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Song used is ‘Evelyn Evelyn’ by the band of the same name. 

This is kinda old and I’m probably never gonna finish it.

Ok, let’s see how much of this I can explain. Curumo and Mairon used to be co-dependent on one another, in a sense, and by that, I mean even before Mairon was evil he was always sort of “empty”, thus he ever needed someone to give him an opinion. Curumo used to be a good opposite as one who generally holds strong opinions in the realm of “if you don’t do this, you aren’t very wise.” Curumo’s was like the brain and Mairon was like the heart. Though when Mairon found Melkor, he had a new mind to rely on and thus, no longer needed Curumo. 

So the concept of the video is that by the time Curumo goes to middle earth to lead the efforts against Sauron, he finds his “heart” again, but of course it’s tainted, and so he he becomes tainted with it.

Alt title for this: The Two Towers

anonymous asked:

Sorry for all the long writing and I don't know if you'll post it but I know you'll see it and just wanted to get my point across because people have been getting way too butt hurt these days and you don't deserve all the bs and grief.I understand there's danger out there but people need to look at the full picture before jumping to conclusions I wasn't asking you for sex advice or whatever or if I should meet him I simply asked if you think it's OK to speak to someone it's as innocent as that

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Helping those you care about with Schizophrenia

I hate those “how to deal with ____” types of things, but as a schizophrenic who has faced countless misunderstanding and dehumanization, I feel the need to make this post.

How to support someone close to you who has schizophrenia

First, it is important to understand not every schizophrenic is the same. Not all of us hallucinate, not all of us have delusions, so it is important to understand your friend’s symptoms particularly. But please, if your friend experiences paranoia or distrust, do not force them to tell you their symptoms especially in those cases. Usually asking paranoid-types if we have paranoia is fine, or otherwise very obvious. 

You must be patient, and allow us to open up to you, but do not infantilize us. We are very human, and we are very much the age we are. We are not children, and do not need to be coddled–and in my case (Paranoid-type), it causes extreme distrust and paranoia to do so.

These are just a few symptoms that I decided to write about. There are a wide variety of symptoms that differ from one person to the next.


Symptoms of Schizophrenia + How to Help

  • Hallucinations

Auditory, visual, sensory, sometimes even smell–but not everyone experiences hallucinations.

Helping: Do not hold your friend down unless they have told you before to do so. In auditory cases, it is important to speak softly and try to divert our attention from what is happening. Ask if you could play some music, or bring us out of the room/area immediately if possible. In visual cases, be sure to speak clearly and softly aswell. Maybe even asking what we could be seeing, and offering to get rid of it in superficial ways could help. Do not press on the “its not real” “you’re just seeing things”. We know that. Instead, say “what are you seeing/feeling/hearing” “what can i do to make it go away” Keep in mind though not all hallucinations are extreme, and it is always best to ask how you can help before doing anything.

  • Disorganized speech

People with schizophrenia tend to have trouble concentrating and keeping a line of thought. This could be from quickly switching topics that have no similariies, making up words, and repetition. I’ve even heard of some people rhyming words that have no correlation to their thoughts whatsoever.

Helping: The best thing to do is just to tell us if you’re confused. Just ask us to explain what we meant, and in time you’ll probably learn how the individual’s train of thought works enough to understand things easily. Another thing to do would be to help us in strengthening our vocabulary or word use. Writing stories is a great way to start.

  • Disorganized behavior

Decline in overall daily functioning

Helping: If needed, reminding your friend to eat, shower, brush their teeth, etc would be wonderful. In my case for example, I forget to eat, sometimes for days straight. Motivate your friend.

Inappropriate emotional responses

Helping: Explain yourself. Please, just explain yourself clearly. Ask us to explain ourselves. Listen from our side of the story. LISTEN. We likely don’t know why we’re acting the way we are. Help us figure out why. Listen.

Strange behaviors that seem to have no meaning

Helping: Ask us why we’re doing it with genuine curiosity. Sometimes it might be a tick, so it’s best to observe before asking, because ticks can be embarrassing to be pointed out. If we are making strange choices, just ask us what our line of thought it. 

Trouble with impulse control

Helping: Tell us not to, tell us the consequences. Impulses are things you feel that is needed to be done even though they are bad. Explain to us that we don’t need to do it. Come up with alternatives.

Disassociation

Help: Tell us we are real. The world we are in, is real. Answer any questions we ask you. Be patient. Say their name. Tell them who they are. Tell them who you are.  

PROMPT BECAUSE I CAN”T WRITE ANYTHING NEW RIGHT NOW

ok I need someone else to make this story exist (Or comic form I don’t care) 

Alya is always making everyone pose for picture and selfies, cause Alya, and of course she uses it as a way to help push Adrien and Marinette together. 

Well one day Adrien is looking through all the photos (maybe she posts the good ones somewhere) and he starts noticing- in almost all of the pictures with him and Marinette together she seems to be looking at him. With THAT look. 

He keeps scrolling through and sure enough there are dozens of examples of her staring at him with stars in her eyes whenever he isn’t looking. 

He finally sees what everyone else has been seeing this whole time… 

Marinette is completely and totally in love with him. 

Split is so unrealistic because do you really think my system has the energy or time to go out and kidnap three teenagers? we’re too busy trying to figure out why someone thought it worthwhile to buy yet another package of gel pens when we already have 3 packages that are still useable. We would not be able to pull off a successful kidnapping we’re drowning in gel pens

social relationships when u have a personality disorder

(more like welcome to actual hell)

  • wanting to make friends but having no gotdamn idea how (an avpd+SAD classic)
  • knowing that all your friends (and/or potential friends) will abandon you someday and nobody will stay (bpd nightmare)
  • not making any friends because nobody will provide you with the atention you desire (bpd+hpd)
  • imprinting on someone and needing attention from them but you don’t know how to start conversation with them (bpd+avpd)
  • having friends means you have to sympthasize with them and you don’t feel like dealing with that (npd)
  • being apathetic and therefore an asshole and therefore a bad friend (npd)
  • wanting to tear all your hair out when someone you hate talks to your fp (bpd)
  • splitting on your friend for whatever reason but not wanting to hurt their feelings while you’re mad at them so you isolate yourself, but when you do they don’t come to check on you which makes you split on them harder (bpd)
  • being convinced that your fp loves you the most but that feeling goes away when you see them being affectionate with someone else (bpd)
  • being so possessive but also being scared that you’re being abusive (bpd)
  • you always. need. reassurance. (bpd+avpd)
  • being a romantic shithead but wanting to kill a guy when you see two people being romantic (hpd)
  • never being in a romantic relationship because you constantly flirt with others and don’t want to hurt your datemate’s feelings (hpd)
  • imprinting on anyone that comforts you once/is nice to you (bpd)
  • being possessive ofothers but hating when anyone’s possessive of you (npd+bpd)
  • wanting all of the attention but how? (hpd+avpd)
  • feeling worthless when your imprint doesn’t talk to/about you (bpd+)
  • feel free 2 add more
A fluffy friendship AU that nobody asked for (for purely selfish reasons and because a girl can dream)

MoMo is tired lately

He’s wearing the eye mask Jian Yi got him for Christmas (he bought it as a joke and never thought Red would actually wear it, but he’s secretly pleased every time he does)

So they’re suppose to be leaving for first period already but for some reason MoMo was out late last night (*cough/hetian/cough*) and he looks exhausted [college isn’t easy for him]

Jian Yi tries, but he can’t seem to get MoMo to wake up.

It’s okay though, Jian Yi knows what will help

No matter what happens, Jian Yi will always work hard for MoMo (and make him cups of coffee when he needs it)

cause that’s what friends are for! (ノ◕ω◕)ノ*:・゚✧:゚✧  \(^o^)/

^^^momma bear jian yi doing his best and taking care of MoMo!!!^^^

Broken self

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader.

Warnings: PTSD.

@wearentashes I NEED MORE OF READER X TONY POST CIVIL WAR PLEASE PREFERABLY SOMETHING TO DO WITH FLUFF AND HIS PTSD AND SOBBING OVER THE TEAMS BREAKUP BECAUSE HE THINKS ITS HIS FAULT

@orangepenguin5 @shelvesandwhelves @john-benderr@muffinz323@justcallmecinammon@sexyvixen7@that1awkwardfangirl@sammiesamness@shamvictoria11@wearentashes

A/N: Ok so, I hope this doesn’t disappoint anyone because I am terribe at writing PTSD because I’ve never experienced it and I haven’t met someone who suffers from it. I did try to get myself a bit educated on it. Feedback is always appreciated :)


You knocked twice and tried to push the door but you couldn’t. You twisted the knob and pushed the door again only to find that it was locked from inside. You didn’t knock again; instead, you hit it repeatedly so the person inside would open. It was Tony’s office, and he was most probably working on something. That was what you thought until you heard the sobbing inside.

“Tony, open the door” you demanded.

“Mr. Stark doesn’t want to be disturbed, Miss (Y/N)” FRIDAY replied. It never ceased to amaze you how much expression she could have even though being nothing but a voice assistant; she was not even artificial intelligence but she still managed to have a sentient voice. “I’ll let him know you were her-”

“He knows damn well I’m already here” you hit the door harder, throwing yourself at it in the process, “FRIDAY help me out, open the door”

“But-the protocol-”

“Override it!” you yelled, finally getting the door open. But what you saw inside made you stop immediately and silently apologize. Tony was a mess; a shaking, crying, mess. He grabbed his head tightly and next to him laid the letter and the phone that Steve sent a while ago. You bit your bottom lip and looked up to the ceiling as if it could offer some kind of help.

You knew the man had a severe PSTD, and that the Avengers’ break only made it worse. He no longer had his friend Steve, and Bruce was long gone and nowhere to be found, and to make things even worse, you felt like he didn’t have you, despite you had been there with him more times than he wanted to admit. Tony Stark felt lonelier than ever, and you were helplessly looking at him; how he broke down in tears and inside. You slowly kneeled next to him, trying to give him space but still letting him know that you were there.

“Tony, hey…” you crossed your legs and patiently waited for him to at least breathe normally. You stayed in silence, feeling how your heart broke into pieces when you saw him like that. “Just so you know… I’m gonna stay here with you.” He nodded. You fixed your eyes on the letter and phone and pushed them away from Tony; he noticed the movement and looked up to you. He made you think of a deer that had been blinded by a moving car in the middle of the road. His bottom lip trembled and you thought that his hands would either break into his skull or that he would get some awful bruises. You moved slowly back to your position and calmly asked, “Do you want to hold my hands?” you reached out your hands halfway; your palms faced the ceiling and you saw how Tony’s eyes jumped from yours to your hands, back and forth. He rested his hands on his lap and shook his head; you understood that he didn’t want to. “Ok, don’t worry. I’m still here.” He nodded again and started taking deep breaths. One at a time, and very slowly. You smiled faintly and almost to yourself.

“Where could he be?” he asked in a barely audible whisper and in between sobs, “this doesn’t say anything about his whereabouts…” he said in an absentminded manner, as if what just happened never did. “Do you think Fury knows…?”

“Uhh…” you doubted, “he might” you finally conceded, “do you want me to reach out for him?”

“No” he rose his eyebrows quickly, “he’s the last person I want to see… He and Steve, Romanoff, Barton, Sam, and Barnes… and… And T’Challa. Yeah, I don’t want to see any of them” he looked at you again and smiled. You could tell he was definitely more calmed and he even had forgotten a name. Wanda’s. “Have I been like this for too long?” he sniffed and wiped with the back of his hand the last few tears from his rosy cheeks. He tried to collect himself to make it look like nothing ever happened. “I’m sorry for such scandal, I didn’t mean to lock myself but…”

“It’s totally fine” you assured him, “cup of tea?” he hummed a positive answer and you offered him your hand again; this time he took it.

You offered your hand again, but this time he did grab it and you waked him to the kitchen and made him sit down while you got the tea ready. Tony was not allowed to have coffee after suffering a crisis, and even though he hated to admit it, he secretly thanked you each time you refused to feed him with caffeine or with anything that tasted like coffee or reminded him of it. You sat in front of him, waiting until he said something about the event of about anything at all. It usually took longer than it did that day.

“Why are you still with me?” he finally said, “I have nothing to offer you but my broken self. I can barely have sex with you, I don’t have a normal life… My best friend is learning how to walk, and the family I knew is as torn apart as I am… I mean, like, there’s nothing good with me”

“I just don’t see it that way” you tried to smile, “I do see how broken you are, but I also see how hard you try to keep yourself together.” You looked at the cup in your hands and then looked up to him again, “I love you, broken or not.”

“I just can’t seem to do anything right these days…” he threw his back on the couch and covered his face with his hands; everything indicated he was about to burst in tears again. “First, everything that happened with Ultron, Bruce’s disappearing, the team…”

“And you forget that you helped that kid, Peter. You’re helping Rhodes getting back on track-”

“From an accident I caused” his voice came out shaky.

“You didn’t, Tony.” You went to sit next to him, far away enough to give him his own space in case another crisis arose, “nothing that happened was because of you. None of this is your fault”

“I just can’t seem to shake everything away… It’s been so hard without them…”

“I know, sweetheart” you hopped closer to him and placed your hand on his shoulder, “but I also know that you are greater than you think. Things will eventually come together, and when the time comes, I’ll be with you”

“I don’t know what I did to deserve you” he seemed to chuckle, and curled next to you, leaning his head on your chest and allowing you to wrap your arms around him. It was always his safe place, and he loved the comfort and warmth that your embrace always offered; it made everything bad disappear and it only left you two in the world. No more worries in the picture; no more Steve dropping his signature shield; no more Thunderbolt Ross calling. “Thank you, and for the record, I love you” he sheepishly admitted.

“I know” you smiled and kissed his temple.

Two things. Ok, maybe three.

1. Some people need to realize that calling socially aware human beings “social justice warriors” IN NO WAY becomes an insult. Buddy, we LIKE the name because hell yeah, we’ll fight tooth and nail to ensure someone else’s life isn’t ruined by injustice or plain ignorance. My condolences to you for your inability to even wield sarcasm properly, much less my warrior’s sword.

2. I’m utterly perplexed by those who proudly claim to be “anti-sjw.” Are you saying you’re against those who passionately care about social justice…or are you just anti-humanity in general? It’s funny because you, in all your fiery anti-sjw glory, are still exercising rights and privileges that were probably secured by a real-life sjw. Ain’t life grand.

3. I have a Bo Burnham photoset floating around with quite a lot of notes. My caption was “How white male privilege works.” A significant number of blogs have gone on to remark on my staggering lack of comedic comprehension, my inherent sexism because I apparently think bad things don’t happen to men, etc.
A) I physically made the photoset myself which means I watched his show which means I probably understand comedy which means I might even be a Bo Burnham fan and simply added a caption to something he himself made obvious because ooooooh, he’s socially aware dontcha know.
B) Males (or white males) are absolutely not impervious to the offenses listed in the photoset. No one is claiming that. What I highlighted is that the white male enjoys the privilege of being least concerned about such things because in the history of the world, the white male has wreaked the most havoc and implemented arguably the most damaging institutions.
C) Sorry for making this post look like a physics exam.

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ok idk if someone posted about this before but I legit cried when I realized this while I was rewatching ep1 

So in episode one we see Victor skating to his theme that is subbed as stay close to me BUT I just noticed it is actually said  離れずにそばにいってよ
(hanarezu ni soba ni itte yo) which literally translates to ‘Don’t leave me and stay by my side’

and I am sure we all remember when that is said again
YES, In episode 7 when Yuri said the exact same thing to victor at that crying scene, (in which they subbed it as stand by me) Yuri was probably referring to the theme title and it only sounds like a way to convey his feelings as a confession, thus, we see Victor so shocked. I was wondering all that time why was he THAT shocked to see Yuri having a break down when he purposely broke his heart and expecting a meltdown like this. There, that is the reason

and maybe that’s why Victor had the courage to kiss Yuri later on and by surprise he both meant the quadrable flip and his confession…MAYBE 

I am crying and I kind of both hate and love how this anime keeps attacking my feelings.

Ok this might sound stupid but honestly one of the most exciting things for me with post-kiss!Malec is the super subtle details we might get to see in season 2??? Like:

-The gang needing to contact Magnus for something, and not even having to question who’s going to call because they assume Alec will do it.

-Alec being absent from a meeting or a scene and it being offhandedly mentioned that he’s on a date with Magnus or helping Magnus with something.

-Them being in scenes together and not necessarily being all over each other but just LOOKING at each other, communicating with their eyes.

-Alec coming up behind Magnus while he’s bent over searching for a spell in a book, resting his hand on Magnus’ back as he talks to him. 

-The initial step either or both of them will take when a dangerous situation arises, stepping out in front of the other, bow drawn, or palm alight with magic, ready to protect their boyfriend.

-Bumping shoulders (✿◠‿◠)

-Soft Smiles (◕‿◕✿)

-FOREHEAD KISSES (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

anonymous asked:

OK, I'm not here to tell you that you can't support someone, but he "did nothing wrong"? Really? He made a joke out of killing oppressed minorities. Support him, sure, but you can't just pretend that's not wrong.

I think you need to re-read the post I made about how I feel about the pewdiepie situation. Because I clearly stated, made and entire paragraph stating that the joke he made was offensive and is not something I support. He did do something wrong, just as we all, but what the media is accusing him of he is innocent of. That’s where the “Pewdiepiedidnothingwrong” comes from. 

Pewdiepie made a bad and very offensive joke, and it was wrong. Yes. so yes he did do something wrong. But the media is saying he’s a neo-nazi, a racist, and is making Anti-Semitic posts and supports these horrible things. Aka, everything the media is accusing him of, is nothing he’s done. He’s not a racist, he’s not a supporter or the nazi party that’s still around, or everything he’s accusing him of. That’s where the “Pewdiepiedidnothingwrong” comes from. 

I thought I’d explain that.