I’d rather be a ghost that haunts you than a fleeting memory you’ll one day lose.
I'm actually such a pathetic person. I have such legitimate feelings for Tom that when I saw that picture of him and this chick staring at each other in the club and saw someone comment "I bet they thought about fucking each other" it made me sick to my stomach. Like the kind of way when you think about a significant other having sex with someone else and you just have this dreadful feeling and you want to throw up. I know I have no say in his life and I'll never be with him. Why am I like this?