sometimes i can't handle the ways i feel about this song

the signs based on people i personally know
  • aries: probably the hardest working and also the best procrastinator. they have no filter. will drop everything to help you. has the wildest almost unbelievable stories and evidence in case you don't believe them. can make you smile even when you feel like shit.
  • taurus: the biggest romantic with the biggest heart. you don't think they care about you? they do. fuzzy blanket enthusiast. no matter how busy they are, how much work they have to do, if you need to talk, they're there. they won't share unless you ask. always watching a new tv show.
  • gemini: probably knows the scientific explanation behind that. not two faced contrary to popular belief, but is just so goddamn charming they can get along with various types of people. will literally wallow in their negative emotions until they burst. humour is their best defense mechanism.
  • cancer: will call you out if you act stupid. wants you to remember all the good times you've had with them because they're scared you'll forget and leave them behind. willing to drive for hours to get some really good food.
  • leo: has the courage to say the things that everyone else was too afraid to say. can be sobbing one second and making jokes the next. has the most random things on their wall, but in an organized way. will drive to your house at midnight because they wanted to be with you.
  • virgo: their room is actually a mess most of the time. likes to avoid their problems a lot. but once forced to deal with them, it didn't even seem like they were struggling at all. more of a listener. often has flashbacks of dumb things they've said.
  • libra: prioritizes the wrong things. it takes a while for their jokes to be understood by the public. has a recognizable catchphrase. has no tolerance for assholes and will literally go off on you and make you rethink your life choices.
  • scorpio: so determined. will do anything to distract themselves from their emotional instability. has hundreds of friends but only considers 3 of them as real ones. sleeps a lot because its the only time their mind shuts up. will remember that one thing you said seven years ago.
  • sagittarius: always thinks of something fun to do. has a lot of doubts and insecurities about themselves and won't believe you when you try to reassure them. very picky about the people they choose to spend their time with. clumsy af and will literally trip on air. you probably owe them money.
  • capricorn: sometimes you can't tell if they're being serious or if they're joking. often questions the validity of their friendships. probably cried the other night. likes to go on roofs. good at looking productive but they are actually just looking at cat videos.
  • aquarius: so incredibly talented. cannot multitask for their life. belts at the top of their lungs in the shower. when they're walking it looks like they're walking to the beat of some 80s funk song. they are the shoulder you cry on. handles confrontation well.
  • pisces: tries to act really tough and independent but in reality they just want a big hug. loves insulated water bottles. has an encyclopedia full of inside jokes they share with their friends. was probably the teacher's favorite. owns books they haven't even opened
Hopeless Fountain Kingdom sentence starters
  • "He said one day I'd realize why I don't have any friends."
  • "I find myself alone at night unless I'm having sex."
  • "He can make me golden."
  • "I don't let him touch me anymore."
  • "I'm not something to butter up and taste when you get bored."
  • "I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors."
  • "Please don't go away."
  • "It's too late."
  • "I can't stop thinking that I almost gave you everything."
  • "Now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing that I never gave you anything."
  • "You wrote 100 letters just for me and I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans."
  • "Now I'm constantly reminded of the time I was 19."
  • "He said 'please don't go away',I said 'it's too late.'"
  • "I almost gave you everything."
  • "I can't stop wishing that I never gave you anything."
  • "I know how to play, I know this game."
  • "It's all the same."
  • "He'll never stay, they never do."
  • "If I keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you."
  • "You've been replaced."
  • "I'm face to face with someone new."
  • "Would've gave it all for you."
  • "Tell me where I went wrong."
  • "Tell me how to move on."
  • "They don't realize that I'm thinking about you."
  • "Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin'?"
  • "You best believe that I got something on my sleeve."
  • "I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking."
  • "You thought that you were the boss tonight, but I can put up one good fight."
  • "I can put on a show."
  • "This is Heaven in hiding."
  • "I don't have no time for conversation."
  • "A girl like me is new for you."
  • "I can tell you mean it cause you're shaking."
  • "I'm Heaven in hiding."
  • "He tried to phone me, but I never have time."
  • "He said that I never listen, but I don't even try."
  • "Everywhere I go, I got a million different people tryna' kick it."
  • "I'm still alone in my mind."
  • "Baby, as soon as you meet me, you'll wish that you never did."
  • "I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins."
  • "I got a problem with parties 'cause it's loud in my brain."
  • "I can never say sorry 'cause I won't take the blame."
  • "I know I always go missing."
  • "You ask why I'm distant,oh, I'm runnin' away."
  • "I know you're dying to meet me."
  • "I know you wanna slip under my armor."
  • "I don't wanna fight right now."
  • "Been through the ups and the downs with me."
  • "Got a whole lot of love, but you don't wanna spread it 'round with me."
  • "Never pick up, never call me."
  • "You know we're runnin' out of time."
  • "Need to know that you're mine."
  • "I want you to love me now or never."
  • "I'm callin' it a night now."
  • "Wishin' you were 'round with me, but you're in a different town than me."
  • "We've been through it all, but you could never spit it out for me."
  • "Tryna talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me."
  • "I need you to make your mind up."
  • "I've missed your calls for months it seems."
  • "Don't realize how mean I can be."
  • "I can sometimes treat the people that I love like jewelry."
  • "I didn't mean to try you on."
  • "I still know your birthday and your mother's favorite song."
  • "Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me."
  • "Sorry I could be so blind."
  • "Didn't mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind."
  • "I run away when things are good."
  • "Never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me, in ways that no one ever could."
  • "So it seems I broke your heart, my ignorance has struck again."
  • "I failed to see it from the start, and tore you open 'til the end."
  • "Someone will love you, but someone isn't me."
  • "There's a place where love conquers all."
  • "Don't trust the moon, she's always changing."
  • "The shores bend and break for her and she begs to be loved."
  • "Nothing here is as it seems."
  • "Sun is coming up."
  • "I get the message, you wish I was dead."
  • "Please don't take this as a threat."
  • "If you don't love me no more, then lie."
  • "I'm about four minutes from a heart attack."
  • "I think you make me a maniac."
  • "We both been here since we seventeen."
  • "Here we go, fist fight in a limousine."
  • "We both hope there's something, but we both keep fronting."
  • "Damn, if these walls could talk."
  • "I ain't your baby no more."
  • "Told my new roommate not to let you in."
  • "Got a boy back home in Michigan and it tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him."
  • "I never really liked his friends."
  • "Now he's gone and he's calling me a bitch again."
  • "He wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate."
  • "I believe that we're meant to be."
  • "Jealousy gets the best of me."
  • "I don't mean to frustrate, but I always make the same mistakes."
  • "I'm bad at love."
  • "You can't blame me for trying."
  • "I'd be lyin' sayin' you were the one that could finally fix me."
  • "Got a girl with California eyes, and I thought that she could really be the one this time."
  • "I never got the chance to make her mine."
  • "She fell in love with little thin white lines."
  • "We never told no one, but we look so cute."
  • "Both got way better things to do."
  • "I always think about her when I'm riding through."
  • "I'm in too deep."
  • "I don't mean to frustrate."
  • "I always make the same mistakes."
  • "I'm bad at love, but you can't blame me for trying."
  • "You were the one."
  • "I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away."
  • "I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away each time the feeling fades."
  • "I don't give a damn what you say to me."
  • "There ain't no time for games with me."
  • "I'm moving on."
  • "I am not the type to be out past dawn."
  • "Can't fuck up my vibe."
  • "Motherfucker, don't play with me."
  • "Women don't play no games."
  • "She doesn't kiss me on the mouth anymore."
  • "It's more intimate, than she thinks we should get."
  • "She doesn't look me in the eyes anymore, too scared of what she'll see."
  • "We're not lovers, we're just strangers."
  • "She doesn't call me on the phone anymore."
  • "She doesn't let me have control anymore."
  • "I must've crossed a line, I must've lost my mind."
  • "When I wake up all alone, and I'm thinking of your skin, I remember what you told me."
  • "I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed."
  • "I miss the thought of a forever, you and me."
  • "All you're missing is my body."
  • "We're not lovers, we're just strangers with the same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all."
  • "I woke up to another mess in the living room."
  • "Conversation's getting hard."
  • "Nobody seems to ask about me anymore, and nobody seems to care 'bout anything I think."
  • "Everybody, look at me!"
  • "I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire."
  • "I'm standin' in the ashes of who I used to be."
  • "I used to be a darling starlet like a centerpiece, had the whole world wrapped around my ring."
  • "It's my own anxiety that makes the conversation hard."
  • "Nobody ever cares 'bout anything I think."
  • "I should eat my feelings."
  • "I still let everyone down."
  • "I'm too much to handle, I shine too bright."
  • "I don't wanna wake it up; the devil in me."
  • "Boy, you make it look so easy."
  • "Promise that I'm gonna call you back in five."
  • "Yeah, I've known that girl for like my whole life."
  • "The truth hurts, but secrets kill."
  • "Still here, there must be something real."
  • "You know the good die young, but so did this."
  • "It must be better than I think it is."
  • "Gimme those eyes, it's easy to forgive."
  • "You and all your friends all hate me."
  • "You're better when I'm not around."
  • "I can't help the way you made me."
  • "The good die young, but so did this, so it must be better than I think it is."
  • "I hope hopeless changes over time."

anonymous asked:

Ok this one may be a little strange: Can I request headcanon about the guys being angry in general and angry with Candy. I can't decide😩 Thanks~

A special thank you to all of the people that have given me congrats by the way //cries// bc I can’t thank you all individually,, tysm for your kindness!!

I knew this day would come…angst headcanons. Angst hc’s are kinda hard, so some are short and shxtty so- Lmao nathaniel will be fun js- enjoy.

Nathaniel

  • Always has to have the last word, no matter what.
  • Gives really dirty faces like the ‘natural face of I don’t like you’ faces.
  • Complains to himself a lot like “Why doesn’t she listen” or “This didn’t even need to happen" 
  • Complains to white, but she always walks away
  • Petty, he’s just so mad ? acts really petty
  • Doesn’t accept the fact he was wrong in the argument. 
  • Avoids Candy, barely speaks
  • The silent treatment is his specialty with a side of petty
  • Is mad for like the rest of week, depending
  • Sleeps a lot more, he’s worn himself out
  • v stressed about his anger, needs to control it better
  • Doesn’t talk to Candy for a few days, just suddle conversations. 
  • Tries to watch some documentaries or read
  • Can’t focus on his work
  • Student council of pettiness ™
  • Asks Melody for advice, 
  • Just glares a lot

Castiel

  • Would try not to yell until Candy crosses the line, tbh
  • Doesn’t yell out of the blue, depending on the situation. 
  • Smokes a lot, goes into some place to smoke
  • Confides in Lysander
  • Is really shady, like not even petty, just so shady.
  • Walks around with a cigarette in his mouth sometimes.
  • Very stressed, so fxcking tired 
  • Would be mad for the rest of the day, 
  • Not playing this game, jfc 
  • Complains in texts, he’s tired
  • Doesn’t text Candy, which is RARE
  • Doesn’t talk to Candy, but if she does talk to him, he says nothing
  • Aggressively plays with Demon,
  • Paces around to just try and think for a moment
  • Gets some space for himself, needs to think
  • Balls his fist when he thinks about whatever happened
  • Can’t believe he’s mad at Candy, but kinda can

Lysander

  • Is the king of the cold shoulder ™
  • Wouldn’t show his anger in any way
  • Ignores Candy, feels slightly bad about it
  • Doesn’t care for the last word-
  • Feels like he shouldn’t be mad,, 
  • just wants peace, to make things right
  • Isn’t good at staying mad for long, usually an hour or so - but never for a day.
  • Asks for Rosa’s advice
  • Depending on the situation he gives sour looks 
  • Stays alone, has some space
  • Can’t stop thinking about what happened,
  • If Candy lied he could be mad for a whole day,
  • Remembers it for a long time
  • Would write in his notepad some song about it
  • Really sad more than he’d be mad, he can’t forgive himself for hurting Candy,,
  • Honestly sits around a lot,
  • Sighs a lot, 
  • Really tired, he just ?? he just wants peace smh

Armin

  • Rarely gets mad like seriously, he’d be confused
  • Is kinda petty when he’s mad with a touch of shady
  • Not good at ignoring Candy, sometimes glances
  • Complain to Alexy
  • Gets bratty mad like ‘What the heck, it’s not my fault’ or the ‘over nothing’ kinda guy
  • Aggressively plays video games
  • Such a brat like really - he would just glare and everything else.
  • Refuses to apologize
  • Tries to have the last word, usually fails.
  • Is so mad while playing he can’t even enjoy the game.
  • Being mad at Candy, he’s kinda mad at himself for not talking to her..
  • Does faces, like narrowing his eyes, just a mean face -
  • Sleeps a lot, surprisingly
  • Huffs and puffs a lot jus t he’s stressed
  • Can’t be mad for a day, tbh this boy will be better in a few hours
  • Eventually gives up, can’t stay mad at Candy
  • Nope nope nope, he can’t - he apologies

Kentin

  • Is great at the cold shoulder, he’s a pro
  • Very good at ignoring her too, if they’re not together
  • if they’re together his cold shoulder level spIKES
  • Doesn’t acknowledge her existence,
  • Asks questions about how she’s doing to Alexy,,
  • Wishes their argument never happened. 
  • Would overthink the argument, like if it’s worth being mad about
  • Only thing he texts is 'good night.’ with a period. 
  • Keeps it to himself,,
  • Can’t really sleep, feels pretty guilty
  • Don’t let this boy be mad,, he’s just upset man
  • Won’t crack anytime soon, he may be sweet, 
  • Gets v lonely and starts to get upset
  • He can be mad at Candy but ?? He can’t handle that
  • Eventually apologies,
  • If it’s Candy’s fault, he confronts her and asks if they can 'talk about it’.

anonymous asked:

What do you think ever since new York is about? I feel a little stupid but I can't make sense of the lyrics

Well, it’s open to interpretation really like Harry said but mine is this one:

You know when you have to face adversitiy in your life, you have periods of hopelessness. Sometimes you get really depressed, feeling like you’re trapped and that there is no way out. I think this song was written in one of these moments. I t doesn’t mean Harry didn’t get out of of his funk after, there’s bound to be ups and downs in the shitty situation Harry and Louis are in, really.

Tell me something, tell me something
You don’t know nothing, just pretend you do
I need something, so tell me something new

This is about frustration. You can feel his anger here. And when you feel desperate you lash out, it’s only natural and very much human to do so. It doesn’t mean you blame your significant other for all the shit you’re going through. My guess is that babygate was supposed to be over a million years ago and that it didn’t. Either this verse addressed to Louis or one of their handlers, Anyway it’s totally understandable. 

Choose your words ‘cause there’s no antidote
For this curse or what’s in waiting for
Must desert you just before you go

This is to me a clear hint to their closet (the curse)  and the way it straining on their relationship. Remember something (because I’m sure this will get me shit), couples have bad years (not bad days mind). It doesn’t mean they stop loving each other or that they have resentment between them, but it’s naive to think that they never fought about the way to handle it or were always on the same wavelength all the time about it. I believe this song is about one of these moments. (and yes I believe they have worked through it).

Oh, tell me something I don’t already know
Oh, tell me something I don’t already know

When you have the same argument over and over again with your partner and you feel like you’re trapped, this is something you’re bound to say

Brooklyn saw me, empty avenues
There’s no water inside this swimming pool
Almost over, that’s enough from you

This one fucked me up so bad omg. This screams despair (glass half empty analogy, almost over that’s enough for you– I almost hear us scream “END IT” in the background vocals)

It’s like he’s saying “stop with your wishful thinking, be realistic”, it’s like witnessing one of their arguments and this is why it’s painful for me.

I’ve been praying, I never did before
Understand I’m talking to the walls
And I’ve been praying ever since New York

In this moment, there is no way out, no silver lining, the glass is half empty. No one is singing “Just Hold On” here. It’s the lowest of the lowest point. But remember something, once you reached rock bottom, there’s only one way to go: UP. (I believe other songs will feature this topic heavily on the album: the silver lining, just like it shows in the way he wrote in 1D albums.)

Bottomline, I believe something happened in New York, maybe this is where they learned Babygate had to go on for much longer than anticipated? I really don’t know. But what I do know is that the song is about one of the lowest points in Harry’s life and that it’s the only song he wrote without a silverlining somewhere. 

anonymous asked:

Prompt: Chloe crying in the bathroom because she can't deal with all the stress and Beca standing outside the door softly singing Titanium to cheer her up

Chloe Beale has never considered herself a crier.

At least not when it comes to her own issues. 

Has she been known to cry at an emotional song? Sure. Watching movies? Pass her the tissues. When she read that Dobby died? She was a mess.

But when it comes to her own life, Chloe prides herself on keeping it together. 

Or at least she used to.

This year has really been pushing her to the limit and she’s starting to rethink that whole not being a crier thing. 

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anonymous asked:

If I want to request how mini bangtan would make me feel better, is it possible? Oct has been a shitty month and Nov is going to be the same too.. I hope you can do it.. But it's ok if you can't.. No pressure.. Btw, I really love your blog.. ^_^

1. thank you for liking our blog and i am very sorry this is really late 
2. i wanted to do something kinda different with this, hope it’s okay!
3. i personally also hope you feel better soon :)

Pocket-sized Seokjin would be the one to make sure you’re as comfortable as possible at all times. He’d make sure you don’t forget to drink water and eat healthily, because a happy mind starts with a happy body. When you’re feeling down, he’d try to cheer you up by trying to get you to talk to him about what’s bothering you, to which he’d just listen carefully and hug you and tell you it’s all going to be okay.

Pocket-sized Yoongi would just keep you company quietly for the most part, making sure you have someone to talk to if you want. he’d be low-key worried and he’d let it show in his own little ways, like staying up until he’s sure you are asleep, and from time to time he’d ask if you’re okay and say something really sincere and sweet like ‘hey, i know you got this, just keep going, okay?’

Pocket-sized Hoseok would be a piece of literal sunshine as usual, lets be real. he’d direct all his energy to the sole purpose of making you smile. he’d do anything from silly dances and aggressive aegyo trying to make you laugh, to flashing you his brightest smile and then hugging your cheek and telling you he loves you. when he sees you’re a bit down, he’d go up to your face and put his tiny hands on your cheeks to physically lift the corners of your mouth and ask you to please show him that beautiful smile.

Pocket-sized Namjoon would also listen to your worries, but would be the one to try and solve them, or provide some other way of looking at them that makes you realise it’s not all that bad. he’d help you with a solid plan to overcome shitty days and try to distract you, give you some fresh air, for example by making you take a walk outside while he sits on your shoulder and tells you all about his day and his thoughts - so you can start again with a clean mind and new energy.

Pocket-sized Jimin would shower you with nothing but love, continuously coming up to your face to give you tiny pecks on the cheek and tell you everything he loves about you, and how he 102% believes you can get through this and that it’s alright if you don’t feel okay right now, as long as you know that you will feel okay again when this is over. hed stay by your side 24/7 and when you’re busy, he’d let you work, but he’d crawl on your shoulder or your head and try putting tiny braids in your hair.

Pocket-sized Taehyung would just see something is wrong and without questions, grab your face into a really tight hug, after which he’d get you some candy and put on some very nice music and sit cross-legged on your desk, staring up at you, and sing along to the music with his most soothing voice. when a more upbeat song comes on afterwards he’d jump up and make you dance and sing with him until you’re both out of breath, either from dancing or from laughing, or both.

Pocket-sized Jungkook would listen to your worries until you’re all done ranting, think for a minute and then his face would light up, he’d smile the bunniest smile at you, and tell you that of everything you told him, there’s nothing you couldn’t handle. and that even if you need a little help with that, he’s always at your side, and there’s definitely nothing the two of you can’t handle together. (even iron man needs a jarvis sometimes, right?)

- caro

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post-apocalyptic cleanup crew :: songs for the mess at the end of the world
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As far as Angie can tell, Zahra lost her iPhone somewhere outside Missouri.

She definitely still had it when they left Wichita, because they had shouted along to Taylor Swift while they barreled down I-70 in a stol- er, borrowed car. They’d stopped in St. Louis, where Angie grabbed a hand crank generator from a university engineering department and Zahra shopped in the closet of a probably-dead model.

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Can’t Get You Out of My Mind Ch. 4

Chaptered Fic: Chapter 4/?

Pairing: Phan

Rating: Currently PG, hopefully change in future chapters

Chapter Word Count: 4635 / Full Fic Count: 12,038 

Summary: Phil is weird in many ways, but there’s one thing about him that is weirder than most. He has the ability to enter people’s dreams. Normally, he just hops into a random friend’s dream and goes along for the ride. Until, that is, the new kid, Dan Howell, comes along. From the moment they meet, Phil can’t stop get him out of is head….. And Dan may have a hard time keeping Phil out of his. Literally.

Warnings:  semi-nightmares, one instance of vague bedwetting (minor character), some language

A/N: Sorry this chapter is so long but It had 2 happen. also I am going on vacation so if I don’t have time to upload then, this will hopefully hold u over. Also shits about to go down chapter 5. Not in a bad way. 

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[Spoilers for Elementary 2x15.]

As someone with a schizophrenic mother, I can’t even begin to describe how emotional and happy this new Elementary episode made me. For the record, I’m gonna get pretty personal with this post. Like, a lot. And actually, this is way more of a personal post than an actual Elementary post, be warned. But if you want a personal account of dealing with a schizophrenic parent, this is your post.

When you get schizophrenic characters on TV, especially in a crime show, they’re… generally not treated very well. In fact they’re generally the killers or violent or threatening. Did you know schizophrenic people are FOURTEEN TIMES more likely to be the VICTIMS of violence, rather than the perpetrators? Fear-mongering TV shows probably has a fair bit to do with that. That and the general assumption that mentally ill people are automatically dangerous.

So to have not just one, but multiple schizophrenic characters, treated sympathetically, with respect and as full human beings, even in the limited time they had? It’s extraordinarily rare on TV. But then, this is the kind of wonderful thing I’ve come to expect from Elementary.

And then of course, the revelation that Joan’s father is schizophrenic.

You have no idea how much I suddenly see myself in Joan. I can’t… I actually can’t think of a single show where I’ve actually gotten a mirror for this part of me.

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justkirstenb  asked:

Prompt? What is every time Beth takes a nap or is lying down, her shirt rides up and Daryl can't resist kissing her tummy? (Also, hope your holidays were good!!)

[This is set in what I’m calling ‘tiny apartment verse’, the ficlets set in this verse include: part one, part two, and part three.]

Considering the sort of work Beth did, it never surprised Daryl that she needed to nap most days after work. Hell if he had to work just one day at that daycare full of screaming kids, he’d probably nap for a damn week. Of course Beth wasn’t like him; the kids adored her and just a gentle touch or a hummed little song from her could usually get them to stop screaming. 

But still, she spent eight hours a day handling a pack of energetic kids, so it wasn’t ever a surprise that after coming home she often needed a nap. That wasn’t the amusing part.

What amused him was that she always chose to nap on the couch instead of the bed. He didn’t get why really; their bed was much more comfortable and far bigger, considering it took up almost all of their bedroom. But time after time she chose the couch, and it became a sort of routine. He’d get done with work at the garage and drive over on his bike to the daycare to pick her up and drive her home to their tiny little apartment. He’d always go get changed into something that didn’t smell like car oil and when he came back she’d be curled up on the little couch (which was really a love-seat), looking almost like a cat all tucked into a ball.

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