someone told me that i should send these to them but im too shy

The Bookshop That Has (Almost) Everything

fun fact this is loosely based on a real bookshop I once found somewhere in greenwich idk exactly where it is but if ever find urself around the area look out for it its v cute and v tiny

summary: Phil works at a bookshop. Dan buys a book one day, and, in a ploy to see Phil, keeps returning with more and more obscure requests so Phil has to spend more time searching. After Dan leaves with ‘cactus maintenance: a memoir’, Phil starts to suspect something’s up.

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“Look,” Phil sighs when he catches sight of the book Dan’s clutching today. “I know there’s a very good chance you keep cacti and you just wanna maintain them and it’s probably wrong of me to assume otherwise, but-…can I ask you something?”

Dan gulps, putting the book titled “Cactus Maintenance: A Memoir” down on the counter.

“Do you actually need half of the books you come in here for?” he asks softly. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, there’s a good chance you might actually ride motorcycles, study bricklaying, want to know more about frogspawn or- you know, wanna look after your cacti, but…” he shrugs. “I don’t know. It’s just- um, you’re the first person I’ve met that, you know, buys one book every single day. When do you get time to read them all?”

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i.

Graveland’s Books is the kind of place you’d only come across if you were either very bored, very desperate, or very lost.

It hides on the tail end of an alleyway just behind the village market, and the gnarled wooden beams, the glass oil lanterns lining either side of the aged brickwork and the rusty bronze bell hanging above the door would fool anyone into thinking they’d just stepped out of 2016 and into the 18th century. If it wasn’t for the mobile phone shop sitting directly opposite, of course.

It’s not big in size, with a staff room and an office the size of a postage stamp upstairs and just about enough room to fit two free standing bookshelves in the middle of the shop, but books spill into every single crack. Stacks and stacks of fiction and history and travel and biographies narrow the aisles between the shelves, and it’s all too easy to trip over a random pile of books in the middle of the floor when you’re not concentrating properly.

But, for a job running along the sidelines of university, Phil enjoys it. He’d certainly rather spend his time flicking through a story about a cursed mushroom than stack supermarket shelves and deal with obnoxious co-workers, anyway.

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Existing

A BTS/ Kim Seokjin Fanfiction

Summary: He looked like an angel, and spoke like a singer. Next to you, a university student surviving on 5 hours sleep a night, and holes in your shoes, he seemed to have it all. But at the end of the day, you were both just Existing. You just cant help but think, it might be more fun to Exist together…

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Chapter 6

[JIN: Have you finished washing your face?]

[JIN: Don’t forget to drink a glass of water 😊]

[JIN: What does your room look like?]

[JIN: Did you fall asleep…?]

[JIN: Yah…I wish I knew what you were doing right now…]

You chuckle as soon as you walk back into your room back at your university dorm and see the messages that Jin had sent, wondering how someone couldn’t wait even 20 minutes for you to have a shower, without feeling the need to text you, but somehow the sentiment still had happy tingles running through you as you clutched your phone to your chest, grinning up at your ceiling before shuffling quickly over to your bed and collapsing into your pillows as you reply.

[Y/N: Who knew you were so impatient? I’ve only just finished my shower 😝]

[JIN: Yah! You said you were only washing your face! I thought you’d fallen down the toilet! 😉]

You roll your eyes at the ridiculousness of his joke, still finding yourself giggling despite yourself, as you type a reply, shuffling under your bed covers as you wait for his response, and just having turned your bedside light off when your phone lets out a little ding!

[Y/N: You’re an idiot 😉 Did you make it home okay?]

[JIN: I’m only an idiot for you! 😉 But yes I did…although I wish I could have come home with you.]

[…(Jin is typing)…]

Despite being separated by a screen, you could still feel your face heating at his words, your heart beating faster in your chest at the romantic tone to what he was insinuating, and its just as a boldness enters you and you go to reply, suggesting he come back with you next time, that his next message comes through and you scoff at your own over-thinking heart.

[JIN: When I got back my friends had turned the dorm into an Overwatch role-play arena. How am I meant to live like this? ☹]

Even though you were put out by your own over-reaching thoughts, you still end up chuckling at the ridiculousness of his message, picturing him walking into a battle zone made up of pillows, blankets and various pieces of furniture, whilst various faceless figures run around shooting pretend guns at one another. However, the incomplete image only makes you more curious to know about him; about what he did, and how he lived, and so you cant help but send him a curious reply.

[Y/N: I’m trying to picture it but Im struggling…what does your dorm look like? 😊]

When a few minutes go by without a response you suddenly think you’d pried too far into his life, hoping he at least didn’t leave you hanging and simply told you he didn’t want to say. But its just as you go to send him another message apologizing for being nosey, that your phone starts wringing, and Jin’s icon lights up the screen, indicating you were receiving a video call.

You quickly rip the towel from your head that had been drying your hair, tossing it to the furthest corner of your room, before dropping your phone to the bed beside you and grabbing your jumper from your desk chair, pulling it on quickly to cover your flimsy camisole and groaning when you take in the state of your room, before giving into your fate and answering his call, covering the lower half of your face as soon as you see yourself on the screen and realise you didn’t have any makeup on.

‘Yah! Why did you take so long to answer?’ he asks with a grin, his face lighting up the screen instantly making excitement build within you until you see his eyes seeming to dance over you on screen, and you become shy.

‘You surprised me! Why are you calling so late?’ you ask quietly, all too aware that your dorm mates were probably asleep, and seeing him frown at you in confusion.

‘Why are you talking so quietly?’ he asks, a smirk lingering around his lips and you have to bite your lip to keep your own smile off of your face as you lean over to turn your bedside light back on, seeing him sit up and smile wider when your face becomes more visible.

‘Everyone else is probably asleep, I don’t want to wake them.’ You explain, inspecting behind him as you speak, but only being able to make out a headboard and some pillows.

‘Oh, sorry. I just figured it would be easier to show you the dorm on video chat- I can hang up if you want.’ He says apologetically, but the way his face drops has you quickly shaking your head as you bring the phone slightly closer to you.

‘No! no. As long as I stay quiet it’ll be fine. Show me your house!’ you demand cheekily, seeing him chuckle at your insistence and getting excited when he appears to shuffle to the edge of the bed to stand up.

‘Well, you’re not allowed to comment on it being untidy, cause that is completely not my fault-‘

‘Is this on top of the fact that its just a load of guys that live there?’ you quip, smirking when he acts mock offended, before laughing with you.

‘I’ll have you know I’m a rather neat person.’ He argues, shoving his chin out in defiance, but you just chuckle at him, gesturing with your hand for him to show you, and receiving a huff, before the camera turns around.

‘This is my room that I share with Yoongi-‘

‘You share a room?’ you ask interestedly as your eyes scan the screen, smiling at the little toy figures lined up along a shelf, catching sight of a pile of clothes on a chair that makes you grin, before seeing the complex computer set up to one side, looking more like it should belong in a music studio.

‘Is that your computer? It looks really high-tech.’ you comment over his reply, to excited by seeing where he lived and jumping when the screen suddenly turns around again and Jin’s face is peering back at you.

‘Nah, its Yoongi’s, but he’s hardly ever at home to use it. I personally think he should get rid of it so that I can expand my gaming setup.’ He muses, the devotion to gaming that haunts his voice making you giggle, and you receive a playful scowl in response.

‘What about the rest of it? You said there was an Overwatch invasion?’ you inquire, grinning when he rolls his eyes at the reminder, before light spills across his face and you deduce that he was walking out of the room.

‘I got hit in the head with a foam bullet the second I walked in the door. I almost killed them.’ He exclaims, the volume of his voice making you worry about him waking his own housemates as you turn down the volume on your phone quickly to save disturbing your own.

‘Wont you wake everyone up being that loud?’ you ask in concern, seeing him shake his head as he appears to continue down a hallway, before entering a room.

‘Nah, they’re all still awake, although…they seem to have all disappeared at the minute-‘

Its just as he makes this observation that all hell breaks loose.

You try to stifle your laughter when you see the first bullet bounce off of his forehead, provoking a murderous glare from him. But when he continues to get pummeled by 7, 8, 9 more, you’re left in fits of laughter as you hear his war cry, seeing the screen become blurry as he appears to tackle someone, the sounds of pain and yelps of victory reaching you, only increasing your amusement at the situation.

You’re not even angry when the screen proceeds to go blank and the ‘call ended’ message appears, since you figured the play fight would take a while with what you were beginning to understand of Jin and his friends.

But its only 20 minutes later, after you’d proceeded to try to go to sleep, that you’re woken by your phone lighting up the dark, and you reach over to read his message, chuckling to yourself, before burrowing under your covers with a smile.

[JIN: I confiscated their guns. I’ll see you tomorrow x]

(T.B.C)

boyfriend!Dino
  • he’s always looking for ways to make you laugh like no matter what he makes it his goal to see your pretty smile at least once because seeing you happy makes him happy 
  • likes to randomly dance whenever and wherever so even if you two are just walking around shopping and one of the stores is playing a song he will stop in the street and get groovy and he’d love it if you did too 
  • will pull aegyo on you so you dance with him 
  • will dance to boy groups, girl groups, foreign music, instrumentals, etc. 
  • tried to teach you the jamjam dance but you kept laughing and he got pouty because hey- it’s not that silly ok ……ok so maybe it is, but still! 
  • get super excited about telling you what hoshi taught him and showing you new dance moves and things like that 
  • but he gets even more excited when you share your hobbies and passions with him
  • you once mentioned that you liked drawing so he took up the habit of doodling while on the way to music shows just so he could see what you felt when you were drawing 
  • filled up his notebook with doodles of the members, of michael jackson, and of course…..of you
  • he’s kind of oblivious to the members teasings like even when seungcheol was like “dino’s the youngest, but the quickest to find love!” dino didn’t even blink he was like “well hyung maybe if you toned it down a little people would approach you more!” and it’s like dino didn’t even mean to burn seungcheol like that but…..man…he went in…..
  • you sometimes get frustrated with him because if you don’t wear your heart on your sleeve, dino has the tendency to miss the signals you’re sending him 
  • before he confessed to liking you he told seungkwan that he lent you his copy of billie jean and seungkwan gasped like “dino - do you like them?” and dino was like “wh-what -what no-” and seungkwan was like “you’ve never let anyone touch that CD dino…….” and that’s how dino figured out he was head over heels for you (shout out to mj for this) 
  • you wore his sweater once because it was cold and everyone was winking at you and grinning and by the end of the day dino was like “cool, can i have it back?” and jeonghan pulled him to the side like “dino, no you have to let them keep it.” and dino was just like ???? 
  • as you can tell, he’s not very good at romantic things but he tries 
  • he even named a dance move that he made up after you 
  • he got shy when he was performing it for you though
  • like all blushy with his hands against his cheeks and you were like “are you flustered???” and he was like “wh-hat no! no! im just red because it’s hot! yeah!” no it’s because he’s blushing because you’re cute ok ok
  • you first kiss was probably due to a clumsy accident in which he tripped and by instinct reached out to grab you and you two ended up crashing to the ground with your lips bumping against each others
  • not really a first kiss but it counted as one in his head
  • a lot of your kisses are actually cute accidents like once you two turned your heads at the same time and another time you kind of ended up in a close face-to-face position thanks to a dance he was teaching you honestly all this ‘accidental kisses’ are seeming to look planned, i wonder what dino has to say about that….
  • he buys lots of snacks and always shares them with you
  • is a BIG fan of ice-cream dates 
  • is an even BIGGER fan of street food dates 
  • tbh he’d probably have no clue he was doing skinship until someone like hoshi or vernon was like ‘oooo look whose being all grown up’ while dino is leaning his head on your shoulder and dino would be like ‘?????’
  • honestly it would be cute because he’d just grab your hand and hug you so naturally it wouldn’t even seem as something overly romantic. 
  • kissing?? making out??? more like very fast pecks here and there and when he does try to seriously get into it he’s a little clumsy and messy and he’s new to this and it’s nerve wrecking but give him time 
  • because he’s so energetic dates with him would always be outside and probably sporty with things like hiking or biking or going to the amusement park 
  • he’ll probably end up having more energy to spare than you so a lot of it might include him just dragging you around
  • when you do get super tired, dino will squat down in front of you and sort of ask if you’re ok softly and then turn around and be like “hop on my back! ill carry you back home since you’re tired!”
  • he looks small and he is small but he will give you all the piggyback rides. don’t underestimate him. 
  • when he isn’t sure if something is right or wrong to do or say, he’ll be really straightforward and just ask you 
  • it’ll be cute because he’ll have this confused expression with his eyes all big and pure and you’ll just start giggling because cAN you be anY CUTER
  • likes it when you get him stuff with dinosaurs on it 
  • likes to get you stuff with dinosaurs on it because “look at this little keychain with a dino on it, now you’ll always have me around with you!” (he doesn’t even know he’s being a complete cheeseball) 
  • dino has a knack of hugging things tightly when he sleeps so when it comes to cuddling he’d sorta be the same like he’d just sort of wrap you up in his arms and press your foreheads together with a really big smile and just keep you super duper close until probably falling asleep in that position. 
  • once you two were more comfortable with each other he’d really like getting little eskimo kisses 
  • doesn’t really ask for dating advice from the hyungs but everyone keeps giving it to him
  • “you should try this pick up line dino-” “no thanks jun, i heard you tried it on someone a couple of days ago and that didn’t work out did it?” “………how can you be so cold……..” 
  • his phone background was changed by vernon to a photo of you as a prank to get dino to get flustered, but once he saw it, dino thought it looked really nice so he thanked vernon instead 
  • you took a couple of photos of dino on your date together to eat and he kept asking why you were taking them so you said it was because he was cute and he almost choked on his food because he wasnT EXPEcting THAt
  • although he doesn’t look like a sensitive person, dino takes a lot of pride in what he does and when he gets criticized or scolded it hurts and he sort of shuts himself up or practices until he can barely stand anymore and even though he keeps telling you not to worry, you’re always there to make sure he doesn’t overdo it and to be his support to remind him that it’s good to get better - but he’s amazing right now too! 
  • he spent like 20 hours in the practice room once after someone talked down his dancing and you got so worried you went over to Pledis and literally had to shake dino’s shoulders to get him to come to his senses that practice is good - but not this much
  • he thanked you the next morning and apologized like 495435 times for being a fool…..
  • when you’re sad on the otherhand, dino can sometimes be oblivious and not know - you’d have to tell him or mope around a lot for him to catch on 
  • but when he does he become a ball of worry and questions and panic because dino loves your positive energy he loves seeing you joyful and happy and seeing you sad makes him go haywire so he literally just tells you that anything you can think of to make you feel better - he will make it happen
  • would probably travel all the way across Seoul to get your favorite flavor of tea or ice-cream or instant noodles if it meant he got to see you smile
  • when you’re sick at home he sends you snapchats of everything because he wants you to have the full experience of being outside and to not give up on getting better!
  • he knows you think seokmin and hoshi are hilarious so he’ll take videos of them and send them to you
  • if he’s far away for a schedule he keeps you updated with texts and emjois and he keeps sending you videos of all the members saying hi to you and sending you little messages
  • seungcheol said you were “dino’s whole world” once and dino dropped the camera 
  • dino knows your favorite album and so on your birthday he got you a signed edition of it 
  • sharing headphones with you and singing along loudly to songs is one of his favorite things to do with you
  • gets excited with you over the smallest things 
  • once pointed out a house and was like “wouldn’t it be nice if we lived there?” and you got flustered and he just kept smiling innocently and you were like dino….lee chan…….i stg…..watch what you aRE SAYIng…
  • picks flowers for you but then it’s too childish to give them to you 
  • you made a dino fan board for one of their music bank performances and dino loved it so much he hung it up in his room 
  • saying “i love you” takes dino time because he really truly wants to mean it and when he says it you two are laying side by side on the carpet with some movie playing in the background after a tiring day and dino is on the verge of sleep, but the moment was right and so he said it 
  • he says it in a sort of whisper because he’s still shy….romantic things make him shy….
  • dino likes having couple slippers with you even if the other members think it’s a weird couple item 
  • dino just wants to hold your hand and dance with you on the beach with the sun setting in the background like how fun and cute is that?? how fun and cute is dino??? answer: very 

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anonymous asked:

Hi! Can i request Rfa (+Saeran+V if you can but its ok if not) reacting to a shy Mc? Some days ago a friend told me that im "invisible" when im with other people bc i dont stand out too much and ive been feeling a bit down after that lol, sorry for the personal request! (congrats for the 100 followers! your writing is awesome! :) )

Howdy~ I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling down, anon. *sends virtual hug*⊃≧ω(´ω*) I know the feeling. I’m extremely, extremely shy myself;;; I shy away from too much stuff and often panic in public if I’m on my own. ( /)u(\ ) I’m often ignored in large skype calls with friends when we play games, so I sit on mute a lot. (´ . .̫ . `) You don’t have to be sorry for the personal request though! If you ever want a shy buddy, I’ll happily sign up. ( ˵ ° ~ ° ˵ ) Send me a message, friend~()

Anyway, I hope this request cheers you up a bit! (˃́˂̀)

Also, thank you for the 100 (now nearly 300 followers XD 200 followers in a day and a bit, damn XDD) followers.

~Mod Shadow


Jumin:

  • This boy can relate.
  • He’s not the best at expressing his emotions.
  • Though he doesn’t mind your shyness at all.
  • In fact, if your shy behaviour settles to you playing with Elizabeth more, he’ll often just watch you play with her without trying to be noticed as well
  • Sometimes he’ll try and watch you do things you wouldn’t do around others – maybe singing or dancing – but he gets caught since he’s not so sneaky.
  • Will often try and get you involved in conversations if you look left out, but will let you sit out if you feel too nervous to talk.
  • Much hand holding.
  • So many cuddles in private.
  • He’ll wrap his arms around you sometimes in public to make you flustered.
  • He knows when it comes to talking in public, it’s a bit difficult for you – especially in front of strangers.
  • Whereas he’s grown up having to get used to that, so he’s more than happy to speak for you.
  • You two happen to get onto a similar mind sync that he just knows when you’re uncomfortable with a situation.
  • Honestly just thinks you’re more adorable than Elizabeth.
  • Expect reassurance that you are perfect

Zen:

  • Gosh you’re adorable.
  • How did he end up with someone so cute?
  • He understands you could struggle to be comfortable with in the face of the press.
  • He’ll keep you close with an arm around your waist for comfort.
  • He doesn’t mind that you don’t talk much. He believes it means you’re a great listener.
  • Which you are.
  • You help him practice his lines a lot.
  • He always talks about how you should join him in acting, but the thought just has you in ‘deer in headlights’ look.
  • He’ll just chuckle and say ‘Maybe one day.’
  • You seem to make a lot of stuff for him since you feel like you don’t do enough.
  • In particular, you get shy about telling him you love him.
  • So you leave him little love notes to find.
  • And he adores them.
  • Has them all stored away somewhere safe to look at when he feels down.
  • He’s also certain you give the best hugs in the world.
  • And he claims that it’s all because you’re a bit quiet and shy.

Jaehee:

  • She can understand your shyness.
  • She does a lot of research into the topic of shy people.
  • She never wants you to feel uncomfortable.
  • Date night usually involves watching a rented movie at home.
  • Snuggled under blankets with warm drinks.
  • She likes to read to you sometimes.
  • Also loves it when you read to her.
  • She can shy herself sometimes, so she knows the signs for when you want to leave a crowded or busy place.
  • However, she will show small signs of PDA to make you blush or to make sure the world knows you’re hers.
  • Of course it makes her blush too.
  • Despite you being a bit quiet from being shy, she always notices you first. – You’ve been noticed by senpai
  • If you start to feel down because you feel left out, expect your hand to be held and her ask for your opinion.
  • She just wants you to happy and always smiling, so cheer up buttercup.
  • She thinks you being shy is sweet.
  • Especially when you go out of your way to do something you generally don’t like just for her sake.
  • And she’s so very proud of you when step beyond your comfort zone willingly, even when you don’t realise it.
  • She’s generally just your little (quiet) cheerleader.

Yoosung:

  • How was he so lucky to get such an adorable sweetheart like you?
  • He figured out you were shy the day of the party. You were hiding behind Zen and Seven
  • He honestly just thinks it’s the cutest thing in the world.
  • He doesn’t mind talking for you or going to quiet places.
  • You sometimes join him on LOLOL to play raids and while you don’t talk much, you play very well as your class. Gamer boy is so proud
  • He’s also noticed how good you are at reading emotions.
  • You always know when he’s sad.
  • It’s taken him a small while, but he’s worked out how to ‘read’ how you’re feeling too.
  • His favourite thing in the world is seeing you excited.
  • You break out of your shell and talk so passionately, only to apologise.
  • He smothers you in a hug and tells you you’re fine.
  • Sadly for you, he loves to give you kisses and hugs in public.
  • I’m sure Seven was the one to tell him about the best game every: See how badly he can make you blush.
  • Expect kisses if you stutter
  • Kisses for doing anything cute.
  • Kisses for when you do something that you normally can’t because of shyness.
  • You both try new stuff together – but only if you’re both comfortable with it.
  • Once, you both tried to learn how to knit.
  • You made the longest scarf ever for Yoosung.
  • He wears it every winter without fail and it’s long enough that you both can share it.
  • Guess who insists on sharing it every time you leave the house.
  • Complete with holding hands.

Seven:

  • Are you okay with hugs and being carried?
  • Because you should expect a lot of that.
  • From the background check, you always seemed kinda shy.
  • All your photos or lack thereof made sure of that.
  • Meeting you in person just confirmed it.
  • He doesn’t mind that you’re shy. He’s a shut-in anyway, so going out to crowded places isn’t his thing.
  • But he knows going to the parties for the RFA are a must.
  • And you seem to be nervous about parties in general.
  • But don’t fret! God Seven Zero Seven is here to protect you!
  • By protect I mean hug you from behind the entire night.
  • Or if that makes you too flustered, he’ll settle for holding your hand.
  • You leave him lots of little notes to remind him to look after himself.
  • He has them stored away somewhere that you can’t find.
  • But he does as you ask just because he doesn’t want to worry you.
  • He tries to help you be more confident and speak up more in conversations.
  • Starting with topics your passionate about and then moving on from there.
  • Of course, he still loves your shy self just the way you are, so don’t feel pressured.
  • Makes sure to have the others acknowledge your existence everyday (not that they need prodding)
  • If you’re the type of shy person who is loud when they’re angry, expect jokes about ‘the kitten being able to roar’.

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Take a Walk pt 4

Originally posted by jengkook

Pt1 Pt2 Pt3 

Jungkook x y/n x jimin


Yoongis Pov

I was in the dorms when i got a call “Hello?…Yes… really?!…Be right over.” i say before hanging up “You guys. y/n is awake.” Everyone stands up . “we need to call jungkook” Jin says. “Hes right. He might be the cause but jins right.” Hoseok adds and namjoon nods. I dont say anything and walk to taes room “Hey, she’s awake” I say and within a split second hes up with that boxy grin we have missed “Really?!” He rushes to get dressed “Yes really” I say with a smile “We are leaving in a bit” I say before turning and leaving. I hear him yell of joy causing a laugh/sigh from me. “Yeah shes awake… no.. you cant bring her… meet at the hospital.. Okay see you then” I walk to see jin ending the call with jungkook “So?” namjoon asks “Hes coming. He was going to bring soojin but i told him not to. I know how much you and yoongi are disappointed with him but they did date.” Me and namjoon sigh but we continue getting ready. “LETS GOOOOO” tae walks out and charges to the door causing us to smile and go.

      The ride to the hospital was quiet other then the voicing his excitement to see y/n again. As we pulled in i Saw him, and soojin. “Jin..” hoseok says “I see. You guys stay here.”  Jin gets out and goes to talk to him, “Why bring her?” Namjoon says “I mean they are dating hyung” tae adds. Earning a groan from him jin walks back “ shes leavin come on you guys” We all get out. Hoeseok, tae, and jin converse with jungkook.  As we approached the room i heard her laughter followed by jimin talking. “Oh hey nerds” she smiles at us. “Do you remember them.”Jaebum asks “Yoongi, hoseok the snakelord,” She laughed while hoseok sighed but smiled “Namjoon,  mother jin, tae, and i dont know the last guy” We all turned to look at jungkook, it seemed like his heart dropped “oh..im jeon jungkook..nice too meet you”

      As he says his name she grabs her head in pain “Get the doctor” Jimin says causing me to get the doctor. “She grabbed her head in pain , when jungkook said his name” “Go get him will you ill send a nurse” i nod at him and go get jungkook as instructed. Jimin ends up coming with while the rest talked. “So what happened?” Jungkook looks at him “It seems you are a memory she got rid of. Or someone she doesn’t want to remember. This happens often in cases like hers. In a week or two she should be fine”  The doctor told him. “Oh..” jungkook says looking back at the room.  I couldn’t help but feel bad. “Go talk to her with someone in the room, if youd like” The doctor says before turning. “Are you happy now?” His voice shakes. “I didnt think that….Go try and talk to her” I breathe “Im also.. Uhm.. sorry. I didnt mean to strike out like that.” i look at him. “Hah. You had every right to. You all should have been angry. But im not sure if ill stay.” His voice shakes and he grips his fist. “Just introduce yourself.” He nods as a tear falls. I put my arm on his shoulder “We all miss you, Can you come back…to the uhm dorms.” “Of course you old man” He smiles. As we walk back to the room i feel him tense up. Hes so young, It will get easier somehow. I just wish him the best in this. I want him to miss her but i also want them both to be happy. God why is love so complicated, Why are feelings complicated. These kids.

y/n POV

    Yoongi and that boy come back. Everyone seems to get tense at their arrival. Jimin grabs my hand tighter. I stroke his thumb to reassure him, that whatever happens will be okay. “Hey again” Yoongi said before walking near me “Hey you” I smile at him “This boy here would like to introduce himself if thats okay?” He nods his head in the boys direction. “Yeah. I dont see an issue” I look at the boy “Hello, My name is..jeon jungkook, I hope we can become friends” A small yet shy smile appears on his face. “Yeah..jun..jungkook” I smile through head pains. “y/n?” Taehyung says causing everyone to look at me. The room begins to pulse. Almost as if my heart is right behind it. “Hey are you alright?” Hoseok moves closer. “Yeah..Yeah” I say as  jungkook drops his shoulders and leaves. Suddenly the pain is gone.

“Who.. or what is he to me?” I slowly release  my gaze from him and ask. Everyone in the room seems to have their soul released. What are they hiding from me? “Thats something you need to wait for. For health reasons” The doctor walks in. “We are going to bring you to an actual room now.” He writes something down “All of them need to go, they can return tomorrow.” The boys start to leave. Jimin stops for a quick second. He looks at me as if asking Do you need me here?. I just smile and wave goodbye. “Doctor?” I avert my eyes from the door they left from “Do you know who that jungkook person is?” I look at the doctor as he stands up.  “He was someone…Important to you. Due to what Kim Namjoon has asked i wont say much. Yet when you are ready i shall.” He finishes as nurses pile in getting my bed ready to be moved. I let out a small ‘oh’ as im moved.


Jungkooks Pov

As i left the room all i could think was how she forgot me. Only me. Why is this bothering me? Isnt this what i wanted. I wanted her gone so i could have Soojin. I got exactly that. As i approached Soojins car a thought, I never thought I’d have, reached my mind. Soojin smiled at me, but it wasn’t y/n’s smile.“Hey babe” She walks to me. I shake the thoughts. “Hey, im going back to the dorms” I say hugging her. “Okay, lets go get your stuff. How was your cousin?” She asks as we get in the car “Cou- Oh right…Yeah shes okay. Just has amnesia.” Thats right I told Soojin that y/n was my cousin. Neither of them knew the truth, and now y/n would never know the truth.  “Oh im sorry.”

She turns the car on and leaves. Beautiful liar by L&R comes on the radio. I was too lost in my thoughts to realize it. I start to realize how fast Soojin drove. How she didn’t like to talk while driving. y/n on the other hand drove so careful, how’d she laugh at certain cars. How she would ask about my day and we would just..talk. I stop thinking, getting frustrated with my mind, and begin to listen to the music.

As I replay your face

when you screamed go away

I’m tainting our memories that were beautiful

I haven’t imagined a life without you yet

but please be happy

So that at least my lie can shine

……

It’s time for me to give you

The last bits of my heart                                                       

The fact that we loved is beautiful.


Wow music has great timing. I quickly change the channel. Catching Soojins eye but giving her a reassuring smile. Why now?

This chapter was so cliche, I was lowkey sad writing it. I hope its still good!

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Hi Guys! So the lovely hewittgolightly sent me a prompt a couple of weeks ago and below is what became of it! I really hope you all enjoy! 8,200+

Summary: Sexy Party Rinn kiss in the cupboard, but do they get to talk about it after..

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Rooftop confessions

Summary: Dan get confessed to a lot and Phil is like his body guard.

A/N: not gonna lie, i’ve procastinated alot writing this.

Word count: 3k

Genre: Fluff, confessions.

It wasn’t an odd event for the two boys to be up on the rooftop of their school waiting for someone to arrive, for the umpteenth time that week. They have been doing this for the past three years of their school life in highschool and more in elementary. Needless to say, it still shocks the taller boy, Phil, that he hasn’t ripped his hair out yet, judging by the amount he had done this and heard the same thing over and over again.

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sochi tidbits and gpf tidbits

idek where to even start this but i’ve been talking to some people who have spoken to sochi volunteers who worked mainly at canada house and saw tessa and scott “almost everyday”. this is what they had to say about tessa and scott (i apologize for mistranslation bc i don’t speak Russian and google translate sucks ass) the stories from gpf 2012 are from an anon source/another volunteer??

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350+ FOLLOWERS MINI SHOUTOUT/PROMO/FOLLOW FOREVER

OMG AAAAAHH I REACHED MY 300+ FOLLOWERS MARK!!! Okay I know that this isn’t a lot of followers but hey, this blog is only 5 months old and I already have 300 followers and that really is quite a lot of followers for a blog that is only 5 months old. I really didn’t expect so many of you to follow me, so thank you so much to all of you for following such a trash like me and putting up with all my shit-posting <3

((and like pardon my shitty header. i absolutely hate creating something from scratch but i didn’t do a half-assed job on this post besides the header, I swear!))

Okay so firstly, shout out to:

@ilaughinflowers, thank you so much, for always comforting me and giving me support whenever I need it and fangirling with me haha. And I have absolutely no regrets for dragging you down with me, with all the ships I introduced you to mwahahaha. AND I HAVE NOT FORGIVEN YOU FOR SENDING ME THAT FIC WITH MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH YOU ASS. And anyway, omg your art, you are such an awesome artist and I absolutely love you artworks and I can never thank you enough for drawing a picture for me for my birthday like adfgslkdje it was so pretty!! And like honestly, you are such a gem and I just want to shower you with hugs and love constantly <3

AND

@apatheticwentz, you are really very chill and cool and I totally love your blog(which is like ever since I started this blog cause you are the first few blogs I followed) and like when you told me you actually liked my blog too, when we first talked, I legit fangirled for the whole day haha. But you are a very nice friend we shares the same lame sense of humor as me and I can never forget how smooth you were when I was trash-talking about my blog. And like yeahh, I never regretted making friends with you 

AND

@too-turnt-tyler, YO MY FIRST FRIEND ON TUMBLR!! I still remember how we started talking cause of your concert haha. But you are extremely cool and nice to talk to and like thank you for sharing with me all your experiences of the holidays that I don’t celebrate. Its really nice of you! And I totally don’t regret making friends with you! <3


AND

@gerrdsleigh you are real cool and nice and I really admired your blog which was why when I made a mistake that time I was so flustered haha. But I am so glad we became friends. You are real cool and you are like this older sister figure to me (idek why I get that feeling when talking to you) but its real cool and nice to talk to you all the time!


AND

@thebutterofbean You are real nice to talk to and I really love talking to you and like thank you so much for being there for me when I needed someone at that time <3 And I absolutely love talking to you about those personal opinion topics and controversial topics. Its pretty cool to have someone to have an open discussion about these kinda topics with.


AND

@sleepyduns YOU ARE SUCH TRASH OMG AND WHY YOU ALWAYS EXPOSING MY TRASHY SIDE???? ITS LIKE EXPOSING MY BUM TO THE SUN (okay that was weird af) But okay, I absolutely love you as a friend, even though we just started talking recently like trash gotta stick tgt ayeeee haha but you are real fun to talk to and I was so shy about approaching you at first but you made friends with me first like ADFSFLKDLJK (HOW DO I END THIS FOR YOU OMG YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT IDK HOW TO END THIS OFF GDI)


You guys should totally follow all 6 of them cause they have quality content and quality blog like adfgskljend blog goals much (?!???) and they are also extremely nice people so gogogo and follow all of them!!!

MUTUALS (the urls in bold are my favorite blogs):
A-E:

@akaitheneko | @akigodessofautumn | @alwaysshiningsilverlining | @aqenderfluid@band-addicts-anonymous | @blurryf-v-ce | @car-torch-d-eath | @centuriesboy | @confusednerd-atthedisco | @dear–castiel | @dontpanicitsalltimelow | @dunprince | @dunwithdunpuns | @emo-lemon-wearing-eyeliner | @emcorrupts 

F-J:

@fairlylocaltrash | @fall-outpilots | @fallouttgirl @fobsessed-peterick | @frnktricerotops | @fuckyeah-joshdun | @ghostbrendon | @glwingeye | @hold1ng-on2you | @illbeholdinontoyou | @im-semi-problematic | @imaginarydick | @jinglebelldawson | @josh-dumpling | @joshdunforever | @joshlerz | @jxmin 

K-P:

@littleballofgay | @loadedduncomplex | @locallyjoseph | @lukesxcuddlexpenguin | @mikey-fucking-gay | @misunderstoodunderthedun | @mychemicalfalloutboyisnotonfire | @outdun | @patrickfromfalloutboy | @planetary-homo | @plummet-as-i-sing | @polarizehalsey | @punk-wentz | @punkgoner@pvris-trash

Q-Z:

@relativelyregional | @semiwentz | @someone-elses-sleep | @stillstreetjosh | @stressdeout | @the-paramore-addict | @the-real-teenagedirtbag | @thenewnationalanthemptv | @top-regional-vessel-blurryface | @twenny-one-pilots | @twentyernpilerts | @twentyone-aliens | @twentyoneblurryfaces | @twentyonecopilots | @twentyonejishwas | @twentyonemarkipliers | @twentyonemigrane | @twentyonexduns@tweny-pilots | @twinskimasks | @twntyfallouturies | @tylerjoxeph | @tylevjoseph | @ukulele-hiphop | @wherewentz | @winter-wentz

And like yeah guys, check all of these blog out cause all of them really do have very good content on their blog!!!


Okay now, a shoutout to all my non-mutuals who have always been supporting me, like I always see your urls in my notifications to the extend where I pretty much remembered all your urls. And like thank you so muchh for following my blog!!! I know its pretty trashy and I apologize for that. And just because I don’t follow you guys doesn’t mean you guys do not have quality blog and content. I have actually stalked all of you more than once and I really do like all of your blogs and I pretty much follow most of you guys on my other blog so yeah!!! But anyway, thank you so much for staying with my trashy blog <3

NON-MUTUALS:

-@demolitiongods (you are dazeddean right???? I hope so or this will be embarrassing if I tagged the wrong blog haha) (and if you are, adfsgelsklkw YOUR BLOG IS LITERALLY MULTI-FANDOMS BLOG GOAL AF)

-@5sospuffin 

-@yvessainttroye

-@i-died-yet-more (Your blog is rad af omfg)

-@lilbeggie (I CAN’T TAG YOU WHY????) 

-@i-know-my-enemy 

-@closemycaskett (I CAN”T TAG YOU EITHER???) 

-@awkward-but-cute-turtle

-@verymuchalive-prettydeadinside (I CAN”T TAG YOU TOO OMFG)

-@makingsomesalad 

-@punkrock-astronaut 

-@feelmyroarrrr 

-@the-fignewts-ate-aria

-@findanewking (I CAN”T TAG YOU EITHER GDI)

-@snazzysivan

ANDDDDD DONE!!!! I FINALLY COMPLETED MY MINI PROMO/SHOUTOUT AFTER SO LONG AND YEAH!!! YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK THE BLOGS THAT ARE IN THIS POST CAUSE THEY ARE AWESOME AF!! And like thank you so much to all of you for following my blog, I really appreciate it alot <3

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AND TO END OFF, HAVE A SHAMELESS PROMO FOR MY FRIEND, MAGALI AKA @ilaughinflowers, CAUSE I AM TRASH FOR HER ART AND LIKE GUYS, GO AND FOLLOW HER ART BLOG @skateboardingsandpiper, YOU WON’T REGRET ANYTHING AND i AM PRETTY SURE THAT YOU GUYS KNOW QUITE A FEW OF HER ARTWORK LIKE THE ONES BELOW AND ALL SO YEAH! GO FOLLOW MAGALI’S ART BLOG!!!

D&E Concert in Japan-Fann Account

hyukjae told fans to be quiet there are always fans calling for donghae so hyukjae said ‘shh shh’ and donghae copied hyukjae and said  ‘’shhhhhhh’’ (which sounds like the sound of peeing..) then hyukjae started to pounce on the spot (the action that guys make after peeing)
Hae: although everyone are perverts, but it’s good to be straightforward. Let’s be like that the next time too!
srsly he knows us damn well
1) he knows we like eunhae
2) he knows we want them to kiss
3) he knows we like their hipthrusts
Hae: nono you do it!
Hyuk: letting you talk more!
Hae: nono im shy you do it
Hyuk: alright let me do it
Hyuk: Please go off stage.
Hae: Okay~
Hyuk: Aho (means stupid)
Fans: Hotel!
Hae: At my house~
Hyuk: /hugs/ Doing what at your house??
Then hae hit hyuk’s head.
hyuk: everyone likes our hipthrust you are all perverts! come let donghae do it.
so donghae did the action in slow motion, then fans started chanting ‘lee donghae’ then hyukjae did the hipthrust from swing.
hae: i have a good relationship with cherry blossoms[reffering to fans]
hyuk: so many cherry blossoms what are you still doing here? go back the trees!
Fans realized that hyukjae was lip-syncing but hyukjae just smiled and continued lip-syncing HAHAHAHA
hyuk: okay that’s it for today
hae: nooo we still have few more songs.
hyuk: oh it’s hasn’t ended yet but my part is done.
hae: then i’m done too
hyuk: goodbye everyone we still meet next time-no, next song!
during iwd, hyuk lost scissors paper stone again but he slapped hae twice. Hae hit him back and they ended the song imitating dbsk
After wine, the dancer was supposed to take the glass away from hyuk but hyukjae held it high so that the dancer cannot reach for it
hyukjae said’donghae’ you shut up’ in japanese and donghae didn’t understand so he said ‘what?’
hyuk: it means for you to put it more effort.
hae: oh okay i will shut up .
Hae: im not perfect. I am perfect because I have all of you.
Hyuk: pls continue to mc!
d&e so rated ide omg someone send help
Hae: Why are you so stupid and so cute?
Donghae acted as hyukjae’s translator but he couldn’t translate into japanese so he translated into English instead
hyuk: eas looking at hae’s hair.
hae: what’s there? my heart?
the hyukjae took out something from his pocket and said ‘your heart is with me.’ then he put it back into his heart.
During 1+1 when hyukjae sang the line “don’t hesitate don’t care about your heart” he pointed at donghae’s heart
Hae: Hello everyone, in D&E I am in charge of-
Hae: today we want to learn all of your names. So report your names one by one, then eunhyuk and I can rest.
hyuk: it’s ok if i don’t have brains……..but if i don’t have everyone-
hae:hyuk: you’re happy?
hyuk: what happy?! you’re happy without everyone?!
hae: Oh my god i’m stupid stupid stupid! i mean we can’t live without everyone!
Hae: although everyone are perverts, but it’s good to be straightforward. Let’s be like that the next time too!
shy donghae:after the dancers went off stage. donghae said ‘us? just tow of us?!’ then hyukjae charismatically  lied on the stage and stretched out his arms. fans kept screaming so donghae walked over hesitantly and thinking  if he should go over. finally he squatted down and wanted to lie to lie on hyuk’s arm but he started laughing again
Donghae kept yawning so hyukjae wanted to stick his fingers into donghae’s mouth. Then he quickly closed it before hyukjae did it
hae said that they aren’t as /that/ (gay) as fans think they are, then hyuk said “that what?” then hae sprayed water at hyuk
Hyuk: where are we tonight?
Fan told donghae that she has no money to home in korean during the backstage fm, then donghae said arigatou

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Re-written by: mysilentmemory

Pathetic | JB

Summary: he called her pathetic then, but i guess things come full circle because he definitely doesn’t think she’s pathetic now.
Genre: ????
Request:
xxx
Warnings: None

Side note: WHOOPS, its better late than neverI meant to have this up 2 weeks ago but I came down with what we thought was the flu and then things happened….I hope you like it ^^;

it was brought to my attention that this and some other requests were sent to multiple blogs and I know I ain’t yo mama or anything and I can’t tell you how to live your life and all but if you enjoy and respect scenario blogs and their writers, please don’t send the EXACT same request to all of us. A fellow writer here put it very well, I wish i could find the post….we put a lot of work in our writing and we do not /have/ to write for anyone. We want our writings to be one of a kind, and sending the same exact request doesn’t help that goal. It’s frustrating. Regardless, this sparked some creativeness in me and since it’s already written it, I’ll still post it for the sake of it not going to waste….just kept that in mind for the future :) not trying to be harsh, sorry..so in short, don’t send the exact same request to 20 different blogs, at least change the member or something ^^;

*theres a lot of time skips and breaks in this but it’s the only way I could make it work >.< I hope it makes sense, i’m too lazy and hungry to go through and edit it right now…

-Admin Rina

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