sobbing because making stuff for them is so hard

lol guess who almost forgot what day it is today
          bc it totally wasn’t me nope

But on a more serious note!! Has it seriously been two years since I started writing Yonah? I almost can’t really believe it myself ; it’s been a hell of a long time since I’ve found a muse I’ve clicked so well with. I’m actually pretty glad that I left Belle to start writing Yonah, but if it wasn’t for my now-boyfriend Nico( who formerly wrote Brother Nier on this website )  I wouldn’t have been coaxed into writing this muse.

Not even going to lie, there’s been a lot of ups and downs over the two years I’ve wrote Yonah. In those two years I’ve lost friends and gained friends and struggled really, really hard to continue writing in spite of feeling as though my efforts were not bearing any fruit. But regardless, I’m still here and now have accumulated 700+ FRIENDS on this blog  ( where the hell did y’all come from anyway lol ) which is pretty amazing imo.

If I had more energy I would totally go through and thank all of you personally, buuut I don’t so this is why I’m making a post for it, lol. But there are a couple of notable people that I would like to personally thank for sticking by me over these past two years——


@irafatum — Juli, you best know that I love the shit out of you dhgndhfh and I wish I could say it more often tbqh. You alongside everyone else I’ll be thanking here have always made my time with Yonah super special. Writing on here just wouldn’t be the same if you weren’t here also. I’m so glad to have you as my friend and so glad that despite the shitty stuff that has happened over the years, you’re still going strong on Zero. You just keep on keeping on.

@emeraldheroics — TICKLES. I’m not gonna get into a huge soppy mess, but I really want to thank you for always being such an enthusiastic supporter and always trying to pick me up whenever I’m down. I love Don and Yonah’s dynamic so much and how they seem to complete each other in different regards; he’s the excitement she really needs to her monotonous rituals. And you yourself are just a bundle of joy to be friends with. ily man

@necrogenna — Kokoooo puffffff we hardly really talk anymore which is really sad bUT DON’T THINK I FORGOT ABOUT THE TIMES THAT WE DID. That group chat was hella fun and I always loved seeing your shenanigans whenever you popped up. On top of that you’re such??? A fantastic writer????? How you manage to keep up with all these muses is beyond me but you’re overflowing with so much energy so I’m not really that surprised. I love you bab and I hope you’re hanging in there

@fatecarrier / @solefated / whichever blog you’re on — mARSIE~ I’m not leaving you out of this B\\ we don’t talk as often either but whenever you do you always try to be helpful and you’re always the one that tries their hardest to pull me up out of the dirt. I appreciate you so much and I know I don’t quite say enough so here’s where I’m gonna be saying it. You’re a talented writer and a wonderful person overall. I hope you’re doing well <333

@langenoir + @jourdevanille — I’m tagging the boTH OF YOU TOGETHER because my message is to the both of you overall. dhfndgh I remember the days when we all were on that group chat discussing stuff about The Last Story and how to implement DrakeNieR characters together aaaaa that was so much fun. Even though you two aren’t writing your TLS muses anymore and I do miss them, it warms my heart to know that you two are still pouring your energy into both writing and your careers. Makes me want to work real hard in school as well. We honestly need to talk much more because I lose touch with my friends way too easily sobs but I love you both so so much ok <333


And then finally all the friends I love lots and those that I want to get to know more——!!

@apexpraedator ; @boargored ; @crimsonstars ; @dacteg ; @diito ; @divinecannon ; @dorrcha ; @duciit ; @faillte ; @fideluxx ; @fujuun ; @fxrtem ; @hakureimaiden ; @hiunmei ; @ibisangelus ; @illustrisxarma ; @inferiornost ; @jjillekkot ; @lamaree ; @lucislegend ; @lunastusx ; @meiyoisan ; @narxkami ; @nicetryshyguy ; @obruor ; @peilot ; @photondebugger ; @popokki ; @prcmising ; @prometheansins ; @pxllidum ; @qorvian ; @rationalclover ; @ryujinta ; @saecris ; @sniperils ; @supernalblade@sunfreckled ; @tiiamate ; @visionsparked ; @void-earth + BLOG ROLL

Thank you so much for two great years !!