The more I study Islam the more sure I am about my choice and the harder it is for me to keep it from my family. I want to be fully integrated in wearing the hijab and showing off my faith Instead of only being part time. But IA soon I will have the courage to be who I want to be. some of my family won’t be as accepting and I’m okay with that. At the end I know this is a test from Allah and as long as I try there is no failing.