lumi | hair

CAUTION: this is my first ever hair mesh so…its prbly gonna suck. This is an edit of the diwali hair (w/o the pin thing) to be shorter bc i wanted something like that for one of my gameplay sims. can someone pls make a better version of this thanks

  • all ea colors
  • bgc compatible
  • no hat chops bc i got lazy
  • correct lods, shadow map, n everything


One of my pet peeves among the fandom, is when they claim to be supportive of Jackie…..but don’t really. 

I mean, i get the fandom is repelling against the onslaught of horrible shippers who hate on her. But the best way to be supportive of her, should not be saying things like:

“I support her happiness, so when she inevitably loses interest in Marco or Marco breaks up with her, i hope she moves on to someone better for her and finds her true love”

If you want to be supportive of Jackie, then understand and respect her relationship with Marco whether you like it or not. She and Marco are happy together, and that who knows, they may be each other’s true love. This show is very unpredictable.

The biggest problem though is that the fandom wouldn’t be saying this stuff if Star and Jackie switched places, and i know that full well because that’s pretty much what Tom got from the fandom. Telling him to move on, and to go find someone else. So what? Star is the exception in this situation? But if anyone else does it they should move on?

Pick a moral, and stick with it.

It’s so sad when you can see clearly what the other people can’t see, how two people who are meant to be let everything except love get in between them. How they let their ego and jealously destroy something that could have turned out to be something beautiful. How they think they will find someone new and better, not realising that this is once in a lifetime kind of love. Watching two people who are in love walk away from each other is the most tragic thing in the world.

anonymous asked:

i haven't seen my SO since june 30th (we live 400 miles apart and both work constantly) and i've got all bluesy (the "i miss them so much" blues + "what if they find someone better closer" blues). any tips to cheer up and feel okay about it again?

the only thing i could suggest is talking to them about it. they can reassure you ☺️

anonymous asked:

You gotta have some perspective with all this relationship stuff. Even with a deal from the Devil you couldn't keep the girl you loved. What happens when your heart breaks again? Over and over? What happens when you can't pick up the pieces? What happens when you find out you weren't destined to be with someone?

Make my muse cry. Using as many words as you’d like. (not accepting anymore!)

SHUT UP! She–! She doesn’t know what she’s missing! I’m so great I can find someone else, easy! What happened with the Devil was a mistake! I just need to– I-I’m already..! I’ll find someone again! I’ll find someone who’s better and I’ll be able to move on!

I’m destined! Just not with her! I don’t need to pick up any pieces because it was never broken to begin with!

I’ll move on! I’ve already moved on!! I…I…!

I… can’t.

I can’t move on…

Rosa… Rosa…


my volume just got here!!! yay. the ellie on vol 28 is so beautiful and powerful… im sad that you cant see the cover from my bookshelf.

my camera quality is atrocious, so hopefully someone gets a better pic of the pins, but theyre so so cute!!!!! ;__;

(i may unpackage them in a sec and take individual close ups of them)

rough day

Can’t talk about it on facebook because my teacher could hear me but here… thank the gods for my fandom.

My film teacher didn’t react well to me the first time she saw me, some people do better when someone is neuro-atypical than others. She knows, because I put it in sufficient detail what my difficulties are in the anything else your teacher should know box, because that’s always necessary for me when I enter a new class/community.

So I thought things were going alright when she did respond well to me when I volunteered to direct our first day and I thought maybe things were going to be ok. But now, after today, I’m afraid my concerns were warranted.

We turned in -IE had a screening- of our first assignments in class. I’m upset because as a new filmmaker I feel the critique I received wasn’t in tune with the experience of the filmmaker. And that it just felt like my teacher was taking pot shots at me personally.

I’ve never been an in the box kind of gal, so when I made a “hand off” scene, I wrote a complete story which included some difficult to shoot and difficult to capture elements. I tried to execute my vision and for the most part I succeeded. And I knew and acknowledged where I didn’t: in class, in public and with no trouble. I’m good with that.

When you have a public critique and the person on the receiving end says “yes, I understand,” and “you’re right and I tried that but I was unsuccessful, so I had to compromise with this,” that’s a hint that they got the message. I did these things (repeatedly).

I’m angry because the person before me got critiqued for doing the thing I also did, so I’d already had a chance to understand the mistake through his work. Then, when it was pointed out in mine and I said yes, quite right, mea culpa, my teacher proceeded to hit me over the head over and over again because I made the same mistake multiple subsequent times in the same assignment.

Dude, I understood the first time.

Then, when I related that I’d had difficulty with a certain thing and had to compromise in order to get it cut together at all, I got a snotty “well the whole point of the assignment was X.”

Holy shit lady!! Did I not just tell you that I tried, but was unsuccessful? How much more humble and understanding can I be? “Yes you’re right and I tried that but it didn’t work because I screwed up.” I dont’ know what more I could have said that would have communicated that I had received her message.

This from the same person who said go forth and make mistakes just try stuff. You’re going to make mistakes.

That’s fine for everyone else in the class apparently, but not for me.

I tried stuff, I worked very hard and you know what? I did some complicated shit which was a huge amount of growth from the very little editing I’d done before the start of the class. I had a concept (way more than any of the others I saw), a story which I wrote and which was unique, and I did a good job on a HUGE number of things. But I didn’t get to hear about any of that.

My teacher got hung up on a mistake which I understood and communicated such.

On a brighter note, I think teacher number 2 in the room figure out what was going on and as I came back to my seat - near her, she actually acknowledged what I had done well, it was well cut and my shot composition was good. Well, I’m glad somebody was watching besides me.

On a positive note, I did not cry in class, which I wanted to. And I did not leave, which I also wanted to.

Back to my anger over the whole neuro-typical/atypical business. People tend to react in two ways when I discuss my issues with them. Upon first meeting them either they wait and see what I’ve got and take me as I am (they get curious as opposed to judgy), or they hear what happened, then see that I’ve actually got a lot going for me and decide that somehow I’m either making it up, malingering, or just seeking attention/pity. Some of those take the extra step to try to teach me a lesson or put me in my place.

Seems like teacher number 1 may be the latter.

And before I stop whining, I want to make clear that I don’t worry about justified critiques, public, private or otherwise. If I need to improved, I want to hear about it and I am really fine with that. Really. I crave critiques on new skills because I know I can do better. I like hearing where I can improve. What I do not appreciate is getting trashed (longer than anyone else in my class of nearly 30) for minutia which I acknowledged early on.

The worst part of this whole thing is that I don’t feel safe to be creative in this classroom space anymore. I just wanted to leave today. It wasn’t fun.

Today was a good day.

I interviewed for The Dream Internship and had a good time during it! If I don’t get the position, it’ll be because they found someone who’s a better fit for the team, and I’ll be proud of myself for getting this far anyway.

I hung out for a couple hours with this girl I’m casually crushing on (like, even if it doesn’t “go anywhere”, she is SUCH a good new friend) and had a really really good time.

I went to a networking event (because this girl is non-stop) and met a few people I definitely want to follow up with as good connections for the future.

Recently I had a handful of really bad days. I was feeling really discouraged and stressed, I was getting flat-out rejections for internships, and I ended up bursting into tears in the middle of a meeting (and crying again about it later because I was so embarrassed). But today was a good day.

I’m going to remember this good day.

But imagine Hades, the God of the underworld, the mighty and powerful seated on a throne of skulls handing out punishment to sinners cowering in front of his dark and fearsome aura and suddenly Persephone skips in the room, humming a bright tune, twirling in her pretty colourful dress and she skips to Hades and places a flower crown on his head and Hades is like ‘Honey, I’m trying to do my job here.’ or 'I have an image to maintain, I’m the God of Underworld!’ and Persephone just smiled cutely at him and pecks his cheek and Hades just kinda sighs because he’s so whipped by his little sunshine but it’s just so hard.

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