what the fuck's up
Oh tumblr, how I’ve missed you. The infinite scroll. The anonymous venting. I’m back. I’m almost positive the last time I was rambling on tumblr, I was a hot mess. A hot hot mess. That doesn’t really do it any justice, but it’s okay. Gotta laugh at yourself, right - ALAS, I’ve gotten my shit together. I’m not really sure who I’m speaking to…INTERNET, you’ll be pleased to know that alcohol and Xanax are no longer a physical and emotional requirement in my day to day life. No longer necessary to function. It’s been 8 months and 7 days since I stopped poisoning my body. It’s been a hell of a ride. Some days I hate it. And some days I love it. Today is one of those days where I hate the sober life, and instead of obsessing over it, I was like…“oh let’s start a new blog”. I’ve been wanting to do this for a while. I consistently resist the suggestion to “write about it”. It makes me cringe every time someone in sobriety says they stayed up late journaling. Good for you. Don’t tell me how to live my life. Anyway, let’s see how this goes - Perhaps my bitching will be annoying. Perhaps I’ll write some mind blowing wisdom. Maybe I’ll just reblog tons of pictures of kittens and Led Zeppelin. I can dig it.