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Hello! I finally got over my jet lag (i think)!
I had a great time back in my hometown, Manila! ^o^ ♥

I had lots of fun and also lots of rest and I feel so refreshed (and also kind of sad because I miss my relatives and my dog…and the food) – Now that I think about it – being back here in New York in winter feels so much sadder because of the gloomy surroundings ((compared to the colorful and lively neighborhood back home – it’s been 2 years since I was able to visit Manila aahh)) ///// anyway, here are some photos from our flight stopover in Taiwan Taoyuan Airport!

Thank you so much for your well wishes everyone, I really appreciate it!
I hope to upload lots of new art starting next week (and will resume working on that MM art book♥)

I couldn’t do 707 Route while I was there, I had no mobile internet and the WiFi everywhere was super slow ;;v;; Now that I’m back, I still can’t do the route because the app won’t let me change my time zone (it still doesn’t recognize Daylight Savings Time)!!! //cries because now I won’t be able to play the new update hhHHHNNN

Also – my fave photo of all (it’s me beside a mirror) vvvvvvvvvvvvv

Love letters.

Looking at you reminded me of everything sweet. It was like walking into a candy store but everything was named after you. I had a feeling that the store would give me a stomach ache but I’m pretty sure those are actually butterflies instead. I never would admit that I see you in my dreams and wake up wishing we lived in a movie so I could rewind one more time. Your eyes make me forget how much I loved the stars because you outshine them any day of the week. My name flows out of your mouth so lovely, like you were made to say it. There is an empty space in my bed that would fit you perfectly. I can almost see you laying there already, head back mid laugh, love has never looked so good. Cursive handwriting makes anything look more romantic, that’s what you told me last time. I think of you in pretty words and postage stamps and love letters sent in July.

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Old OC doodles from last year ♥
Received some asks about my ocs ((it’s so flattering to see ppl interested in my characters even though they’re not really developed yet eeee)) ;;; so I thought I’d upload them here :D I made most of them when I was 13 years old so they’re really special to meeee (especially the orange-haired boy AAAA my babyyy) ♥

( So guess who got their pen nibs for their tablet!? THIS GAL!!! *Manic laughter* Oh thank god I finally got my tablet working again. I was desperate to start drawing again. Right now I spend my whole time doing this Bendy Ref. for my blog.


Which I may add that in discord it was decided what their official nicknames were. Poof and Floof!

Boris (Floof) Is up next on the list. An then I will finally get to the asks! Yay! )

*daydreams* *thinks to self* *looks at text button on tumblr*

….Eh.

World: Sonic Forces

Couple: Sonamy

Premise: What if Amy was just all up and avoiding Sonic? What would he canonically do?

Prompt:

Sonic nodded to team dark, before turning to see Amy a little ways away from him.

For some reason, she was hunched slightly, her hands together, and her head down low and submissively.

She looked like she may want to talk to him, and seeing the strange humble demeanor, he furrowed his brow a bit before about to step up to her.

This action made her perk up slightly, as he smiled to wave before Classic Sonic jumped with a noise to get his attention, ready to head out.

When Sonic’s face was turned, and his attention elsewhere, Amy seemed surprised and looked away, sorrowfully, before taking off away from him.

He nodded to his younger self, about to head out too before too long, but as he turned back to talk Amy was gone.

“H-huh?”

He looked around before seeing her taking off and reached a hand out, stepping a few inches forward before lowing the hand, and not taking any further action, just looking sad he not only missed his chance, but also why Amy would abruptly leave like that?

She looked like she had really wanted to ask him something too…

He stepped back and stood straight, putting his hands to his hips, and then gesturing with a tilt of his head back over his shoulder to Classic Sonic.

“Hey, little me. Have you noticed anything off with Amy?” he looked towards where he could still see her taking off, as Classic Sonic walked forward, stopped to look and examine a minute, before seeming to fold his arms and think about it a moment.

He then unfolded them in shock, his eyes going wide a moment, as he looked to his modern self, then Amy, then back at him, and turned his head away suspiciously, wondering why he was acting so concerned…

He folded his arms again when he saw his modern self take in a worried breath and sigh, shaking his head.

As his eyes squinted, Sonic took a second to double-take a look down and then flinch back, raising a fist up.

“H-hey! I’m just concerned for my friend, is all!” he gestured his arms out as he spoke, before walking passed Classic Sonic’s judgey eyes, as he turned to watch him walk off.

“Sheesh…” he then looked more seriously forward… “She’s just… never acted this weird before.”

Classic Sonic spun his feet to catch up to him, but gave him another sly look.

Later in the game~

Sonic and Classic walk up to Tails, as Modern Sonic speaks first.

“Hey, buddy!” He puts an hand to his hip, and lets the other one gesture around slightly as he speaks, either hanging by his side or moving as he did, bending forward or just standing straight.

“Hey, Sonic!” Tails waved, holding the Miles-Electric as Classic Tails was up on the x-tornado.

He looked down and waved, smiling with a youngsters laugh as he continued to work.

“What’s up?” Tails shrugged, wondering what the occasion was.

Sonic looked around, before turning back to Tails, “Has Amy said anything to you lately?”

Classic Sonic was surprised by the topic, and blinked a moment before staring up at his older self, then narrowing his eyes again and pouting, folding his arms as if he didn’t want to talk about this.

Classic Tails jolted, turning around slowly before peeking over the side of the Tornado.

Tails bent his eyes to an arch, and scratched behind his head. “W-well.. not really. She’s been off on solo missions lately… keeps phoning in and asking for more.” Tails gestured to the device. “It’s really great for reconnaissance! But… I’m sure she’s just avoiding asking you about… well, you know.” he rocked on his heels a moment, before putting his device around his back. “She’s been pretty upset and troubled every since that…”

“Since what?” Now Sonic was fully attentive. “Is there something I should know about?”

Tails leaned forward, even his toes sticking up as his tails went wild behind him, “What! You mean.. you don’t know?” he then immediately leaned back, holding his hands with the palms down and shaking his head, realizing Sonic wasn’t aware of what was going on.

He turned to his classic self, who ‘eep’d and hid his face. “Little me…” Tails glared slightly, putting his hands to his hips as he looked up at him.

“I.. I didn’t know how to tell’em!” he lowered his head, ducking to avoid eye contact as his hands still showed trembling to keep himself upright in the cockpit of the plane.

Tails shook his head, before gesturing a hand to Sonic and turning back to him, looking sorrowful as he explained. “I don’t know how to word this… but we all assumed you and her had talked about it already.. You see…” He looked away.

“Well? Out with it, already!” Sonic encouraged, as Classic now looked more sensitive to the matter, looking up at Sonic and then to Tails, seeming confused but wanting the details and facts now.

He leaned his head forward to listen better…

“Amy had a run in with Metal Sonic.”

Metal Sonic.

The name made both Sonic’s step back, flinching before looking down and scanning the floor.

“He apparently said some things to her… things that made her think. We all figured she had already talked to you about it… and the reason she was acting so distant was because…” he looked away. “Because you rejected her…” he bent his ears down, having supposed wrongfully, which was why everyone was giving Amy some space.

Sonic’s head shot up to Tails, before his anger grew as he clenched his fist.

“So she’s been all alone…”

Classic Sonic looked furious upon hearing this too, raising his fists, biting down on his teeth.

Tails turned back, and nodded sadly. “I had no idea you weren’t aware… it’s not like Amy to hold things back from you.”

“That time…” Sonic turned to look at another corner of the floor, as the image of her seeming to want to talk to him came into his mind, and then her running off.

“Little me…”

Classic Sonic blinked, before turning to his older self, looking less angry as he was now wondering what his modern self had in mind…

“…We need to find Amy.”

His voice was cold and serious, as his back was to his friends.

He was certainly deeply worried about her…

“Sonic..” Tails stepped forward, a hand out to him, as Sonic only motioned his head back behind his shoulder to indirectly refer to Tails.

“Where is she?”

The directness made Tails look down in shame, wishing he had told him sooner.

Amy had suffered all this time in silence… it wasn’t fair on her to keep her waiting… and Tails knew Sonic prioritizing was probably the best way to keep the teams at peace and working in unity.

“R-right.” Tails nodded, and pulled out his device to start looking up her location.

“You’re not gonna believe this… but…”

The two were racing off to a lava infested, active volcano zone.

Classic took a second to look up from his run to his older self, and when he saw the seriousness, worry, and active, diligent focus he had in his eyes, he tightened his mouth line and looked down, seeming disappointed in himself for not being that concerned.

He wondered what his older self was feeling… Classic clearly had every intention of just getting on with it, but maybe his older self knew this needed to be handled delicately and assertively.

Classic wasn’t so good with assertiveness and girls…

He lowered his eyelids, frowning on the side of his muzzle as he dreaded the awkwardness that may follow.

Modern’s mind was completely absorbed with the worst possible scenario.

What could Metal him have said to her that would make her act so skittish around him?

What made her so nervous that she found it hard to ask him about it?

He kept getting more and more frustrated as his mind raced with questions, concerns, and most of all… panic.

He had noticed something was wrong, but did nothing about it. He also felt shame.

He was disappointed in himself for not doing something sooner about it, not nipping it in the bud, so to speak.

This time, minus the pun.

“Come on, buddy.” Sonic narrowed his eyes, seeing the volcano start to splurge out magma as if erupting it’s way out.

The activity lingered in his deeply concentrated eyes, “Don’t fall behind.”

(Ahh~ I love the idea of Amy being emotionally troubled and Sonic being worried about her, even to the point where he finally takes action upon it. Eeee~<3 so cute!!!)

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