When you’re bored, doing penmanship, and have Assassin’s Creed on the brain….darlings apparently this is what happens
Okay, my ask was honestly meant to help you, not attack you. Let's take it down a notch. And you're in a hospital. As someone who's been hospitalized before because of stitches, I know for a fact that there is literally nothing to do in a hospital. You have the time, honey. You should use it to write! You have to utilize your time wisely or else your brain will rot.