❞
  • ❝ i miss the thought of a forever, you and me. ❞
  • ❝ all you’re missing is my body. ❞


  • ❝ nobody seems to ask about me anymore. ❞
  • ❝ nobody seems to care about what i think. ❞
  • ❝ look at me. ❞
  • ❝ i’m faded away. ❞ 
  • ❝ you know, i used to be on fire. ❞
  • ❝ i’m standing in the ashes of who i used to be. ❞


  • ❝ i scream too loud if i speak my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t wanna wake it up, the devil in me. ❞
  • ❝ you said i’m too much to handle. ❞
  • ❝ now i gotta wake it up, the devil in me. ❞


  • ❝ boy, you make it look so easy. ❞
  • ❝ sorry, baby girl, but i can’t tonight. ❞
  • ❝ you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill. ❞
  • ❝ you and all your friends hate me. ❞
  • ❝ it’s easy to forgive. ❞
Redemption // Jeon Jungkook


the prompt: Jungkook scenario when your pregnant unplan baby he finds the test when you get home he starts yelling, blaming you throwing things,tells you to gtfo of his life with the baby saying fucked up things. So you leave Korea 3 year later you come back with your daughter and you guys see each other again he tries to win you back angst beginning but fluff ending?

words: 8942

category: heavy angst + fluff ending

author note: it’s time to see how good destinee’s character development skills are. also y/n didn’t leave, jungkook did. hope that’s okay. im so proud of myself for writing this?? I didn’t give up and I’m glad i didn’t. anyway, this took forever to write you can literally see my writing improve as you keep reading its kind of funny anyway let’s go!

- destinee

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The Guardians on the Beach headcanons

•Rocket dares the seaweed to come near him, and points his gun at it, even after peter says it wouldn’t hurt him.

•Rocket throws a piece of seaweed at peters face

•peter dares yondu to walk into the middle of the ocean and laughs the whole time he walks

•Kraglin asks where he is and just sees yondu
walking into the waves

•yondu uses his arrow to walk on the water

•drax tries to fight the water

•rocket doesn’t like going in the water but as Soon as baby GROOT goes running in, rocket leaps over to catch him (turns on it was just a twig)

•gamora and peter have seashell collecting contest (Gamora always wins)

•drax spends the whole time building a
sandcastle, and rocket knocks it over every time he looks away

•yondu screams, “I AM ONE WITH THE WAVES”

•the waves go up to kraglins ankles and he screams “IM DROWING”

•nebula asks to take surfing lessons and gamora knocks her off the board

•peter gets a sunburn and drax smacks him on the back

•Baby Groot sneaks around the beach and steals people’s snacks

•Gamora gets ice cream and just as she’s about to lick it, it falls

•rocket throws the frisbee into the ocean and Kraglin yells, “what the fuck rocket”

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(( OOC: Drumroll please… 

5. Dad Sirius / Remus and Baby Harry Thread (Sirius choosing to take Harry instead of go after Peter… Nana playing Harry)

Number 5 won by a pretty overwhelming margin, so you guys will be seeing some Dad’s and baby Harry soon. :) 

Also, we might have a surprise guest in that thread as well, so this’ll be fun. ;) 


anonymous asked:

Hi destiny! I love your FFXV and KH interactions so much they're all so cute~ I wondered if you had any personal headcannons for their interactions that you haven't mentioned yet? Just any random little things that you've thought about but stuff that maybe isn't enough for a drawing/comic? Just curious~

I’m glad you like them, Anon! Hmm… Let’s see…

FFXV x KH Headcanons That I Have But Probably Won’t Doodle Part 1(?)

  • Sora really wants to take the Regalia for a spin and Ignis is Very Much Opposed (I mean. I can’t blame him. Here’s a well-meaning but somewhat reckless and excitable boy from literally another planet and he wants to drive the Very Expensive Car??? No!!!)
    • But Noct and Prom see how disappointed Sora is that Ignis won’t let him give the Regalia a spin so while Ignis is otherwise occupied, they sneak to the car and stuff that dorkupine into the driver’s seat
    • Sora’s an average driver but
    • Oh boy
    • The Regalia Type F
    • As soon as that baby is airborne, Sora flies it like he was born to do it. Our little ace pilot boy is gliding and twirling that flying car and everyone is so impressed.
    • Including Ignis and Gladio who see the car from the ground
    • After that, whenever the Regalia needs to take to the skies, Sora’s the one at the controls
  • Sora is a picky eater and he hates spicy food. But he will not tell Ignis about his preferences since he’s embarrassed about his pickiness. (Don’t make fun of picky eaters, guys!) He forces himself to eat whatever Ignis cooks until he’s not hungry anymore, and then he finds a way to discreetly get rid of the rest of his food
    • Yes he usually tries to feed it to nearby animals.
    • Yes he accidentally feeds brussels sprouts to a daemon
    • Yes Ignis rushes to his aid and immediately the jig is up. But Ignis senses Sora’s embarrassment and doesn’t approach him directly about his food preferences
    • So Ignis works on being even more Observant than usual during mealtimes and picks up on what Sora likes and doesn’t like. He doesn’t always accommodate Sora! But each meal usually includes at least a side dish that he knows Sora likes
  • Sora almost beats Gladio in an arm wrestling match and this fact keeps Gladio up that night
    • Sora has cut through buildings and sliced through rock. Kid’s a beast. 
  • Sora summons Tinkerbell and the boys all get to fly around for a while! Yay!!!
    • Ignis is pretty tense the entire time he’s in the air. I don’t think he’d enjoy flying very much
    • Prompto on the other hand
    • Noctis can’t stop giggling. He is having so much fun it is SO CUTE
    • Yes the boys have used pixie dust to float over mountains they’re too lazy to hike up
  • Sora is used to blazing island heat, so he’s usually not suffering in the desert as much as the other boys are
    • But he does get cold much more easily
    • He usually needs extra blankets in the tent. He becomes a little sleeping bag burrito with only the brown spikes of his hair sticking out of the top.
  • Sora likes to sleep under the stars sometimes. He likes to look up and think about all the worlds out there and hopes his friends are doing okay. It comforts him and helps him fall asleep.
    • Yes sometimes the other bros join him! :)
  • Story time around the campfire!!
    • Sora loves hearing embarrassing stories from the chocobros’ childhoods
      • Gladio and Ignis have sooooooo much dirt on babby Noctis growing up
        • Like the time he tried to be a mother hen by stealing eggs from the kitchens, folding them up in a Very Expensive pillow, and sitting on them. Crushing all of the eggs inside. Noctis thought he’d killed the unborn chicks and oh my GOD how he CRIED!!!!
    • Sora tells them about the other worlds he’s visited
      • Everyone wants to go to Neverland since not growing up would be Nice
        • Sora wishing and wishing during the long night that they’d all just gone to Neverland and stayed there forever.
Humans are Weird: Pregnancy

What if most alien species reproduce like avians or reptiles with large clutches of eggs which they don’t spend much time with, so the concept of raising a child inside of oneself is absolutely disgusting. 

Y’xplc wandered the corridors of the ship in the middle of the night-not that it mattered in space. Most everyone was in their sleeping pods, but he heard shouts from the humans’ pod. He scuttled over as quickly as he could to investigate. There were clearly loud shouts and signs of aggression. 

“I don’t want to have the baby here!” Human-Sarah cried, “In space! What if something goes wrong- what if the spaceship air hurts it. What if-” 

“That won’t happen,” Jane interrupted her, “Nothing’s going to happen to the baby,” Jane soothed. 

This outburst surprised Y’xplc, surely human-Sarah couldn’t be concerned. The air was kept at a stable oxygen level for most species. And there were incubators for all species, the eggs would be kept safe. 

Human-Sarah had been absorbed into the crew for the most part. After a few words with Jane, the message about the shrieking had been conveyed and she had stayed quieter. Sarah even taught some of the crew-mates how to play chess. Many hours waiting in deep space were spent staring at a chess-board interspersed with some compulsory cursing as pieces were taken. 

  Human-Sarah had warmed up to the aliens and was friendly with everyone, though it wasn’t hard to notice how she shied away from direct contact with anyone, Jane. 

However, in the recent weeks, Human-Sarah had been getting moodier. Y’xplc assumed it had something to do with the eggs. But when he went to the incubator there were not any eggs there. Perhaps the laying cycle was not going well. 

Months passed and Y’xplc began to notice other things as well; human-Sarah was eating excessively and was gaining weight, a lot of weight. Progesterone levels were also increased to an unhealthy amount. 

Eventually, Y’xplc contacted human-Jane about. She was under the belly of a generator fixing it with a sonic wrench. 

“Human-Jane,” He asked, “Is human-Sarah ok?” 

“What do you mean,” Jane looked up “Is she hurt?” 

‘No, but she is gaining weight rapidly and it’s noticeable as well as increased progesterone level.” 

“Oh,” Jane let out a rush of carbon-dioxide. 
“That’s just because of the baby,” She explained

“But there are no eggs in the incubator,” Y’xplc questioned, “Are you keeping them elsewhere,” 

  There were a few species who liked to keep the eggs safe with their own body-heat as part of their customs. 

“Eggs? What does this have to do with eggs,” Jane asked confused. 
“The eggs-your offspring.” 
“Y’xplc,” she garbled, “Humans are mammals we carry are babies in us.” 
“What?” Y’xplc couldn’t hold back a sound of disgust. 
“That’s why she’s gaining weight and eating so much, she has to feed the baby/” 
“That’s like a parasite,” Y’xplc unconsciously scuttled backward. 

Human Jane's eyes narrowed angrily, “Our baby is not a parasite.” 

“No,” Y'xplc backtracked quickly, “Of course not.“ 

In the coming weeks, human Sarah’s belly swelled to unimaginable sizes and she spent most of her days lying in bed. Jane too was preoccupied with the baby and Sarah. She was reading books on human child-care almost constantly whens he wasn’t fetching Sarah food. 

Most of the other aliens kept a wide berth from the baby inside of Sarah. The idea of keeping one’s young inside of themselves was absolutely disgusting. 

Then one day, Y'xplc her screams from their pod.
"It’s starting,” Human-Sarah half screamed, half groaned. “the contractions." 
Many hours later a squirming ball of flesh popped out of human Sarah’s reproductory region. It was tiny and delicate. It’s smooth round head. Human-Jane carefully swaddled it into a soft blanket and handed it to human-Sarah. 

"Your baby. It’s a she,” Jane smiled. 

“Our baby,” Human-Sarah sighed in relief. “It has your genetic code." 

The baby soon became a constant on the ship. Its wails punctuated the night and were subsequently followed by either Jane or Sarah cooing and shushing before providing it with sustenance. 

Y'xplc documented the babies growth and wondered why humans would give birth in such a dangerous and painful manner. Well, humans were weird.  

BTS Reaction | Sleep Over

Sleeping over for the first time 

Kim Seokjin - 

It was his first time staying at yours and he was a little shy when you both got in bed not knowing to hug you or not. Should I cuddle her? No. Yes. No. Fuck yes. After an internal debate with himself in his head he just decided to put his arms around you and pull you close to him, putting your head on his chest you both fell asleep quite quickly.

“Night Jagiya”

Originally posted by couplenotes

Originally posted by bwiseoks

Min Yoongi -

He was in his bed waiting for you to come out of the bathroom. He was slightly nervous that you were staying round but didn’t show it. When he saw you come out of the bathroom in a tank top and shorts his throat got dry and he gulped. Fuck you look good. Not saying it out loud that he thought you looked hot. He opened the covers for you to slip in next to him he pulled you into a little spoon position and put his hand on your hip.

“We’re not moving out of this position for 15 hours, just a little heads up”

Originally posted by sensualkisses

Originally posted by seokjins-wings

Jung Hoseok -

He was excited that you were sleeping round telling everyone MY BABY GIRL IS SLEEPING OVER ASKOFDSOAKOF. Before bed the nerves kicked in whilst looking at your sleeping body, he really wanted to cuddle you but didn’t know if you were chill with that, so he kept his distance. That was until you turned around and wrapped your arms around him, burying your head in his chest.

“Awe, my baby is so cute”

Originally posted by pleasingpics

Originally posted by jaayhope

Kim Namjoon -

He’s quite chill at first acting like it was normal, everyday thing. That was until you were both in bed together and he didn’t know how to act. Do i put my arm round her? Do i leave her? asdfijifejojfo save me.mp3. After his internal debate with himself he glanced and saw that you had fallen asleep. He came to the conclusion that it wasn’t a big deal and wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling you closer. When he felt you adjust yourself to get comfortable in his arms he smiled down at you in victory.

“Thank god for that”

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Originally posted by choke-me-namjoon

Park Jimin - 

Flustered is a word used kindly, he was blushing so much when you got in bed with him, his mind blanked. He froze up and didn’t move for the better of 20 minutes Fuck. He looks over at you and sees your chest rising and falling at a steady pace, knowing you were asleep put him at ease. When you roll over to face him his heart started racing and he started sweating. Then you put your arm around him and put your head in the crook of his neck. He calmed down and his breathing went back to normal falling asleep in mere minutes.

“Night baby” 

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Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

Kim Taehyung - 

Excited. Jumping around happy on the bed with you, you both have similar personalities which is why you clicked. Going to sleep was easy because he’s not one to shy away from cuddles, so when you got in bed he immediately pulled you on top of him and you both fell asleep quickly. No shyness here.

“Cuddle meeeeeee”

Originally posted by sensualquotes

Originally posted by bangtanroyalty

Jeon Jungkook - 

Shy bunny is shy. He was so nervous not knowing what to do, when you asked if he wanted to stay round he didn’t think he was gonna freeze as soon as you got in bed with him. Knowing that you noticed him freezing up he panicked fuck she’s going to think i’m a pussy. But then he felt your arms wrap around his waist pulling him on top of you. Placing his face in your neck he inhaled deeply to calm his nerves, your light touches on his neck helped. You both fell asleep soon after.

“Night baby, thank you”

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oh my god ;_; i really hope he rests some more.

Jimin’s runaway daughter pt.2

Jimin’s DaughterAU!

Genre: Angst

[pt.1] [pt.2] [pt.3] [pt.4] [pt.5 Finale]

Warning: Sensitive Content (mentions of abuse; read at own risk)

Originally posted by ohparkjimin

Dad arrived in no time and came over to me, a me that was still sat on the swing not wanting to move. I didn’t want to go home. Now that I’ve told him all that has happened, I know he would have relayed the message to my mother as well. He sat on the swing next to mine and stayed silent for a little while.

“Are you ready to go home now? It’s really late and you should really be going to sleep. Your mother is at home crying her eyes out because of you.” I scoffed to myself at his words. Crying because of me? Clearly not because I ran away, that’s for sure probably because I’m coming home instead.

“You’re rich dad, can’t you just buy me my own place? I don’t want to live with her.”

“I’m not buying you your own place to live alone at when you’re only twelve Y/N.”

“But I’m mature for my age!”

“Oh really? You ran away from home and you call that mature?” He laughed as he looked at me.

“I was getting myself out of a bad environment, which is beneficial for my own physical and mental health, I’ll have you know.”

“Answer’s no, you’re not legally allowed to anyway.”

“So you’re saying that if I was legally allowed to, you’d buy me my own place?”

“No little one, you’re my child and I will not allow you to move out so soon.”

“I’m not a baby dad!”

“But in my eyes, you’ll always a be my little baby. Because I’m your dad and it’s just how this all works.” I gave him a side glare as he laughed at my facial expressions.

“Let’s go home, it’s getting cold.” He stood up and and walked over to me, gently stroking the top of my head as I stood up.

“Remember to apologise to your mum when you get back alright?”

“But why? I’m not the one who’s in the wrong.” I protested and stood my ground.

“You called her a bitch Y/N, you should never use that kind of language towards her.”

“I didn’t say it to her face, I said it to you.”

“And she knows about it.”

“Well thanks dad, for dragging me to hell and leaving me there. God knows what she’ll do to me now because you told her.” I rolled my eyes, I knew what my future looked like now, and it wasn’t so pretty, but I couldn’t bring myself to be serious about it, to cope with all this - I could only make jokes. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t even be here anymore.

Getting home didn’t take very long, I wish it would have taken us a year or so, but in reality it only took ten minutes. As I strutted through into my home with my dad walking beside me I saw my mother run towards me, pulling me into a bone crushing hug. People usually feel warmth from these hugs, but this was quite the opposite. When people hug you this way, it’s not actually supposed to hurt. But this? I really feel as though she was trying to squeeze all the air out of me, deliberately. I looked over at dad again and his eyes widened and eyebrows raised, clearly indicating for me to apologise to this woman I had clinging onto me.

“I’m sorry mum, for calling you a bitch.”

“No baby it’s my fault, I’m sorry I made you mad at me. I was so scared when you left, I thought I weren’t ever going to see you again.” Her sobs were fake, I wondered how dad was actually falling for this bullshit. But as he walked away after smiling at the two of us, the she devil whispered something into my ear.

“You know you’re going to be punished for this right? If you were going to run away, you should have left quietly. Why are you even back, or is it because you miss the idea of me beating you that you came running home? Calling me a bitch too? That’s rich, love.” I can’t lie and say that I wasn’t afraid, because I was. I was more than afraid but there was absolutely nothing I could do about it.

Nobody would believe that the woman who raised me the last twelve years would do me such harm. Nobody would believe it because she was always fake in the public eye. I would have done anything I could to expose her lying ass to world but I couldn’t. I couldn’t because that would wreck my dad’s image, not only that but he loves her and she loves him too. I see how happy they make each other and even sometimes I feel as though I don’t fit in the picture. My parents have always been so hopelessly in love with one another, they started dating at sixteen and they’ve been together ever since.

No matter how much I don’t like my mum because of the way she treats me I’m thankful, I can still see her eyes light up when dad walks into the room and I still see his eyes light up whenever she enters. It’s like she falls in love with him all over again just like he falls for her as if it was the first time, and honestly that really makes living here worthwhile. Because I know he’s receiving all the love he deserves, even if she doesn’t love me. It wasn’t always like this though. Mum used to care about me, up until I was nine - something changed. I don’t know what it was and I don’t think I’ll ever find out but even through it all, I know I do still love her - I mean she is my mum so how could I not, and really, I just want her to love me again.


Ouat Con New Jersey 2017 - Saturday, Gold Panel with Colin and Jen

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  • “We didn’t actually get married” Colin (x)
  • Jen said Emma would be “Emma Swan Jones charming” (x)
  • “They were laughing I thought you were making fun of me” jen to Colin (x)
  • Deleted line from 7x02: “she’s bad at goodbyes” - Henry about Emma (x)
  • Jen: Did you get your hand back? Colin: I did! Jen: Congratulations! (x)
  • Jen:  "At the end of the day, we’re all just people, doing our best" (x)
  • Jen: I just say stuff and Colin agrees. Colin: Yup, she’s right! (x)
  • Fan: What do CS watch on Netflix? Colin: OUAT! Jen: This is Us, Outlander, Friends… Colin: You’re just listing shows you watch! (x)
  • Colin: It took 3 hours to do Wish Hook’s makeup Jen: It takes SO LONG to make Colin look bad! (x)
  • They’re talking about what their house needs especially with a baby coming soon (x)
  • Advice on acting: jen speaks eloquently Colin: what jen said (x)