sobbing with my breakfast

Dazai can’t take care of himself. So Chuuya kinda has to aggressively do it for him. Because he loves him.

“When did you last wash that shirt?”



“Wow, didn’t know you were in that mood.”


“Toast is not breakfast!”

“But I don’t-”

“Here eat this.”

“Where did you even-”

*Chuuya shoves spoon in his mouth.*

I text him back, “I’m good, yeah. :) How are you?”

I don’t tell him that I’ve spent the past hour sitting in the bathtub sobbing, or that I’ve just thrown up my breakfast lunch and dinner, or that everything hurts and I don’t know what to do.

A minute later he replies.

“You never use emoticons. What’s up?”

And I don’t know how to respond to that, so I don’t.

“Do you want me to come over?”

(Yes. Yes. Yes.)

“Hey. Stay where you are, okay? I’m coming.”

Deep breaths. Stop hyperventilating. Fingers for god’s sakes stop trembling. “You don’t have to. I don’t want to be a bother.” I’m trying to play it cool.

It takes him all of two seconds to reply.

“Fuck that.” He says, and I wince. “I’ll come for you every time. Don’t you ever think I won’t.”

—  S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #202

Pipes’ last moments are so heartbreaking. He’s this perpetually unlucky guy who nonetheless keeps pushing his own boundaries, trying to make a real adventure out of this trip. And this is such an abrupt end for him - it seems so fitting for Pipes - sweet little optimist - that his last thoughts are a reflection of the way he always tried to make the best of a bad situation.

And he dies alone. Completely alone.

“Having a pretty wonderful time. Bye.”

Excuse me while I go sob into my breakfast.

Tall, Dark and Handsome: Chapter 23
TITLE: Tall, Dark and Handsome


AUTHOR tomcuddlesfic


GENRE: romance / erotica

FIC SUMMARY: Twenty four year old Amelia Hart has never had a boyfriend before. Not wanting to step outside of her comfort zone, she rarely starts conversations with the opposite sex and makes little to no effort in correcting her single status. However, what she did not plan was meeting a man who manages to steal her breath away at every look. A man who does not stop until he gets what he wants. And the one thing he only wants right now just so happens to be her.


Author’s notes: hello friends. I’m extremely tired and wiped out so this chapter might sound like crap. Nice. I know. But I’m happy to say that this chapter fic is moving along nicely, maybe a bit too quickly…However, I think it’s okay for now. Tell me what you think.

Chapter 1 |  Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 |Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 |  Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | chapter 12 | Chapter 13  | Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16  | Chapter 17 | Chapter 18 | Chapter 19 | Chapter 20 |Chapter 21 | Chapter 22

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