someday from now we will meet

I’m trying to get over you, I’m trying so goddamned hard. And some mornings I wake up and think, yes, maybe I finally am free. Free from my echoing thoughts of you. Free from the constant battle of loving you and losing you. But then other mornings I wake up and all I can think about is how your eyes look with sunlight in them and how your face looks just before you break into a smile.
Maybe we aren’t meant to be together, maybe not now, maybe not ever.
And I don’t wanna have a single grain of hope, because blessed are those with no expectations.
But sometimes I think against my own will that what if we break all the laws?
Maybe we’ll forget each other soon but what if we meet again someday in the future, and in one look we’ll feel the ache in our hearts of our incomplete love, and maybe then I’ll be right for you, and you’ll be right for me?
Maybe we are meant to be together, maybe not now, but maybe someday.

anonymous asked:

What do you think of Harry saying SOTT is about a mom dying in childbirth. I'm just ??????? What do you think SOTT is about?

For reference:

‘Sign of the Times’ came from ‘This isn’t the first time we’ve been in a hard time, and it’s not going to be the last time.’ The song is written from a point of view as if a mother was giving birth to a child and there’s a complication. The mother is told, ‘The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it.’ The mother has five minutes to tell the child, 'Go forth and conquer.’

Harry Styles, Rolling Stone

When I read this I immediately thought he’s trying to tell us without telling us that Jay was the inspiration for SOTT and making it his lead single is a tribute to her. I mean, that’s my take on it. Makes sense to me.

She prepared her kids (which for all intents and purposes includes Harry) for her death.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you’re wearing your best clothes

Referencing a funeral here.

You can’t bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain’t really good

Understand when it’s your time to go, it’s your time to go. Riches can’t save you. Your life may look great from the outside. But it’s not always as good as it looks. And those last two lines may be a reference to how shocked everyone was that young, beautiful, vivacious Jay had passed. It’s not all good in Harry’s hood, even if that’s what the tabloids and paps and gossips make it seem like.

We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?
We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?

We’re all whistling past the graveyard like death isn’t coming for us and our loved ones. When it comes, we’re devastated. We know it’s coming eventually, but we can’t get in the headspace of truly being ready for it. So we live on the run. Running from death. But it will catch us eventually.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It’ll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

To everything there is a season. The time of death is upon us. But don’t stay in this place of grief. It’s ok to move on. Keep living your life. 

Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here

Jay wants her kids to enjoy life, even though she’ll be gone. She’s going to a better place. No more suffering.

Remember, everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here

It feels terrible now. But eventually, it’ll get better. And she’ll see them again someday. N.E.R.D.–noone ever really dies. Energy just transforms.

We don’t talk enough
We should open up
Before it’s all too much
Will we ever learn?
We’ve been here before
It’s just what we know

Don’t take your loved ones for granted. Share. Bond. Grow together. Do better. A mother’s wisdom.

I feel like this is where it was going with the dying mom comments. Of course, for many fucked up reasons, he obviously couldn’t say this was about Jay. But I think he dropped enough of a hint for us to pick up. It’s not the first hard time or the last? I think in Ever Since New York, Harry made it clear that hiding his relationship with Louis and engaging in fauxmances has been very painful for him and I’m sure for both families as well. The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it? Yep, all her kids are thankfully fine. The mother has 5 minutes to tell the child to go forth and conquer? That must have been what the last months of her life felt like–5 minutes. Not enough time. But she prepared them. God bless.   

His Precious Little Flower

My precious little flower

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Plot: Bucky is dating a girl who owns a flower shop but he hasn’t told any of his friends including Steve about her because he’s protective of her and doesn’t want them to scare her off because she’s shy. the team end up stalking him to see where he goes and they see him kissing her inside her shop.

A/n surprise I’m actually posting this a day before I was going to ! I hope you guys like it. My next fic is going to be a winter13 smut so look out for that

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Bucky Barnes was in love, its as simple as that. The only problem was that he hasn’t told his friends about you. It wasn’t that he was ashamed of you, it’s just that he knows how his friends were and he didn’t want to scare you off. You were totally ok with the fact that Bucky hasn’t introduced you to his friends. From what you’ve seen on the news they were very confident and that intimidated the hell out of you.

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Melancholy Post-PAX Emotions Are Kicking In...Thank You All

I think I get why everyone loves these conventions. As if it wasn’t reasonable enough already, I think I do now.

@markiplier: Yeah, we sadly didn’t meet; I was lucky to run into everyone else, just couldn’t stick around. Nevertheless, other people did, and I’m so happy for them. I wish you the absolute best, and I hope we truly meet in person one day. I hope you also enjoy mine and others’ gifts I brought with me; they were fun to get into a tangible project.

Tyler: You were the first of the content creators that I met, and really lifted my spirits to keep going through PAX with a smile, whatever the matter. You were beyond benevolent and friendly, and I cannot wait to meet you again. You’ve been through enough ups and downs, and it brought you to your first PAX East. Congratulations, and thank you so much. I sincerely hope YOU smile always.

Amy: As charismatic and sweet as you are beautiful and quirky, it was wonderful to have Sam, Smoke (beautiful peep who gave you the alien sunglasses), Laura, and myself meet you. Thank you for being so patient and kind, and my only wish was that you enjoyed yourself.

Kathryn: I know I didn’t meet you. Nevertheless, I still hoped I could. Still, it was enjoyable to hear from the few snippets of your trip here, and I hope we meet in the future. You seem like an absolute sweetheart, and I can’t wait to see what you do in the future.

@crankgameplays: Ethan, I can’t thank you enough for being so patient at the signing. It was great telling you how awesome you were, and I was so happy to look at the way you beamed when I told you about @northeast-artist98 and the art @okaythenart had gotten to me in the nick of time (I put other things for you in a gift box on Friday!). Thank you so much for everything, and I hope I meet you all again in the future.

@lordminion: Twice, both through an absolutely dumb luck, we had met. Nevertheless, you were patient and sweet, and responded with such an eloquent excitement. Thank you, and see you soon.

@foxtrot44: Molly, you’re an absolute gem to be around, and it was exciting to hear about how your wedding planning has been and your recent Boston endeavors (well wishes for Schii!). Thank you for being so caring and lovely, and I’m excited to see you and Wade happily move into the future together.

Bob: Yo! It’s the girl who should’ve rushed you with signing my life-size doll of you, and my portable shrine of photos of you! But, in all seriousness, you were amazing to even briefly chat with, and I can’t wait to see what you and Mandy do!

Mandy: I know we only waved to each other twice, but, you appeared so energetic and happy, I can’t help but hope everything did go well. Hugs from my airport gate, almost about to start traveling back home.

@wiishu: Through a coincidental seating, and making absolute sure I wasn’t breaking rules or bothering you (I checked with the enforcers at least five times), we met at the Are You a Robot? Panel. We might have not talked for as long as I hoped, but, to even say hello was wonderful. I sincerely wish you well, beautiful, and have a safe flight overseas.

@pixlpit: I said it once, and I will say it again: thank you. Not only are you a talented animator and editor, but…as odd as it sounds, you seem like you’re a badass at just about anything. Believe me, I really tried to find less exciting words, but…nothing else came to mind. You seem sardonic, but kind nonetheless, and I believe you have great things coming soon. Take care, and have fun back home.

@therealjacksepticeye: You were, BY PURE AND DUMB LUCK, the most coincidental person to even temporarily meet (I would say the guys at the later signing, but, we were somewhat ready for something to happen). I was struggling to find my own exit out of the panel before I bumped into you. I didn’t get a picture, and didn’t feel comfortable dragging you away from out of the panel exit (cannot, will not, honestly), just to say my own words. Nevertheless, to give you a hug, smile, and brief thank you for what you’ve done for others - and yes, even myself - before eagerly jumping out to let you leave, was still heartwarming. Have a safe flight overseas, and I hope you look forward into the bright future.

Mutuals from Tumblr and Twitter that I have met: Thank you. Seeing you all, face to face, was beyond endearing and eye-opening. I only wish you all fulfilled your dreams, and hope you keep all these memories of yours to heart. Love you all, and safe travels to your homes.


Everyone: PAX East is over, and my heart aches from the immediate swarm of nostalgia. But, it will pass, and all we can do now is look to the future. I hope you all live fulfilling lives, and I hope we meet someday.


Thank you, everyone, and remember in the most harmless way: When they’re gone…we’re next.


(Okay, I sneered at typing that last part, haha!)

“how do you get over someone you never had?” Someone asked me and at first i didn’t know what to say until i found the right words to say.

‪Letting go is like when you caught a butterfly but you have to set it free because it’s not yours for you to keep. It’s like catching ‬your breath but you have to release it eventually. Feelings are uncontrollable, and it’s not your fault that you loved someone whom you can’t have. We tend to want things that we can’t have, to love people who we can’t have. And moving on is like wanting to forget a memory that never happened. But you have to, you have to let it go, you have to set it free, you have to let the feelings go away. You have to wake up from a beautiful dream and start to livw in reality. Even if the love story didn’t happen, even if you never meant to happened, there’s just only a one way to cross, it’s the road to acceptance. Maybe, we meet people for a reason, it’s something that we don’t understand for now, but someday it will make sense. Not everything is something beautiful and long-lasting. There are some things that are not meant to be, no matter how hard you try to fit it, it will never be. Sometimes people come into your life to show you alot of things, for you to learned lessons, to teach you to love yourself, to see the beauty in letting someone go, to break you a little for you learn how to put it back together, to make you feel better for a little while. Maybe, it’s not just meant to be and you just have to accept it and let it go.

Tamaki Birthday Card (2017) Rabicha Spoilers

Just some important points (I think). *warning* ANGSTS (not all but yes)


Part 1:

When Tamaki was still in facility, a friend lied to Tamaki saying he found Aya’s whereabouts in April Fools, aka Tamaki’s birthday. “I’m so pissed at him, and at myself who believed that lie.”


Part 3:

Tamaki: “Having confidence is difficult. I’m not as smart as Iorin, and not as loved as Rikkun or Nagicchi..”

Tamaki: “I, what should I do? I want to change.”
Gaku: “Don’t forget about yourself. You don’t need to be someone else, just be yourself is enough.”
Tamaki: “I’m afraid I could fail someday if I keep being like this. My father is not a good person. If there’s no one saying that this is the right way, I’d become scared.”
Gaku: “Don’t worry, Yotsuba. If you choose the wrong way, we will definitely help you. Don’t hold back and just do what you want.”
Tsumugi: “Tamaki-san is a kind person.”
Tamaki: “Stop itーーー”
Tamaki: “There’s no tissue in my room now…”
Tamaki: “But thank you. I’m so glad meeting all of you.”
Tamaki: “I will keep being myself from now on too.”


Part 4:

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Revenge, Interrupted (Part 6)

[Ch 1] [Ch 2] [Ch 3] [Ch 4] [Ch 5]


The first movie had ended and Bonnie and Caroline, huddled together in a blanket, had used up an entire box of tissues. Then Bonnie got a Facetime from Enzo and hurried off to another room, leaving Stefan and Caroline alone together once more.

Caroline wiped her cheeks again before turning to look at Stefan. She looked beautiful even after crying through the last hour of the movie. What the hell.
“Did you cry, or are you a robot?” she demanded.

Stefan had to admit he had gotten a little misty-eyed during many points in the movie. “It was sad.”

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Hey love, did you catch the sunrise this morning? It was so beautiful right? I’m not a morning person but i’m looking for the day to watch it with you while having our breakfast. Let’s take a walk around and watch our hands freeze as our fingers turn various shades of pink mixed with numb. You and I could run away into the cloud forests and never come back. Let’s try to do our bucket list together. Promise? Okay, it’s decided. I want to enjoy every moment with you.

It’s beautiful to think that someday, we’ll meet. That maybe right now we don’t have any idea about each other and probably the idea of me never crossed your mind that you’re going to meet someone like me someday. To be honest, i’m not in hurry, but there are times that i’m running out of patience. But don’t you worry, i’ll wait until you’ll find your way to me. You don’t have to worry because you don’t have to be perfect to meet my standard. I won’t ask anything from you, you don’t have to give me the moon, the stars, the universe for you to be the right one for me. Just be yourself then love me.


Love, i can’t wait to meet you but right now, i want you to look at the sky, i want you to know that right now, at this moment we’re looking at the same sky, and that’s enough for me to think that you’re just right there. Please be fine and take care of yourself, someday, i will always be there to be the one to take care of you.


Love, your future girl

ID #79808

Name: Fillipe
Age: 19
Country: Brazil

May I have your attention please? Will the real PenPal please stand up? ♪

I always find it hard to talk about myself, I never know where to start, I feel a bit lost. But let’s go…

I’m a guy who is very interested in music. I listen to several different genres, and although I still do not play any instruments, I like to sing and write lyrics. I love sharing music with people, and I really like it when people introduce me to new music. This may be my favorite way to pass the time. Music is really something special to me.

I like to stay at home watching movies and series over the weekend but, I have invested more time in the second option. I watch over thirty tv shows. Yes, I may be called addicted by some people, but, it’s not my fault if the Netflix catalog is so appealing. Do you agree?

I want to travel the world someday, I want to visit all continents, I’m sure it will be a really great experience. I believe there is so much life out there, so many opportunities, so many experiences begging to be lived …

Well, now let’s talk about what I’m looking for here …

I want to meet new people, meet new cultures, share stories, share opinions. I think we can learn a lot from each other. I want someone with whom I can talk about various subjects, (deep subjects and superficial subjects), summarizing: I am in search of fun people who are passionate about life. I am looking for long friendships.

I really have no problem with age, with nationality and such things. I am learning English, but my level is satisfactory. Besides English I also speak Portuguese and Spanish.
If you have read all of this, and you are in doubt whether or not to send me an email … I ask you, what do you have to lose? Take a chance!

Come as you are, as you were, as I want you to be (…) Take your time, hurry up, the choice is yours, don’t be late. Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria ♪

PS: I challenge you to send me an email with more than ten lines, talking about you, the country where you live, etc. 

Preferences: I have no specific preference.

161203 Hanyang Fansign

Q: Jonguppie~ It’s me again, Cindy. We’re meeting like this again ㅠㅡㅠ Someday, I want to meet Jonguppie in real life… But it’s a bit difficult for me to go to Korea right now. Until the day we can meet, please write me some words that will stay in my memory.

A: I’ll wait for you! ♡

This makes my heart flutter so much because I’ve noticed Jongup has been more sweet every time i ask him things through post its. This is also the first time he’s answered my question with a heart at the end. It’s normal to get hearts from daehyun lol but for jongup it’s like whoa!

Huge thanks to @daematos for translating my question & answer. ^^

Home [Oda Nobunaga]

Hello Anon! Thanks for the request, I hope you don’t mind that I incorporated this headcanon I have for Nobu’s sequel’s epilogue. It showed the MC’s side, but not his, and I thought that your request was quite fitting to fill his side of the story. Saying that, it means that this contains spoilers.


“I’m going home.” Despite the surprise, he was quick to regain his composure, and headed out the door, leaving her just as confused as he was.

What was he to do? The blow to his head was concussive, and it had Saburo staring blankly upon the deserted lot, his hands gripping the steering wheel in bewilderment. He made it a point not to drive, knowing that he needed to sort today’s events, hoping to make sense of it all, without having to deal with traffic, or the possibility of him running into freeway accidents due to his sudden disorientation.

Today he woke up the man he was expected to be – Oda Saburo, the youngest member of the House of Representatives ever elected, bringing to the government his dreams of bettering Japan. It was quite the ambition –wanting to change the world – and he had the confidence in him to do so, but it seemed that, despite his ego, it only took a head butt for his sense of self to be shaken.

Never had a woman dared defy him, much so, one to actually directly assault him in the face. He remembered the way she looked earlier, half-terrified and half-angry after straddling her on the bed, their faces almost too close that he could see her pinkish lips slightly trembling, the sight of it fueling more fire in the depths of his already-awakened desire.

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anonymous asked:

everyone has be writing mc death angst lately and i need fluff. and more angst. how about the rfa new their mc was dying (of a disease or somethin) and had already come to terms with it (love your imagines!!!!)

hehe thank you so much ^///^ I’ve never written death-related angst because even reading it made me uncomfortable, but I’ll try. I hope you don’t mind if this is short.


YOOSUNG

  • He was currently heading to the hospital and that scene kept replaying in his mind.
  • “Yoosung… I’m… I’m going to.. I’m going to die soon so… Let’s both enjoy the time we’ve got left!”
  • This was bullshit. 
  • You told him you wouldn’t leave him. You promised that it wouldn’t happen again. That someone he loved dearly wouldn’t be taken away again.
  • Then he started feeling something wet run down his cheeks. 
  • He was crying.
  • Still, he’d spend every second you had left right next to you.
  • He hardly ever left your side.
  • When it was time you held his hand as tightly as you could and told him in the gentlest voice you could muster.
  • “I love you, Kim Yoosung. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to keep growing as a person. So please, promise me that you’ll try to find love again and that you won’t try to forget everything by locking yourself up with your games. Please promise me that you will find someone who’ll manage to make you even happier than I ever could. I know that I don’t have the right to ask this of you, since I broke mine. But please, I beg of you…”

ZEN

  • He was an actor. And what are actors best at?
  • Pretending. That’s what he did when he agreed to spend your last months of life with a positive attitude and without any restraints.
  • He was happy to live like that. He just was destroyed by the fact that you would leave his side soon.
  • That he’d be alone again. 
  • He refused any job that came his way for the duration of those months.
  • He tried to make you feel like a real princess, he’d treat you as if you were something sacred.
  • He’d be so good at holding back his tears, knowing that this would hurt you deeply. He just wanted you to be truly happy. At least for the time left.
  • And when you were finally gone, your last words stuck to him, until he found happiness again. 
  • “Ryu Hyun… You dork. You beautiful, talented, and absolutely precious dork. Please, keep on pursuing your dream, but never ever put aside your happiness, friendship, and love. Please, try to find it again, try to find love. Just keep me in a small corner of your mind so that you can look for the love and strength you need when and only when you feel like no one else will be able to provide it for you. I will keep on cheering for you! I love you, Zenny.”

JUMIN

  • We all know he’s terrible at handling strong emotions like these. During all the process of your illness, he’d keep up the strong front. He kept feigning calmness.
  • But when you told him that you’d be dying soon, that you knew, you felt you didn’t have much time left he broke.
  • He couldn’t handle it much longer.
  • He clung onto you and cried for so long that it made your heart ache.
  • Maybe it was selfish to do that, but he couldn’t stop himself. 
  • He’d spend the last days/months of your life giving you and little thing you needed. Anything.
  • And when you asked him to make love to you one last time he tried so hard to transmit all those feelings he had for you. He tried so hard to let you know how special you were for him and how in love he was with you.
  • Your last words stuck with him for the rest of his life and he made sure to follow them.
  • “You know it’s happening… And I just want you to know that I am completely in love with you, Han Jumin. Now and forever. I really hope we meet again someday. I know we will. But, for now I need you to know that you can’t put up those walls you worked so hard to bring down. Please open your heart to others. If you don’t wish to find love again, then please find comfort in the people who truly love you. Please, find the strength I won’t be able to provide from them. I will always be with you, my feelings will always be with you.”

JAEHEE

  • She’d put up the “I’m completely okay, I can handle this 100%” facade when you told her that you knew death was coming soon and that you wanted to live the remaining days to the fullest.
  • She closed her bakery for the next month or so and decided to take you on a small vacation, while you still had some strength left.
  • It was when you heard muffled crying coming from the bathroom that you decided to walk in and wrap your arms feebly around your girlfriend.
  • “I love you, Jaehee. I love you so much. With my entire being and soul. Please, continue to pursue happiness and never let someone ever drag you down. Please, keep on being a hard worker and being that good natured person you always are. You are such a caring soul and you honestly will have nothing but good things come your way. Just… please, never go back to doing things that make you unhappy because that’ll make me unhappy too. I want to see you smiling from wherever I am.”

SEVEN

  • But of course this would happen. He didn’t deserve someone like this, he didn’t deserve to be happy. So God decided to take something precious from him again.
  • He would be so hurt, so deeply hurt. But he put up his “707″ front and decided to make you laugh as much as possible for the remaining time.
  • You knew what was going on with him. You knew him. And you knew that he was dying inside. 
  • One night you grabbed his hand and smiled up at him.
  • “I too, want to leave evidence that I existed…”
  • He got the message and that night he let you show him all the love you felt for him. And he let himself let out all his emotions afterwards.
  • Then you two decided to spend the rest of your days doing crazy stuff. 
  • “Saeyoung… My love… My angel. You deserve so much better than this bullshit. You deserve so so so much better. You deserve to be happy and I’m sorry you have to go through something like this again. I… I love you so so much, I am in love with you. You helped me see this world in a whole different perspective and for that I’m thankful. Please, don’t close the doors into your heart again. You deserve to find someone who loves you as much.. no… even more than I ever did. You deserve everything good in this universe, Saeyoung. My beautiful beautiful baby. I love you. I will be up there, cheering for you, watching over you, and loving you endlessly. I’ll wait for you. We’ll meet again and I will have my Hero of Justice in my arms again.”

I’m trying so hard not to cry. They all deserve so much better.

anonymous asked:

I really wish we could get that Helena/Lena scene someday. Especially now after we know Jess and Katie support it. It doesn't even have to be them as a couple I just really want them together again on the screen and what better way than having these two amazing badass characters meeting? I miss their friendship so much, it's one of the things I miss the most about the dracula days. All the tweets and posts from Jessica and Katie because they hanged out together ALL THE TIME. I want a reunion :(

Ugh! My Westenray heart!! It pretty much died and then rose from the ashes after seeing Jessica’s tweet about Lena and Helena. Katie and Jessica had amazing chemistry and seeing the cute moments and tweets through their friendship was lovely. Their love for their characters and the ship was awesome. A reunion would be fantastic!! CW needs to get on this. Like yesterday. Just do it CW. Give us a Lena and Helena scene! Give us nice things!

I pictured us growing old together.
I mean, imagine that; two high school sweethearts with love that failed to perish though set on fire many years back.
I could see it, you know. It was almost like it was a monochromatic flashback set in slow motion; a vivid memory although yet to happen.
It was the most perfect thing I could think of seeing your stupid signature smile everyday, you know, the one that brightens your whole face, and kissing the map of wrinkles that had resided with age that also told countless stories about how far we had come and the journey in which we had taken. We had the most beautiful children: Asiariyanne, Jupiter and little Jaxon that looked at us as if we were superheroes battling the night. Their eyes so innocent, not yet debased by this world of pain. Fractions of our cells that had collided transforming into the most perfect human beings with nothing but the incredible feeling of unconditional love running through their veins.

I used to think the problem was that we met too young. And so it was inexorable that we would not grow together and instead grow apart.
And that was partially true, I guess.
You had your demons and I had fought mine and we never really took the time to find ourselves before we found each other.
Had we met a different time, say 20 years from now, in an obvious place like a bookstore or a coffee shop, then maybe we could have had a chance of real, genuine happiness.

Maybe, someday we will meet again.
Stumble across each other after doing a double-take. And you say
“excuse me miss, have we met before”
And we will soon fall into old habits with the same undying love that was once a small flame.
Maybe then, that “flashback” [more like flash forward] I had of the future, that I could picture so lucidly
could finally set in motion.

—  it’s 01:22Am 26hours and 14minutes since I left you. How long until the pain stops? Why do I feel like I need you? Why can’t we fix what we had? “Maybe in another lifetime” (Y.A)
Important.

Hey guys, I have a…not so joyful update, this is going to be the last update on this blog for a while. This blog that used to bring me joy, an escape from my everyday routine…now keeps reminding me about what I’ve lost. I’m sorry to announce this but I need to leave it behind. I’m not going to delete it, I just need to move on. Maybe I’ll get back to it someday, maybe not. Thank you all for being a part of this blog, thank you for staying, thank you for believing, thank you for supporting me. I’ll miss you all, I’ll miss all the good times we had together, but maybe someday we’ll meet again.
Goodbye for now.

Mine ( Theo Raeken)


Theo x Reader

Y/N - Your name ; Y/L/N - Your last name

Summary ( Requested) : Heei can you do a theo reaken imagine Where hè is jelous 💋 but sweet stuff happens after hè says hè is in love whit y/n.

Warning: little bit of smut, cussing, fluff

A/N: I hope that it is okay that way (: GIF is NOT mine. xx Mira

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Y/N P.o.v

His blue eyes stare straight into mine.

You are mine.”, he says in a serious tone.

“I know Theo.”, i reply lightly laughing.

“No, I’m serious. You are only mine Y/N.”, he got even more serious and I feel shivers go down my spine due to his statement.

Theo moves closer and his hands are cupping my face now so I have no other choice but to look at him. I guess he wanted me to hold the eye contact instead I just stared at his soft lips. They distract me and my lips start to tingle so I stop Theo from talking, by pressing mine on his. The kiss is so passionate and filled with lust.                                                                                                               His hands are grabbing my butt now, lightly squeezing it as his lips wander down to my neck.

We stumble towards the kitchen counter as he lifts me up with his muscular arms.                                                                                                                     I remember the day of our first time, I was a virgin back then and honestly really scared. The insecurity about being naked infront of him drove me nuts, but he made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. And now we are here, heavily making out on the kitchen counter of his parents, whoops.

We get interrupted by my ringing phone.

“Ignore it.”, he whispers, but just as we thought the caller hung up it rings again.

“I’m going to answer it. Keep in mind what you were about to do and we’ll continue afterwards.”, I say with a smirk on my face and he nods but keeps on kissing my neck.

I get my phone out of my pants pocket and answer.

“ Hello?”

“ Is this Y/N Y/L/N?”, a male voice asks.

“Speaking.”

“ Uhm, hey! It’s Andrew, Andrew Hickman.”, my mouth fell open. Andrew, my first boyfriend.                                                                                                          We broke up because he developed feelings towards boys. We never really spoke after our split up, out of reasons I don’t know and when he and his family moved to another state there was no accidental eye contact in the school’s hallway any more. That is why I am indeed surprised that he decided to call me now, two years later.

“ Oh, hey! How are you? God it as been literally years!”, I say excited but moan at the end because Theo hits a sensible spot with his tonque on my neck and I hope that Andrew didn’t hear it. So I motion Theo to stop.

“I’m good.”, he says “ Listen, the reason why I’m calling is that I am in Beacon Hills right now and I thought we could meet up if you want.” I nod, like he could see it and laugh as I noticed.

“Sure, I’d love to. When and where?”

“How about in an hour at Starbucks?”, I can hear him smile on the other side of the phone.

“Okay, see you then Andrew.”

“Bye Y/N.”

I hang up.

“Who is Andrew?”, Theo asks concerned

“He’s just an old friend.”

“That is what they all say, you know, that it is just an old friend.”, he says, obviously annoyed.

“What the fuck Theo?” I push him away.

“Where are you two going and when? “

“He is just a friend Theo! You don’t have to worry about him, seriously.”, I look at him with anger building up inside of me. I could easily tell him that Andrew is gay, but I don’t know if Andrew told anybody and honestly it’s not Theo’s business.

“Of course I have to worry! You’re my girlfriend, hot girlfriend as a matter of fact. Do you know how many guys at school want to call you theirs? A lot!”, he screams right into my face and I find it kind of cute that he is so jealous.

“Theo please calm down. Believe me there is nothing to worry about. I promise.”

“If you say so. But can I at least drive you there?”

I don’t want to get into a fight, so I agree and let him take me there.

-

“Thank you for driving me.”, I say and kiss him on his cheek but he turns his face and placed his lips on mine.

“Anytime Princess.”, Theo smiles and I blush. I love it when he calls me that.

“See you later.”, I swing myself out of the vehicle and shut the door. I watch him drive off and walk over the street.

As I enter Starbucks I instantly inhale the smell of coffee I love so much. I got my Cappucino and  turn around to see Andrew, who is sitting in the corner at the window. He waves, damn he got all grown up within those two years. I walk over to him and fall into his arms. Our hug lasts for a while and I’m suddenly so happy.

“ I can’t believe how mature you got Andrew!”, I say as I sit down.

“ Thank you, but I have to admit that you got hot as hell. If I would be straight i would totally take you back. I mean you were beautiful back then but now…”, he wiggles his eyebrows and I laugh.

“I missed you Y/N.”

“I missed you too Andrew.”, we hug again.

“You’re happy that I kept my phone number all this time.”, I joke and he laughs.

The both of us start talking about our lives and we wallow in memories.

After nearly three hours of chatting Andrew said that we should go now and meet someday again. So I text Theo that he could pick me up.

Andrew and I are standing outside Starbuck’s arm in arm.
I didn’t even notice Theo’s car until a male figure stands besides us.

“What the fuck Y/N?”, he screams angrily and I parted myself from Andrew.

“Who are you? Get your fucking hands off of my girlfriend!”

“Theo! It was not what it looked like!”, I scream back.

He snorts.

“Yeah of course.”

Theo seizes Andrew by his collar just like he wants to punch him.

“Whoa, Theo stop it! He is gay! Stop it!”, I can see his eyes turn yellow.

He lets Andrew down and apologizes.

“Oh god I’m so sorry, mate so sorry… i didn’t know.”, he scratches his neck.

“It’s okay.”, Andrew says shyly.

I ban Theo into his car. I am so mad at him.

“I’m sorry it ended like this.”, I apologize again.

“No need to say sorry Y/N, my boyfriend would have acted the same way if I would have been hugging a handsome guy.”, he jokes.

“Anyways, we should go now I suggest.”, Andrew says and I agree.

“Bye Y/N.”

“Bye Andrew.” I watch him leaving and I walk over to Theo’s car.

-

I insisted that he drops me off at my house. We didn’t talk throughout the whole ride because I  clearly am still mad at him. The tension between us was immense. As we arrived I wanted to get out of his car immediatly but he locks it from inside.

“See, I know you’re mad at me and you have all the right to but-”

“You’re damn right I have every right to be mad at you! I thought you could trust me!”

“I trust you but I do not trust other guys. Y/N I just love you so much that jealousy is taking over me everytime I see a boy talking to you, and I can’t help it.”                                                                                                                          “I. Love. You. Y/N Y/L/N.”, he looks me deep in the eyes and I see how sorry he is. My heart melts at the sight of his watery eyes.

I cup his face with my hands.

“I love you too Theo.”, I say and kiss him passionately.

He puts his hands on my waist and lifts me onto his lap. I hit the honk with my butt and we both start to laugh.

“Should we continue in my room?”, I suggest with a huge smirk on my face.

“Yeah.”, he nods with enthusiasm.

We get out of the car and he picks me up bridal style. As we enter my bedroom he whispers in my ear:

“You’re all mine.”

I don’t want us to reach the point where we regret meeting each other. Inasmuch as it hurts me, I have to let you go and you have to do the same to me too. It is better to end things now than wait for them to worsen. Let’s do this now, while we still can; while we still have an ounce of love and respect left for each other; while we still have the chance to walk away from each other without
hatred– just a little pain from losing each other. I want to cross paths with you again someday, smile, and be glad because we both made the right decision back then. And who knows? Maybe fate will allow us to be together once more.
—  Letter to my Ex #3: What’s meant to be will find its way> (m.b)
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«Someday, our paths will cross…» At the time, those words were a wish, asking him to catch up to my level. In order to get stronger, I became obsessed with winning, and as a result I became isolated. I have no regrets since I believed that was my path. But there was another guy who became strong, on a completely different path than mine. He believed that the other fighters who were his adversaries were actually friends, and became strong by having fun. At last, he became so strong that he overtook me, becoming my true rival. If our two paths cross again someday, I want to enjoy a passionate, intense fight with you. It may have been born out of my wish for you to release me from my isolated Vanguard life. If I’d never met you, I bet I never would’ve sensed anything was wrong with being alone. But we did meet, and now my Vanguard life without you is unthinkable.