sometimes i dont even try


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you know what sucks about muting, or even black listing someting?

it seems like even tho you have it set to not see it, still it takes like a few seconds to disappear -_- especially if its just been refreshed, and the first thing to show up on your dash…

one of the pieces of art advice that’s stuck with me the most was actually something i read a while back, i don’t remember where, or the exact wording, but the sum of it was, “even if you feel like you haven’t improved a lot, what would kid!you think about your art and style? they’d probably be pretty impressed, and you might even be their favorite artist”

and like, that stuck with me, because when you phrase it like that, yeah! kid!me would be pretty dang impressed to think that someday they’d be able to draw like this! they’d have a style! learn how to use different art tools and programs! be able to draw more than stick people!! 

so whenever i’m feeling really down on myself i think about what 10 year old me would say about my current art, even with all its flaws, and i realize maybe i’ve come farther than i thought

  • ravi: </b> quit making fun of my jacket<p/><b>hongbin:</b> what are you gonna do, cry about it?<p/><b>ravi (tearfully):</b> yes.<p/></p>

the worst kind of cultural differences are polite kissing differences…. they make everything awkward… 

when you kiss with one cheek but they’re european so they go for the double kiss and you leave them hanging awkwardly… when they’re from somewhere that does three kisses and it’S FUCKING WEIRD WHY THREE, when they’re from somewhere in i think northern south america? where they actually put their lips on your cheek and you’re left feeling gross like why did u do that that’s wet and disgusting… when they’re from somewhere where they don’t kiss at all and you go for it and they kinda jump back and it’s awkward af….the worst…

Do you ever just receive a message and it just makes you feel so gross and icky and you want to rant but you want to be constructive but you just can’t find the words?

That’s me right now. 

I don’t know what to say other than creating hate blogs is not ok. Feeling entitled to treat others like shit because you ship different things is not ok. Perpetuating this dumb shipping rivalry between RinHaru and MakoHaru is not ok. 

I wrote a long rant about shipping before hand but I feel the need to repeat myself. 

It’s just, I don’t understand how some people can believe they’re being well-meaning  and supportive yet continue to just perpetuate the hate.

Idk where I’m going with this. Just please be kind to each other. 

-admin gay sama


I don’t want a never ending life, I just want to be alive while I’m here

Honestly ya’ll changing your URL’s like every week stresses me out lol 

anonymous asked:

I don't know how to compliment you without you brushing it off or getting upset by it judging by all those anon's so this is a compliment

i dont brush off compliments. i brush off what my followers ASSUME is a compliment for example

“youre so hot for a transgender”

like thats just rude as hell you dont need to include “for a transgender” or “trans guy” or even sometimes “tranny” when trying to compliment me i dont need to be reminded im transgender like i fucking know im transgender and i know a lot of people are uneducated on what being transgender is and struggles within being transgender but i mean just leave it as “youre so hot” and yea i wont answer it all the time but id probably publicly embarrass you if it was off anon and you sent me “youre hot for a transgender” because im embarrassed being trans that i have to deal with being humiliated in person 24/7 because someone always has to point out that im trans and i have to look at peoples faces when theyre first told about it and let me tell you, it isnt always a good reaction