ROSE QUARTZ - What do you think about love?
(Okay wow I accidentally got deep.)
Love is weird. There isn’t just one kind of it, there’s a lot. Platonic, romantic, sexual. None of those come at ‘first sight’, either. That just doesn’t exist. But, me? I have mixed feelings about love. Sometimes it’s good, and it gives you that sensation of butterflies in your stomach, or like your chest is heavy, but in a good way. But other times, it’s complicated. You might be loving the wrong person. And sometimes, love makes you confused. You can’t distinguish if the love is platonic, or romantic, or sexual, and it messes with your head. And it’s hard to get rid of that, because it’s hard to stop loving somebody. You get caught up in your emotions, and you do stupid things. But it still feels nice, loving somebody.
It’s hard for me, personally, to love people. Partially because of trust issues, and partially because of some mental illnesses that are hard to talk about. But I know I love people. It’s a strong emotion, and sometimes I can’t help but associate it with hate instead, because of how confusing love is. I hate love, but I also enjoy it. Never would I say, though, that I love love.
SARDONYX - Do you have someone who makes you feel good about yourself?
Eh. They try. And that’s what matters, right?