what if Yurio's s/o woke up one night and couldn't find Yurio but when she found him, he was crying bc he lost to JJ once again and feared that he would never compare or be good enough? and throughout their entire relationship, this is the first time she's ever seen Yuri cry/let his guard down completely. so she just kinda plays with his hair and says it's alright? the poor bby needs some love!! btw i am sooo in love with your blog and writing! keep up the good work!
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You suddenly woke up in the middle of the night feeling like something was wrong. This was happening a lot recently but tonight was completely different. When you turned around and felt the other side of the bed it was empty, your boyfriend nowhere to be found. You stood up and called his name, turning on the lights as you walked around the apartment you both shared. When you got closer to the living room you could hear a soft whimper, sniffling and a low voice whispering in russian. You had found your target.
“Yuratchka? Why are you awake at this hour?” You couldn’t see a thing, so you felt around until you found the lamp and turned it on. It didn’t illuminate much, but it was enough for you to be able to see the huddled figure of your boyfriend. You knew that the feeling you had wasn’t you just going crazy.
“Yuri!” You quickly went over to your boyfriend, feeling worried yet surprised. You had never seen him cry, at all. He was always very secluded, he never liked showing any of his weaknesses. It broke your heart to see him so devastated, so vulnerable.
“Yuri, please look at me. Tell me what’s wrong? What happened?” Yuri wouldn’t look up, his pride taking over. He didn’t want you to see him like this, although it was too late. He thought that he looked pathetic and weak.
“Go away,” he said with a hoarse voice. You sighed, thinking on why he had to be so stubborn.
“Let me help you” After much arguing, he finally raised his head, allowing you to see his face. His eyes were swollen and red, his cheeks and his nose tainted pink. The tears that had dried marked his face, and his hair was completely messed up, like somebody had been running their hands through it constantly. It made you feel horrible to see him like this. You put your hand on his cheek, catching the tears that were falling with your thumb. Upon feeling the warmth of your hand, Yuri closed his eyes and leaned onto your hand, placing his over yours.
“Come one, let’s lied down and you can tell me what’s wrong.” And so you both went back to bed. Yuri put his head on your chest, the beat of your heart making him feel calm and in peace, clearing his mind of any thoughts if only for a second. But for him it was enough.
“I tried not to think about it, but it still makes me feel so useless. I lost to JJ again! I can’t believe this” As soon as he spoke he started feeling agitated. He hated feeling like this, he hated LOSING. Noticing the change you started running your hands through his hair to try and calm him.
“Yuratchka, it was only the Cup of China. You always win gold in the Grand Prix Final”
“I know! But what if this year everything changes?” You let out a soft laugh, grabbed your boyfriend by the face and kissed him. Yuri kissed you back allowing his body to relax and his mind to concentrate on how good your lips felt. It amazed you how, after so many years, you still felt sparks when kissing this man. And the same could be said about Yuri. He felt incredibly lucky to have someone like you in his life. When the both of you finally pulled away, you looked at the same you love and offered him a smile.
“Do you really think that’s going to happen? You are Yuri freaking Plisetsky! You broke many world records, including Viktor Nikiforov’s AND Yuuri Katsuki’s records! You have won gold in the Grand Prix since your senior debut! You have done the impossible! You are unbeatable!” Yuri chuckled, looking into your eyes with so much love and passion. He caressed your cheek and gave you a soft peck, then lied his head on your chest back again.
“You’re right.” He paused and listened to your heart.
“I love you,” he said. Your heartbeat started going faster to which Yuri smiled.
“I love you too. Now, just relax. Everything is going to be fine” Yuri looked up at you and gave you a playful glare, but his eyes could only show admiration.
“Keep playing with my hair”