I’m fucking sick of it
Here I am, watching military movies, wishing that someday I can help as much as they do, knowing that I’m not going to be able to until I get my treatment with Testosterone, I always wanted to be a Medic for the military, never could because I’m trans, and in my country that means “fresh meat” to harass, I’ve already try to enlist and they always come up with new excuses, “we will need a psychological test”, “not until you’re on T”, “sorry, but there’e not enough space” , “you’re not stronge enough”
I haven’t passed the test, cause I have dysphoria and they said that’s a mental problem so they won’t let me help, all I want to do is help and they won’t let me, I’m fucking sick of it.
Seems like I’m going to end up signing for the red cross, because even at my university they won’t stop harassing me for being, well, me. So I quit … I’m probably going to end up working on Mc Donalds.
Excuse my rant, but I needed to get it out of my chest.