TW/mental health ( I was just thinking about how kpop changed my life)
I’m currently laid in bed crying thinking how much has changed in the past 2years
2 years ago I was anorexic
2 years ago I was cutting myself
2 years ago I was depressed and on this day exactly in hospital for a suicide attempt and fighting for my life
I remember I woke up in the hospital and a song was playing it wasn’t in English but the song just made me smile little did I know I would come across that same song a year later and fall in love with the group that is got7.
I remember finding BTS on tumblr it was a video of Jin making a dad joke, I had no idea what he said but everyone around him was laughing, I fell in love with bts.
Soon I fell in love with BAP, monsta x, seventeen, iKon, day6, blackpink and twice, exo, all nct units and more recently KARD and BigBang.
These groups have helped me connect with so many amazing people, they have helped me feel a sense of happiness, I will be forever thankful for these groups bc they gave me friends that I absolutely adore and couldn’t be more thankful for these friends have helped over come an eating disorder, they have helped calm down on the self harm and they have helped me through more suicide attempts and thoughts, people say kpop doesn’t change lives but it does because it brings you the most amazing people when you least expect