sometimes i like to blog about my life

ok but literally though. out of all the people in the entire world, out of all 7 billion something, can we take a moment to appreciate the fact that an irish boy in a cabin in the woods decided to make his first video. like say what you want about the whole butterfly effect stuff but damn. sometimes i’m hit by how lucky i am to have jack in my life…. i mean if i hadnt replied to that first message to my ex who would then introduce me to mark and jack this blog wouldnt exist.

listen its late and im getting philosophical but i love my son™ alot and im so so so so glad i found him okay

If y'all want to keep unfollowing me for having feelings and talking about them and being an actual human being behind this blog and not just posting pretty pictures all the time, then you can just keep on going. I shouldn’t be expected to just post like a robot all the time? I’m sorry that my life isn’t pretty and neat and sometimes I post personal shit, but you’re more than welcome to block the tag “personal” because I always tag them, and if there’s anything else you need me to tag (anything that’s triggering) then ask me? Don’t just come to me being rude telling me to stop and not post personal shit because I’m a “”“"witch blog”“”“” like, this is just my blog? I’m not here for aesthetic blogging 24/7 sorry.. I’m here to be human and interact with other humans that hold the same interests I do. Thanks.

In another life, he and the kid would have never met.

He thinks about that sometimes watching his boy walk from one end of the Sanctuary to the other, maintaining order among the Saviors as he’s been doing since he took his place at Negan’s right hand, Lucille as a warning over his shoulder. Kid would’ve grown up in Atlanta, or wherever the fuck his family’s from. Gone to the public schools there and briefly resented his dad for being a police officer, tried out for soccer or some other generic sport his thin waif of a body could handle. One of the only things Negan knows about Carl’s mom, now, still, three months into knowing him, is that she was the only one adamant about his hair being cut, so it’s entirely probable he wouldn’t have the tail, either. Top in all his classes. Whip-smart kid like him, except for that rebellious teenage phase they all go through. Taken a girl to prom, flower in his jacket, big smiles for the camera. Meanwhile Negan would’ve stayed up here, in Virginia, with his wife and any children they might’ve had if the fucking—if what happened hadn’t happened, and coached baseball to those ungrateful shits at the high school, and never known Carl at all.

It wouldn’t have mattered to him, had the apocalypse not happened. He wouldn’t have even known some kid named Carl Grimes existed. But here they are, now, together, and Negan hasn’t felt lucky about anything in a long damn time—

But how great a life would that other one have been, really, with the fucking paycheck and the car note and Carl living over two hundred fucking miles away?

As though sensing he’s being thought of Carl shifts in Negan’s arms, waking. It’s the earliest hours of the morning, no one’s up yet except Negan, who doesn’t sleep much as it is, and probably fuckin’ Fat Joseph, who for whatever reason still lives on pre-apocalypse all-nighter-video-game time. The sky outside the window has just started to lighten and in the soft lilacs and lavenders Negan can just see Carl’s face as he rolls over, opening his eye for a brief moment like he’s checking something before shutting it again and burrowing down against Negan’s chest and into his neck. Small soft lithe perfect thing that he is.

Negan tightens his fingers on the small of Carl’s back. Closes his eyes. It’s rough out there, fucking impossible to live without constantly looking over your shoulder, fucking impossible to trust anyone anymore, but even so he’ll be damned before he’ll ever let this go.

anonymous asked:

since i had nothing better to do with my time i added up the general word count of all your writings on this blog & it's about 215,000 words

oh my god…you actually did that :’)

that’s so many words tho and i don’t even write that much compared to other people?? 

psa for my followers

from now on if i make any post about “discourse” (ie: anything not fandom related) do not reblog it unless i specifically say it’s ok to do so

lately i’ve become very uncomfortable with the thought of being like, some kind of Voice on this website about anything important. i feel it’s just too easy for someone (especially a young person) to see my blog and start looking to me as some kind of idol and i don’t like it.

i’m trying to reblog more posts written by others lately who have perspectives and life experiences that may be different from mine and i’d usually prefer if you just reblog those.

i’m comfortable with having discussions with mutuals and certain other followers sometimes, which is why i will on occasion post “discourse” myself, but it can quickly get out of hand with lots of reblogs, where people either grossly misinterpret me, see my word as Law, or i just get overwhelmed with comments and can’t mentally get to them all (which usually leads to ppl assuming i’m just ignoring them)

as always, if you are following me and have questions about something i post or would like to raise a concern, you may do so by messaging me and we can talk privately as long as you’re not a bigot. 

thanks pals!

I am finally feeling like I’m out of the funk that I posted about a little while ago.

 To everyone who left a sweet comment: thank you. I am not a very vocal person when it comes to how I’m feeling out in the big ol’ real world, so it’s really nice to let it out sometimes. I know that you guys come to my blog for sims, so I really appreciate when you let me get sappy and talk a little bit about the things that I can’t always say in my daily life. I’ve always found this community to be very supportive and truly kind whenever those sorts of things come up. 

This post was really just a quick thank you/message that my sporadic posting should hopefully resume some normalcy. I hope everyone is doing well!

anonymous asked:

What is the thing you love most about making gifs? The thing that makes you and inspires you to make gifs with time and effort and share them on Tumblr? Your gifs are so nice, I would love to know what inspires you and what you love most about doing it.

Hi! First off, thank you so much for this question, it’s really lovely! :)

To be honest I like to think about them as a collage of the things I love. I feel like my entire blog is in a way a virtual collage of my life and my interests and I just love filling it with the things that are important to me or left an impression on me. Sometimes I look at my older creations and remind myself of all the things I enjoyed and it’s a nice feeling. Maybe not a collage, but a diary? Does it even make sense?

I really like the creative side of it. I love working with colors and trying out different things and making those gifs match each other, or match the theme of the set, it’s almost like a challenge. I mean, I’m not saying that giffing is the most creative thing, but I’m not really talented (or patient and motivated) to create art through a different medium, besides, this one suits me just fine and it’s enough. So it’s also a creative outlet.

And I’m not going to lie, seeing people liking my gifs and enjoying them (for different reasons - because they think they’re pretty, because they like the character/movie/show, they like how they make them feel etc.) makes me want to keep making them. Idk, it’s just a nice thought, that something I created made someone else smile. That’s why I really enjoy making requests, because as much fun it is to make something that I love, it’s also really great to make something that someone else loves and see them happy. Is it vain? I’m not sure.

Also, on a very personal level, making gifs helps me a lot with my anxiety. I can focus on finding the perfect scenes and colors, which takes my mind of things and gives me the sense of doing something (semi)creative. At this point it’s calming and works as a coping mechanism of sorts.

(I’m so sorry this got so long! I feel like I’m being very silly about a silly thing, but that’s how I feel.)

Originally posted by imnathbtw

Requested by  lydiawonderlost <3
Prompt:  Fellow Scorpio,I’d like to request a Joker Imagine/ The Joker accidentally runs into your blog,reading all about your problems and the people that make you miserable.One by one problems and people start disappearing out of your life.You receive an anonymous message: “I’d like to see you smile.Your place 8pm. -J.” ;)

A/N: can you actually imagine jokers reaction when he found your tumblr tho?


You’d often post your problems on tumblr. Sometimes going as far as mentioning real names of the people who generally piss you off beyond thought. You weren’t really all that popular either, so not like any harm could come from some good old fashioned venting.

Today you had an especially good day. No girl next door to comment on your fashion taste. No annoying old man to mow his lawn at an unholy hour. No angry manager to scream at you for doing nothing wrong. And the best of all, your student dept was paid by some rich guy with too much cash! Your day was…. completely blissful. You even had a lunch date with a cute guy. And oh, you couldn’t wait to share it with everyone on your blog.

After a couple of weeks passed, though…That’s when you got alarmed. Your problems started disappearing one by one each day, and for a while it was so nice to be left alone, but soon after people you cared about started vanishing without a trace as well. It concerned you. Gotham was a scary place sometimes…could this be one of those times? Or was everyone in your life suddenly taking a vacation?

A month after such events you were on your blog again, aimlessly scrolling when the message icon popped up. Not thinking much of it, you opened it and your fingers went numb.

I just want to see you smile, pumpkin, just one…that one…beautiful smile of yours. I think it’s time we got…properly introduced. Your place at 8. - J

You really…really hoped this was a joke.

Requests are opened!

anonymous asked:

U can be homophobic and watch YOI... theyre fictional and people do fetishize anime gay couples... and yes straight ppl get minor hate but lgbt ppl r killed or outcast bcuz of it so its not like yr life is ruined get over it(tryin not 2 sound mean:/)

Well yeah you can be homophobic and watch YOI but would a homophobe make a blog dedicated to Victuuri? And I definitely agree that people fetishize gay characters, which I think is absolutely WRONG. I am fully aware of the fact that lgbt people are outcast and sometimes even killed, but this is not about comparing these two things.

Also I never said that my life was ruined because of some hate comments I get but I do think that I have the right to defend myself if i want to. I just want people to understand my point of view on this

it is easy to forget that love comes in all shapes and forms just like we do.
it is easy to focus on romance because it’s all we ever hear about but the platonic side of love is sometimes pushed aside,
but it’s just
if not more
as important.
like i have a friend who has long, swirling dark hair like the sea
who has reflective eyes that put the stars to shame.
she protects me like a guard dog and i would give up anything for her- one of the strongest connections I’ve felt in my life, and i love her so much, and just because it’s not romantic doesn’t make it not important.
i have another friend with choppy dark hair who likes to see the ambitious parts of me
he lets me be creative and myself
without him all these years who knows what I could have become
but when I look at him I see consistent love.
The best kind of friendship of an unbroken bond that may have gotten bent somewhere along the way,
but is still going because we both know it’s worth fighting for.
you don’t have to be in love with someone to feel butterflies
or happiness
or contentment.
you need the comfort of a friend, no matter what you tell yourself you can’t go through life alone.
but the kicker is, we don’t often tell our friends we love them enough, in fear that
“I love you” is too awkward or sounds too weird when it’s not romantic.
but if you love someone and care about them,
I see no reason why you shouldn’t say it.
Because good friends and connections can be hard to find, and once you find them, you better hold on tight and never let go.
—  platonic| an anon request | a.w
New studyblr

Hey !
I didn’t take time to introduce myself ! So here I am :
I am a french political science student (2nd year) based in Lyon. I am also trying to get a psychology graduation (by distance –> not sure to obtain it ..!). I like writing poems, walking alone, hanging out with my friends and singing sometimes. I am really missing the sea here because I used to leave on the coast and to sail a lot !!
I am probably going to do my third year in Colombia (actually waiting for a positive answer ;) ) which I am really exciting about. I did this blog a month ago to free myself for things and share it with you. I named it “Actu'dele” because it’s about my life (my actuality) and my name is Adèle … I just found it funny.
Oh, and I am preparing my exams for next week by the way !

It will be so great if you could repost this and why not follow me, I will follow you back 🤗 Thaannk you for reading all of this.



UNFORTUNATELY I will not be able to watch today’s episode .. tomorrow’s too.. *TRYING TO HOLD IT TOGETHER SINCE LAST NIGHT*

I can only check my blog through my stupid mobile phone .. & I can’t even log in :’( *DYING*

SO PLEASE PLEASE YOU GUYS .. Once you watch the episode *SOBBING* just take sometime to SAVE A LIFE and REPLY or REBLOG this text to tell me what happened :’( I don’t care about spoilers, I just need to know everything that happened *EVERYTHING*



Hi! Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, then send this to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable) SPREAD POSITIVITY 💗

Tagged by @theforestsage  ( whose blog is the loveliest ever by the way!) thank you! <3

I like that I’m a good gardener, I like my creativity and the little worlds I make, I like how gentle and soft I try to be in every part of my life, I like how idealistic and dreamy I am even if it’s sometimes to the point of being unrealistic, I like my voice, it’s very quiet.

dotsandpoints  asked:

9, 17 (the only correct answer is yes), 21, 30, 33, 55, 71, 86, 144, 150

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? It does but it really depends who I’m talking with.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Definitely!

21. What are you bad habits? When I’m nervous I chew my fingers and like sometimes so much that it bleeds.

30. Do you ever want to get married? I used to not want to but I want to now.

33. Spell your name with your chin. salkiu

55. Favourite blog? This one is so hard I love so manyyyy, I’ll see who I reblog/like the most @polite-and-boring @sifar @bambaiyya @dotsandpoints @zanabism @khatmal @zabiha-halal @amlok 

71. Craving something? What? Ginger Ale.

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? I loved the Marlin Dory duo

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark chocolate

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line.    Acquired immune response arise as a result of exposure to foreign stimuli.

Sometimes I cry when I cut the carrots because i don’t want the Onions to think they are ugly or anything like that. 

 You’re very beautiful, Onions. It’s okay. 

tbh i really want a bi blog where like. all talk of partners or spouses or futures with other people or ANYTHING in that vein is gender neutral. no hets telling me i have to have a “future husband” and nobody assuming i gotta have a gf at all times to be a Real LGBT. just. no one making assumptions about the gender of my partner, ever. i really need that

I legit never do these things.

I was tagged and told to answer questions and I’m bored so why not? Also I feel like even though my followers know a shit ton about me, it’s the little things that sometimes people don’t know.

Star sign: Cancer

Height: 5″7

Time right now: 9:40pm

Last thing googled: “where are the Obamas moving to” (3 blocks from the White House, btw)

Favorite music artist: Demi Lovato for sure

Last TV show watched: My 600 Pound Life (TLC has the most random shows)

What am I wearing right now: grey sweatpants and a massive dark green sweatshirt

When did I create my blog: June 2011

What kind of stuff do I post: BPD information, my personal experiences with mental illness, random shit about my life

Do I have any other blogs: nopes

Do I get asks regularly: indeed

Why did I choose my URL: I chose it a while ago, after going through two other URL’s. I know it’s not the happiest name for my blog but I’ve had it for over three years already and it would mess with me if I changed it.

Gender: woman

Pokemon team: was never into it.

Favorite color(s): dark purple/plum

Average hours of sleep: 7 maybe?

Favorite characters: Callie from The Fosters

How many blankets do I sleep with: one

Dream job(s): elementary school teacher (not an assistant)



anonymous asked:

confession: I'm 30+ & run a low end fairly kinda successful 1D blog. Not 1 other person in my real life knows about this. It's a legitimate secret & I don't think I will ever tell anyone, even my BFF, who loves 1D. Plenty of ppl know I love 1D tho.

That’s kind of fun! it’s something just for you. I don’t mind people knowing about our blog but some people can be such assholes about it that sometimes I avoid the subject because I don’t feel like having to explain myself.

But on the other hand I’m so happy that cassie is my partner in this madness! So I hope you’re never lonely. If you are, just come talk to us!

Proud of you and your awesome blog, whoever you are!

About Me.

Hey. This is Murtaza Xavi.
Welcome to my blog, it is about the Legends who worked great and earned the fame, not by money, but with their effort. They are still alive in the people’s mind, by their work. Sometimes legends make reality, and become more useful than the facts. Here I will share the new and informative posts about them.

In FolkLegends, I would like to share some information about the life of the following legends who died, but still alive in our hearts. Those are,

  • Bruce Lee,

  • Michael Jackson,
Muhammad Ali,
Nelson Mandela,

  • Adolf Hitler,
Che Guevara,

  • John F. Kennedy,
Martin Luther King Jr, etc.

Share this blog with others.

Thank you.

its funny how…little…. some people know about me irl. like som of yall dont even know my name and sometimes i like that….sometimes i wish i never posted selfies or posts relating to my life so i could be some weird mysterious shittty little blog