somewhere in 2002 12 year old me is crying

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this isn’t sometimes; yeah, it’s for always
if I’m gonna love you with all of my heart
and if there is no more time, this always remains
even as the world spins itself apart
cause I remember them days, I waited so patiently
for god to bring someone who’s gonna be good to me

and then he blessed my soul

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It’s like watching porn.

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As a way to recovery, Dr. Blaine thought it a good idea to email me cognitive exercises I could practice outside our sessions.

First assignment: monitor my daily negative thoughts.

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I found everything that I'd ever been looking for my whole life.

But when I saw you walking down that aisle I realized how simple
it was. I love you.
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nine favorite photos (for no particular reason) //
↳ matthew perry

‘The good things are never good enough, the bad things destroy you. When you realise you’re one of many people, you’re saved.’

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penis jokes! + friends bloopers ; pt. 3
↳ david schwimmer

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remember when you used to be a rascal?

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Well, I want to know that if my limbs fall off, we’d still be together, no matter what. And when he says my name, it sounds different in his mouth. You know, like it’s safe there. Or I put on perfume and he puts on cologne, and we go out, and we can smell each other. You know, they make you smile when you’re tired. That’s a big one. Or you tell them something that you’re scared to tell them because you’re afraid it’ll make them stop loving you. But when you tell them, you’re surprised, because it actually, it makes them love you more. Or you tell them that they… that you love their shirt, and then they end up wearing it every day. My greatest example of this is my grandparents. My grandmother has arthritis in her hands, and she can’t bend down and paint her toes. So my grandfather does it for her, all the time.

Even though he has arthritis in his hands too.