I know that what you do might seem pointless or stupid or even just distasteful sometimes. That's normal. We love what you do. Don't feel pressured to be motivated all the time... it's not healthy. You are awesome no matter what you're doing, your projects have worth. I'm sorry you don't like Underverse very much. Personally, I love it and I think you're a creative, awesome, talented person. But even if you left Underverse right now, I'd still be behind you and following your work. <3
I don’t feel so happy at all since I’m in a few hours to have a special day for me because of all of these thoughts. Sometimes I still think I didn’t deserve the chance to transform a hobby to a real job.
Tthe only thing I can do for now is at least keep being kind and trying to forgive myself for all the stupid things I did and words I said to myself. I’m not sure how long this “hate against myself” will last, but you words mean a lot, even if I’m not able to express it properly.
So, thank you. Thank you everyone.