someone send help i am not ok

Mum: I am going to have to go grate some cheese for this

Me: you don’t have to do anything.
You don’t have to grate cheese.
You don’t have to eat tonight.
You don’t HAVE to breathe.
You don’t HAVE to keep fighting the ever marching beat of time.
You dont’ HAVE to struggle against the constant but steady decay of your body

Mum: are…. you ok…?

Me: i have got to slow down on the night vale podcasts

JonBenet Ramsey - Patsy Ramsey's 911 call
  • From www.statementanalysis.com/jonbenet-ramsey-murder/
  • 911: 911 Emergency.
  • PR: (Inaudible) police.
  • 911: What's going on...
  • PR: 755 Fifteenth Street
  • 911: What is going on there ma'am?
  • PR: We have a kidnapping. Hurry, please.
  • 911: Explain to me what is going on, ok?
  • PR: We have a, there's a note left and our daughter is gone.
  • 911: A note was left and your daughter is gone?
  • PR: Yes.
  • 911: How old is your daughter?
  • PR: She is six years old, she is blond... six years old.
  • 911: How long ago was this?
  • PR: I don't know. I just found a note and my daughter's missing.
  • 911: Does it say who took her?
  • PR: What?
  • 911: Does it say who took her?
  • PR: No, I don't know it's there... there is a ransom note here.
  • 911: It's a ransom note?
  • PR: It says S.B.T.C. Victory... please.
  • 911: Ok, what's your name? Are you...
  • PR: Patsy Ramsey... I am the mother. Oh my God. Please.
  • 911: I'm... Ok, I'm sending an officer over, ok?
  • PR: Please.
  • 911: Do you know how long she's been gone?
  • PR: No, I don't, please, we just got up and she's not here. Oh my God Please.
  • 911: Ok.
  • PR: Please send somebody.
  • 911: I am, honey.
  • PR: Please.
  • 911: Take a deep breath for me okay?
  • PR: Hurry, hurry, hurry.
  • 911: Patsy? Patsy? Patsy? Patsy? Patsy?
  • After Patsy terminated the call the line apparently stayed open. She may not have placed the phone properly in the cradle. The 911 operator thought she heard three faint voices in the background. Audio experts enhanced the recording to see if they could make out what was being said. They thought they may have heard John Ramsey say, "We're not talking to you." Patsy Ramsey say, "What did you do" and Burke Ramsey say, "What did you find?"
  • 911: What is going on there ma'am?
  • PR: We have a kidnapping. Hurry, please.
  • When the 911 operator asked Patsy Ramsey what was going o n she replied, "We have a kidnapping. Hurry, please." Notice that Patsy's plea for help lacks specifics. She does not tell the 911 operator who was kidnapped. We would expect her to say, "My daughter" or "Our daughter has been kidnapped." Most people do not want to lie and will avoid telling a lie. When people do decide to lie they will often not tell a direct lie. They will soften the lie. Saying, "My daughter has been kidnapped" may be a direct lie. Saying, "We have a kidnapping" may be a lie that lacks specifics.
  • The word "please" appears to be too polite. She does use it eight times in the 911 call. There is a chance she is not being polite but is using this word to add emphasis to the fact she needs help.
  • 911: Explain to me what is going on, ok?
  • PR: We have a, there's a note left and our daughter is gone.
  • At this point the 911 operator only knows there has been a kidnapping. She does not know who has been kidnapped. Therefore, she asked Patsy, "Explain to me what is going on, ok?" Patsy responded, "We have a, there's a note left and our daughter is gone." Patsy has an unfinished sentence; "We have a." It appears she was going to repeat what she told the 911 operator in her previous statement; "We have a kidnapping." However, this time she could not make that statement. Perhaps she could not lie twice.
  • She then said, "There's a note left." She referred to the three-page handwritten letter as a "note." Her use of the unique word "left" indicates she may have withheld some information. She could have avoided using this word by saying, "I found a note."
  • She finished this sentence by saying, "Our daughter is gone." Order is important. This sentence appears to be out-of-order. She first told the 911 operator about the note. Then she told her that their daughter was gone. The most important thing is that JonBenet is missing. That should have been the first thing she told the 911 operator.
  • Patsy said that their daughter was "gone." We will see how her personal dictionary plays out in regards to the word "gone."
  • This may be a truthful statement. There was a ransom note in the house and JonBenet was gone (deceased).
  • 911: How long ago was this?
  • PR: I don't know. I just found a note and my daughter's missing.
  • Some transcripts show the pronoun "I" is missing before the word "just." The missing "I" indicates a lack of commitment to the statement.
  • There are several ways you can use the word "just." The word "just" is often used to minimize things. If you walk into a restaurant by yourself, chances are the hostess will say to you, "Just one?" She is minimizing how many are in your party. When people minimize their actions using the word "just" it is an indication they may have done more than what they are telling you; "I just went to McDonalds and came home." There is a chance Patsy may be minimizing her actions that morning. However, she may also be minimizing time. By using the word "just" she is telling the 911 operator that her action of finding the ransom note was immediate.
  • She is consistent in using the word "note." However, she does change her language when she used the word "missing." Earlier she said, "Our daughter is gone." Now her daughter is "missing." Truthful people will usually use the same language. Something caused her to change her language. That something might be she is being deceptive. Then again, there may be a justification for the change in language. When she used the word "gone" she used the plural pronoun "our." When she used the word "missing" she used the singular pronoun "my." We can't read people's minds but we can recognize a change in language.
  • 911: Does it say who took her?
  • PR: What?
  • Answering a question with a question indicates the person was asked a sensitive question. It is often used as a stall tactic to allow the person to think about how he or she should answer the question. We do have to take into consideration that it is possible Patsy did not hear what the operator said.
  • 911: Does it say who took her?
  • PR: No, I don't know it's there... there is a ransom note here.
  • When asked if the note said who took JonBenet, Patsy said, "No, I don't know." In reality, the note said that a "foreign faction" signed by SBTC was responsible for JonBenet's disappearance. In her answer to the next question she will mention the SBTC.
  • Patsy had another change in language. She now calls it a "ransom note" and not a "note." As I look at this 911 call, I do not see a justification for the change in language. Therefore, it is an indication of deception.
  • 911: It's a ransom note?
  • PR: It says S.B.T.C. Victory... please.
  • The ransom note was signed "Victory! S.B.T.C." Patsy reverses the order and says, "S.B.T.C. Victory." If she had the ransom note in her hand while talking to the 911 operator, we would expect her to look at the ransom note and mention the signature in sequential order. If she did not have the ransom note in her hand and was relying on her memory from what she had read, that would be a reason for her to unknowingly reverse the order. It is possible she looked at the very last line in the ransom note, S.B.T.C., mentioned it and then look at the word Victory above it.
  • 911: Ok, what's your name? Are you...
  • PR: Patsy Ramsey... I am the mother. Oh my God. Please.
  • Notice that Patsy used the article "the" and not the pronoun "her." Saying, "I am her mother" makes it more personal. It shows ownership. Saying, "I am the mother" shows distance. If she knew JonBenet was dead, she may not have wanted to take ownership of a dead body.
  • 911: Do you know how long she's been gone?
  • PR: No, I don't, please, we just got up and she's not here. Oh my God Please.
  • Again she used the word "just." Is she minimizing her actions or is she minimizing time?
  • 911: Ok.
  • PR: Please send somebody.
  • The reason people call 911 is because they are seeking help either for themselves or for someone else. Most 911 calls begin with a plea for help; "I need an ambulance" or "Someone is breaking into my neighbor's send the police?" Patsy's plea for help appears towards the end of her call, "Please send somebody." She only asked for help after the 911 operator said to her, "I'm sending an officer over."
  • Towards the beginning of her 911 call, Patsy told the 911 operator, "We have a kidnapping. Hurry, please." Saying, "Hurry, please" insinuates the 911 operator should send the police to her residence. However, she does not specifically ask for the police. At the very beginning of her call, she did an inaudible statement, "(Inaudible) police." It is possible she said, "Send the police" or "I need the police."
  • There is one other odd thing with this 911 call and that is Patsy hung up the phone. The 911 operator is your lifeline. This is the person who is going to help you. They are going to send you help. They may get the word out to be on the lookout for a certain person or vehicle. You will want to stay on the phone with the 911 operator until help arrives. Once she reports the kidnapping, Patsy hangs up the phone.
The once bespectacled Ethan and my concerns

Ok, so I understand and appreciate that the old Ethan died with Cal (💔) and him leaving his glasses behind represents that. But what I keep asking myself is: can he see?? As someone who wears glasses, if I had left mine behind in a rush, I’d soon realise I couldn’t actually see properly. Maybe not in that initial period of panic and grief, because everything would be a blur anyhow and you wouldn’t be thinking straight about anything. But later I’d wonder where I’d left my glasses. (I have been known to get ready for work, get into my car, and only then wonder why everything was kinda fuzzy…oh, because​ I’d left my glasses in the bathroom. I was tired -_-)

So I guess I am concerned about Ethan’s eyesight. Can the poor chap see? Was his eyesight not actually that poor in the first place? Has he in fact secretly swapped them for contact lenses? Is not even Alicia going to pop back to the pub to retrieve his glasses for him?

Yes, I have probably thought about this waaaaay too much!!!!

Anyways. Whilst the absence of his iconic glasses does help to mirror the dramatic change within Ethan, (and whilst I miss bespectacled Ethan enormously and am perhaps overly concerned about his eyesight now 😶) ~ if the writers’ end goal is simply to have him pop his glasses back on in the last episode of the series to signify he’s “back” I will not be impressed!! He’ll be forever changed and can never go back to being the old Ethan again!! So I hope they’ve thought this through… 😔

ETHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! 😭

I need your help

Ok, so since I’m Bisexual and whatever, I have a friend who doesn’t know that i am and he was talking about someone who is gay in his class. So then I ask “What’s wrong with gay people?” And he said EVERYTHING. “People who are gay or have different sexualities have lived the life of sin” he said. I need you and some friends help. I need you guys to send me your sexuality, yes it’s weird for me to ask that, but for the love of christ almighty I’m doing something and I want some people to be a part of it.
▪ sexuality (pansexual, gay, etc)
▪skin tone (black, white, mixed, etc)
▪ size/height (tiny and chubby, tall and skinny, small and tiny bit of chub, etc)

I REALLY appreciate your time and patience if you want, you can help me. I gotta try to atleast try to prove to him that we are all strong, if you want to make a drawing or something it’s fine by me. Either message me or just put it in my submission box or ask box. Thanks if you want to help.

Cursetale Fanfiction? Not Quite...

Author’s Note: I should apologize for this, but I won’t.


Day 1:

Discovered an amazing new AU (cursetale), with an amazing new skele to admire (Dre). I must look into this further.

Day 9:

His feet… are so tiny… and therefore… his socks… also… so. very. smol. Investigation underway. (What is this madness?)

Day 15:

Are they baby socks? Are they doll socks? Why doesn’t he wear shoes? Why does he only have one sock in this picture? Where is the other sock?!

Day 22:

Dre’s tiny feet and subsequently tiny socks have become my life now, and I am ok with this. Haunt my dreams, tiny socks. I welcome you.

Day 35:

Replaced all furniture with tiny socks. In an unrelated incident (alleged incident), I may or may not have bitten a baby at the store today. I needed those socks more than he did…

Day 48:

Shrine completed! Tiny Dre-feet pictures printed out and taped to closet wall? Check. Pile of tiny socks to live in? Check. Regrets? None.

Day 90:

What is therapy?

Day 91:

Nope.

Day 167:

My dreams are haunted by fantasies by a tiny-footed skele making it rain an array of the smallest socks. I no longer wish for the waking world.

Day 201:

Managed to climb onto the roof. Spelled out “Notice me sockpai” in baby socks. Maybe someone will send help…

Day 204:

Don’t send help. I live here now.

Day 332:

I am ok with this.


Dre by @cursetale / Shady not-enough-sleep ramblings by me / Apologies by no one

I know this is way late but hey better late than never. Thank you @janylate @lefantome001 @rue-scribe-siren for sending me this. Ok let’s see
1. I like that I like musicals
2. I like my dimples
3. I like the nicer person I become when I want/need to help someone
4. I like my sense of justice and dignity when it comes to stressful situations
5. Last but not least I like how loyal I am to those I care about.
Well there we go if you guys ever want to know more just ask. I’m an open book 📚 thanks again 💕

GOD DANGIT! I FREAKING FINISHED “MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE” AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT UNTILL SOMETIME IN DECEMBER FOR WHEN THE CONTINUATION OF THE SERIES STARTS BACK UP AS “THE LOST LIGHT” I WANT MORE, LIKE NOW! I CAN’T WAIT TWO WHOLE MONTHS! AND I’M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR MYSELF DURING DECEMEBER UNTILL AFTER CHRISTMAS! BRO, I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO CYCLONUS AND TAILGATE. I NEED TO KNOW NOW! AND THE SAME GOES FOR THE REST OF THE CREW! FREAKING GETAWAY HAS THE SHIP RIGHT NOW AND I NEED TO KNOW IF TEAM RODIMOUS GETS IT BACK! I NEED TO KNOW IF WHIRL EVER GAINS SOME SORT OF FRIENDSHIP WITH CYCLONUS. I NEED TO KNOW IF MAGNUS/MINAMOUS IS DOING WELL WITH HIS SUPER SUIT. I NEED TO KNOW IF BRAINSTORM IS CHILL. I NEED TO KNOW IF RUNG HAD ALL HIS MODEL SPACE SHIPS. I NEED TO KNOW IS REWIND AND CHROMEDOME ARE HAPPY TOGETHER. I NEED TO KNOW IF SWERVE EVER GETS HIS BAR BACK. AND I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY NEED TO KNOW IF EITHER CYCLONUS OR TAILGATE HAS CONFESED THEIR LOVE TO EACH OTHER! Eeeeeeeh! I don’t want to wait….. Someone please use your super abilities and skip to the day when “The Lost Light” finally comes out. Pls. I need it. Like now. Sooo much stuff I need to know. Pls…… Send help…… (Ok I think I’m done ranting now. Maybe. Probably not.)

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME

OK OK SO I HAVE THIS INSPIRATION INSOMNIA WHERE I HAVE TO DRAW LATE AT NIGHT BECAUSE I GET THESE WEIRD IDEAS TO DRAW AND I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY SCETCH BOOK WHEN I FOUND THESE

MOTHER FREAKING FAIRYTAIL CHARACTERS AS SHARKBOY AND LAVAGIRL CHARACTERS LIKE WOW!!

THIS WAS LIKE A RARE GEM I FOUND BUT THEN I TURNED THE FREAKING PAGE AND 

I’VE BEEN LAUGHING FOR FREAKING DAYS SOMEONE HELP

I really need someone who does TØP ART!!!

I am looking for some one to draw me a specific drawing of twenty one pilots. I will pay!

What I want is the logo (|-/) but the lines replaced with monochromatic line drawings of a person. With the straight line being blue and the tilted line being red. I want the connection piece to be black and the two figures holding hands. The red figure is leaning back and the blue is holding them from falling.

This just kinda symbolizes what the logo means to me. That the blue person is fine. The red person is us and we are not ok. We are falling and need help. The blue person is our help. They are holding us up and not letting us fall. It’s about balance.

I want the picture tattooed on my leg but I have zero art skills and am looking for someone to help me design it. If you are willing please send me a message!

Hey Hetalians!

OK so there’s a fanbook called USKR which someone suggested that I translate (the artists also said that they were happy for anyone to translate it) and I am 300% ready to do this!

But I’m not very good at cleaning or typesetting and there’s a mountain of text (about 150 pages) so is anyone willing to help? The inside is absolutely gorgeous:

It would be a lot of work and completely voluntary so if anyone at all is willing to help out, please please send me a message!

tip: if you have trouble getting out of bed (be it laziness, depression, tiredness, etc..) leave something out at night. something you are looking forward to or need to take care of.

for example, i left some food in the fridge and i got out of bed because i am excited to eat it. or because i have to take care of my plant.

taking care of my plant doesn’t feel like a chore because i think it’s nice taking care of things that aren’t about myself. i suggest you buying a plant (or plants) if you need some company without high maintenance. talk to your plants if you need to vent out. it feels nice

for all the people who are going through things and need some reason to start their day. take care of yourselves!! /sends love and hugs

anonymous asked:

Hi! I noticed that you are very supportive of OQ writers, especially those who are "lesser known". Could you please recommend a few "lesser known" writers and fics that should have more notes? I hope you are having a great night. - Kiwi

I love this ask!!!  Please, let me toot some horns for you. :D 

 “Lesser known”–I’m honestly not sure who is well-known here with the exception of about a dozen writers I think most of us know and adore (someonethatiamnot, ninzied, htoria, outlawqueenluvr, mysterious-songwhitebuddah0524, emily32594, feistyvagabondfilledwithlight, whasupwhereitis, sgtmac7 and  nephelite…linked them just in case you’ve somehow missed them–they are well-known for a reason) so if I list you and your numbers are huge, please don’t be insulted!  I just don’t want to leave anyone out.

And I know I will leave someone out and probably already have…so forgive this 40-something brain of mine if your name isn’t on here and it should be! I blame summer, the sun, my kids and my dog. It’s not a personal slight.

You should check out the following writers and send them some love and encouragement: 

alwaysameiko, countrygirls86, broadwaybaggins, lillie-grey, daggzandarrows, desperationandgin, mauscapade, thisisamadhouse, averbaldumpingground, parrillad, littlejoregal, call-me-crazy.cuz i am, and fiadorable

Ok, other OQ writers and readers…help me out. Any other “lesser-known” writers you want to add and give a shout-out to today?