something i thought of last night

Yuri is having a miserable night?

Shower thought: So I was thinking about how in the leaked bonus manga Yuri says he is having a miserable night. At first you would think: “What, why? My boy, you just won gold!” Then it dawned on me that Yuri did not look happy at all standing on that podium with a gold medal around his neck. 

The first panel directly mentions something about “the tears that fall after the free skate, are they from weakness or strength?”. And you have the knowledge that Yuri completely wants to change his exhibition program.

My thought is that Yuri is having such a bad night because he is disappointed in himself. Not only did he fall during his Free Skate, he actually broke down and cried in public once it was over. Given his personality, I think he feels humiliated and embarrassed he did that, because he sees this as a sign of weakness. And the last thing our Ice Tiger wants to be seen as is a fragile, teary ballerina.

That’s why he wants to change his exhibition program into this edge lord glory fest. He was counting on Otabek (the one person he knows to describe him as something strong and masculine for a change) to stick around to possibly vent to or distract him, but then that bastard has to go and be a cool DJ at some club. Of course then Yuri, being the awkward kid not used to having friends, gets clingy towards this one friend he has made. It’s like he has seen in movies that ‘friends are supposed to be there for each other’ and gets even more disappointed for being left behind by someone. Again. (I’m looking at you Victor. Also possibly Yuri’s parents?) 

So of course he deals with this the best way he knows how: Following Otabek to the club, despite being told not to, and guilt tripping the guy into helping him with his program. This would obviously mirror his behavior towards Victor: following him to Hasetsu and demanding him to help him with his short program.

It seems that Otabek got more than what he bargained for when he signed up for this friendship. :’)

I had this dream last night that RandL were hosting some awards show (something big like the Grammys or the Oscars or something), and there was this montage of them that they played at one point. And in the last clip of the montage they went in like they were going to kiss, and my thought was “here they go, trying to fake us out again”, but then they made contact, and I FREAKED OUT. So the montage ends, and they look at each other (still up on stage at the awards show), and Rhett says, “We should watch that again!” And Link kisses him and takes him down to the ground before the camera cuts out. In my dreams I was watching this with my son and I was full-on screaming and hyperventilating, and my kid was like “what’s your problem?”, and I was desperately trying to log on to Tumblr as quickly as possible to join the collective freak out! Then I woke up NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Can I just say Farrah predicted something not once, but TWICE on drag race?

1st she said “someone’s gonna get hurt in this challenge” during the cheerleading ep. And then Eureka got hurt… Then, she says something along the lines of “all of that perfection can’t last forever” about Valentina and 👏🏻look 👏🏻what👏🏻happened… I’m not saying she’s psychic, but I’m not not saying it either lol

Originally posted by gameraboy

anonymous asked:

I think it might have been that he haven't seen the gutta boys (the cutest thing eveer) since the vodka incident when they were separate from each other, which is why he also joked about the bottle since that was when he was with them last? And that they were together again. That's what I thought at least.

the “everything is okay now?” seems extremely out of context if there hasn’t been any sort of drama between the boys. im pretty sure something happened and it 100% has something to do with the karaoke night
When your mind screams louder (than love)
a Yuri on Ice fanfic by Ilsia
By Organization for Transformative Works

Having Victor in his life was an unforeseen blessing, but one that Yuuri didn’t expect to last. He had always known that eventually, his Russian boyfriend would get bored of him and move on to something better. Someone better – someone more outgoing than Yuuri could manage, even on the best of days. Someone more confident, better looking, more worthy of Victor’s attention and love.

That was why he wasn’t surprised, when he woke up one day to a horrible itch in his throat, and spent nearly ten minutes coughing up flowers.

Or: A story about two idiots in love and learning to believe in one another. A Hanahaki themed two-shot.

anonymous asked:

You should share the text of Harry's speech in Mexico - he is heartbroken. The video has some upset because the crowd isn't quiet, but English is not their native language. We should be kind and remember that.

I didn’t watch a lot from last nights show because I’ve had a very heavy heart, an interview today to prep for, and my research presentation tonight.

But I will say this: I don’t think he was upset because the crowd was loud. I think he was upset because something horrible happened close to his hometown and as a musician, the thought of people being unsafe at his shows is probably weighing on him. I think he did very well all things considered.

I really enjoyed last night’s episode. Although I would loved to see more Wren ofcourse and have Aria do something really bad. Cause now all we got to see was that she placed a comic book in a locker so.

But everyone’s acting was so good. I especially enjoyed Janel. Shay surprised me as well. So congrats Troian, you really did a great job!  

anonymous asked:

Last night, my long-time GM cancelled our scheduled Tuesday session. He texted everyone and said something personal had happened and he wasn't in any state to run Pathfinder. I checked his blog this morning and can guess why. Will you talk to him eventually?

Okay I’ve been trying to deal with this in a way that is best for me because I’m tired of putting other people’s feelings before my own, and I thought that blocking him would be the end of it but apparently not. I’m going to have to ask you both to stop contacting me.

I’ve made it clear in the past that I am gay and that I am not interested in being friends with men who cannot respect that. He has repeatedly made comments that have made me uncomfortable and put it under the guise of respecting my sexuality with comments like “I’m happy being friends too though.” He has repeatedly made statements indicating that we are good friends when in fact he is little more than a stranger to me. I am a friendly person, and I enjoy talking to people, even ones who I don’t necessarily consider my friends. I have tried repeatedly to steer our conversations very far away from comments about being friends or about his feelings for me and he does not take the hint. I asked for space and when I discussed his past messages to some of my (male) friends I was advised to just take care of myself and block him because of how uncomfortable I felt. I took that advice, for better or for worse, and the moment I did so, he stopped respecting the space I asked for by logging out of Tumblr to send me an anonymous ask. And when I ignored him he violated that space a second time, even telling me he would contact me in a month. That is not respect. That is not giving space. That is a violation and that is subverting the actions I took to protect my comfort.

Maybe I didn’t handle this in the best way possible. I’m not a confrontational person and I don’t like hurting people’s feelings. I know he means well and isn’t trying to be creepy, but the fact remains that regardless of his intentions, I feel violated and disrespected. I thought the conversation cues I gave him were clear enough to indicate that I was not interested in him and that he was making me uncomfortable but I guess not. I chose to just block him because, as my other friends agreed, he had failed to take the hints, and I don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of myself.

I did not want to have to be public about this but now I don’t have a choice. Please do not contact me again, or I will disable anonymous asks and/or change my URL.


Jason made breakfast the next morning.  It was just cereal, but it was a fairly thoughtful gesture. Jodie sat down with her brother and for a moment, the twins actually got along.

“Hey Jodie?” 


“I’m sorry about last night.”

“Good.  You should be.  You have a room for a reason, bro.”

“Yeah…Anyways, I’ve been thinking about something.  I got my place to Level 5 and I’m really starting to make good sales, and I was thinking - I want to hire someone to help me out a little bit.  I thought, to make it fair, you might want to do that too.”

Jodie carefully sipped the milk at the bottom of her cereal bowl before answering.  “Okay,” she said at last, “I could use a bit of help. I’m at Level 5 too, and it is hard to keep the shelves stocked all by myself.” 

“Okay.  We’ll both hire one person to help out.”

anonymous asked:

That guy touching Callie creeps me out. Does that count as sexual harassment ?

That will be the least of his problems. Human trafficking, kidnapping, i mean geez.

 Anonymous said:                                                                           It’s sounds like Lena is saying don’t shoot but it looks like Russell has the gun I’m confused.      

I thought it might be Lena but I have decided it’s Callie. I am sure she’s yelling at Stef or something. I am hoping this is over in one night. Thank god it isn’t a 2 part episode. Honestly, the last 2 part openings have been a waste of time for the characters.

Anonymous said:                                                                                I know people are sick of Callie but I hope she continues to get along with her mama’s.            

Well, that’s always the hope. I don’t want Robert anywhere near her saying they aren’t doing a good job.

Anonymous said:                                                                          That promo just looks like the first episode. So I’m sure after that it will be much calmer.             

Well with the dads being all over one episode and then another with detective gray, I am not seeing the return to family yet. Honestly, my expectations are very low right now. I feel the show is at an all time low

Dear, first love.
I do not know how it happened. I couldn’t even tell you when it happened. All I know is that I was completely in love with you but suddenly, it was over and my love started dissipating for you. Please understand, it didn’t just leave. I went through hell and back, not knowing how to deal with the love that you left behind. I thought it was something I’d never be able to get over. I was so overwhelmingly in love with you that I just couldn’t believe that we had no future together anymore and that was hard to swallow because there was a time where I once saw you as my entire future. My mind went astray with the thought of you during cold nights, wishing we were sharing body heat for one last time. It felt as though I’d never be able to erase your name from my memory. But something happened. Like I said, I don’t know when or how, or possibly even why, I just know that it stopped hurting. Your name didn’t feel like a sharp knife embedded into my heart, it faded away like a dull blur that I had trouble remembering. I could drink dark coffee without thinking how your lips tainted that very same mug once before. I was able to pass by the places that hold memories of past us laughing away into the night, with mexican food in our mouth and love in our eyes, with a smile. There was no longer any sadness that used to drain my entire body with heaviness when my thoughts ran through these memories like wildfire. Just an acknowledgement that we were in each other’s lives at one point of time in this universe. I’m no longer sad about us anymore. Truth is, if we were meant to be, we would have been. It’s just a shame that we were lessons rather than the real thing because had we learnt our lessons before meeting each other, we could have been the real thing, you know? The big love that everyone talks about. All of the movies, songs and poems about love; we would have been the epitome of love itself. I truly believe that. But I am happy that we happened. Because I now know how it truly feels to love someone and to have it taken away from you. It’s given me the biggest lessons of my life. I now know when to admit when I’m wrong, how to support someone when they need you to, how to not hold back in love just because you’re scared of the outcome and most importantly, how to love someone without wanting anything in return. Just for the complete sake of loving them.
God, I’m scared. I’ve met someone new and I’m terrified of messing it up. But this time around, I’m not holding back. I have a heart full of love and this time, I’m going to do it right. So thank you for being a part of my life. Thank you for the lessons and thank you for teaching me how to love somebody properly. Goodbye, first love. Hello, my last love (hopefully).

Based off this that I posted last night regarding the svtfoe season 2 finale, It got some notes so I thought I’d actually play it 

“I thought earth was a pretty great place, I fell in love and now I have to leave its face. But now I’ll never again see his smile I wish I could’ve stayed a little while… I met people who I thought I’d never meet and all because I fell and landed at his feet. Maybe it’s all something I made up in my mind, so now it’s time I finally leave this place behind”


After almost 8 years I quit my full time job to become a working artist. NO MORE NIGHT SHIFTS FROM 10pm-6:30am … or days .. tonight is my last night :D May13th 2017 .. Sunday morning I’m FREEEE!
I continuously told myself if I can wake up to go to a job that I don’t like .. I can wake up and put just as much time and effort into something I love doing . I should have listened to myself long ago but continued to listen to the people around me and stayed longer .. I have received both positive and negative comments because of my decision & unfortunately most negative comments have came from the people closest to me when I thought they would have been more supportive .. I’ve always hated that whole .. struggling artist bullshit or you’ll only be famous when your dead crap. I refuse to have that kind of mindset or let fear take over my life 😌 … only positives vibes over here. May the universe continue to be on my side…

But yooooo!
Feel free to add me up :D ✨

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Get Out.

Originally posted by tess453

Peter Parker x Reader

Request: Yes

Summary: Deciding to stay in for a date, Peter and the Reader are faced with annoying and embarrassing comments from the whole team, who are unaware of their relationship.

Word Count: 2,428

Warnings: language, fluff, annoying avengers (??), embarrassed!Peter, embarrassed!Reader, cuteness, LOTR trilogy. (Let me know if I missed any)

A/N: Alright homies, I apologize it has taken me so long to upload something. I’ve been reaally stressed. So hopefully this is okay? For the anon that requested this, I hope you like it. I’d love some feedback, as always. Enjoy reading!

Dark, gray clouds blocked any source of light from shining through the big, thick glass windows surrounding every inch of the building.

The entire tower was filled with a solemn mood that spread into every corner and room.

Most of the team dreaded days like these, since it put a damper on their mood, (especially Steve).

You, however, cherished days like these the most.

It’s where you find your peace and inner self, no matter how depressing that may sound.

It helps you relax and release any stresses that corrupt your thoughts.

But the best reason of all is that you don’t have to leave the house, even if you had a date with Peter tonight.

However, thinking that idea through, you realized something.

The whole team would be here.

With Peter and you.

During your date.

Well, fuck.

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  • fp: hi!! im so sorry i didnt text you goodnight last night, i fell asleep while reading!! im sorry if i worried u!
  • me, lying: haha dont worry i figured it was something like that!! im fine dont worry about it :)
  • what actually happened: *had 3 panic attacks, almost relapsed, had reoccurring suicidal thoughts, kept thinking fp would leave me, still has an overwhelming amount of anxiety*

Dear ‘Raffe (Short for giraffe),

It’s weird. Our relationship still excites me like brand new shoes although we’ve walked so far together already. I decided yesterday, amidst leaving subtle kisses along your neck and jaw as you snored your life away, that I’m going to give you all of me.

At this point, you may be wondering what I’ve been giving you all of this time if it isn’t all of me… and I can tell you… I’ve been giving all of what I thought I could. Something about last night, in the moments that I could feel your belly rise up and down, grazing my own ribs in rhythm, that I realized, with you, I’m not scared to be more, to be anything and everything. You revive, ignite, and create parts of me I killed, put to sleep or wasn’t aware of at all.

You make me proud to carry all of my identities. I feel pretty and handsome. I feel strong lifting you in the air or being bent over by you. You speak to every part of me.

You’ll stumble on this post  in a few minutes or weeks, depending on when you feel like perusing my Tumblr. I hope you understand how you make me feel in this moment.


~ Love


Thank you to anyone who has supported our journey and our

Youtube Channel (Tae and Lou). The support has been so appreciated.


Based on this prompt I said I’d fill a few days ago:

boss: “know why I called you in here?”
me: “because I accidentally sent you a dick pic”
boss: “accidentally?”


(on ao3)

“You need to stop pining after people you haven’t even spoken to,” Lydia says one day, probably because Derek—er, Mr. Hale, their boss—has just stepped through the front door of the cafe where they’re having lunch, and Stiles has trailed off mid-word to watch him walk up to the counter. In Stiles’ defense, he’s never seen Mr. Hale outside of the office before, let alone Mr. Hale wearing a leather jacket over his dress shirt. God, and Stiles thought the tailored suits were bad enough…


“Uh, I have too spoken to him,” Stiles says indignantly, tearing his eyes away from Derek’s broad back across the room. “One day I was coming out of the break room and I almost walked right into him and he said, ‘Excuse me,’ so then I said, ‘Oops,’ and he smiled at me. Kind of. A little bit. I mean, I interpreted it as a smile. There was some prolonged eye contact.”

Lydia abruptly stops stirring her fat-free latte to stare at him—one of those Oh god, it’s worse than I thought kind of looks. “That’s it?”

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