tbh i am really glad that we had that conversation with aaron being wary about marriage because it was realistic. it’s true that rob has literally just got a divorce and only was able to fully open up a about his sexuality literally a few hours before wanting to propose to aaron. if aaron didn’t have doubts it wouldn’t have been believable in my eyes because aaron is aaron and although he has changed so much over the years, that deep rooted fear about not being worthy, being unlovable and not enough is still buried deep down and can come out when he is his most insecure. aaron needed to hear that he was enough and that robert wanted to be with him forever and the determination in rob’s voice was what made aaron ask robert to marry him. it was the certainty that rob showed that prompted aaron to finally allow himself to completely let every guard down and just let robert love him entirely, love him forever.
*Jaehee being so worried about Zen’s injury and stalker situation*
MC : How about you stay in his house for days to help him?
*Jaehee stays in Zen’s home for days. Cooking, giving him gifts, and generally being very close to each other*
MC : I’m so glad for you both being close. Also, Zen should give Jaehee a gift in return.
*Zen comes to her office to give her a gift and comforts her when she cries. Also goes to her house and talk together*
MC : Oh, I’m glad that Zen is with you.
*Both of them going for a lunch date*
MC : I hope the lunch date goes well! Both of you would look good together. ^^
*Everyone keeps hinting for Jaehee to be with Zen*
Me : ….
Me : …. I played this game –AN HONEST TO FUCKING SATAN A DATING SIM WHICH MEANS I’M THE ONE WHO SHOULD HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE IF I’M GOING TO HAVE MY HEART BROKEN I HAVE MY OWN MISERABLE REAL LIFE TO SLAP MY FACE WITH ANYWAY– to have a good time –NOT TO MAKE MYSELF BURN IN JEALOUSY BECAUSE MY GIRL IS WITH ANOTHER GUY AND I’M DOOMED IN PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP– and I’m feeling so attacked right now.
I can’t sleep
The recurring motif in my life
I don’t want to sleep
I don’t want to have to prepare for tomorrow
I don’t want to endlessly be scraping up energy to make it through each dragging day
I’m suicidal without wanting to die
I want to live
I live to be inspired
But I’m self-destructive
And I don’t want this
I don’t want me
I don’t want this life
I don’t want this body
I want a different me
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