sobs because this is so true

Viktor’s Love

Ok I have to get to work so this is gonna be rushed af and incoherent and all but like can we just take a moment because

Like Yuuri being precious smol innocent sinamon roll as always, just happy to finally stand by everyone and share food and drinks and all, ever so grateful that he’s come this far, and met the love of his life in the process, which he couldn’t even get the nerve to talk to before. But we now know that’s not true because he basically declared his love via interpretive dance. Exhibit A:


Ok so it goes without saying that this is where Viktor fell in love. He’s just like omg this quiet meek guy is not what he seems like at all and by god just marry me already. And THEN, this darling little Katsudon goes on, after they’ve already parted, goes on to perform Viktor’s very own Stay Close to Me:

WHICH I’M PRETTY SURE VIKTOR INTERPRETED AS SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF: I haven’t forgotten; please come back to me, please be my coach. Look how well I skated this piece, just for you. This is me proving I’m worthy to skate with you as my coach.

Which leads me to this. Viktor’s priceless reaction:

Because like, ok. Imagine being Viktor. You share this amazing night with this guy and you fall in love at first dance basically, and it’s just so so great because again look at how much FUN they’re having together and the way they’re smiling at each other and it’s like Viktor says in this episode, love and life were something he’d ignored for far too long. But here comes Yuuri to change all that. 

And now imagine, showing up at that hot spring. Like tada here I am! Aren’t you glad! And Yuuri freaking the fuck out. And Viktor thinking how endearing that is because aw he’s shy. 

Aw he’s embarrassed from everything that happened when they were drunk

Aw he just needs to open up his walls and he’ll be the same guy he met on that night. 

If you ask me I think this explains Viktor’s boldness throughout the series. Because it’s like he’s been in love all. this. time. and he’s just going around assuming Yuuri is the same way. The whole ‘let’s sleep together’ and ‘be my boyfriend’ and ‘tell me all about yourself’ at the beginning isn’t just Viktor being a cocky bastard. It’s Viktor being in love. In complete and absolute love. 

And it sort of explains the whole Eros thing too. Because it’s not just on a random whim or even the fact that Viktor wants Yuuri to step out of his comfort zone. It’s because he KNOWS he’s more than capable, because he’s SEEN it before. 

Which he follows with something along the lines of ‘you’ll show it to me soon, won’t you?’ 

Which basically now I’m gonna interpret as Viktor trying to get Yuuri to understand that what he did on that night was a hell of a lot more seductive than Yuuri himself might even realize, and if he can control that, then it’ll be the hook line sinker that’ll get him to finals. 

Also a bit of revenge since, I’m assuming this was probably the first time Viktor was ever caught off guard. I mean seeing Yuuri doing things like that was probably enough to catch anyone off guard. And so maybe this whole time Viktor was just trying to get even, trying to prove that he could seduce Yuuri just as much as Yuuri had seduced him (and not exactly in the sultry way).

And I just. I’m so happy. 

Please excuse my rambles. I’ll try to edit this after I get home.

Well…. I’m crying.

No I’m sobbing.


Well, I’m sobbing because of art.

And the art that caused me to be in this pitiful is none other than ‘Spring Day’ by BTS.

Originally posted by chyogi

'Spring Day’ is easily my favourite comeback so far.

After all, it is the most honest, sincere and beautiful piece they have released.

The song is just so pure, so heart wrenching. The production is fantastic and their voices….

Originally posted by zutterv

Many people say that BTS does not have good vocalists because they cannot hit a lot of super high notes. True, if a voice has all the falsettos in the world in is nothing without emotion. And emotion is something that BTS can deliver not to 100 % but rather to an infinite amount. Their voices carry pain, longing and sincerity.

Originally posted by luvably

Now why am I mentioning sincerity so many times? Well, an artist without having sincerity is a writer with no pen or paper or any method of writing. Sincerity is essential, it is what captures the attention of the listener because it allows the reader to be able to relate. Even if the listener cannot relate he or she might want to retry to understand.

Originally posted by chyogi

Spring Day achieves just that. After all, the song is honest and so is BTS. These are emotions all feel. These are the emotions that remind us that we too are humans.

Originally posted by jengkook

And the music video, of the music video fits so well! The MV creates the feeling that this is not simply an MV, but rather is a coming of age movie, meant to showcase, pain, longing, confusion but also hope.

Originally posted by myjaebutt

Originally posted by joeguk

The shots of the, passing each other, only to at some points get together feel so sad, so painful and interestingly beaver when they are together for me, although there is a lighter feeling it still feels like something is still missing for them. Because they still keep running and they indeed are cut of by the train carrying Jungkook himself.

Originally posted by lostinbangtan

Originally posted by vernontine

Originally posted by vernontine

But at least they are together. At least they no longer have to suffer alone but can share the burdens that they have. They are each others ‘light’

Originally posted by certifiedtaehyung

The MV also allows for so much interpretation from the first watch.

One might take them as a random choice. However, the clothes could also mean that they have let their old selves go. They could mean the they feel worthless, like they can be  called ‘dirty’ at any moment and discarded. Or they could mean that they have washed there ‘stains’, their pain.

Originally posted by helendrv

The scenes at the staircase and at the carousel when they seem unable to find each other can be seen as painful as them losing each other.

Originally posted by taeijin

Originally posted by luhan-vevo

Or it could be that they still haven’t found the others yet. 

Originally posted by jungkook-gifs

Maybe, there are all in front each other…Maybe they haven’t looked properly.

Originally posted by sugajoo

The train with Kookie that passes BTS could mean that Jungkook is leaving the past behind…

Originally posted by cherry-jimin

Or he could simply be going forward, not yet knowing of the people he will get to meet, the same people who are in the same compartment as him.

Originally posted by cherryblossoms-and-cupcakes

And the shoes that hand from the tree… are they can mean death, the murder of their own selves.

Originally posted by minsugago

But they could also mean that BTS has exchanged their pain for appreciating and loving themselves. Because they are no longer alone. No, this time they have each other. And so they are letting their old selves die in hopes for a better future them to be born.

Originally posted by bangbangbangtanx

Originally posted by jjkook

And more interpretations can be made. They just depend on how people feel at the moments and what they want to believe. I like the idea that they simply search for each other, but that proves difficult at first cause they do not know exactly whom they are searching for. I like to believe that this MV is a look, a battle for the future. But I also love reading others interpretations.

Originally posted by parkjiminer

And that is what this song and music video.

So thank you BTS, for once again getting out of you comfort zone and creating this masterpiece.

Thank you for bringing us all together.

Thank you for creating powerful music that speaks to all.

But also there are other people that deserve to be thanked.

Originally posted by changkyuh

People who sit silently and work endlessly to make this happen. Thank you to all the staff and the crew. Thank you to all those who helped make this happen, whether you are the MV director, or the person bringing the brush to the make up people.Because these people are too a huge reason why we have these MVs.

Thank you to all those that help with the creation of the songs.

Thank you to all whom advertise these boys, to all whom support them.

And thank you to my fellow ARMYs, who no matter what shit we get from others, continue to support these boys.

BTS has released one of their most beautiful works yet.

Originally posted by cutiepiebts

So lets support them!

ARMY loves you BTS… I love you BTS!

Thank you for reading!

Originally posted by quixoticism101

PS… Who’s ready for Not Today? Not me that’s for sure

anonymous asked:

Did you hear that they're playing every little thing she does is magic by sleeping at last in the episode tonight? We're all hoping it's during the ballroom scene

LISTEN. IF THIS IS TRUE CATCH ME DEAD. I really hope it’s not a song for k*ramel though…… also do you have a source?!?!

i legit will sob if that song is used for a sanvers scene because its so perfect.

Here’s the song for anyone wanting to listen:

Murotan’s Blog Post concerning AiAi

(Random translation and not related with Duu, I’m sorry! But it’s so heartbreaking that I felt the urge to translate some part of this post. :c )

I’m sorry I didn’t update my blog yesterday, my head was and is still very muddled. AiAi is very important to me so I’m really uneasy.

I’m going to transmit my thoughts with total honesty, so I’m sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable with my sad feelings. Let’s begin.

AiAi is not only my co-worker, she’s really a true friend. She always conforts me with my problems, and I’m who I am now thanks to her.

I have only sad and anxious feelings right now. I’m nearly unable to see my phone’s screen because of so many tears.

I couldn’t stand it, so I phoned her, and I sobbed hardly. She’s the one that is having the hardest time, but even with that she cared about me and conforted me, we discussed many things. She also explained many personal things to me.

I have always cared for her, but I still don’t really know what I should do. Not knowing the proper way to help her is painful. I really want her to be happy. I apologized to her for not supporting her as much as I should. Really. I should have noticed/understood earlier what was going on.

I’ll do my best to be the best support for her when she comes back. Until then, we 8 members will work hard!

PS: I want to pass 1 night at AiAi’s house again, and laugh about silly things. Maybe that would cheer her up a bit!

Once she comes back, I want to chat with her during our way home as we always did, and I want to cook for her!

I also want her to arrange my hair!

I’m waiting for you AiAi.

(I won’t cry anymore.)

I want everyone to keep smiling, so I’ll really do my best!

I don’t really know what I could do, but I’ll work hard to full AiAi’s vacuum!

Please keep supporting Angerme!

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When someone cries in front of you so hard that it hurts their throat. It’s when you can see the pain in every tear they will shed and you can feel the pain in every sob. It’s when they cry and they can no longer hide it that’s why they burst into tears simply because it’s already heavy. It’s the time when they need to release the pressure, the pain, and even a single tear it is the heaviest thing in the world, a cry means an escape and that is true pain. When someone cries in frot of you, make sure to give that person a hug because they need it the most during those times even if you don’t say anything. A hug means a lot.

csi appreciation week - day 6:
favorite quote(s) 1/? 

I love so many quotes from all these amazing seasons of our show that it’s really hard to choose only one or the few. But this Warrick’s quote is so true that it’s always somewhere in the back of my mind… Because we all know and hear all the time that life is short, that we don’t have much time etc…we always hear about deaths of young people or even kids… but we don’t really believe that life can really be that short as long as something terrible happens close to us. That’s why he really realised that only after he almost lost Nicky even if he’s job was connected with death for so many years…

Dazai’s family would consist of;

Dad Odasaku who was the kindest, most understanding dad in the history of parent.

Mom Kunikida who would scold him for every little things because he loved his son.

Big bro Chuuya who would bitch at him but still got caught up in his schemes because he chose to.

Brother-by-bond Ango who was kind and spoiled him rotten from the backgrounds.

Aunt Yosano and Cousin Ranpo who was every bit as mischievous as he was, would happily become his partner in crime.

Granddad Mori who would grin and brought terror for the sake of making him stronger.

Grandmom Kouyou who would whack Mori on the head when he’s out of the line.

And then there’s his children, his pride and joy, Atsushi, Akutagawa and Kyouka. The children whom he’d break the world to protect.

tw violence

“I did it for your own good” as an excuse for beating you up as a child

“I’m just preparing you for the real world” as an excuse to force the child to work against their will, and generally mistreating the shit out of them

You’re going to thank me one day”  while physically abusing a child

Does an abusive parent really believe this? Is it possible that there are people who could truly make themselves believe any of this is remotely true? I think, actually, no. They don’t think this is true, actually they don’t even consider if this might or might not be true, because it simply doesn’t matter to them.

Do parents beat their children thinking “oh no i’m harming this tiny human brutally and it’s obvious it’s hurting them, they’re crying, paralyzed or sobbing or trying to hold back sound but i have to, I have to keep going, for their own good, it’s so hard to watch them in such pain but for their own sake I have to beat the shit out of them”

This is nowhere near it. Beating a child, abusive parent is thriving. They’re feeling power, they’re feeling in control, they’re feeling they finally showed that little vermin who’s the boss, they’re having an absolute sadistic high off of their violence, they’re nothing but thrilled by all the sobs and crying and shaking and paralyzing because it gives them even more evidence of just how powerful they are against this small human. how much they can violate and punish it, if it doesn’t do as it’s told. Think about all the slurs and insults they use during beatings. Think of hatred and scorn in their voice, think about how much they’re dehumanizing the child, how much they’re saying “to me you are just a thing i’m going to lash out my violence at”

And then after their sadistic high is done, they’re faced with someone they’ve hurt horribly, who doesn’t understand why and how could someone be so cruel to them, are they going to admit they very much enjoyed their power high? Are they’re going to tell their victims how good it felt to get that rage and violence out on someone who couldn’t defend, couldn’t argue, couldn’t fight back? Are they going to admit they just did something that benefited them and only them, are they going to show just how selfish and entitled they feel to take away your physical safety for their own pleasure, or…. are they going to utter a few well aimed sentences to make the victim blame themselves, so they don’t have to carry even the guilt of beating up their child.

That’s what it is. 

“That was for your own good.”

“I took out all my shit on you, I enjoyed it and will find a way to do it again next time I catch you not obeying me perfectly, or for any excuse I can use, and then, I’m going to make you believe that it’s your fault. You can’t defend, you can’t escape. I’m going to make you pay for being born in this place, I’m going to make your life miserable.”

That’s what they mean.

You should love yourself because it’s the right thing to do that like we’ve normalized feeling awful about ourselves to look humble when all it’s done is completely destroyed us for centuries we were taught to act shy about ourselves and never gloat or take care of our emotional needs and just now we notice how fucking horrible and awful that is like stop thinking it’s ok to feel so depressed and hate yourself the way you do like I rather be vain or narcissistic than cry every time I look in the mirror and slash my wrists every night quietly sobbing because I can’t stand the image I see in the mirror like fuck go and fucking love yourselves because no one else will like no one else will give one fuck about you ever so stop like stop searching for your one true love in other places because you are ya one true love and stop romanticizing hating yourself because it’s not ok like love yourself you only have one life

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Clutching the child as the sobs shuddered through her small body Leilani held her close. “I didn’t know” Juniper sobbed “I’m sorry I didn’t know.”

“Of course you didn’t know,” Leilani soothed “you aren’t responsible for what that man did. You had no reason to know.”

“That man’s my daddy” she gulped fighting for air “Auntie said so. I’m bad because of him.”

“I want you to listen to me” Leilani spoke firmly “you are not to blame for what someone else did. That’s on them. Not you. You are not bad because of what he did.”

Juniper nodded still shivering from the fierceness of her sobs. “Is it true?’ she asked, her voice barely audible.

"Is what true?” Leilani asked her voice betraying her dismay at all the things she had been blind to. She never expected Elara to fill her Granddaughter’s mind with such ideas. Never suspected the damage she was causing until Juniper couldn’t contain it within herself any longer.

“That mama never loved me,” her voice was even smaller than it was before as she took refuge behind her curtain of hair.

“Of course she loved you” Leilani cried pulling the child close “don’t even think that. She loved you very very much.”

caped-ace  asked:

You've become such McHanzo trash and it's beautiful~♥ All the best people I know love this ship ;D

It’s true. I’m just. Openly sobbing on the floor because. I mean. 

Look at them.

Look at them.

And listen to them?? McCree’s voice and even his cheesy lines and I’m like?? What is this life. Is perfect.

I want to write so many things…

the spring day choreography is so amazing I can’t believe bts actually did that!!! the mcd stage is going to be so epic wow

it’s literally a modern dance performance…like it tells a full story and they even incorporated the themes from the hyyh/wings series. there’s so many powerful scenes within the choreography. like how in yoongi’s part, when he says “honestly I miss you but now I’ll erase you because it’ll hurt less than hating you”, bts forms a “wall” and jimin is leaning onto one side but yoongi is on the other…or like when taehyung falls onto his knees but jin is there to help him get back up and then when the song builds up again, both of them look to their left with this surreal expression on their face and rush to join the other members…and the song ends with jin embracing jimin and just??? it’s so so so beautiful

and the techniques integrated into this choreography is definitely high level but they still managed to SING while performing like wow??? not to mention their acting and overall expressions????

GOT7 in a fairy tale

Mark - dat mofuqing fairy that catches your attention because he’s pretty and sparkly before leading you off the path in the woods to your untimely destruction *bitter sobbing*

JB - the knight. Sacrifices himself by pricking his finger on the spinning wheel in place of the princess. Sleeps for 20 years which is good because baby needs his rest (╯3╰)  and wakes up, not from true loves kiss, but because the kids outside are too damn noisy

Jackson - the king (duh). Declares every Friday as Markson Day. Those found not celebrating it will be forced to eat spicy ramen until they cry. Bans anyone in his kingdom naming their child ‘Eric’

Jinyoung - the royal physician. Drifts around the castle drying herbs and generally looking harmless. Runs an illegal gambling den in his spare time under the code name ‘Big Momma’

Youngjae - the prince. Loved by everyone you know it’s true. Steals from the palace kitchens for the poor because he can’t stand to see them go hungry. When wars are started over his beauty, throws toilet roll at the soldiers until they stop fighting

Bambam - sits on mushrooms spouting bullshit every once in a while. No one knows if he is high all the time or is just craycray. Offers to show you his magic wand before he even asks for your name

Yugyeom - skips to his Grandmas to tell her all about how annoying Jinyoung is and how much he gets bullied by the others. When confronted by a hungry wolf, challenges them to a dance battle. Krumps them to death. Leaves a sign next to the corpse saying ‘HYUNGS BEWARE’

if there had been no Narnia

AO3 //

a/n: pls forgive the quality of this; edits will hapen eventually, but it’s not doing any good just sitting on my hard drive. Posting it because I saw a post by @digorykirke & @aslansblessings

But what if something was different? What if there had been no Narnia?

What if they never followed Lucy through a wardrobe into a land of eternal winter? What if Lucy had returned to her room to sob herself to sleep, and when she went back, the wardrobe wouldn’t open? What if Lucy had returned to her room to sit in silence, in imagination, only wondering what could have happened (what would have happened)?

Because Narnia was a land that needed them, true, but there are other siblings, other stories (a prophecy is only what you make of it, some people would say. It’s only true because you make it so. Because someone is scared (wants uncompromising power and resolute authority), and acts without compassion and without foresight, and the others just want the one. What is a nation, a people, when you have a brother; and so the prophecy comes true). But that is another story. In this one, there is just England. Just resentment and anger and bullying and caring (and love, still at the center). In this story, there is still a war too large for young children and truths too real for them to have to face.

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Tag 5 OTPs

I was tagged by the lovely @impracticaldemon, thanks! :D
(And you’re probably going to regret it because I can talk about them for hours ^.^’)
Warning: lot of screaming ahead.

1. Royai: (Roy Mustang x Riza Hawkeye, FMA). 

Originally posted by royaialltheway

I’ve had plenty of ship since childhood but this. This was my first OTP. I’ve been in this hell for years now and I don’t plan on leaving it anytime soon. They’re just so perfect and are the incarnation of OTP’s true meaning: Oh The Pain. I just…. GWZJLBLAH LOOK AT THEM I WANT THEM TO HAVE BABIES. ALSO RIZA ACTUALLY SAYS “DON’T GO WHERE I CAN’T FOLLOW” SHE SAYS IT. OUT LOUD. IN THE MANGA BECAUSE ANIME IS TRASH (#foreverbitter) BUT SHE SAYS IT. AND IT’S TRAGIC AND BEAUTIFUL AND MEANINGFUL. JUST AS EVERYTHING IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS. *sobs in a corner because I have too much feels and I can’t handle any of this*

2. Hijimitsu: (Hijikata Toushirou x Okita Mitsuba, Gintama) (ALSO HIJIKATA AND MITSU IN HAKUOUKI, LET ME DREAM AND SUFFER)

Originally posted by barakakodon

*goes straight from sobbing to actual hysterical tears* OH THE PAIN, litteraly, there is no better way to describe it and why must it hurt so much ? Too spicy!!! 
Just let me die (instead of her ahahahahAHAHAHAHHAHAAH
Anyway, moving on before I actually drown in my tears…

3. Okichi: (Okita Souji x Yukimura Chizuru, Hakuouki)

(Still not over that scene btw)
I have plenty of ship and OTP in Hakuouki but this one was really the first to appeal to me. There’s just something that touched me about them (probably all the angst ahah) and I’ve been a mess since then. I shipped them pretty hard even before playing the game (I first watched the anime, movie and Hakumyu Okita-en *screams of excitement*) and playing it only made me ship them even more. 

4. Karmanami/Karumana: (Akabane Karma x Okuda Manami, AssClass)

Originally posted by springstring

I don’t remember when I started shipping them or what exactly made me ship them but well, here we are. I’m just so grateful for this ship to even exist. At least one OTP that won’t make me cry, hurray (except tears of “please be canon” but whatever). It’s like Okichi but more innocent (as in less tragic) and yet somehow kinda more dangerous, I mean she offered him poisoned chocolate for him to use as pranks, I love them ???? Also, I really must say this but to me, Okuda really is the only person around whom Karma can be fully relaxed (aka why I’ve stopped shipping Karmagisa). The fact that they are always so comfortable around each other really makes me happy and I wish the fandom would stop ignoring this relationship, anyway.

5. Horikane: (Horikawa Kunihiro x Izuminokami Kanesada, Touken Ranbu)

They’re married, I have nothing else to say.
(This is a lie. I’ve got plenty other things to say. But guys. They. are. SO. married. Unbelievable)
Everything about them makes me happy but also somehow it hurts so much and they are slowly ripping my heart away, why ? Why is shipping so painful ?
It’s okay guys. You’ll never be separated again. I promise you, as a saniwa. (Not as a writer tho because I’m cruel and I love to destroy my own heart apparently) Urgh, I just love them. 

As usual, I wanted to fit many more but well, it was five. Maybe it’s best for everybody that I don’t get to scream more

I’m tagging (hopefully people who hasen’t been tagged yet): @queengurako, @amiliephan, @alley-cat-sunflower, @sabinasanfanfic and @lady-yomi. Have fun! :D

So I went to a high school production of The Phantom of the Opera last Saturday (February 11th, 2017)

I’ve been a fan of Phantom of the Opera for about 10 years now. I know all the words, I’ve listened to different cast recordings, seen most of the movies, and admire Leroux’s original novel. But I had never seen the show live before. So let’s rewind to last month. My sister, one of her friends, and I, were driving around town. I was scrolling through my Facebook news feed when I saw a familiar image. One of the local theatre groups I’m in on Facebook posted a picture of the famous half-mask and the caption said, “Coming to haunt a theater near you! February 10th-19th. Listen to the music of the night once more.”
After I saw that image I screamed and started sobbing because my wish to see my most favorite musical had come true. We drove home because I had turned into a little ball of emotion and tears. My mom asked me what was wrong and I showed her the picture and she was like, “Oh no.”
Fast forward to this month, me and my mom and my aunt decided all three of us are going to go see it. They had never seen it before and I was eager to see their reactions. After we finished dinner we went off to the high school that was performing it. I had reserved my ticket two days beforehand and I was ecstatic that it was a front row seat. They both got front row seats as well. We sat down as the show started and I was sitting directly in front of the crashed chandelier. After the auction scene the overture kicked in and at this point I was already tearing up and I had major goosebumps. Then it gets to “Think of Me” and I kid you not, the girl that they had picked to play Christine was like if Sierra Boggess and Sarah Brightman somehow had a child. She looked exactly like Sarah and had the heavenly voice of Sierra. The kid playing Raoul had a voice like Patrick Wilson’s from the 2004 movie. And the main attraction, our beloved Phantom, looked like Ramin Karimloo, John Owen-Jones and Michael Crawford combined and sang with a voice reminiscent of Ramin’s and Michael’s. The end of act one was so adrenaline pumping because, as I said, I was sitting right beneath the chandelier. After the Phantom cut the rope, the chandelier flew just inches past my head and I was so astonished. After the intermission, the pit orchestra came out on stage to thunderous applause and the actors came out and greeted everyone in the front row and told us they were so happy we came to see their performance. Then act 2 started with an amazing Entr'acte and Masquerade. Afterwards when it was at the graveyard scene when Christine was singing “Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again” she started to legitimately sob on stage while singing. She got such an amazing applause after her song finished and I could tell the audience was sobbing as well. After “Don Juan” my favorite sequence of the whole musical started; The Point of No Return/Track Down This Murderer/The Final Lair. I was fighting back the urge to sing along with The Phantom during these scenes. After an amazing PONR/TDTM, it came to the final heartwrenching scene where The Phantom confesses his love for Christine after she leaves with Raoul. Everyone in the audience all had tears in their eyes and after The Phantom delivered that final, emotionally charged “You alone can make my song take flight/It’s over now the Music of the Night!” Everyone got out of their seats and that was the loudest I’ve ever heard a packed theater cheer like that. I will never forget it. As always, Christine, The Phantom and Raoul got the loudest of the applause. When everyone got out of the theater the cast was waiting for us outside in the lobby. They sang us a thank you song because that night the show was sold out and all the seats were full. I went over to the kids who played Christine and The Phantom and told them they were amazing and they both thanked me and I got a hug from a teary-eyed Christine, Meg Giry, and The Phantom. Also, The Phantom’s disfigurement looked so lifelike up close, he allowed people to touch it because they were all staring at it. They were selling Phantom of the Opera t-shirts after the show so I bought one because the proceeds went directly to the theatre program so that they can go to the Fringe Festival. So yeah. If any of my followers or anyone who reads this that live in Fargo North Dakota or in the surrounding area, please go see this stunning performance. It’s soooooo good and you won’t regret it.

A big advantage to the role of Gwen is that she experiences her first true love with Peter Parker. Through her, I could act out this crazy, totally carefree feeling again that I had myself when I was in love for the first time. That had faded. Because Andrew and I got along so well straight away, we had a lot of room to play, to improvise. That way we could build up our characters’ relationship piece by piece–and then the chemistry between Andrew and me developed as well.

How Emma fell in love with Andrew while filming TASM


Post AoU Wanda HeadCanons
  • Wanda waking up every night screaming from nightmares, and looking around her room every time she wakes up for Pietro, cause they’ve always shared a room, and he’s always been there when she wakes up from dreams of the past.
  • She sobs every night when she realizes her nightmares were true, and she’ll never see Pietro again. But into her pillow so’s not to awake any of the other Avengers
  • Wanda denying her nightmares when ever anyone on the team wants to try to comfort her, and then later her asking Stark in secret to make her room soundproof, cause she doesn’t want to be a burden to anyone. (Him saying yes because he feels guilty that his creation killed her brother)
  • Wanda cooking and cleaning for the rest of the New Avengers, and Natasha and Steve being the only ones to figure out it was because she is afraid she’ll be kicked out if she isn’t useful.
  • For her first birthday after Pietro’s death, she bakes Pietro’s favorite cake, but refuses to eat it. (and Sam and Rhodey getting every confused when Wanda yells at them when they eat it the next day)
  • Wanda being so angry about Pietro’s death that she needs someone to blame it on. At first she blamed Clint, because if he had been more careful, Pietro wouldn’t have to had died to save him, but then she discovers he had a family, and can’t hate him, because she knows the pain of being orphaned.
  • Wanda wanting to hate Tony, but he’s not there to do so.
  • Wanda directing her anger on the Vision, because, hell, Ultron made him, he’s not even human. Also, Wanda blaming him for saving her life, because she wouldn’t be in so much pain if he had just let her die like she wanted too.
  • The New Avengers not understanding why Wanda hates the Vision so much, and trying understand.
  • The Vision being the only one not to talk to Wanda about her hating him, because he knows she’s just mourning and needs time to heal.
  • The Vision scouring the internet when he discovers that Wanda didn’t have a single photo of Pietro, because their house was destroyed during AoU.
  • The Vision giving her a framed photo of the two of them smiling, and Wanda breaks down crying and apologizes for every horrible thing she’s said to him.
  • For her second birthday after AoU, Wanda tells the team and them having a small celebration for her, including a cake with two candles in it, one red, the other blue.
  • Wanda continuing to dream of her brother every night, but not all of them are nightmares.
  • Wanda learning to be happy again