somewhere out there laura is crying

a time to remember || sterek || 2.7k

Loosely inspired by A Walk to Remember


Derek is in third period when he meets the new kid. The kid is tall–not enormously so, but he’s about an inch taller than Derek. Derek thinks the kid might be hot if he wore clothes that actually fit. His brown hair is hair is a little rumpled and his face a little pale and sleep worn, neither of which helps. 

Not that Derek cares, really. He feels on top of the world. He’d gotten to third base with Paige last night and she still kissed him goodnight afterward.

Derek doesn’t remember much about third period. Just the kid, mostly. His name was Krzesimir, seriously.

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anonymous asked:

Mike Faist for the ship thingy? (if you're still doing them that is) xx

who hogs the duvet: Y/N. For a small human, she takes up a lot of space.

who texts/rings to check how their day is going: They both do, but it’s mostly Mike. Y/N often has to have her phone turned off during cases bc her fiancé loves spamming her with texts.

who’s the most creative when it comes to gifts: Mike. He likes to make big collages of the two of them, and Y/N has all of them put up in their bedroom.

who gets up first in the morning: Y/N. She has to be at work by 8:30, and there have been a few mornings where Mike has tried to keep her from leaving.

who suggests new things in bed: Mike. This boy is skilled, and Y/N adores it (except for when she’s trying to work on a case and Mike wants attention.)

who cries at movies: Y/N. You’d think she’d be a bit more used to tragedy being a defence attorney. She’s not.

who gives unprompted massages: Mike. It’s usually when Y/N is running on nothing but caffeine and determination, and needs a break.

who fusses over the other when they’re sick: Mike, because Y/N refuses to acknowledge that she’s sick, and needs Mike to intervene.

who gets jealous easiest: Y/N. She knows Mike gets a lot of attention in his field of work, and whenever he takes her out she always stays practically glued to him (there’s a lot of glaring at people on Y/N’s behalf.)

who has the most embarrassing taste in music: Mike. Y/N once caught Mike aggressively singing to Dancing Queen. (The boy adores ABBA)

who collects something unusual: Y/N. She keeps random or intriguing pieces of evidence from cases. (She always asks the cops for permission, but they just give them to her with a smile.)

who takes the longest to get ready: Mike. He has longer hair than Y/N, which makes for eventful mornings in their apartment.

who is the most tidy and organised: Mike, surprisingly. Y/N’s desk is always a mess of papers and Manila folders, and it annoys Mike so much it physically hurts.

who gets most excited about the holidays: Y/N. It’s one of the few times she takes time off from work, and she spends it with Mike running through the department stores looking for gifts.

who is the big spoon/little spoon: Mike is the big spoon. 10/10. He just enjoys pulling Y/N really close to him and resting his head in the crook of her neck.

who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sports: Y/N. She’s insanely competitive. Her job is pretty much about winning as much as you can.

who starts the most arguments: Once again, Y/N. She’s a lawyer who was on the debate team in high school. Arguing is in her blood.

who suggests that they buy a pet: Mike. He buys a little goldfish first, but then eventually convinces Y/N to get a cat.

what couple traditions they have: Mike will often show up at Y/N’s firm during her lunch break, and they’ll go out for lunch somewhere different each time. It’s a nice break for the two of them.

what tv shows they watch together: They watch Law and Order, and most of the time Y/N is making commentary about how inaccurate it is. Mike laughs so much he ends up crying.

what other couple they hang out with: Laura and James. Occasionally they go hiking together. Mike enjoys it a lot. Y/N, however, does not.

how they spend time together as a couple: They always go out for a stroll in Central Park on Saturday mornings. They get coffee from Starbucks, and just chat together. It’s beautiful.

who made the first move: Mike. He asked Y/N out via a bouquet of flowers delivered to her firm with a card that said ‘I think you’re really neat. Wanna go out?’ With his phone number and name attached.

who brings flowers home: Y/N. Because of the way he asked her out, Y/N always brings Mike flowers to 'pay him back’. In a good way, of course.

who is the best cook: Mike, seeing as Y/N would live off only ramen and coffee if she had the choice.

I just had a horrible thought.
Can you imagine if Vex actually dies someday? And Laura has to make her new character and somewhere, there’s a necklace with a bear named Trinket stuck in it?
And you fucking know Matt would find a way to break all our hearts by letting them find the necklace.
And Laura’s reaction when Trinket comes out and he’s just the saddest bear in history?
What if somebody cast speak with animals? Can you imagine Trinket? The shit he’d say and the horrible tears we would all experience with Laura?

… I’m just gonna go lay down and cry now…

anonymous asked:

Hi! Love your Dr. AU! It's the first Carmilla fic I read, actually! On that note, would you happen to have fic recs? Just wondering which authors and stories I shouldn't miss out on. Thanks!

Thank you! I’m honoured to be the first Carmilla fic you read. How’d you find it, outta curiosity? 

And I’m so glad you asked for my recs, ‘cause I read an alarming amount of fanfic and I’ve been hoping someone would ask me! So yeah, these are my absolutely favourite Carmilla fics. Some are one-shots, some are multi-chapters but all are excellent!

Hollstein Fic Recs: AUs

Gravity by duckiesurprise​ ​: On the first day of her first semester at Silas University, Laura sees a girl sitting in the last row of her philosophy class that instantly captures her attention. The only problem is that the girl turns out to be her professor.

The kind of people you meet on airplanes by alterocentrist: Somewhere, around the back of the plane, a baby started crying. But the woman’s expression never faltered. It was uncanny. Who was this happy flying on Christmas Eve? Nobody. Carmilla only hoped that her seatmate wasn’t the one every frequent flyer dreaded to encounter. She was lucky enough to have avoided those somehow. If this flight was going to be her baptism of fire, then she would swear off Christmas forever.

Now we’re there, and we’ve only just begun by alterocentrist - a sequel to The kind of people you meet on airplanes: She didn’t think that there were many things in her life worth remembering. But then she realised who she was standing next to. Laura, with her affable charm, her sharp intellect, and her soulful eyes. This was someone she didn’t want to forget.

from the perfect start to the finish line (also known as Monarchy AU) by thatssocee​: In which Carmilla is the princess of Monaco and Laura becomes the Queen of England.

you bite your tongue and you torch your dreams (also known as Firefighter AU) by thatssocee​: Carmilla is a firefighter. That’s basically it.

(Also read everything else by thatssocee​. She also has an amazing multi-chapter fic called Lines and Boundaries, which is not yet finished but it’s incredible.)

Pandemic by puntrest: A deadly virus plagues humanity. The Infected and their blood relatives are placed in quarantine camps where illegal experiments take place. When Laura Hollis’s father falls ill, the two of them are sent to a camp known as Silas. There Laura befriends a group of outcasts who have plans to escape, and she becomes roommates with a mysterious loner named Carmilla.

The Daily Grind by crazywisdom: Saturdays, 5PM. It’s like clockwork. Carmilla Karnstein, a douchey nightmare in leather, swishes into the Silas Hot Roast with a drawled request for an Americano, a bad attitude and obscure texts to read. Laura, a devout believer in excellent customer service, finds that her patience wears dangerously thin.

this just can’t be summer love (you’ll see) by hedalexsa​: In which 19 year old Carmilla Karnstein lives a pretty easy-going life in Hawaii, surfing in the mornings and taking care of her shop in the afternoons, until one day she saves European tourist Laura Hollis from drowning and everything in her life changes (for the better, of course).

anonymous asked:

Do you know of any good baseball player Derek fics other than 'number 23'? Might just be my new favourite trope!

plays for high school/ college

  • This Might Be Irony by thepsychicclam (M, 38k) Stiles and Derek have been close friends since the Hale siblings moved in next door after their parents’ death. But Derek’s in the popular group, he’s a star baseball player, and he dates popular Pep Squad captain Jennifer Blake. Stiles doesn’t have any of that, just his skateboard and a hopeless crush on Derek (oh yeah, and his Vote Lydia Martin Prom Queen button). As prom and the baseball state championship grow closer, Stiles and Derek start rekindling their friendship. And it all begins with two white boards.
  • Hot Nerd Alert by alisvolatpropiis (E, 25k) Derek can’t believe he’s actually doing this: taking a selfie snap of the guy he’s been crushing on for weeks to prove to Danny that one, yes, he really does exist, and two, he really is that hot and thus he is totally justified in being too scared to make a move.


  • Moondogs by popfly (E, 20k) Derek spends the summer season playing for the Mankato Moon Dogs, hoping to catch the eye of a major league scout. He doesn’t count on someone catching his eye.
  • Out of His League by Scikopathik (E, 11k) Derek’s going to be the best ballplayer ever, if Stiles doesn’t kill him first. Or vice versa. In which Stiles is a personal trainer, and Derek is the shortstop for the LA Dodgers.
  • Sox and Bombers by Nanoochka (E, 17k) They didn’t normally discuss their games in deference to the sanctity of their respective teams and the ancient Yankees/Red Sox rivalry, but Derek had to admit it was nice to combine shoptalk and pillow talk with someone who understood. Still, Stiles was the enemy, even if Derek did spend an awful lot of time consorting with him. If by consorting you meant fucking him into the mattress.
  • call it a wild card by stilinski (T, 18k) “Are you done fanboying, or should I give you a few more minutes?” Erica asks, the smirk and her words clearly directed at Stiles, who’s still standing and gaping, but Derek can’t help but feel there’s a jibe at him hidden in there somewhere, too. The words snap the guy out of his daydream - and Derek is absolutely not wondering what was going on in his head - and he clears his throat, arching an eyebrow. “Derek, I’d like you to meet your new bodyguard, Stiles Stilinski.”

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all we have is our fire // listen

“i think hell is something you carry around with you. not somewhere you go”

a mix for the young ones whose hearts were made to fight, to avenge, to kill.

battle cry-imagine dragons//hearts like ours-the naked and famous//we must be killers-mikky ekko//fury oh fury-nico vega//everybody wants to rule the world-lorde//laura palmer-bastille//my body-young the giant//lurk-the neighbourhood//arsonist’s lullabye-hozier//glory and gore-lorde//gun-chvrches//warriors-imagine dragons//bloody shirt(bastille remix)-to kill a king//seven devils-florence + the machine//centuries-fall out boy

anonymous asked:

More more! Sorry would you please write more about the last episode ?

Since thinking about writing was the only thing that kept me from taking a dive in the Hudson today, I’ll be thankful to oblige. Have some Carmilla first aid and Mattie and Laura needing to play the fuck nice…

To say Laura was dumbstruck at the sight of Mattie dragging in a barely conscious Carmilla was wrong. Laura had seen this before, she knew how the scene went but never had it existed outside her dreams. She couldn’t smell the sweat and the dirt like she could now. And that blood looked awfully real. The real word, was petrified

“Get off your ass and help us!” 

She must have looked a gulping fish. But Carmilla was teetering and Mattie looked too exhausted to hold her up for much longer. So she snapped her jaw shut and bolted up, gingerly coming in contact with Carmilla’s bad side and feeling her closer than she’d felt her in weeks. 

She even smelled like Carmilla did that night in the solarium, those mornings bringing her cocoa, those days lounged around the house reading. Of course it was mixed with dirt and sweat and who knew what else.

“What happened?” Laura said, dropping Carmilla down into her vacated seat, keeping her hand pinned to her torso and taking as much of her weight as Carmilla would allow, reflexively brushing hair from her face like Carm had done for her so many nights. 

“What does it look like?” Mattie said, throwing the arrow on the desk. “Your heroic giant of a sorority sister is a good shot.” 


Laura almost dropped Carmilla. Her head lulled and she seemed to be struggling to remain coherent, probably clueless to where she even was. Laura reassured her grip and pulled a bit of the fabric of Carmilla’s shirt to see the wound underneath the tear in clothing. 

She clenched her teeth hard to keep from throwing up. 

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randomthingsthatilike123  asked:

Ok, so I've had kind of a rough night and crying a bit. Got any fluffy headcanons cuz I really need the happy right now and none of my friends who I'm out to are picking up their phones because they're all asleep

  • laura makes carmilla a flower crown and even though her face says something different, she actually loves it. mostly, she loves the way it seems to make laura smile.
  • carmilla “buys” (it was actually a memento she had kept hidden away somewhere) laura a vintage polaroid camera. laura takes pictures of them in bed together (post sex) and makes a collage of them on the wall.
  • THEY WATCH CARTOONS TOGETHER ON SUNDAY MORNING because laura used to do it with her dad and it helps her feel at home.
  • carmilla asks laura’s dad for her hand in marriage and laura’s dad tells her, “she loves you. i could see that from a miles away. i trust you. i trust her. you make her happy. so go ahead, do it for the rest of your lives.” and carmilla cries.
  • carmilla is a stay at home mom.
  • carmilla gives laura food rubs all of the time ok
Kept, Chapter 15: The Closet

The saga is here     AO3

The backstory you’ve been waiting for is here. 

Laura was adjusting the space heater in the dark when she heard an ear-splitting scream.

Carmilla. God, it sounded like she was dying.

Laura had never run so fast. It felt like her legs were propelling her before she even commanded them. She wrenched open the closet door and Carmilla bolted out, collapsing into her arms.

“Hey, it’s okay, you’re okay. Carmilla, breathe! Just breathe baby,” Laura found herself rocking Carmilla back and forth as she sobbed. Her whole body was trembling.

Everything was dark and Laura realized the flashlight must have died. She ran her hands up and down Carmilla’s back, fighting off her own tears. Carmilla’s screams continued to play over and over in her head.

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