sometimes dreams are all you got to keep you going

♡angsty/suggestive sentence starters♡

send me a number and a character/ship and i’ll write it! 

  1. “why do you always have to be such an asshole?
  2. “if you’re going to keep running your mouth like that, i can think of a few ways to make you shut up.”
  3. “is there any reason as to why you’re getting drunk on a tuesday afternoon?
  4. “i just don’t want to think for a while.”
  5. “say it again.”
  6. “don’t lie to me.”
  7. “i’m sick of being treated like this.”
  8. “i didn’t mean it like that, and you know it!”
  9. “so this is it?”
  10. “i don’t want to go to bed angry.”
  11. “don’t touch me.”
  12. “i’m pretty good at providing distractions.”
  13. “i’m not saying i want a threesome- but i wouldn’t be opposed to it.”
  14. “just sit down and let me take care of you.”
  15. “is that- blood?”
  16. “i just want to help you relax.”
  17. “does that feel good?”
  18. “i don’t love you anymore.”
  19. “i loved you. past tense.”
  20. “stop lying!”
  21. “jealousy isn’t cute on you.”
  22. “don’t call me ‘princess,’ asshole.”
  23. “i deserve better.”
  24. “you deserve better.”
  25. “you make me nervous and happy and horny all at the same time and it’s confusing as fuck sometimes.”
  26. “you left your underwear back at my place.”
  27. “you just broke the last bit of trust i had in you.”
  28. “i hope you’re happy.”
  29. “does that line ever work?”
  30. “you’re the best i’ve ever had.”
  31. “is that all you’ve got?”
  32. “hit me!”
  33. “tell me this is a dream.”
  34. “let’s keep this between the two of us.”
  35. “is that my shirt?”
  36. “why do you even care?”
  37. “i’m sick of being ‘the other girl/guy.’”
  38. “you love her/him.”
  39. “can you take it?”
  40. “i’m not going to break.”
  41. “we’re not just friends. you know that.”
  42. “friends don’t get each other off.”
  43. “it’s over- and it’s for real this time.”
  44. “i’m not that flexible!”
  45. “you don’t scare me.”
  46. “it’s okay, i’m here.”
  47. “you’re not alone. you never were.”
  48. “i’m in love with you but i don’t want you to hurt me.”
  49. “it’s complicated.”
  50. “you’re the only one.”
Sometimes, an initial bit of courage is all that’s needed to get you going. Summon that strength, and allow it to propel you forwards. You’ve got this.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

And now it is time for the first half of the Busan line, one half of Jikook, an absolute angel with the voice that is s o soothing but when he growls it’s just oH bc here’s this lil cutie with kissable cheeks who loves hugs and then he’s just growling and his voice does the thing, Park Jimin aka chim chim (also hi I just watched the teaser and I’m so fucking excited I’m ready this shit looks aesthetic as fuck) 

  • This post will feature a bit of model!Jimin (here)
  • Visuals are up first bc I love some Park Jimin in a suit
  • I gotta add in some pink!chim to this bc w oW what a look like the pink looks so amazing on him and now I want an all pink!BTS comeback imagine how cute that would I need it bighit gimme plz
  • He looked good in every hair color he’s had tbh, like the black hair was !!!! the orange hair is still one of my faves, the red hair of course and the blonde was great and now the pink hair is really amazing and I gotta do the pink bc it’s new and it’s super cute I’m into it
  • CEO!Jimin does have the other colors, especially black and blonde, he goes back and forth with those two a lot and he’s got the orange hair for a long time and then he goes into the red hair for a while then back to black and back to blonde and so on
  • Based off of the suits Jimin wears, he seems to like the more classic look, the black jacket and pants and then white dress shirt and then a lil tie sometimes it’s a bowtie sometimes there’s no tie so I’m gonna stay true to normal!chim with this one bc that is s o not a bad look on him at all I am signed up for that shit
  • There have been a couple of times where Jimin wears an all white suit and that is some good shit like I gotta bring up the Epilogue Concert teaser again but let’s just be real that entire video is just CEO!BTS
  • He wore all an white suit in that and then a black shirt underneath it and oh my god THAT was a look I want repeated especially with that hairstyle (I’m not over that teaser at all and now it’s been brought back up bc I watched it again so now I’m extra not over it)
  • “Mr. Park will see you now”
  • Just gonna leave that there
  • He runs a modeling company
  • He starts off as a model of course and he’s been modeling for years and years so he knows the modeling industry in and out, he knows the qualities certain brands and photographers look for
  • He also knows hard it can be to make a name for yourself in this business so he personally coaches all of the models
  • He finds out their strengths, their weaknesses, he helps them gain more confidence bc he knows that that part was really hard for him and he wants to give them his advice that he’s had to learn over the years
  • Jimin still does a lot of modeling but it’s mainly for Namjoon’s lines or collections
  • Okay but head canon that Namjoon and Jimin are business partners
  • Jimin supplies the models, Namjoon supplies the fashion
  • It’s pretty well known that every model in Namjoon’s fashion shows are from Jimin’s company but you can always see Jimin next to Namjoon backstage and they’re both so smiley bc everything they worked so hard for is coming true right before their eyes
  • He’s not a very strict boss, we all know Jimin’s a lil softie who just wants to make people happy and he really doesn’t start the company for money or fame, he starts it so he can help people find their footing bc you know whether or not you branch off into other brands, you’ll be able to model for Namjoon’s collections and that alone is a huge deal bc joon is a pretty popular fashion designer
  • He’s s o friendly and all of his models and employees feel like he’s just another best friend bc he’s so caring and sweet and genuine like you would think about oh so many years in the spotlight, the fame might have gotten into his head a bit but he’s still so ?!?!?! when people recognize him, he doesn’t even really think he’s that famous despite being all over covers and billboards and having so many different brands offering jobs
  • His office is super cute, it’s got a bunch of fan letters and photos and fan art hanging up on the wall bc it makes him smile when he’s having a rough day and he’s of c ou r s e got like a million pictures of you and him together
  • His office is either spotless or looks like someone flipped the entire room upside down, there’s no in between and it all depends on how stressed he is bc if he has a l o t to do, he’s not gonna have time to clean up after himself
  • But everything is really chic, it’s all black furniture with white accents and a really comfy chair (that was a gift from hobi) and cute pictures of everyone he loves everywhere
  • Head canon that there’s a weekly dinner among the employees (the models sometimes join but it can be tricky to keep up with when you’ve got a shoot halfway across the world the next day) every Friday night and you and Jimin always go
  • You’re always so proud to see all the success Jimin has had and seeing all of his employees who love him s o much just proves that he’s really done it, he’s accomplished his goals and his dreams
  • Plus you get to see chim in a suit and that’s always niCE
  • He never leaves your side the entire night, he’s always got his hand in yours or his arm around your waist or yours around his and there are so many kisses bc he loves you a lot and is more than happy to show everyone that he’s a taken man
FFXV Nyx Ulric x Reader: "My Gift"

Yesterday was my birthday so i wanted to write something for myself, I’m alittle late ehehe. Plus for all of the Nyx lovers out there here you go.

Word count: 1886

You woke up to your phone vibrating under your stuffed chocobo pillow. You were so tired after getting off work at midnight. Reaching for your phone you grabbed it and saw you got a text.. You sat up in your bed and saw it was a message from Crowe, it read.

“Morning y/n i know you got off work late but there’s something i want to show you…so please come to the training grounds.”

You sat your phone back under your pillow and fell back into your bed. Your grunted and whined.

“I’m so tired…..Croooowe this better be good…”

You jumped out of bed and walked to your closet and grabbed the first thing you saw. Which were your black decker jeans, panda moogle shirt and high top converse. Once you grabbed your phone and looked the door. You were on your way.

You glanced at your phone once you were half way there to see it was only 9 in the morning. But it was too late to head back home now… Besides the warm sun and birds chirping was a change of pace compared to the night shifts you worked. You took a moment to take it all in, the warmth of the sun, children getting ready for school and the peace that was kept thanks to the wall and the glaive.

You reached the training grounds and to your surprise no one was there.

“Hello! Crowe?.. Come on if this is a game I’m not interested… I’m tired i got off work late… Gate duty sucks!!”

Figuring that it might have been just crowe teasing, you sat on one of the benches in the training yard. You felt so much nostalgia. It’d been a year since you’d became a glaive and everyone was so welcoming to you. Even Luche who always seemed tight as a rattle snake. Though there was one man who caught your heart from the beginning. Maybe it was his bad boy appeal, the fact that everyone looked up to him, or his cocky smile he gave you that said

“Come get me!.”
Whatever it was there was an attraction. You’d tried denying it and running from it but it was getting you no where. Sometimes you’d wake from a dream where he was your all yours. And it drove you nuts. But honestly what could you do? You were both glaive and it was duty before pleasure…. But you couldn’t keep this up…

You dropped your head and looked at your phone. Thankfully you didn’t have work today..

“There’s still time to go back to bed…I’ll get crowe back for this later..”

You got up from the bench just as you heard a familiar voice.

“Crowe didn’t plan this I did..”

You turned to the right of you to confirm who your heart already knew it was.
“Nyx?… You planned what? Where’s Crowe?”

Your heart started to race at the mere sight of him. Your face burst to a bright red, and you didn’t know if to run or wait to see what he had in store.

“Yeah I’m the one who told Crowe to send you that message, there’s something wanted to ask you but seems like someone’s been trying to avoid the hero..”

Nyx took in a slight deep breath and started walking towards you. You were literally freaking out by now, you didn’t know what your body would do if he came any closer. Not to mention you didn’t know what he was going to say. Did he already know how you felt? Was he even interested? All these thoughts ran through your head, for better or for worse luckily your body made a move for you.

Next thing you know your running out of the training yard, full sprinting. Your face beat red and adrenaline kicking.

“So thats how its gonna be, there are few things or people who have gotten away from me love..”

You should have seen the look on Nyx’s face, lust, thrill , adrenaline, and the thought of what he would do after he caught you. His face hid nothing, too bad you couldn’t see it.

“Why am i running, this is my chance to let it all out. .”

You closed your eyes as a tear began to fall, you couldn’t take the thought of rejection. Your heart had wrapped around him so many times.. But at the same time what was there to fear.. You’d been rejected by dudes before. Because you weren’t short enough, you weren’t pretty enough, you didn’t wear enough exposing clothes. So you thought you’d be okay with another rejection… But the tears on your said other wise. You wanted him and you didn’t wanna here no or sorry.

You opened your eyes long enough to watch your face collide into Nyx’s chest. Nyx said

“Some chase..”

You tried to push away but your body did other wise, you wanted to tell him to leave. But your lips had a plan of there own. As you kissed nyx ulric the hero on the lips. You managed to pull yourself away. Though one of you were shocked that you did that and the other person didn’t want you to stop.

“I-I’m sorry!”

You stuttered as you tried to runaway. But before you could Nyx grabbed onto your waist and held you close. As he nuzzled his face into your neck, you felt his breath kiss your neck.

“As i said before some chase..”

Nyx then dug into the pocket of his cargo pants and pulled out his blade arching it as he tried to aim up. Next thing you knew you two were in the air falling, he then threw the blade again sparks dissipated at your arrival. You two were now on the roof of a building.

Nyx slowly released his grip from around your waist. But it was apparent he didn’t want to. You turned around and faced him, your face still burning, your heart still racing.

“Why did you, do that?..”

You hesitated with your words, but they came. Nyx broke his gaze from afair and looked into your eyes as he gave you the most magical smile you’d ever seen.

“Its because I wanna be your hero..”

He took a step closer to you and waited for your response. You felt a giggle building inside, because you felt almost foolish forvrunning away. You tried to keep it together but you failed. You laughed, cried, snorked, and you smiled. For a minute Nyx didn’t know what to do..and wondered if you were gonna be okay.

“Im sorry, i just wasn’t expecting that. Especially from the hero. Your the guy who can get any girl you want and you want to be my hero?”

By now you’d calmed down and couldn’t believe what you said. But there was no point in backing down now. Nyx simply smiled and walked up to you, so that you two were an arms reach apart.

“Because your just you, you don’t pretend, you don’t fake who you are. Your beautiful from your laugh, your smile, your eyes and the way you move. And yeah your right i could have any girl i wanted, but not interested in just any girl. I rather have the one standing in front of me, the one who caught me off guard since day one.”

Nyx had inched closer to you and rubbed the back of his hand against your cheek. It felt so warm, and sent shivers down your spine as you smelled his cologne. He saw the tears that had came down your face and kissed where he saw the remnants of tears. Your cheek, between your chin and your neck, your collar bone. He pulled himself away and pulled you close to him.

“And plus i wanted to give you something for your birthday. Believe it or not your a hard girl to shop for, and i wanted to give you something to remember. Hoped i would be a good first present. ”

You looked up at him shooked, you’d totally forgotten about your birthday due to all the hours you’d been working. Nyx gave a slight wink and grinned as he but his lip. You gave in completely, into him and your emotions. His warm lips met yours. For a time the world around seemed to not exist. The people talking, the cars passing by on the road none if it. You felt warm and safe in his embrace as he wrapped his muscular arms around you. His lips then trailed down to your neck as he began to walk you both into a wall. You were completely paralysed by this dork as he kissed all over you. He pulled away briefly just to look you. You tried to burry your face into his chest, not wanting him to see your embarrassed face. Nyx simply chuckled and placed his chin on your head and began rocking you both from side to side.
You’d never felt this happy in your life and you didn’t want it to end.

Nyx then got a call on his phone, he removed one hand from around you to grab his phone to silence it. Then put it back in pocket.
You looked up at him with biggest grin.

“ is this what you wanted tell me?”

Nyx looked down at you at licked his lips, and said


You looked away and shook your head.
“You dork…”

Sadly your moment of pleasure ended as your phone began to ring as well, the catchy dubstep ring tone gaveaway who was calling. You grabbed your phone from your pocket and tried to pull away from your hero. Instead you had your back to him as he grabbed onto your waist and pulled you close again. You chuckled and answered the phone.

“Hello? Crowe whats up?”

“Where the hell is Nyx? I called him 3 times and he hasn’t picked up. He was supposed to bring you here..”

Nyx made a slight cough and sighed.

“Sorry Crowe i had other plans, but I will bring her there. Matter of fact were on our way now ”

“Wow thanks hero, your alot of help..”
“Sorry Crowe..”

You apologized as you and Crowe hung up. You looked up at Nyx and asked.

“So where are we going?”

Nyx kissed your forhead and hugged you.

“Well were going somewhere, and you’ll find out when you get there.”

You looked at him for a moment, then smiled and said

“My hero.. ”

Once nyx let go you both walked to the gangs favorite bar. The glaive had thrown a surprise birthday party for you. Most of the glaive were there and already drunk. Even the captain was alittle lifted. Crowe saw the way Nyx was acting towards you and congratulated you. Once the party was officially going Nyx whispered in your ear.

“Guess I’ll give you your real present later.”

Your face lite up like a red balloon, your mind had already thought the worst aka the best. Only way you’d find out what he ment was to wait till after the party….

@itshaejinju @chocobropuffs @lady-asuka @gladixlusamicitia @alicemoonwonderland


-OOC Post-

Mun here… Holy crap you guys got me bawling like a baby here. I never could have dreamed I’d get this much support, even from those of you who don’t really know me much! Thank you so much all of you for your kind words and asks that you have sent so far. <3 I’ve decided to keep going with this; I’m definitely feeling more inspired again and hope to get to posting again sometime tomorrow.  

Unfortunately, I am way out of practice drawing everyone, and getting beat up real bad by my work schedule (just got off of a 7-day streak of 8-hour shifts, hours ranging from early morning to late night—not fun). Additionally I have been trying to pull myself out of a serious slump.  It may take me a bit to pick up speed with art again, as I am hoping to keep up some quality, improve my art, as well as give some kinda entertaining answers while working through my rust. 

Nonetheless, thanks again you guys, it really means a lot to me. <3

I think my mom is worried about me. she calls me everyday; “are you eating right? how are things going? maybe you should come home for a little. we miss you.” I keep forgetting to take my medications because I eat watermelon candies instead. I dream about places and things I’ve never lived. vietnam, wild elephants, america, eating breakfast in hamburg. my mom is an angel. I am sure she’s an angel. she says; “don’t forget don’t forget don’t forget.” I got a tattoo for the first boy I kissed. I listen to Bjork and paint with hands. I haven’t wear clothes all day. my mom says; “don’t forget to call your grandparents sometimes. we miss you.” I am trying to build my own paradise but everything seems to go wrong lately. I hope she’s still proud of me and I will be happy and bright and good as she wanted me to be

A beer after hiking 16 miles never tasted so good.

Crow pass, Alaska

I have 5 days left until I leave for my backpacking trip to Iceland, Paris, and Rome. I’m beyond excited and a little nervous. I’ll be backpacking Iceland for a little over 2 weeks then off to Paris and Rome for 8 days. This trip was something I dreamed of doing for sometime now. I was originally going to do this trip by myself but my good friend johncasquejo decided to tag along and got us a sweet flight deal to Paris and Rome. I won’t have any internet access while I’m there unless I find free wifi along the way. I’ll try to keep you guys updated through tumblr and Instagram (@norafleischer) Thank you for all the love and support. You guys inspire me everyday to keep taking and posting photos of my adventures. I wish I could bring all of you with me :)

Keep Going

We all fall.

Sometimes it’s huge; sometimes it’s small.

Sometimes you feel like you’re nothing at all.

But you are something special; don’t deny it.

Life is made for us to face the challenges: from injuries to sashes to triumphs and fails.

We all fall down sometimes. No one can be perfect.

Keep your chin up, and don’t give in.

You’ve still got tons left in you; you can still win!

Don’t stop. Keep going. Keep dreaming. Keep working. Keep doing. Keep loving. Keep earning. Keep going.