08212017 - 5pm to 11pm
Since nagkatampuhan kame the night before kame magkita, I had no plans talaga na magpakita sa kanya. Arte kase. I know I was too insensitive sa part na yun, but he was toooooo sensitive that I apologized thrice but still, naginarte pa siya to the point na sa sobrang inis ko, hindi ko sinagot yung tawag niya. Nagflood pa siya ng messages. Natulog ako with a heavy heart. Choss. Kala mo magjowa lang na nagaway. Feelingera lang ako. Minsan lang toh. Haha!
And then morning came, twas different for the both of us. Pakiramdam ko kase hindi parin okay e. Parang biglang naging distant kame. But he did the sweetest thing, talagang nagpumilit siya na magkita kame. Changed of venue. But it doesn’t matter. I was late for almost 3hrs kase late nako nakapagdecide, finally, to show up. He was waiting for hrs, hindi man lang inisip kung sisipot ba ako or not. Sabi lang niya sakin, it doesn’t matter if he’ll wait for nothing, gusto lang niya na makita ako. Aweee. Tapos I messaged him na otw na ako. I apologized for being late, and he said it was fine.
And finally, nakita ko na siya. He was holding a take out from McDo. Chicken Fillet with rice and Large Fries. Favorite ko. NagLFS kame ng 100 Tula Para Kay Stella. Napanood na niya yun, but he said since I wanted to watch the movie, okay lang sa kanya na ulitin niya.
Unlike other guys I’ve met in person, he is nice, gentleman, sweet, talkative. Napakaconversational and no dull moments with him. Then I’ve thought, I wouldn’t know personally that side of him kung hindi ko siya sinipot. And you know what, I’m glad I did. Tama lang yung desisyon ko na puntahan siya.
Yes yes I know. Hindi niya ako gusto. He likes somebody else. But it doesn’t matter. At least I was given a chance to be with him, maulit man ito or hindi. Masaya ako. And I know he was happy all through our date yesterday. Yes for me twas a date. Pake niyo ba? Haha! Minsan lang toh with crush e. Haha!
May kilig vibes pako sa katawan up to now. Huehue. Talandi ko talaga letse. Haha.