OK BUT LIKE HOW DID WE GET SO BLESSED TO SEE OUT OTP GO THROUGH THESE INCREDIBLE THINGS BECAUSE LIKE THIS IS FUCKING EPIC ROMANCE TERRITORY AND I AM SO FUCKINGEMOTIONAL BUT LIKE OK LOOK
I LOVE EMMA SWAN LOL AND HOW HER INSTANT REACTION IS LIKE THE FUCK?
ALL HAIL THE MAGIC CONCH
T B H
HER FACCEEEE SHE’S HEARING HIS VOICEEE
AND THIS ASSHOLE. I AM SO MAD AT HIM AND HIS PERFECTNESS. HE LOVES HER SO FUCKING MUCH I WILL BREAK MY KEYBOARD I SWEAR ONE OF THESE DAYS BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH.
AND IMMEDIATELY, LIKE HE DOESN’T EVEN FUCKING KNOW IF SHE’S LISTENING OR WHAT AND HE JUST HOPES. LIKE THE TIME HE GAVE UP HIS FUCKING SHIP FOR A HOPE TO SEE HER. THIS MAN LOVES HER SO MUCH, IT IS A PERMANENT ACHE UPON MY SOUL.
I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU. I WAS COMING BACK TO YOU LIKE WHAT IN THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS WHY DO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. HOW CAN YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH YOU ASSHOLE.
AND SHE’S LIKE IMMEDIATELY IN TEARS BECAUSE FUCK ALL SHE WAS GONNA MOVE ON. MOVE ON MY ASS TBH. SHE WAS TRYING SO HARD TO DO IT THOUGH BECAUSE IT WAS HURTING SO MUCH BUT THE RELIEF IN HER FACE AND THE TEARS AND I AM JUST A PUDDLE LEAVE ME HERE
I LOVE YOU HE SAID. HIS VOICE CRACKED AND HE’S JUST DESPERATE AND HOPING AND TELLING HER HE LOVES HER WITHOUT KNOWING IF SHE’S EVEN HEARING HIM AND IT HURTS ME SO FUCKING MUCH I CAN’T EVEN DEAL WITH THIS NONSENSE
AND HER FACE AND THE RELIEVED SOB AND THE FACT THAT SHE WASN’T WRONG TO TRUST HIM AND THAT SHE ISN’T GONNA BE ALONE AND THAT SHE WAS RIGHT IN HER LOVE AND HE LOVES HER HE LOVES HER HE LOVES HERRR
AND I’M TRYING TO GET HOME TO YOU LIKE OH MY GODDDDDD WHAT AHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME WITH YOUR VOICE AND YOUR FACE AND YOUR LOVE FOR EMMA SWAN WHAT IS THIS WHYYYY
I LOVE YOU TOOOOO SHE SAYS AND I AM JUST SO IN AWE OF THIS SCENE BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT EVEN NEAR EACH OTHER AND I FEEL THEIR LOVE AS THOUGH IT WERE A TANGIBLE THING AND I AM IN SUCH PAIN AND SO EMOTIONAL AND I CANNOT EVEN UGH I LOVE HER AND HIM AND HOW SHE LOVES HIM AND HE LOVES HER
AND THIS FACE BECAUSE HE CAN’T HEAR HER LIKE THE FUCKING LEVELS OF ANGST JUST WENT SO HIGH UP AND I AM FEELING SO MANY EMOTIONS AND IT IS WONDERFUL BECAUSE LIKE THAT’S HOW YOU KNOW A STORY HAS TOUCHED YOU BECAUSE I LITERALLY CANNOT STOP SCREAMING RN BUT ALSO THE FUCKING FUCK HOW DARE YOU SIR? HOE DARE?
AND SHE’S TRYING TO LET HIM KNOW THAT HE IS LOVED TOO. THESE TWO LONELY HUMANS HAVE FOUND ONE ANOTHER TO LOVE AND THEY’RE STUMBLING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING BUT FUCK IF THEY DON’T LOVE EACH OTHER WITH EVERYTHING THEY HAVE AND IT MAKES ME HURT IN MY TINY HEART
LOOK AT HER FACE AND HOW MUCH SHE IS TRYING OH MY GODDD
ALSO LIKE YOU KNOW YOUR OTP HAS REACHED EPIC ROMANCE LEVELS WHEN THE BIG BAD OF THE SEASON SPECIFICALLY TARGETS ONE HALF OF YOUR OTP TO GET TO THE OTHER HALF WHILE THEY’RE BOTH FIGHTING TOOTH AND NAIL TO GET BACK TO ONE ANOTHER.
CAN WE FUCKING SAY EPIC ROMANCE THOUGH?
IT’S AMAZING LIKE I AM IN PAIN AND YET I AM HAPPY BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH THEY LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND I AM EXCITED TO SEE THEM FIGHT FOR EACH OTHER AND I JUST NEED A HUG
A List of All The Times I Broke Down Sobbing During the Proshot of Falsettos
I Never Wanted To Love You:
- when Trina starts crying after Marvin hits her
- when Jason looked so shocked at his father for hitting his mother
- “I hate the world” “He hates everything”
- when Whizzer falls over and Marvin sings acapella i just . my heart shattered
- when he’s carried off by Marvin to Charlotte
Days Like This:
- when Marvin couldn’t hold back his tears
- “I’ll let you win” Jason is so terrified of tiring Whizzer and having him die
Cancelling the Bar Mitzvah:
- Jason getting super angry because he doesn’t want Whizzer to die just . His way of expressing grief got me Good.
- “When or if, he’ll ever get better”
- the mini reprise of Holding to the Ground i .
- THE FIRST NOTES OF IT JUST THE PIANO
- “what good is a lover, who’s scared”
- “hold me, till winter” I UHHH . OH MY GOD
- “drink a little something till you’re dead, think of me at home, sleeping soundly in our bed”
- MARVIN JUST BEING UTTERLY SCARED
- when Marvin says “i failed” and then Whizzer is like no no no you didn’t
- MARVIN JUST SOBBING IN BED WITH WHIZZER HOLDING HIM TIGHTLY OMG . I UHHHH . IM SO DEPRESS
- THE KEY CHANGE AND HARMONIES I .
- “LET’S PRE-TEEEEEEENNNNND”
- Marvin saying I love you solo without the others Im . Im big sadness
Another Miracle of Judaism:
- just Jason being so scared of his friend dying like . His transformation from caring about little things to having to carry this HUGE weight of death on his shoulders is intense and i Relate hard
You Gotta Die Sometime:
- Tbh just andrew crying while belting through the whole song
- like . Whizzer pretends to be okay with dying but deep down he is so terrified
Jason’s Bar Mitzvah:
- Whizzer being surprised and happy to see everyone
- “Don’t know why, but he looks,
…like Marvin” MY HEART SHATTERED IN TWO
- WHIZZER JUST . HE JUST DIES . LIKE THERE . I JUST . HE DIED
What Would I Do?
- OH MY GOD THE WHOLE THING UHHH .
- THE MUSIC ESPECIALLY
-LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE LYRICS JUST SHATTERED MY TINY GAY HEART INTO A MILLION PIECES
- HOW HE REFERS TO HIM AS A FRIEND IM . I AM ABSOLUTELY HEARTBROKEN
- “I’d beg or steal or borrow, if I could hold you, for one hour more…”
- “once i was told that good men get better with age…” “…we’re just gonna skip that stage” ARE U KIDDINGME F . OH YMGDO
- HOW THEY JUST FADE OUT THE LIGHT FROM WHIZZERS FACE SHOWING HOW HE’S FADED AWAY FROM LIFE IM .
- THE CUBE COMING BACK TOGETHER BUT HAVING ONE PIECE MISSING BECAUSE OF WHIZZER’S ABSENCE
- Marvin’s sobbing how Dare u lincoln theater center . How dare u
- Everyone watching Jason as he puts the chess piece down
- THE CHESS PIECE
SORRY THIS IS SO ANNOYING BUT IM
JUST REALLY SAD RN AND ITS 2 AM OK BYE
also wanted to mention that i sat next to an older gay couple and it made me so Happy to see them being represented and :’)
ready for it: oKAY WIG THIS IS SOSOSO FITTING FOR AN ALBUM STARTER AND I WAS DEFINITELY NOT READY FOR IT WHAT THE FUCK DJDJDJDJD AND EVEN THOUGH IT WAS RELEASED BEFORE IT STILL MADE ME SO HYPED FOR THE REST OF THE ALBUM
end game ft. ed sheeran and future: OKAY I ADMIT I DIDNT THINK TAYLOR WOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE FUTURE WORK ON THIS TRACK BUT DAMN SHE DID LITERALLY WHEN I HEARD ED’S VOICE I JUST STARTED SOBBING BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I LOVE TAYLOR TOO AND THEIR COLLABS ARE GOLDEN AND HOLY FUCK DURING THE “I DONT LOVE THE DRAMA IT LOVES ME” I LITERALLY CLAPPED LMAO ITS SOSO GOOD
i did something bad: I WAS LITERALLYSHOOK WHEN I HEARD THE INTRO I WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM BECAUSE ITS SO GOOD AND LIKE WHEN SHE SAID SHIT I LITERALLY YODELLED ALL MY DREAMS ARE FUCKING ALIVE DJDJDKDKDKDJJDJSKSKF AND LIKE HER VOICE IS SO DEEP?? I LOVE !! AND THE BRIDGE OHMYGOD I AM SOSOSO IN LOVE AND IT GETS BETTER WITH EVERY LISTEN
don’t blame me: LOL I THOUGHT THE LINE WAS “MY DOG IS MY BABY” AND I WAS LIKE LOL TAYLOR WHEN DID YOU GET A DOG? BUT THEN I REALIZED SHE WASNT SINGING THAT ANYWAY BUT THE BEAT FJDJDJDJ I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE PRODUCTION ON THIS ONE AND THE WAY SHE SINGS DAIIISYYY BUT LIKE ITS A FUCKING BOPPP THE WHOLE ALBUM IS BUT THISSSS SONGGGG IS ESPECIALLY ONE
delicate: ITS SO SOFT BITCH YES IM HERE FOR IT AND SHE SEEMS SO UNSURE AND WORRIED AND I JUST WANT TO SQUEEZE HERRR AND THE HIGH PITCHED DELICATE OWNS MY HEART LISTEN AND THE FACT THAT SHE SAYS CAUSE I LIKEEE YOUUU INSTEAD OF I LOVE YOU JUST SHOWS THAT SHE WROTE THIS EARLY ON IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP?? THATS WHAT IT SEEMS LIKE I GUESS BUT BOIII THIS IS DEFINITELY ONE OF MY FAVORITES ON THE ALBUM
look what you made me do: I CAN TOTALLY SEE WHY SHE PICKED THIS AS THE FIRST SINGLE BECAUSE IT LITERALLY MADE THE MEDIA SOSO SCARED LIKE THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS COMING FJDJDJDJJD AND HONESTLY I CANT WAIT TO SCREAM THE WORDS TO THIS SONG WHEN I SEE HER LIVE ON TOUR LIKE BITCHHH IM FUCKING READY
so it goes…: ALL EYES ON US THAT WAS IN THE READY FOR IT MUSIC VIDEO I SEE YOU SHIFTY SWIFTY BUT OHMYGOD THE BEAT DROP!!!!! I SCREAMED AND IT SOUNDS LIKE SHES SHAKING LIKE A MONEY BAG OR SOMETHING IN THE BACKGROUND OF THE CHORUS?? AND THE DRESSED IN ALL BLACK LINE LIKE BITCH ME TOO THE ONLY COLOR I WEAR IS BLACK WOOPS EXCEPT WHEN I WEAR MERCH FROM STORE DOT TAYLOR SWIFT DOT COM LMAO BUT OHMYGOD THE ONE TWO THREE LIKE SHE WHISPERS IT AND I GASPED
gorgeous: WHEN THIS CAME OUT I WAS LIKE OKAY THERES NO WAY SHE CAN DO BETTER PRODUCTION THAN THIS BUT GUESS WHAT SHE FUCKIN DID AND OMG ITS JUST SOSO CUTE AND I THINK WE CAN ALL RELATE SINCE WE’VE ALL HAD A CRUSH TBH AND THE FACT THAT SHE MENTIONED HER CATS IN IT MAKES IT SO HER LIKE I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE FINALLY GETTING THE WORLDWIDE ATTENTION THEY DESERVE AND ALSO I STAN THE DING
getaway car: FUCK AS SOON AS I HEARD IT I THOUGHT YUP THIS IS GONNA BE ONE OF MY FAVORITES AND IT FUCKING IS AND LITERALLY I STARTED SOBBING SO HARD AND LISTEN I DIDNT STOP FOR A LONG TIME AND ITS LIKE ONE OF THE SONGS WHEN YOURE DRIVING (in a getaway car ;) AND YOURE JUST LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW DRAMATICALLY AND ACTING LIKE YOURE IN A MUSIC VIDEO AND THE LYRICS OH MY FUCKING GOD SHE REALLY DID THAT AND THE FACT THAT SHE MENTIONED THAT SHE WAS THE FIRST TO LEAVE MAKES ME SO FUCKING PROUD OF HER LIKE SHE MANAGED TO RUN AWAY FROM THE TOXIC RELATIONSHIP SHE WAS IN AND IT GAVE ME SOME BETTER MAN VIBES LIKE IT KINDA PARALLELS TO “the bravest thing i ever did was run” IN BETTER MAN AND LIKE FUCK IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG AND THE OUTRO LITERALLY BROKE MY HEART BUT SHES HAPPY NOW WHICH MAKES MY HEART WHOLE AGAIN
king of my heart: OKAY AS STRAIGHT AS I HEARD THE BEAT I LITERALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG AND OHMYGOD THE CHORUS MAKES ME SMILE SO MUCH BECAUSE SHE HAS FINALLY FOUND A MAN WHO TREATS HER RIGHT AFTER ALL THESE HEARTBREAKS AND THE LINE “THE TASTE OF YOUR LIPS IS MY IDEA OF LUXURY” IS SO GOOD?? LIKE WTF SHE KEEPS GETTING BETTER AND ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE QUIET GUITAR THAT KICKS IN LIKE MIDWAYS? I STAN THAT GUITAR AND LIKE CAN I JUST POINT OUT THAT TRACK TEN ON 1989 WAS HOW YOU GET THE GIRL LIKE WHAT A GLO UP NOW ITS KING OF MY HEART AND SHE DOESNT NEED TO GIVE ANY MEN A TUTORIAL ON HOW TO GET HER BECAUSE NOW SHES FOUND THE ONE
dancing with our hands tied: I THINK THIS SONG REALLY SHOWCASES HOW THE ALBUM IS A NIGHTTIME ALBUM AND I LOVE THAT AND THE BEAT DROP BEFORE THE ALBUM LIKE YES I WAS BOPPING SO HARD AND STILL AM AND I LOVE THE WAY THE LINE “IM A MESS BUT IM THE MESS YOU WANTED” LIKE THATS FUCKING ADORABLE LETS ALL AGREE ON THAT OKAY??? AND ALSO THE TITLE ON THIS SONG IS SO INTRIGUING!! ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE VOCALS TOWARDS THE END LIKE THOSE HIGH NOTES I CANT WAIT TO HEAR THEM ON TOUR
dress: OKAY TAYLOR I DIDNT EXPECT THIS FROM YOU BUT ITS A BOP NEVER THE LESS AND LITERALLY ITS ON THE VERGE OF NOT BEING ABLE TO LISTEN TO IT WITH YOUR PARENTS IN THE CAR LMAO BUT CAN WE JUST APPRECIATE THE DAMN PRE CHORUS LIKE IM HOLLERING AND OHMYGOD IMAGINE A DRESS/WILDEST DREAMS MASHUP!!!! I WOULD ACTUALLY SCREAM BECAUSE THEY FIT REALLY WELL TOGETHER BECAUSE OF THE LYRICS LMAO BUT HER HIGH VOCALS IN THE CHORUS!! SIGN ME TF UP!!!
this is why we can’t have nice things: THIS IS THE BIGGEST BOP ON THE ALBUM AND I WANT TO DANCE TO IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND OH MY GOD THE SHADEEE THE PERSON SHES SINGING ABOUT FOUND DEAD IN MIAMI!!! AND IT HAS SUCH GOOD LYRICS LIKE CAN WE JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE THEM AND LIKE THE PRE CHORUS SHES DOING A POSH KINDA ACCENT AND IM IN LOVE ALSO THE BRIDGE MADE MY HEART SO HAPPY!! HERES TO MY REAL FRIENDS HERES TO MY BABY HERES TO MY MAMA AND THEN HER LAUGH AFTER SHE SAYS HERES TO YOU LIKE MY HEART WENT 💗💕💞💓💘💖💝 LIKE ITS SUCH AN AMAZING SONG AND DEFINITELY ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS
call it what you want: OKAY WHEN THIS CAME OUT I LITERALLY STARTED SOBBING WHEN I HEARD THE “IM DOING BETTER THAN I EVER WAS” LINE AND LIKE I STILL CRY ALMOST EVERY TIME IT COMES ON?? HOW?? ANYWAY BUT THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD LIKE THIS REPLACED ALL TOO WELL AS MY FAVORITE SONG BUT THIS SONG HAS BEEN REPLACED WITH A NEW FAVORITE BUT I JUST HAVE YET TO FIND OUT WHICH SONG ANYWAY BUT THE BRIDGE IS MY FAVORITE PART BYE
new year’s day: WHEN THE PIANO KICKED IN = INSTANT TEARS AND OMG YOU CAN TOTALLY TELL SHES REALLY IN LOVE AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THIS SONG IT LITERALLY MADE ME SPEECHLESS AND ITS REALLY RARE FOR A SONG TO DO THAT LMAO AND ALSO IT HAS THIS CHRISTMASEY VIBE TO IT AND THATS PROBABLY WHY I LOVE IT SO FUCKING MUCH AND I CAN DEFINITELY SEE THIS BEING A FAN FAVORITE WHICH I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY BECAUSE ITS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE AND THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF LIKE FEARLESS/SPEAK NOW TAYLOR AND THAT MAKES MY HEART REALLY HAPPY :) SO BASICALLY I LOVE TAYLOR SO MUCH AND IM HAPPY THAT SHES HAPPY
so basically this album is my favorite of hers ever and all the songs are masterpieces. i’m so proud of her and seeing the reviews makes me so happy and i can smell the grammys already :) i love you with my whole heart @taylorswift
A VERY CRAPPY BUT EXCITED SHINEE WORLD V IN DALLAS FAN ACCOUNT
honestly i dont even really know how to begin this like??? i feel like i have so much to say it was just the best day of my Entire Ugly Life. im so honored i really am it was just the most beautiful experience ever nd also so funny lkafsfsa i can’t wait to share with you !!
Can we have more sugarpunk au? Because its gorgeous and now its one of three reasons for me to live o(TヘTo) *sobs* this au is perfect (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ could you tell something about bokuaka if they are in it? And thank you for your arts
Hey! Thanks for liking it!!
A bit ab BokuAka / Bokuto (ovo)/
so Bo is a BMX freestyle competitor. one of the best ones (with a no 1 rival sakusa). Hinata is his fan and pupil and they’re just really cute tbh
Bo and Akaashi have shared friends (Saru, Komi- also BMX freestyler, Konoha, Yukie and Kaori). So Akaashi, Washio and Onaga get invited to watch Komi compete, but Akaashi (being Akaashi) fangirls hard and fast over Bokuto. So they meet and they def have a thing, or 3 things, i haven’t decided on what exactly their relationship is. but Aka is def thirsty for the tiddy man.
Taekook is great fun. Taegi is adorable. But Vmon. Now, Vmon is one of those little niche market OTP-sub units that exists only in shadows and at dusk. A real ephemeral thing that’s blink and miss. There’s not a lot of talk about it but when it hits, man does it hit hard. Between them, I feel like there’s more in their pauses and silences than there is in the actual music and lyrics they produce.
hahaHAHAHA[gross sobbing] I didn’t know how to make one of those fake instagram post so please excuse the mess that is the first picture. I really wanted to draw Phichit lately because tbh he’s more gorgeous than Yurio sometimes. Plus I love his skin color, it’s so damn pretty!
I’ve been on a roll when making art that I actually really like! I tried making a background this time, does it look good? How’d I do? lol it’s so hard, how do people do it! Oh that’s a selfie stick he’s suppose to be holding btw yea i know doesn’t look it lol.
Also! Did you notice I redrew Phichit’s instagram profile pic? It actually came out great! lol (meaning the background, not him. He was easy to draw!)
It’s part of a series but this one stands alone! Just a warning that this fic is extremely heavy. I literally cried at every chapter and probably wrote it in the comments section hoo boi was I a wreck
Anyway though, this fic meant a lot to me last year when I was having the worst™ time of my life figuring out who I was and why I was sad all the time. One of the top 3 things that were transformative to my acceptance tbh :’-)
There’s this letter in one of the chapters that I saved screenshots of because it hit me so hard. I was literally the worst sobbing mess because it meant so much for me to hear a parental figure say that to their child. I still read it occasionally when I’m feeling insecure or sad ahhhh
If any of you ever give it a shot, lemme know what you think!!
I also just wanna give a shout out to fic writers or writers in general, your content is life-changing and you guys really make a difference!! Thank you for blessing us with your works :’-)))) 💘💖💘💖💘
The whole scene was heart wrenching. The whole crew was really worried cause Luffy had almost drowned, then he got shot after he started walking towards them again. They were all super upset but the way they sliced the angles is what really got to me. They had a shot of Luffy's face as the bullet hit him, then Nami, Usopp, and Foxy's reactions before having Luffy hit the ground right in front of Zoro. His little "hey" was like a kick in the liver before being being stabbed by his scream
And the fact that before that it took so much effort for Sanji and Zoro to even speak makes that so much worse. Half of them were panicked and angry and the other half were just dead inside. That entire sequence was so painful, the pain and desperation in every character’s voice just. hurt me. ugh.
But the scenes that hurt me the most are almost always my favorite… this might be an indication of masochistic tendencies but man. I just really, really like a quality portrayal of fear and grief and pain… that very possibly makes me a sadist instead?? Who knows, but that scene was painful.
Have you guys read Brotherhood? And it's sequel Testament of Youth? They're both a few years old but I will never forget the time I sobbed so hard for like 2 hours at the end of ToY cuz my heart was broken. And I hardly ever cry! The fics are yoonmin/vhope but they mostly focus on OT7. I consider then fandom must-reads tbh. Both are based on the HYYH trilogy. It's absolutely beautiful I really do recommend them. Please give them a read!
I have indeed read Brotherhood [265k] and it’s sequel Testament of Youth [274k] and, just like you, I really do recommend it strongly! Like you said, this story is such a fandom must-read!
remember that heartbreaking episode of grey’s anatomy after denny died when izzie just laid on the bathroom floor in her prom dress for days because she couldn’t bear to even move?
i want a fic where scott does the same thing. where after allison dies he goes home and locks himself in his bathroom and just cries. and he stays there for days, in the clothes covered in allison’s blood, laying on the bathroom floor because it hurts so much he can’t do anything else
and everyone comes to see him, tries to talk to him, but he won’t open the door for anyone. not his mom, not lydia, not kira, not isaac, not even derek. and he feels like a dick for it, because he knows they’re hurting too, but he just can’t bear for them to see him like this, all weak and raw and broken.
but then stiles finally shows up, and he says “i’m sorry i took so long to come see you, i was just…you know,” and scott gets the unspoken message loud and clear. that stiles blames himself for everything, for allison, and scott’s chest aches.
and he opens the door and lets him in, because it’s stiles, and stiles has seen him at his worst. he was there when scott fell off his bike and had to be rushed to the ER when they were nine, he was there when allison broke his heart the first time, he was there when his dad left him and his mom. he’s always worn his heart on his sleeve for stiles.
so he lets him in and he sits back down on the floor, back leaning against the bathtub, and he doesn’t say a word, because he can’t. and stiles doesn’t say anything either, he just sits down next to scott and puts an arm around him and lets scott put his head on his shoulder and they just sit there in silence
and awhile later scott tells him “you don’t have to do this, stiles,” because he knows it’s stiles’ m.o. to talk his way through shitty situations and he feels bad for pulling him into this silent pity party
but stiles just shakes his head and says “first of all, i’d do anything for you, period, so don’t give me that. and second, i’m not just doing it for you. i miss her so much it feels like i’m dying, man.”
and then the brave face stiles had tried so hard to keep intact crumbles and he’s sobbing, and scott’s been there for so long that he’s all cried out but he reverses their roles and lets stiles lean into him and he holds him while he cries and his heart feels like it’s going to explode with how much he misses allison and how much he loves stiles