sometime's it's too much

My experience with the signs in my life
  • Aries female: so stubborn is incredible. A hot head. She knows what she wants and she'll get it. Yells a lot. Cares a lot about her family. Very concerned about her diet. She looks like a cinnamon roll but is a beast inside.
  • Aries male : very intelligent, probably the most intelligent. Can either have a very scientific mind or a very literary mind. Loves to read. LOVES to make puns. Horrible ones. Has the biggest laugh.
  • Taurus female: MY BIGGEST LOVE. Literally the cutest thing. She is so smart and caring and it's true: she loves to eat. Cares so much about everyone, not only her close friends. She almost never get angry but when she does. Ouch.
  • Taurus male: a cutie. Always ready to cheer you up. DOES NOT. BELIEVE. IN. ASTROLOGY. Likes scientific shit. Loves old movies. Always laughs at your jokes. The best friend you can find. Loves Shrek.
  • Gemini female: so strong and independent. Her hair is always on point, so is her outfit. Either very tall or very short. They talk a lot and they love listening to you. Geminis are actually very lovable people. Best companion for a boring class or for lunch break.
  • Gemini male: very bold and confident about himself. Does his own thing. It's not that he is a dick, it's just that he has his own problems to take care of. Except Trump, Trumps is really a dick. Im sorry Geminis that he is in your sign. The cool guy of the class who has a different girl every week. A lil fuckboy but fun to have a chat with. Loves videogames and perfect pal to get drunk with.
  • Cancer female: not a crybaby. Actually HATES to cry in public. More often than you think, very extroverted. Very passionate about what she loves. High ambitions, starts many things and then get bored. So many puns oh god.
  • Cancer male: oh boy. "Nightmare dressed as a daydream". Makes you feel so special. Boyfriend material. Usually dark hair and dark eyes. Not very tall. Adorable. Special laugh. Will do great things in life. Very creative but kinda introvert(?) WILL RATHER DIE THAN CRY IN PUBLIC.
  • Leo female: very close about her private things but she will open up if you demonstrate her she can trust you. Loves everyone. Not that confident about herself. Very confident about the world, tho. Wants to move someplace else and experience. People respect her.
  • Leo male: Stonehead™. Literally smokes all the time to forget about the pain he feels. Hides emotions and then explodes, usually with rage. Either very close to you that he calls you every day, or he'll completely ignore you. Smart even tho it doesn't look like. The lonely wolf.
  • Virgo female: so stubborn and independent. She knows what she wants and she'll get it. Can get very clingy to the people she loves but sometimes neglect other people she loves even tho she doesn't notice. Get mad easily for the little things. The queen. Just listen to her, she knows the shit.
  • Virgo male: cute but doesn't have his own personality. Sometimes gets involved in ugly companies and does things he doesn't want to. Very sensitive but tries to hide it. Actually cares about you even tho he wants to appear a tough boy. Pretends he doesn't care about school, ends up with all A. Probably very good at soccer.
  • Libra female: becomes part of your family if she isn't already. Amazing lipsticks. Always has great stories to tell. Lives in the clouds. Forgets about things easily but won't forget the important things. Has so many passions but get easily distracted when she is studying for an exam. Perfect person to binge watch Sherlock with.
  • Libra male: my everything. Pretends he's a gryffindor but deep down is a slytherin. Stunning. Gets high grade without doing shit. The teacher favorite. The one you can do stupid shit with. Will do anything for you. Listens to you 24/7. Loves tv shows. Very smart. Will probably end up doing something very important. Perfect dad.
  • Scorpio female: actually very sweet and caring, as much as cancer. Never shows off her emotions but you'll know when she cares about you. She's like a mama bear. She'll call you if she feels you are not happy. She'll call you constantly. Extroverted and kind. Best presents ever. Looks naive but very cautious.
  • Scorpio male: ok so my ex fwb was a scorpio and i gotta say they get emotionally attached. Pretend they don't care AT ALL and then calls u at 2 in the morning telling u they love you. Just be careful cause they don't know what they want. Obsessed with electronic things and sex.
  • Sagittarius female: literally on fire. SHE. TALKS. SO. MUCH. I have so many different feelings about her. Either i love completely or I can't stand her. She pretends she knows everything. She's so slow at doing everything, except talking. Laughs a lot. Very sensitive deep down. So loud.
  • Sagittarius male: Pretty introverted. The fire is hidden. He's a freaking badass. If he cares about you, he will show you. Most likely to call you at midnight for your birthday. Very sweet. Goes big or goes home, especially in love. Both a cinnamon and a sinnamon roll. Like if he ain't in the same political party as you, just don't mention politics. That's when the fire shows.
  • Capricorn female: so. she actually cares about you. but she has so much shit going on so she might forget to come at a place you invited her, she won't even apologize but when something happens to you, be sure she'll call. She's absolutely cute and she has been hurt so many times so it's hard for her to trust people completely.
  • Capricorn male: THE FUCKING FANBOY. He loves to travel and to try new things. He is so shy but with his friends he's crazy. Laughs at his own jokes. Extremely sensitive and when he loves, he loves hard. So intelligent and interesting. Absolutely adorable.
  • Aquarius female: the sweetest. she gets clingy to everyone but because she wants to have friends and do things and has a lot of problems but holds everything in and puts her friends first and she's hurt. The most precious human. She needs, she deserves to be loved the most. Learns very quickly and she's very honest.
  • Aquarius male: the devil™. Actually he is funny, like so many jokes, but sometimes it's just too much. He hates when people offend him. Gets on the defensive. Kinda selfish and cares a lot about like 3 people (?). Like he will kill for them. So much drama, boy. Probably failed history and algebra 2 twice.
  • Pisces female: such a badass and a cutiepie at the same time i don't even know how this is possible. she has such a strong personality and loves her friends. Determined and will fight with her teeth for what she loves. You need to have a pisces in your life. She always says she will kill a person but then she just like run away.
  • Pisces male: like just like the pisces female. Cares so much about his family and shows his emotions easily, whether is anger or sadness or happiness. Determined but also insecure about himself, but will do great things.

anonymous asked:

*pokes head in* I know your soulmate words AU is mostly for baku/kiri/kami but do you have any tododeku ideas for it, too?

Actually yeah, I do, because I have an overactive imagination and no sense of measure at all

Their words are “Is everything okay” (Izuku to Todo, Todo used to have them making a semicirle around his left eye, from forehead to cheekbone) and “you don’t need to worry” (Todo in answer to Izuku, on Izuku’s right arm, you can kinda see them in the drawing)

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This for my wonderful Detour anon! I promised a follow up to THIS and here it is. I meant for this to turn into fluff and that didn’t happen cause it was already so long. This installment is set in “Milagro”. Thank you, Detour anon and all you other readers for your continued support. You guys are all the best. 

She is dying.

Hands are clawing at her heart, most intimately, roughly reaching inside. She is fighting against the shadows, doesn’t understand anything but her will to survive, the need to make it stop. There is no pain as adrenaline rushes through her, but she smells the blood. The metallic taste tickles in her nose, lands on her tongue and makes her sick. She spits out instinctively as her hand lets go of her spent weapon, empty now, useless as it falls down next to her with a clang.

She is dying.

Her heart fights hard, beats strongly against the invading hands, and there is no sense in any of this, no reason, or logic. The beat of her heart drumming in her ears, Scully feels herself slip away. Exhaustion settles over her, gently, like a soft blanket, as her eyes drift close. I’m sorry, Mulder. I’m sorry. She listens to her heart beat, beat, beat, and lets go.

She is dying.

The thought settles in her mind, peacefully. She still hears her heart, beating strongly, thrumming in perfect rhythm. Warmth spreads through her as a breath of air caresses her cheek. Mulder, she thinks. She thinks of him, longs for his presence, and then she feels him. It’s his hand on her chest, searching, his other hand on her cheek, hoping. His heart misses a beat, makes up for it with a faster rhythm a moment later. It has been months since she’s felt this. If she’d been granted one last wish, it would have been this; it would have been Mulder’s touch.

For all the times Mulder doesn’t listen to her, didn’t, he listened that one time. Don’t touch me, she told me, give me time, she pleaded. He had given her time, and space, a plenty. Always making sure not to touch her. Every once in a while she’d seen his struggle, a shadow passing over his face, as he busied his hands with a file, buried them in his pockets. Anything to keep his hands off of her. No more. Now Scully becomes alive under his touch. She feels her lungs fill with air as his fingers crawl forward through the blood, fear slowing him down. Before he reaches his destination, Scully’s eyes pop open. Her first breath is sudden, too sudden, and she almost chokes. When her eyes find his, uncomprehending and scared, she first fears she really is dead. But there is her heart again, beating against her ribcage furiously, alive, alive, alive. Her arms reach out to him and he lets her in, hugs her as tightly as she lets him, but not as hard as she’s clinging to him. The tears come unasked, bring heavy sobs, deep sorrow. She grabs for him, tries to get even closer, and he hold on to her, just as desperately.

They don’t talk about it. Ever. He takes her to the hospital, his eyes watchful over her, one of his hands always hovering close, sometimes touching. She refuses to stay there, wants to go home.

“Do you want me to take you to your mother’s?” She shakes her head, stares at her reflection in the car window. There’s no way she could even begin to explain what has happened to her. The doctor assured her that nothing was the matter, no wounds, no scars. She’d washed off most of the blood before they went to the ER. No traces. Nothing wrong with her.

“No, I just want to go home.” They barely exchange words, but Mulder’s hand finds its spot on her back the moment she gets out of the car. She knows he’ll take his hand away if she asks him to. He has before, after all. Him keeping his distance is no longer what she wants.

“Do you need anything?” He lingers around the couch, unwilling to leave, and Scully realizes that she doesn’t want him to go either. She doesn’t analyze it, not now, doesn’t question whether she wants him around because of what has happened with Padgett or if it’s because she’s missed him. She’s pretended that she doesn’t need him like this. Told herself, and him, that she wanted distance; let’s not make it personal, she’d told him, throwing his own words back at him. She doesn’t know when it happened, suddenly or gradually, but she can see in his eyes, knows her own heart, that whether they like it or not, it is personal. It’s time to accept it.  

“You can stay… if you want.” She’s not going to ask him. She is not there yet.

“I’d love that.” He tells her, his voice even. She nods at him, gives him a small smile, and watches as he takes off his jacket and gets comfortable on her couch. The couch is too small for him in every way and she is almost tempted to invite him into her bed. She is definitely not there yet, though. Instead, she strolls into her bedroom, gathers a pillow and a blanket and hands them to him. She makes sure their fingers touch this time, revels in the small contact, the tingle it causes. She’s not going to deprive herself of this any longer. He thanks her silently and glances up at her.

“I’ll be here.” He assures her, repeating the words he said when she asked him for more time months ago. She knows now that he means it; knows that he’s working hard to earn back her trust, willingly following her directions. So it has to be her. It has to be her choice, her move. Looking at him, she wishes she could tell him that she never once doubted him. That she never once stopped trusting him. But she doesn’t want to lie. She promised herself they’d be fine, and here they are, another life-threatening moment later, and they really are.  

“Thank you, Mulder.” Scully tells him softly and leans forward. She means to kiss his cheek, and does so, but once her lips have touched his skin, she changes directions. She finds his lips and grazes them briefly. When she lets go again, albeit reluctantly, she grants him a smile that he reciprocates easily. She squeezes his hand, leaving a promise with him that this is merely the beginning, the start of something new, before she goes into her bedroom alone, closing the door behind her softly.

  • Jeremy: It's my motto: "Aim low and avoid disappointment."
  • Michael: I thought your motto was "Sleep and eat."
  • Jeremy: It's my other motto, and it's not as easy as it seems. Sometimes you eat too much and you can't sleep. Sometimes you sleep too much and miss the meals.
  • Michael: Boy, your life is such a delicate balance.
  • Jeremy: You have no idea!
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I wanted to draw something angsty but my body decided to purge all the fluff instead, so this is random but meh. More Creek, what a surprise, amirite?

 For me Craig is boyfriend material, he can be grumpy, non caring for other things but I imagine him taking good care of Tweek, fight me!

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@jokerxharleyweek Day 7: Breakout 

(Big thanks to @murderous-manipulative-angel for inspiring me with her post right here [x]) ;)

  • Peter: It's my motto: "Aim low and avoid disappointment."
  • Remus: I thought your motto was "Sleep and eat"?
  • Peter: That's my other motto, and it's not as easy as it seems... Sometimes you eat too much and you can't sleep, sometimes you sleep too much and miss the meals!
How to care for people with invisible illnesses

1. Never tell them that they do not look sick. We are very aware of this, hence why its called INVISIBLE illnesses.
2. Never make them feel like their feelings are invalid and we are overnreacting. We are usually in pain but do not show it.
3. Please understand that we want to go out and feel normal but sometimes its too much to get out of bed.
4. Dont discourage us from persuing our dreams and future just because we are unwell. We are aspiring humans as well.
5. Understand that we are really trying. We are not just lazy.
6. Dont make us feel like shit when we physically cannot do things.
7. Understand that even though its not visible pain, its just as dibilitating as a visible disease.
8. Ask us questions if you dont understand and dont just assume. We are more than happy to try to help you understand.
9. Show us that we are loved and wanted. Most times we feel like a burden to our loved ones. Its terrible to feel alone in this.
10. We want more than anything to feel normal. Dont treat us like were fragile. This makes us stronger and more determined to succeed. Encourage us to never give up.

Misunderstood Ne

I often get asked to help people figure out their type, but there’s a lot of confusion / superficial understanding of what the functions do – based in part on stereotypes. One of the more common misconceptions is that Ne is just about ideas; people think if they have lots of ideas, or don’t mind change, or are impulsive, it means they might be Ne.

Now, it could mean that or it could not, but something to remember is this:

Ne is Extroverted INTUITION.

What does intuition do?

It reads between the lines.

What does dominant or strong intuition do?

It can read between the lines accurately.

This misconception about high Ne being believers in rainbow unicorns does not really take into consideration what Ne actually does or produces. Yes, it gets ideas. But it also sees the bigger picture – all the time. It also sees intuitive potential – most of the time. It also focuses on gathering information and forming often accurate conclusions – a lot of the time. Yes, it can sometimes be outside reality. Its most major flaw is reading too much into everything. But, it’s INTUITION. If it is not right at least half of the time in reading between the lines, it’s not proper (realistic / accurate / trained) intuition.

Allow me to elaborate on an example.

ENFP cannot figure out why she has not heard from X friend for six weeks. Even though X friend often takes a long time to respond, this silence is… unusual. ENFP thinks about it for half a day, and connects the dots between two ‘linked’ situations – the fact that X is behaving unusually right now, and that about eight weeks ago, ENFP gave X their novel to read. ENFP concludes that X must either hate the novel, or not be reading the novel (and feeling guilty), or finds the novel boring – and is afraid / guilt-ridden / unsure of what to say to ENFP. ENFP decides to test this theory by writing X, saying they no longer need X’s input on the novel, since they have received feedback from others and are working to ‘fix the novel’s flaws.’ Unsurprisingly, ENFP receives a long, newsy e-mail (with an undercurrent of relief that ENFP picks up on) the very next day; and everything seems normal. ENFP concludes their theory was correct. About four months later, X confesses the truth to ENFP that the novel bored them, and they felt bad, and didn’t know what to say, so they hid out of guilt; at which point ENFP just smiles and says, “I know.”

Ne is intuition; reading between the lines, and choosing the most rational theory (NeTi or NeTe) or explanation for whatever it sets its mind to. Being as it IS intuition and is focused on building connections between different pieces of information / knowledge / experience, the more attention the Ne pays to things, the more accurate their conclusions will be. Ne with a good developed T function will run with the most rational / reasonable intuitive conclusion – in this case, the novel and my friend’s strange behavior is connected; and then NeFi’s understanding of human nature / emotions accurately assumes the motive behind the absence is guilt / avoidance of confessing an emotional truth (”I don’t like your novel”), aided by an extensive past full of similar experiences with this person so that the ENFP knows their behavior patterns (Ne/Si).

If the ENFP tested that theory and X did not immediately write them back / the silence continued, ENFP would then progress to another likely cause / effect based on the same intuitive system / reading between the lines / connecting past behaviors with present potentials (depression based on their problems at work, which is causing them to enter a negative self-loop?).

While it is true that Ne can be impulsive, indecisive, and run with other people’s ideas, it is also true that it is still intuition and can have incredible insight into situations, people, potential short-term problems (and how to resolve them), the psychological needs of others, and what people are not saying.

Many ‘intuitive’ fictional characters do not have real Ne, but a pale, superficial imitation of Ne (and this is also the case for every other type / function); when you meet a real Ne, you will know it due to their intuitive insights. So when trying to determine if you have high Ne, ask yourself how often you read between the lines, how easily you can connect separate pieces of information to form an intuitive perception, and how accurate your perceptions are; it’s more than just ideas, or being impulsive, or being indecisive. It’s about broadness of insight.

- ENFP Mod

it’s so interesting how someone’s smile can make your day