My mom caught me piling up white concealer underneath my eyes and was like “you alright?” No mom, I’m trying to cover up the bags under my eyes. Does it look like I’m okay??!!??!?!
I'm afraid because I think this lucky thing will end someday, but I got so used to it I don't think I'll be able to start DOING SOMETHING with my life. Like, education? What am I going to do after? Everyone says it doesn't work like that, and if my whole life was built on coincidences, there is a chance I'll just starve accidentally, won't sleep enough and just die, etc. I know I'm pretty pathetic without that luck, and I'm very afraid of the future, I don't know how to start - crazy life anon