sometimes you lose in love

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- “I will always come find you.”
- “You are the one who I always come back to.”

Find yourself a boy who rubs your legs, even when they’re prickly. Find yourself a boy who plays with you hair, even when there are knots all through it. Find yourself a boy you can binge watch Netflix with, in your underwear, and you haven’t showered since the day before. Date the boy who looks at you at midnight after a McDonald’s run and tells you how beautiful you are and that he can’t fathom why someone as perfect as you would even think about being with someone like him. Date the boy who squeezes your boobs and rubs your butt in the most innocent way possible. 

Date the boy who gives you headaches. The boy who is so damn stubborn it frustrates you sometimes. Date the boy who is damaged because he gave his heart out a little too quickly a few times too many. Date the boy you are terrified to lose, the boy you are terrified to love sometimes. The boy that gives you goosebumps and calms your butterflies all in one moment.

—  Date the boy that makes you so uncomfortably comfortable. 

Sometimes, I wish you cared enough to call. Sometimes I wish you cared enough to talk at all. Sometimes, I wish that time didn’t matter at two, because you know that I’m always awake thinking of you. And sometimes, I wish I never missed you. I miss your smile, and I miss your hair in my face. I miss your clothes beside my bed and I miss you stealing my blankets even though you didn’t need them. I miss your cold toes and your warm embrace. I miss the way you kissed my forehead when you thought I was sleeping, and I miss the way you let me place my hand on your cheek to hide from the nightmares. I miss the way you waited for me to wake up only to pretend to sleep, and I miss the way you pulled me closer in the middle of the night. I miss your needy side and I miss you demanding cuddles. I miss the way you smell and the way you always seem to leave the sent on my pillow. I miss that stupid face you make when you think you’re right and I miss that stupid “whatever” comment you make when you realize you’re not. I miss your big blue eyes staring at me before each kiss, I miss holding you in my arms with your head on my chest just before you roll over on your side. I miss the way you look at me like I was your everything.. I miss the way you noticed when I looked at you the same and you’d ask me what or stick your tongue out or make another stupid face. I miss holding your stupid hand and I miss your stupid comments about my clothes. I miss the way you would pick me up in the kitchen when my mom wasn’t home. I miss when you would come visit me in the bathroom and just sit in the floor and talk to me. I miss when you would let me sit on the edge of the tub and talk to you. I miss rubbing your feet when you relax and rubbing your back when you get out at your moms. I miss fighting for the corner in the shower at your dads. I miss holding you when you were vulnerable and I miss when you were okay with holding me, not expecting to go home to someone else, to someone different, to someone else who supposedly loves you. I Miss You.

  • The worst feeling in a relationship is losing interest. Maturing into different people with different ideals.
Find yourself a boy who rubs your legs, even when they’re prickly. Find yourself a boy who plays with you hair, even when there are knots all through it. Find yourself a boy you can binge watch Netflix with, in your underwear, and you haven’t showered since the day before. Date the boy who looks at you at midnight after a McDonald’s run and tells you how beautiful you are and that he can’t fathom why someone as perfect as you would even think about being with someone like him. Date the boy who squeezes your boobs and rubs your butt in the most innocent way possible.
Date the boy who gives you headaches. The boy who is so damn stubborn it frustrates you sometimes. Date the boy who is damaged because he gave his heart out a little too quickly a few times too many. Date the boy you are terrified to lose, the boy you are terrified to love sometimes. The boy that gives you goosebumps and calms your butterflies all in one moment.

Sometimes losing the person you love is the kick in the butt you need to do something. Even is clearly in pain too and you can feel him forcing homself to not get closer, to not take Isak’s hands, to not put his face all over Isak’s face, to not hug him and never let go, to not publicly love him.
Even is a very tactile person from what we previously saw and for him to see Isak so sad and so close yet so far…

Even and Isak needs to realise what’s important for them and that sometimes you have to suffer to realise what really matters in your heart.

I want to meet the fucker who said “its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all”


Because sometimes you will love and lose someone who was never yours to begin with

Sometimes they don’t love you back

Sometimes it would have been better for my stupid heart to stay beating in my chest than stumble out into someone’s hands who wasn’t ready to catch it

—  b.n.s

anonymous asked:

>>The selfish desire of wanting to maintain the peace causes war and hatred is born to protect love. << What was Madara saying about the shinobi world with this ?

He’s talking about Konoha and generally the major villages. When you want to protect the “peace” for your own village, you tend to get paranoid about threats, you start to see other villages as enemies, it breeds mistrust and conflicts.

When villages want to protect their “peace”, they start to equate peace to superiority in military might, power to defend themselves from threats. they go out of their way to amass weapons and exploit their own citizens (bijuus, jinchurriki, doujutsu power, morally questionable jutsu like edo tensei), sometimes it triggers arm race and conflicts, external and internal.

I think the 2nd part is about Uchiha, if I remember correctly. To love comes with the risks of grief and despair when you lose your loved ones, and sometimes, grief turns into hatred. He also meant humanity in general cos come on that kinda emotional response to loss is universal. And in the shinobi world, deaths and loss of loved ones are common, and from grief and loss hatred is born.

Senses

Sometimes, I hear a glimmer of your name in a sentence,
And my stomach starts to flutter,
And my ears remember you words.

Sometimes, I see a small reminder of your essence in the world,
And my heart begins to panic,
And my eyes remember yours.

Sometimes, I feel your hands around my body,
And my eyes start to water,
And my skin remembers your touch.

Sometimes, I taste your sweetness as I bite into a lemon,
And my throat begins to choke,
And my lips remember yours.

Sometimes, I smell you as the wind carries you by,
And hands begin to tremble,
And my nose remembers your scent.

Sometimes, tears start to fall as I remember,
And my chest begins to hurt,
And my heart starts to tremor.
And sometimes, my heart simply remembers your love,
And my brain starts to panic,
And tells it to shut up.
Sometimes, my senses all remember you at once,
And I tend to fall apart,
And accept that you have won.

And sometimes, I simply don’t remember you at all;
And I wonder where you went,
You perfect young fool.

The Haunted Mansion Sentence Meme
  • “Its love, isn’t it?”
  • “Every home we look at, you find something to pick at.”
  • “Would you like a divorce? ‘Cause I’ll bring you.”
  • “Your husband told me to tell you he loves you very much but sometimes he loses track of time.”
  • “It’s time I teach you how to kill a spider the right way.”
  • “What I’m trying to say is you should never be afraid. People know, they use that against you.”
  • “The master usually does not like visitors.”
  • “You got to be more patient.”
  • “Some people have pools. Some people have private cemetaries.”
  • “My grandfather spared no expense when he built this mansion.”
  • “This house is my inheritance. My birthright.”
  • “Do you believe in ghosts?”
  • “I’m afraid there will be no leaving the mansion tonight.”
  • “The only thing you seem to care about anymore is work.”
  • “You don’t believe in ghosts?”
  • “This house, it’s been in your family for generations. It’s your home. Why do you want to sell it?”
  • “These walls are filled with so many memories. Some of them painful.”
  • “Although it might be a bit worn and faded from its original grandeur, this home was once filled with so many things. So much life.”
  • “Hers is the story that haunts these walls.”
  • “Trespassers don’t get cookies!”
  • “If I had to listen to another word from that insufferable fool, I think I would have burst.”
  • “Is it really too much to ask for a little cooperation? A little order?”
  • “The final arrangements have been made.”
  • “I just had myself a little freak show back there.”
  • “Goblins and ghoulies from last Halloween, awaken the spirits with your tambourine.”
  • “I am seer of all, voice to the spirits.”
  • “There is great evil in this house. A devil’s curse. It seeks to destroy you.”
  • “Why would something seek to destroy me?”
  • “Dark spirits from the grave, come forth. Lift us from the black and show us. Show us the way back.”
  • “Dark spirits? Hey, no dark spirits!”
  • “Evil and darkness have fallen this night, but now to survive you must gain new sight.”
  • “Only the light will lead the way.”
  • “You can’t help the dead, honey. They’re beyond help.”
  • “We have to help them break the curse.”
  • “She was in love with the heir to the mansion and he loved her more than life itself.”
  • “Without hope, without love, without her, he hung himself.”
  • “His soul wanders these halls, waiting for her to return.”
  • “If you listen carefully, you can still hear the beating of his broken heart.”
  • “Do not be deceived. All things are not as they appear.”
  • “For the curse to be lifted, the truth must be known.”
  • “When they died, they couldn’t find the light.”
  • “This was to have been her wedding dress.”
  • “To love someone so much and then lose them so suddenly, I can’t imagine how awful that must be.”
  • “If you truly love someone they never leave you. They remain in your heart forever.”
  • “I studied Latin for three years. You thought it was dumb, remember?”
  • “Beware all who enter. Here lies the passage to the dead.”
  • “It’s okay to get scared. Everybody gets scared nod and then. You just can’t let it stop you.”
  • “Find the thing that must be read lest your heart be filled with dread.”
  • “She didn’t kill herself. She wanted to be with him.”
  • “I must say, I’m impressed. You are more persistent than I would have ever imagined.”
  • “The butler did it? You got to be kidding me.”
  • “He had everything in the world and yet he was willing to throw it all away for love.”
  • “Running away with that girl would have destroyed this house. It would have destroyed everything.”
  • “Life, I’m afraid, is such a delicate state.”
  • “The house has waited so long to have its shroud of darkness lifted.”
  • “Do you believe that love is about second chances? About forgiveness?”
  • “Now you’ve returned to me and at long last, we can be together.”
  • “You were my world, my life! And I have loved you in death as I did in life.”
  • “Search your heart. I am your one true love.”
  • “He’s expecting you. He’s always been expecting you.”
  • “You don’t really think I’m going through with this madness?”
  • “There are worse things than purgatory, I can assure you.”
  • “The only true failure is when you stop trying.”
  • “Was love my mistake?”
  • “I have waited so long for this moment and now only Heaven awaits.”
  • “Angels in Heaven, together at last.”
  • “Love endures all, no reason, no rhyme. It lasts forever and forever all time.”
  • “Be sure to bring your death certificates.”
  • “If you decide to join us, make your final arrangements now.”
  • “We’ve been dying to have you.”
fast: prologue

Pairing- Jungkook x Reader

Word Count- 273

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a/n- here is my brand new jungkook-centric series, “Fast”. it’ll be angsty, fluffy, and everything in between. i hope you guys enjoy! 

Trailer I Character Profiles I Prologue I 01 I 02 I 03  I 04 I 05 I 06 I

Starting Line 

Life doesn’t slow down for anybody. It moves without warning, without an ounce of mercy. It takes its prisoners and continues on. The only thing you can do is try your best to enjoy the ride. 

Life can be cruel sometimes. You lose the people you love- your brothers, your sisters, your friends- and still have to try and get back up again. No matter how much you want to quit and give up completely, you have to keep going- even if it hurts, even if you don’t think you can take it. You just keep going. 

Life can also be full of surprises. One day you can wake up and meet the love of your life, somebody so great that you wonder how you ever lived without them by your side. You don’t always know what’s hiding behind the next corner and maybe that’s the beauty of it. 

Life is a bundle of experiences, one laced right after another. Although some don’t mean much- a trip to the grocery store, checking your email, watching a movie- some mean the world. Some experiences are things you can’t stop thinking about, and some are so intense that you know they’ll never be forgotten. They overtake you. 

Life is crazy. It’s bold, it’s unpredictable, and it’s utterly confusing. And although it’s beautiful, it can be heartbreaking and tragic, and so painful that all you want is to curl up and hide from the world. It’s so many things wrapped up into such a short time, and that’s just the thing. There’s no time. 

No, life doesn’t move slow.  Not in the slightest. 

Life is fast.

Understanding

Its hard to lose a loved one. Sometimes you lose them mentally, or emotionally in break ups or disputes. Sometimes they pass away and you’re stuck thinking of them on their bday knowing you can’t have them in your presence. It’s sad that losing people is what has caused such an introvert, 3 friends, no bf type of lifestyle.
Being an introvert for this reason was very foolish on my behalf. I had to understand that people pass away, people grow apart and people have their own lives. But being introvert to spare feelings is adding loneliness to the spectrum. Why hide from the world built to show you something, teach you lessons, be of complete guidance. That’s stupid.
Unfortunately we can’t keep everyone forever, but we can cherish the time we have with them and pray we grow a little bit wiser when we do.

There are no guarantees with finally being honest and coming clean with people. Sometimes you don’t win love back. Sometimes you lose the love you had. Sometimes you crush people that cared. Sometimes you break apart families. Sometimes you lose your career. Sometimes you lose your way of life. Sometimes you end up worse off than you were before. However, you walk away with a heart free from lies, regret and you have closure. Within time, you find yourself in a life that is far from the prison you once lived in. This type of freedom is the scariest road you will ever travel. However, it is the road God will never let you travel alone.
—  Shannon L. Alder